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Hey guys, welcome to your love reading. Let's go ahead and get right into it. Spiritual infusion 111. Okay. What messages do you have for the collective when it comes to love and romance? I never want to lose you.
So, you guys have somebody here right now that is definitely in deep thought. There's obviously a panic going on with this person. Even the fact that this is the very first card out, somebody here is really, really worried. They're very concerned. Um, they could be concerned that you've either found another person or another partner. Um, sorry guys. I'm trying to arrange this so that it looks better for you guys. But this is somebody that is definitely uh it even feels in this energy very manic. I feel like this is somebody that is taking off their rose-colored glasses and this is somebody that is really seeing you for who you are. This is something that I also am getting that you've been waiting for for a period of time. Um, just this person to have almost this awakening or this deep understanding for your connection, but there is this anxiety here with I have them, but am I going to be able to keep them? Will I be able to continuously raise or rise to the occasion? There's a lot of change that this person may need to make in order to be with you or they feel like this is somebody that's really working on their change. And the more that they're beginning to change, the more that they're beginning to value you because only a gem dealer typically knows the value of a diamond. A regular person typically we don't know if it how much it is, the clarity, whatever, right? So, it's like this person needed to get to the right elevation and the right frequency to understand your worth and understand what your impact is on their life. This is somebody that's now like, "Wow."
For some of you, there is this anxiety over losing you or feeling like they're waiting too long to make some type of choice or some type of decision. This is also somebody that I feel like I don't want like I don't want you talking to other men or women. This is somebody that is very possessive over you. But I am going to be honest, this possessive energy, which most some people will deem as negative. Um, I get with this person that you have a certain type of light, that the way that you speak to um either the opposite sex or the way that you just communicate in general, it brings a lot of clarity to people and the way that you explain or the way that you express things. It really allows people to take a deep breath and take a step back and look at things from a completely different viewpoint. And this person is in a place where they're understanding your light. This person is in a place where they know that you're getting a lot of attention or they're very concerned about the attention you're receiving and them not having enough time to make something right. Or even if you and this person are in communication and you are talking, they're very, very concerned because of their past. Their past actions, the way that they handled things, the way they didn't handle things, the way that they struggled and things became overly complicated even to the point where this person was dismissing. Um, even your intuition. But this person is is now in a place where either they're watching you or they know how you are. For some of you, they're watching you at work. You could work online. You could work in in somewhere where this person physically sees you, but they're very, very jealous at the attention that you're getting. It's not the jealousy of like you think. It's not envy, but it's more so in a sense of but that's my person. I know how my person makes me feel when they talk to me. I know that same smile that that person has on their face talking to the love of my life. I know what that feels like because the collective just gave that person some level of light, some level of information that has inspired that individual the same way that you inspired them to change.
So, they're definitely in their head. And I also feel like part of the thing with this person is they're really beginning to understand. And you can understand something. You could hear something, but that doesn't mean you digest it. This person is finally digesting how different you are, how different you are with them, how you communicated to them, how you gave to them, how you nurtured them in a way, and you weren't being overly pushy, but you were giving them the ability that they needed or the time or space that they needed in order for them to evolve and come to something on their own. That's why this person is now looking at you like, I can't I can't lose you. You could be this person's good luck charm. You could be their rabbit's foot. You could be their four-leaf clover. You could be something of luck to them. It's funny. They say like if a bird poops on you, then it's good luck. There's also something where if you step in like horse poop that that's good luck also. So, it's something about you; it it's like even when this person is in a negative place, you're still their good luck charm where that then turns around and it turns to something beautiful and that's why your person is sitting here. That's why they're sitting here saying you're incomparable. I also feel like they've been communicating or they've been talking to their friends. This is somebody that's realizing that even the way that you think and the way that you go about things, it's very different than anybody that they've ever dealt with in the past. Um, I'm going to make you fall in love with me.
So, for some of you, this person, they they may not be as confident when it comes to how you feel. I'm going to make you fall in love with me. I'm also getting that um there could be another energy here because your person is very focused and there's somebody here also coming in with like a different card combo where somebody you also have an energy that's watching you, an admirer and even if this is your person, they're admiring you from afar but they want you to love them the way that they love you. But this person may feel like they have a lot of work to do because of the past. This is somebody that's done sitting on their hands and waiting for life to take them by. This is somebody that wants to make it official with you. This is somebody that feels like you really do compliment their style. I love the way you talk and the sexy way you walk. There's something about the way, like I said earlier, it's something about the way you express yourself, the way you communicate that really has this person feeling some type of way. It feels, you know what it feels like being in this energy right now? It feels like Christmas morning or like you're going to go to Disneyland and everybody is very excited. There's an excitement here because somebody is finally beginning to understand why you do what you do, why you have to ground your energy, why you have to push yourself back from this person. It's not that you're dismissing them, but your relationship has become over complicated and there's this anxiety when both of you want to give each other the world. The truth is this person is in love with you. The truth is, you know, this person and you may both have difficulties giving and receiving love, but there's something here about somebody feeling like they can't do it without you. They've been trying to move very, very slowly. This is somebody that is even worried about talking to you about something. There's some type of conversation I keep getting overwhelmingly where this individual is very anxious because they feel like it could go left or it could go right and they're not confident right now with being in control. This is somebody right now, your person, this could be for the first time in a really long time, but they feel that they don't have control, but it's not an energy of them spiraling before. If this person didn't have control, they would do whatever it took. Rob Peter to pay Paul, whatever they needed to do in order to regain a sense of control. But I get with this person, the loss of control that they've had, it's shown them that you were never trying to control them. It's showing them that you're incomparable. It's showing them that you are the one person that they don't want to lose because you add to them. More than likely, you make this person look better physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, even physically. The way that you guys add to this person, even physically or socially, [Music] is out of this world. But I also feel like that made this person a bit um insecure, Monica. Um before you walk out of my life. So this is somebody that could very be into music, right? We have um Monica here. Um they could be um a conductor. They could just music could be their thing. Maybe you and this person had a certain song together that was your song. It's like they're hearing it everywhere. They can't escape the thought of you and they're realizing I can't let them walk out of my life. That would be the biggest mistake that I have to live with. And your person has lived with mistakes, a lot of mistakes. But this mistake of losing you, God is giving them the gift of eternal partnership, of eternal love, of friendship, of abundance, of everything. And they're holding back. They're telling God, "No, I know. I know more. I don't need your help. I don't need your assistance. My ego knows more." Uh-uh. Nope. That's why there's something here where this person knows they have a lot of work to do in order to win you back. They feel that all of the footwork, all of the effort that you've done, that you're drained, that you're tired because you don't have anything left to give. Now it's this person's turn to tap in. Now it's this person's turn to do the right thing. You always knew the ways to wow me. It's something about you. It's just the way that you are. It's an energy. I don't I it's like I'm having a hard time explaining it, but I'm also feel like I'm inside of your person and your person is trying to explain to their friends and their family why they're making some type of significant drastic change. There's a major change that your person is making. This is coming as a significant leap of faith. Um, wow. Every time you come around me, I get weak. and I've been through a lot. I'm still healing. So, I think that you triggered this person's healing, right? Because I feel like this was a wounding from a really long time ago. And I feel like there's been a level of damage that's been done, but not on purpose. And that's why this person, they needed to heal. They needed to become strong because now it's going to be this person's responsibility to heal you. It's going to be this person's responsibility to show you. See, that's why they're saying, "Let's forget about the past. I want this to last. Let's not talk about the past. We both made mistakes, right? Um, can we move forward? It takes two to tango. Nobody is perfect. This person also wants you to know, I know you've seen a lot of things in your life that got you feeling like this can't be right, but I promise I won't hurt you.
So, this person is trying to come in here and it feels like I get that this person had a lot of bad advice due to their lack of experience when it came to emotions. I also think the fact that you are this weird unicorn where more than likely you're everything, right? You're intellectual, you're emotional, you're attractive, and you're also very grounded, which is everything to this person. So, if they've never experienced something like you, that's kind of what complicated it. But now this person is sitting here realizing everything that they put you through and they're seeing how their karmic interferences, whether that's the lovers, the friends, the family, the work, there could have even been dark magic done or spellwork done on your person. But that's why they're sitting here saying, "I want to make it right. I'm coming back to make this right with you." This is somebody that also they want to take you to their hometown. They want to take you where they're from. They want you they want to introduce you to their family. Um they really want everybody to see what they see. Look, I want to invite you somewhere. They're very anxious about this though because they're also worried that the funny thing is you may feel like why is this person hiding me? Why have I not met any of their friends or met their family? or you may feel, but what you may not realize is that this person is anxious about who they hang out with. I don't think it really had anything to do with you, but it's about this person being very confident. I also get that they were worried about what their friends were going to think or [Music] say. Now, they're coming in here and they're saying, "Listen, uh, nothing is going to come in between us." I actually like that energy because this person, what you may or may not know is that they do want to be faithful to you. This is also somebody that wants to prove that they really do love you. They're not sleeping. And this is a very spiritual connection for this person. They don't want you to give up on them. For some of you, you're like, I've already given up because they gave up. But at the end of the day, this person is actually coming to the terms that whatever monster they've created when it comes to you, that is their fault because they're the ones that created the trust issues. They're the ones that weren't honest. They were the ones that didn't open up. They were the ones when it came time for them to give to you, when it came time for them to really shower you and show you how much they really feel, they chickenened out. That's why this person is like, "Okay, is it too late? Is it too late to come back?" Um, you could have even been this person's first love. They they're curious if you're watching them. This is also somebody that is addicted to watching you. Um, this is somebody that can't let you go and they miss you. They miss you so much. And the more that they miss you, it makes them even more insecure because they're thinking about all the times or all all the times that they wasted. It's just crazy sometimes like when I'm in this energy because this is somebody that knows I messed up. I just want to go back to the way that things are. They're definitely in their head. Please. Okay, I'll make it up to you. I'll do whatever I have to do. Okay, I won't let anyone come in between me and you. But again, I feel like this was a lesson your person had to learn, right? It's like they listened to the wrong advice. But what's sad here is like the advice that was given, the advice just was trash to begin with, I believe. But again, your person had to kind of like see through it. Your person had to be strong enough to call BS. But I don't know why. I just get a very like in um not immature and not even in insecure energy. I just get that your person, they're not used to I don't think that this is an energy where they're confident and comfortable in it. That's just the best way I can phrase it.
All right, let's keep going. Okay. Um I'm going to go ahead and get into some tarot right now. Okay. Why is this person so addicted to watching the collective? For some of you, it's the Wheel of Fortune, but it's it's like for some of you, they believe that they're really protecting you. For some of them, they may feel like they're protecting you from like one of the crazy uh [Music] interferences, but also you are the Wheel of Fortune. I think that's something you may or may not realize is that when you came into this person's life, they felt alone. Your person was doing a lot of soul searching, right? The only way you get to the wheel of fortune is to go through the hermit. It's that sweat lodge. It's that detoxing of the past and coming into a newer vibration here. But what you don't realize is that your person felt alone until they met you. That's why they're addicted to you because your money. Money isn't just what you think. But everything, your love, it makes them feel like they're the wealthiest person in the world just how you love them. You make them feel whole. And also, what you may not realize is that you've really encouraged this person to change. This is a part of their destiny. And what you may realize is that when you and this person come together, everything will flow beautifully because that is a part of your fate with this person. But also, you're going to have these highs and these lows because when your person is outside of the right vibration, things will dissipate. Things will fall apart. Things will fail. Your person may go through a place of failure because they need to understand that you were here to change the fluctuation that was going on in their life. But your person is also addicted to watching you now because they're coming into a newer stage of their life as well. And I definitely get that your person is just really in their head. How is it that I hit the jackpot of what did I do that God loves me so much that he's given me such a beautiful gift of love and of friendship and unconditional understanding and what have I done? It's like your person felt better watching you because they kept telling themselves, "This is too good to be true. They must have done a love spell on me." Or even if you and this person were intimate with each other, more than likely, the intimacy was off the hook. That's typically how you can tell if that person is something that is divine because intimacy will be a place where they show their emotional capacity typically. So, there's somebody here, but it's weird because for some of you, it's more than one person. You have a lot of people that are really in their head watching you, fixating on you. And there's there's somebody here that's in a lot of mental chaos over something that's changed. The 15th or the 19th may be very significant or the 22nd. Those are the numbers or the 12th that are jumping out to me. Even with the sun here, it's like your person is finally getting the illumination that they need in order to move forward with you. But whatever the illumination is, it's also putting them in their head because it's judgment. And this judgment, it's going with what's been hidden. This could be their hidden philosophy. This is Capricorn. You have Leo energy, Gemini energy, Jupiter in Gemini. You have a lot of Sagittarius energy coming in here. A lot of Jupiter energy. So, the reason this person is very focused is because they know with you they can have true expansion. But this is something that I feel like this person was always fantasizing about and they could have felt like you were a fantasy because this connection it was too good to be real. That's why they weren't open to building a more solid foundation with you because for them this wasn't a safe place. This wasn't a solid foundation. Now they're having this judgment. Now they're having this awakening. Now they're having this significant aha moment of what the truth is. 1220 may be significant. 1219 812 128 8/19 810 108. What do we need to know here? What does the collective need to understand about this energy? They're waiting for you. You know, um this is something they said that you don't know is that your person is either preparing to come see you. By the way, happy birthday, Geminis. Let's go, team [ __ ] right? Like team, let's just go just wreck havoc, okay? I'm here for it. I'm ready for the team. I'm ready for Gemini season because it's no holds barred. I feel like we're in the octagon and there's no rules. That's Gemini season. So, I'm excited cuz I'm in my element. Um, but this person may want to come see you for summer. There's something here about traveling or even a car. This is something you don't see coming. This person also may be a police officer or in government. Um, I also feel like they're in a very protective state and what you don't know about this person, something that is unseen is that they are making their way towards you. Um, this queen of um wands is in reverse. That was their judgment. They could have received um communication from a feminine energy that uh acted like they knew everything but was a complete liar, that was being divinely assisted. So, there was some information your person found out from a friend, from a family, from an Aries um or a Cancer, an Aries or a Cancer.
Can be involved here. You can have Virgo in your chart, Taurus in your chart. Um, you could even be a Leo Cancer cusp or a Gemini Cancer cusp here. Aries, Leo Aries Taurus cusp. There is somebody here with this Queen of Wands in reverse. There was somebody here that was being very manipulative in order to stay in control here.
So, your person is having judgment about somebody that lied. This is also something that was significantly divinely assisted for your person to find out. Look, I know I’m right. Look, communication. This person, okay, over here with the bad bad wig, okay, need to put that bad boy on straight and brush down them baby hairs. Put a little baby powder on it cuz it’s looking a little shiny. Um, this person right here, okay, when I was saying that, remember this Queen of Wands is in reverse. They thought that they were in control. But see, that’s when God said, uh, uh, [Music] uh, oh, you thought, oh, oh, you thought I was going to let you lie. Oh, you thought I was going to let you completely destroy this relationship.
So, your person is having a new perspective here because what you don’t see is that they caught this Queen of Wands in a lie. This is somebody that could have been doing spellwork. This is somebody that’s very manipulative. They’re very controlling and they are a liar. This is somebody that will go above and beyond in order to restrict or in order to control. This is somebody that doesn’t have a problem hitting below the belt. This is somebody that doesn’t have a problem not playing fair. So, like I said, that communication and boom, that card came out. That’s why your person is in this energy where they feel so sad. You want me to tell you why? Because this was judgment, okay, to control your person from making a decision. That’s why your person is angry. That’s also why your person has been working very hard every single day. Every single day, this person has been working hard. They’ve been waiting for the time that they can come forward and make this right or rectify something.
3:26 may be significant. 15th, 19th, 21st, and the 12th. I don’t know why these are coming in. These are days of communication. You have um one. You could be a life path number one. You could be um you could be born on the 1st. You could be born on the 19th. You could be born whatever is equal to a one. Or you could be a life path number one. Nonetheless, here with this one energy coming in, it’s your person taking control. See, your person now has the proof. Somebody got caught, possibly for some of you, lying either in a text message or online. There could have been certain video or footage that your person has recently come into contact with that’s changed things because how does this Queen of Wands feel in reverse? How do they feel about the information given to this person? Watch this. The Devil, they lied. Look, that’s why they’re over here angry. Some people get angry. I get hangry. That’s when I need a cupcake. A ding-dong. A ho ho. I’m in. Anything that’s cake, I I’m down. We love cake on this channel. Right, Richard? Right, Bob? Um, but I see that there’s a big change here and it’s because of this devil, right, Maddie? It’s because of this devil energy. This person is pissed. You want to know why? Cuz the devil is exposed.
Here’s here’s a little bit of tea. Okay, for those of you guys that have made it this far, put a little teacup emoji. Okay, by the way, I have really exciting news that I’m going to be sharing with you guys so soon. Um, there’s definitely going to be a giveaway and um, it’s going to be my birthday giveaway. So, I’m really really excited to give to you guys on um, my day of birth. Let’s keep going. This person is pissed. They’re angry because they’re outed. They’re angry because now your person now sees who the liar is. And you want to know what’s crazy is this individual, other people around them are viewing them as being a complete liar. This person that thought that they had so much control. This person that thought that they were the ones that were driving the boat or that they were the ones in charge of the chariot and whether or not it moved forward or it moved backwards or if it stalled completely. This person is being depicted as a complete and utter liar. Not only by your person, but also by the people around them. Wow. Look at that. Yeah. Look, everybody’s having a completely different perspective of who the devil is. That’s why this hangman is in reverse. You want to know why? Because this person was lying. There was communication that was going back and forth between you and somebody else. But there was communication on how to sabotage your connection and your relationship.
There’s more than one karmic energy that’s involved here. There’s somebody here that feels very entitled to you. You not getting what you want. This is an energy that’s been in the dark that’s been talking about you. So, you may not realize who this energy is. Some of you it’s a neighbor or neighbors. But here’s the thing. There was communication and everybody’s viewing them as a liar. This is somebody that was watching you very closely. You could even have somebody like if you guys are tarot readers and you are super spiritual, it’s like you have somebody that’s following you that’s watching you. You don’t even know them and they’re just a weirdo. See how I just had to ear muff it cuz I wanted to drop that f-bomb. I want to drop multiple f-bombs but I didn’t. Restriction. Okay. I also want to say this though. There’s a lot of gossip going on, but you’re over here like surprise. Even though you fell into Even though you were going up against something very traumatic, you may not even realize what is actually has been said or has been done because for some of you this lie actually stopped. This lie broke you and your person up. Whoever said this lie, for some of you, not for all of you, about 32% of you, there was a lie that was stated that broke you up. Another portion of you, it was their friends and family that was upset with this person for changing. And the other portion of you, there was a karmic energy that was not platonic that they were with that was controlling the narrative of them. Either way, the one thing that’s coming in very heavy is control there. The devil’s here multiple times. It’s a lot of restriction, but it’s restricting your communication with this person. It’s restricting this person from saying the truth to you. And that’s why I feel like whatever information your person received, it was on the reason they found out how somebody lied. You don’t get to the six of swords without the five. Somebody was very jealous of you. There’s somebody that’s been very focused on you and you may not even realize it. You, for some of you, I keep getting overwhelmingly like you don’t even know who this weirdo is and what they’ve been saying and what they’ve been communicating. It’s all been lies here. And whatever these lies are that they’re spreading or that they’re saying or that they’re vocalizing to the world, it changed your relationship. But if it’s true love, the thing is, and you are a good person and you’re doing the right thing, be patient because the truth is always illuminated. Sometimes it takes a little bit longer, but trust me, your truth right now, your person knows the truth. And your person is disgusted and they’re devastated at the lies of this devil in order to control and manipulate the narrative because somebody here was jealous of you, jealous of the relationship. Somebody is very worried.
Let’s go ahead and get into the extended. I’m actually really excited about this. Also, I want to let you guys know next week it may be a little bit wonky with recording because um me and the kids, all four of them, we’re all flying home to California um for a few day. Well, I’m we’re flying for a couple days and the kids are staying for a couple of weeks. So, um I’m going to try to take that time and try to relax and recalibrate. Okay. I just want to give you guys a heads up. Or if you see that we’re in like a different area, now you know why. By the way, have you liked the video? Are you subscribed? What are you doing? Come on. You just sat here through what, 36 minutes of me talking and you’re not even going to subscribe? Thought we’re friends. How can we be a soul family and you can’t even hit the like button? All right, let’s keep going. What is this person’s What’s the collective’s person? What’s their overall energy? What’s their energy in general? The collective’s person. Okay, temperance. Okay, good. I’m glad. Last time we saw this person Temperance in reverse. So, this person is getting back to being balanced. This person is getting back to regaining their control that they lost from that other freak of the week. Okay. What is the external environment around this person? Sad. Okay. Your person, the environment that’s around them right now, it’s not good. They feel like there’s nothing but heartbreak that’s going on around them and it’s in connection to lies and the devil. Your person could also be walking away from this devil energy. Look at this 10 of swords, eight of cups to the devil. It’s like they hurt you and when they turned their back and it was like the devil like they feel that they were tricked. What is the what is this person’s energy towards this external party? What’s this person’s energy? The collective person’s energy towards the external energy divinely assisted. We saw that earlier in the reading as well. So I don’t think that that that that’s a quinky dink. What did this external party what did this karmic energy what did they say about the collective that were complete lies? Something about your root, your grounding, your survival, where you’re from, who you know, they and it’s your day-to-day. What do you do every day? Whatever they said, it caused a tower moment to your partnership because this person could have lied and said that there were another party involved that you were married or whatever lies they said or stated.
Now, we have four more cards to pull, but I do want to say this. All of this is going to be available on the extended. The extended is available on the website. Um, if you do not receive the link, send us an email and we will send it on over. It’s great because it’s a deep dive into your person’s um, perspective with what they’re going through. You feel their emotions. You see more integrated, minute details that will clearly identify that this is your story. And a lot of times this is even um, equivalent to a personal read. Okay, so let’s keep going. What is the collective’s person? What do they want? What do they want to say to the collective? What clarity do they want to say to the collective? Oh, poor Busito. Look their heart. How happy you make them. That you’re their wish fulfillment. That you’re everything to them. It’s funny. Yesterday we were um I think we were barbecuing or something and the song came on by Whitney Houston, I’m every woman. And I told the kids, I said, I need everybody to listen to this just so you guys know who your mom is. But it’s something about you where it’s like you’re everything to this person. Anything they need, it’s like you have it and more. I don’t know why, but I just keep hearing the Whitney Houston. It’s all in me. Anything you want done, baby. What is it? I do it naturally. It’s like something about the way you do things. It’s just so natural. You don’t have to try. It’s not forced. That’s why this person loves you. And what is their energy towards the collective right now? What is this person’s energy towards the collective? Oh, look. They know that for some of you, they may have not seen you or spoke to you. That was weird. A ghost just walked by. Huh. That was weird. Um, dude, that was crazy. Sorry if you guys hear the snoring. It’s Enzo, by the way. Those weirdos that keep stealing my videos. If you hear them say Enzo, it’s not their video, it’s mine. Thanks. Um, what does the collective need to know? What does the collective need to know? What’s the collective need to know right now that’s coming in for them that they don’t see coming with this person? A surprise. Oh my gosh, I’m so excited. You know why? Because see what you don’t see is that this person right now, they’re devastated because whatever these idiots over here did, that was divinely assisted because it created some type of doubt that could have created the distance. But that distance from that root, what it did is it it forced this person into their heart. If they can’t physically see you, if they can’t talk to you, if they can’t be intimate with you, this person is like, “That’s how I know it’s love.” And it’s something that’s not seen. Your person has a gift for you, a surprise for you. Wow. Wow. Okay. And what is the karma? What is the overall karma for this liar? This person up here, these people that lied, what is their karma? Woo! You guys saw that, right? Hello, can I come in? This jumped and went [__ ] Okay, their karma is they are completely off their kilter. Whatever they thought they were balanced in, nope. And financially, they’re also taking a gnarly hit. I’m really excited to get into this cuz I think that this is good.
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