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You're waiting for them to regret losing you in 30 days, [music] but the reality is if they regret it at all, it's not going to hit them for about 6 to 18 months. [music] And by then, it won't even matter.
If you've been sitting in no contact hoping your avoidant ex will wake up one day and realize they made a huge mistake, I need you [music] to understand something. The timeline you're imagining and the timeline that actually exists are completely different.
I'm Flora, founder of ReDo Love, [music] where I help high achievers break free from anxious avoidant relationship patterns [music] and reprogram their attachment at the subconscious level. Today, I'm going to walk you through the actual [music] timeline of when and if avoidants regret losing you month by month, [music] phase by phase. What's happening in their nervous system at each stage, why regret is delayed [music] for avoidants in a way that most people can't possibly understand, what their regret [music] actually looks like when it does show up, and most importantly, why understanding this timeline should make you stop waiting, >> [music] >> not wait longer. By the time an avoidant might actually regret losing you, you should be so far into your own healing that you don't even care anymore.
Before we get into the timeline, you need to understand why avoidants experience regret so differently than anxious or secure people. When someone with anxious attachment or secure attachment ends a relationship, they typically feel the loss fairly immediately. There might be some relief, but the sadness, the missing, the questioning, it hits pretty quickly.
But avoidants, they experience what researchers call separation elation. This is a term from the attachment research resource Free to Attach, and it perfectly captures what happens neurologically for avoidants after a breakup. When an avoidant leaves a relationship, they experience an immediate sense of relief. The pressure to connect is gone. The demands for intimacy have stopped. The threat to their autonomy has been removed. Their nervous system literally calms down, and they feel like they can breathe again, like they're finally free. Even if they didn't hate what they're free from, they just feel a sense of relief. Like, "Nobody wants anything from me anymore. I can just be."
Dr. Amir Levine and Rachel Heller explain in the very famous book on this topic called Attached that avoidance often mistakes self-reliance for independence. So, when they break up with you, they enter what is called separation elation. This is a honeymoon phase of being single where they feel free, unburdened, and absolutely relieved. And what's happening neurologically is that their attachment system was in overdrive during the relationship perceiving not only perceiving intimacy as a threat, but also feeling burdened by the idea that they had to take care of someone else, that they had to tend to somebody's needs, that they had to be worried if somebody was going to be mad at them if they did something wrong. Breaking up, it removes that threat. So, their nervous system gets to regulate and feel safe.
I want you to understand is they can't feel the loss while they're still in threat mode. They have to calm down first before they can access any feelings of regret or missing you. And that calming down, that process, it takes months. Sometimes over a year. This is why the 30-day no contact timeline makes no sense for avoidants. 30 days is nothing to them. They're still in the relief phase. They haven't even begun to process what they've actually lost.
Let's start with what's actually happening in the first month after the breakup or discard. In month one, they're primarily feeling relief. The relationship pressure is gone. They can breathe again. They don't have to worry about your needs, your emotions, your expectations. They can focus entirely on themselves without feeling guilty, without feeling that sense of burden by somebody else's like needs, emotions, just even like having to be in the same room with somebody sometimes is like there's a relief from that.
Research shows that avoidants experience immediate post-breakup relief in a way that can feel almost shocking to their partners. While you're devastated and grieving, they're often genuinely feeling lighter and happier. And what they're thinking is, "I can finally focus on myself. I don't have to deal with their needs anymore. This was the right decision. I feel so much freer." They're not thinking about you much at all during this phase. And when they do, it's usually with a sense of either "Thank God it's over" or having like a sense of guilt, like "I should probably check in," but >> [gasps] >> "I just I don't want that burden anymore, you know?"
What are they doing? They're diving into work, doing getting back to their hobbies, their social activities. And this is why you may see them posting things. You may see them out. You may see them monkey branching, right? You may see them doing things that you couldn't possibly do at the stage of healing that you are in. They are probably reconnecting with friends that they neglected during the relationship. Maybe even, like I said, dating casually or checking out their options. Basically, anything that reinforces their sense of autonomy and independence.
The trap you're falling into on the other hand is you're probably doing no contact and hoping they're missing you, but they're not. Probably analyzing whether they've viewed your social media, and maybe they have, but it's not because they miss you so much. It's just because it's part of their scroll. You're wondering if they're regretting it, but they're experiencing the opposite of regret. They're experiencing like a sense of validation that leaving was the right thing to do.
And then by month two and three, something interesting starts happening in their psychology. They move from relief into active rationalization. Now, what they're experiencing is they're building a narrative that justifies the breakup. What's important about this is that avoidants have a cognitive bias towards negative aspects of the relationship when they're in distancing mode. Dr. Diane Poole Heller's research shows that avoidants engage in what's called deactivating strategies. Unconscious mental processes that minimize the importance of relationship and emphasize negative aspects.
What they're thinking is "They were way too needy anyway. The relationship was suffocating. We weren't compatible. I'm better off alone. They they wanted too much for me." My ex came up with some excuse as to why we broke up based on a conversation we had one time that I didn't even think was like a real serious conversation. They're actively remembering the parts of the relationship that annoy them, that felt like too much, that triggered their system, and they're minimizing or forgetting the good parts. And what they're doing during this phase is just living their independent life, maybe telling friends or family "I made the right choice." Possibly dating, but keeping things very surface level. Reinforcing to themselves that they don't need a relationship to be happy.
If they think about you at all during this phase, it's usually with the sense of "I'm glad I'm not dealing with that anymore." The pattern you're missing is the phase where if you reached out or broke no contact, they would be most likely to be cold, dismissive, or reinforce that the breakup was right during this time. Because they're actively in the process of convincing themselves that they made the right decision.
Now, by month four through six, they've settled into this like new normal. The initial excitement of freedom has worn off, but they've adapted to being single again. And what they're experiencing now is that they're in a stable phase, not particularly happy or unhappy, just existing in their independence. Their nervous system has fully regulated. They're comfortable, but what they're thinking honestly, they're probably not thinking about you much at all during this phase. You've become part of their past. The relationship has been filed away as something that didn't work out. This is the phase where they're most likely to genuinely believe they've moved on because from their nervous system's perspective, they actually have. The threat is gone, they've regulated, the healing has continued. And what they're doing during this period is living life, working, socializing, maybe casually dating, focused on their goals, their interests, their autonomy. The relationship with you feels like a distant memory at this point.
And what's important for you to understand is that this is often the phase where people who were doing no contact start to break and reach out, thinking "Surely by now, by now they'll miss me." And what they find is someone who seems completely unaffected and moved on. Why? Because the avoidant has settled. They're not in active pain, they're not longing, they're just fine. And fine for an avoidant means they're not motivated to change anything at all.
Now, this is where things get interesting and where a lot of people get confused. Between month 6 and 12, many avoidants enter what researchers call the phantom ex phase. What's happening now is that significant time has passed and their nervous system feels completely safe. And that is when something shifts. They start to idealize the relationship. They remember the good parts now. They forget why they left. This is a well-documented pattern in avoidant attachment research. Dr. Stan Tatkin explains that avoidants often idealize past relationships specifically because they're safely in the past. The distance makes it safe to feel positive. It is fair to say that every avoidant is going to have a slightly different timeline, but it is also very safe to say that they will all follow the same pattern.
What they're experiencing during this time is nostalgia, a sense of missing certain things about the relationship, but notice they're missing the highlights, not the daily reality. They remember the good sex, the fun trips, the companionship. They don't remember the intimacy demands that trigger their system. I remember getting on a call with an avoidant ex and he would talk about certain times where we would hang out on my porch and he literally said, no, not as if, he literally said, "Those were some of the happiest times of my life." He was in this, you know, sense of nostalgia. They might even start to think at this point, "Maybe I made a mistake or maybe they were actually pretty great." A lot of what they're thinking is along the lines of, "I wonder how they're doing." "We did have some good times. Maybe I was too harsh. They weren't that bad. What if? What if I reached out?"
However, these thoughts don't usually translate into action. And I remember saying to him, "Well, we can do it again. We are only 4 miles apart. No reason why we can't get back to get you know, can't try that that over." But of course, as an avoidant, he wasn't ready for the reality of actually doing something about it. That's the critical part to understand that these thoughts don't usually translate into action. And when they do, it's often in the form of breadcrumbing, which is the previous YouTube that I made. A random text, a social media like, a thinking of you message that goes absolutely nowhere.
This is actually the phase where they're most likely to reach out, but notice what they're reaching out for. They're reaching out for validation that you still care. They are trying to emotionally regulate from a safe distance, right? Because now they could call you up, they could have that like moment of nostalgia with you, but they don't have to do anything. They don't have to put in any work, they don't have to deal with the frustrations and annoyances of the actual relationship. They can just have that moment of validation that they need to move on with the day. While this leaves you like excited that there's potential. And in the meantime, they're just confirming that they could have you back if they wanted to. They're not reaching out because they're ready to do the vulnerable work of rebuilding. They're reaching out because nostalgia feels safe from a distance.
And this becomes the trap, the trap that many people interpret as this phantom ex phase as they finally realize what they lost. And you, of course, I did for sure respond with hope and openness. But often what happens is the moment you respond the warmth or with warmth or availability, their system gets triggered all over again and they pull back. Why? Because your availability makes the intimacy feel real and imminent again, which re-activates their threat response. And if you think about it, it's like any post-traumatic stress signal, right? Because for them, intimacy, for them, being needed emotionally is stressful. When they get a whiff of it, again, you're being nice to them, you're being kind, they're not only reminded of the like nostalgia they're looking for, but then they're also reminded that, "Oh, wait, this comes with other things. This comes with that emotional weight that I I really don't want." They oftentimes aren't responsive to it, right? Or they're getting what they need in that moment and then they're out all over again.
Now, let's get to the timeline most people don't like to hear about. If an avoidant is going to experience genuine regret, it usually doesn't hit until 12 to 18 months after the breakup, and sometimes longer. And why is that so late? So, for an avoidant to truly regret losing you, several different conditions need to be met, about three, right? So, number one is enough time has to have passed that they feel completely safe in their own nervous system. They have to have had some other experiences that make them realize what they've actually lost, and something has shifted in their life, right? That makes them more open to connection. Sometimes, maybe they've done some level of personal work on their attachment style, but to be honest, that's pretty rare on its own, right? They would only have done it if something really went wrong, and maybe losing you was the thing that really went wrong.
But, my ex told me that he recognized, you know, his attachment issues because he not only lost me way back before, but he also lost like basically all of his friends because he put his whole life into his business, and he had basically only one friend anyway, because he's super avoidant. That friend stopped being friends with him because he didn't show up to like his wedding or something of that nature. I I don't know how much of a wake-up call you can get that you have no friends and you don't really have anybody in your life, but even that didn't didn't shift him into actually doing work on his attachment issues.
And what's important to understand is that even when avoidants experience regret, it doesn't look like what you and I think of. Their regret isn't "I made a terrible mistake and I need to win them back." Their regret is usually more like "They were actually pretty good for me. Hmm, I wonder if I could make it work." It's intellectual regret. Okay, remember that. It's intellectual regret, not emotional urgency. It's a thought, not a driving force.
So, what they might do if they're experiencing genuine regret at this stage is they might reach out with a more substantive conversation. Mine after 4 years, we got on a phone call and he told me all this stuff about how he lost friends, about how he regrets how he acted, but he didn't do anything about it. And while it wasn't a breadcrumb, my emotional availability during that conversation and afterwards reminded him of reminded him why it was easier not to continue to engage. They may reach out with like a more substantive conversation attempt, not just breadcrumbs. They might express some version of "I've been thinking about you. I've been thinking about what happened." Indicate they've done some self-reflection. Ask if you'd be open to talking. But again, even if they regret it, it doesn't mean they're capable of showing up differently. Unless they've done some serious therapeutic work on their attachment patterns, the same cycle repeats and they can't do that work with me, so please send them my way.
The reality check happens by 12 to 18 months. If you've been doing your own healing work, you should be in a completely different place emotionally. Their regret, if it comes, should land on someone who has moved forward with their life. For me, it took like it I was moved on, but there was that underlying piece in the back, you You that that that little string that that cord that wasn't really cut?
What avoidant regret actually means because this is where things can get a bit confusing, and this is where you can get hurt all over again, and I certainly did throughout that experience. So, what regret doesn't mean? It does not mean that they're ready to be vulnerable. It does not mean they've healed their attachment wounds. It does not mean they can handle intimacy now. It does not mean they won't pull away again. Nor does it mean they're capable of showing up consistently. Your relationship will be different this time.
So, what their regret usually like actually means is that they miss certain aspects of the relationship, usually the parts that didn't require vulnerability, like sitting on the porch and just hanging out and chatting about. By this point, they've idealized you because you've been safely unavailable to them, or they've made you unavailable, right? So, they've idealized you. It also could mean that they're lonely, or their current situation isn't working. And what they want is the good parts back without the challenging parts. They're curious if you're still available.
Research by Dr. Amir Levine shows that avoidants can simultaneously miss someone and be unable to handle intimacy with them. These two things coexist in their system without contradiction. That's the pattern that you need to see. Many avoidants will reach out with regret-like messages, reconnect briefly, and then repeat the exact same distancing pattern. And then they will do it again before you lose them. Five, really, if you continue to let them. Why? Because regret didn't fix their attachment system. It didn't rewire their nervous system's response to intimacy. Unless they've done deep therapeutic work, and I mean years of attachment-focused therapy, not just reading a few articles, their capacity for intimacy hasn't changed, which means the outcome won't change, either.
Now, let's talk about why understanding this timeline should make you stop waiting, not wait longer. If you're sitting in month two thinking, "Just a few more weeks and they'll regret it." No. They're in the rationalization phase, convincing themselves they've made the right choice. If you're month four, "Surely by now they miss me." No. They're settled, comfortable, and happily independent. If you're at month eight, "I'll just wait a little longer until they realize." No. Even if they enter the phantom ex phase and feel nostalgic, that nostalgia doesn't equal capability for real intimacy.
And this is what I want you to hear, so listen close. You could wait 18 months for their regret to kick in, and what you'd get is someone who misses the idea of you, but still can't handle the reality of you. Again, my avoidant ex, he messaged me year four, okay? Year four, he messaged me. Had a long conversation with me. Told me how regretful he was. Told me he had lost friends in his life. Told me all these things that led me to believe, "Okay, this is the time." Greeted him warmly. I I made space for potential of seeing him again. And if you watch my other video, and I'll link it below, you will get the whole story. He did absolutely nothing. And continued one more time, came back around after I wrote him this long text about Yeah, you know, saying all the things and telling him where to go and and what to do with it, he continued to breadcrumb on year five.
Like, what I really want you to get is that you don't want them back. You want the idea of them back just as much as they want the idea of you, but they are not that person that you met in the beginning. Even if they are, most of the time they are also this person that is capable of walking away from you, leaving you, and not caring what the hell happens to you in that time frame. And I'm not saying this to say that they're evil, but they are in self-protection mode. They are protecting themselves, their perceived peace, their perceived nervous system. Like this is how they regulate, they regulate alone. And because they are in this like self-protection mode, you can't care about other people when you are in survival, right? Like when you're trying to survive, it's very hard to consider how other people are feeling. This is kind of where they're at and why you don't want them back in that same, you know, you don't want that same version of them coming back. That's not the relationship that you want.
And I know, I know what you're saying right now. You're saying, "But they were so great and they have the capacity to be." Yes, they do. They have the capacity to be, but they have the capacity to be for a limited time. And even if they have the capacity to be most of the time, also there's still this. This is their way of dealing with stress. This is how they cope. This is their coping mechanism for feeling overwhelmed. And do you really want to be with somebody who the moment they're overwhelmed, they run away? I mean, what does that look like long-term with kids in a home and all the things? Feelings are feelings and love is love and it can feel beautiful and wonderful and it hurts when it ends. Living the reality of life and life only getting harder usually, right? For most of us. And you know, plenty of bright spots, but life is not easy. Is that the partner you want? The partner that runs, the partner that can't uh you know, isn't conditioned to work with you through the difficult times. When times get difficult, they're going to pull away cuz this is their natural coping method.
So, what should you do instead? Between month one and month three, grieve the relationship as a death. The person you loved, they're not coming back. Between month four and six, build a life that doesn't include them. New routines, new connections, new experiences. Month seven through 12, deep healing work on your own attachment wounds. Why did this relationship devastate you so much? Why do you still feel attached? What made you vulnerable to this dynamic? Months 12 on, live a full rich life where whether they regret it or not is completely irrelevant to your well-being. The goal is that by this time they actually regret losing you, but you're so healed and moved on that their regret lands on someone who's no longer available to them and you can ghost them or just not respond to whatever breadcrumb they might reach out with.
The timeline for avoidant regret is long, uncertain, and ultimately not worth organizing your healing around. They might regret it in 6 months, they might regret it in 18 months, they might never regret it at all. And even if they do regret it, that regret doesn't mean they're capable of showing up differently. That is the most important part. So, stop waiting for their regret to validate your worth. Stop putting your healing on hold hoping they'll wake up one day. Stop organizing your timeline around their emotional availability. Their regret is not your closure. Your healing is.
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