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Hello my ladies and pretty gentlemen. Welcome back to another episode of Look what's happening in the spirit realm with yours truly light. So today I've got a message about a merger of some sort. This, this is a spiritual situation that occurred long before you were a part of the situation. The way that I'm being shown this is someone in their younger self. Like this is a younger child, maybe a boy, but it's more, it's less so about a personal issue and more so about the energy that they represent. This child, ever since they were young, and I'm getting like a convent or someone who was raised around a tight-knit community of women or people who abided by strict moral standards. Regardless though, this is a child that someone in particular was their turning point of their life. And I'm going to tell you exactly how you are connected. For some of you, you are that turning point. And for others of you, you are the energy that shows up later on in this person's life. And for those of you who might resonate as the person themselves, this may not be a message that's easy to digest because it really touches on something that whoever this child is, they probably are grown up now, really hides. It's like behind their eyes, deep, deep behind their eyes, there is shame and fear that was never actually processed. It just sort of stayed there.
And the thing that's very interesting about this nun or this feminine figure, I called it the captor, or this is how spirit is showing it to me, the captor. In this little boy's eyes, this is someone who is seen as the captor because this is someone who saw this little child. Even though their physical appearance was small, they saw through them. It's like if they ever had a chance to reprimand this child, this is someone who wouldn't necessarily reprimand them. They wouldn't see it as worthwhile. It's like if they caught this child doing something malicious or wrong, they wouldn't necessarily approach them the way that they approached the other children. They wouldn't see them as someone who would understand or who would be even worth the effort of correction or punishment. And it's interesting because they kept this child in this way because they saw through them. They saw that behind this child's eyes, there was something about them that their actions and their behavior wasn't necessarily that of a difficult child, but a very shallow representation of an adult, of a kid who had an old soul, but not those souls that we usually talk about in this channel. When I say old soul, there's an aspect of transcendence about them. This is like a child who is embodying or who at one point when they were younger embodied a very malevolent, but not malevolent, a very deep desire to have authority and to have a say in people's lives beyond that which they could actively control. And this is what this nun, this figure saw about this kid. And they made sure that they didn't actually reprimand this child because reprimanding them, this person saw as giving them power. And they didn't even give them too much love or adoration because they understood that this child wouldn't actually process it as love. They would process it as control. This is the adult. This person, this nun is the person who got away. And for a lot of you, you may have believed that this person sees you as the one who got away, as the one who they couldn't quite control. But the part that you have to understand is this is someone who never actually left that convent, left that environment. And when I say convent, spiritually speaking, it may not necessarily be like an actual convent, but in their mind, they never left that structure of authority, of hierarchy. And where this woman or this feminine energy was placed at the top of, in their mind, because they never actually gave way and allowed this child to portray the childlike innocence that they got away with other people, but they didn't really get away with this nun or this figure.
So when you came into this person's life, right? It could have been later down the path, right? They could be way older now, like deep in their 40s or 50s and 60s, for some of you maybe in their 30s, but it's an older person now. As you came into their life, you were an active representation of, especially if you are very diverse, like if you are energetically very different than them, or you and their upbringing is similar, but your source, the place that you come from, maybe it's a different country from Asia or somewhere different, like there's a, a big, big gap between you and this person. But immediately, this is someone who saw your power, the power, the same kind of spiritual authority that this nun, this figure had, that allowed them to discern even that a child may not be capable of sympathy. And you know, and when I say child-like, this is like a kid that's like 11, 12, something like that, you know, after certain aspects of these characters, when these aspects of these characters were solidifying slowly. And they saw you as the aspect of that nun or that figure that they never quite dominated. And this is a child who had a dream. I just want to say this, like their dream was, was not casual. It was a very spiritual dream where they were in the closet, the spiritual closet, where their body, their soul was hidden from people. And their dream wasn't actually linear. It wasn't about, I'm going to have success and this is my passion. I want to make sure my artistic dreams come true, or I want to have a family. Whatever people dream about, right? Even if they just like, I want to travel, whatever it is that people dream about. This is someone who had a very abstract dream. And their dream was something that they were playing a character, like they were the main character in a movie that nobody else was actually playing with them or nobody else saw with them. There's a high level of like big-headedness or delusion about this person. And, and I don't even want to mean it like in an attackive way. I just want to say it for what it is. I'm not trying to attack anyone. I'm just saying the truth of what this person perhaps needs to understand at this time. And I'm going to wrap it up towards the end. Why this energy is even coming up and what this child, this grown adult now, is beginning to learn about where their power actually resides because of your intervention in their life. And it's a very indirect intervention because you don't mean to this person what you think you mean or you meant. I need to say that first. This child's dream, their dream was to get old enough that they can play the character of this nun better than this nun can play it. None. Again, they wanted to have a spiritual authority. And I'm getting this vision. I got this like image, this vision yesterday of the hermit, but the hermit wasn't actually holding a lantern at the top of a, um, a mountain away from people introspecting. The hermit was a rat. This rat with with hair dangling down, um, its chin, kind of like a goat's hair, but it was covered all over their body and their eyes were red. And this is a very inverted hermit where the energies that would have been able to change this person for the better, or the understanding that they have of people, is constantly being used to tack it on to themselves. Like little badges, little badges. Like if they see a personality trait that they feel like gives people a certain power or authority or influence, they take that and like they put it like a little badge, like a little badge. And all this is leading up to this crescendo, this dream that they've had ever since they dealt with this maternal figure or this feminine authority figure that they could never actually buy. They couldn't buy this person. And that has led them to be in a way fragmented from themselves. And when you came in, you had the same spiritual authority that they couldn't deny. I just need to say that first and foremost. You held a spiritual authority that reminded them instantly of that person. Whether it is their mother or the convent that they grew up in, or the boarding school that they grew up, whatever they grew up in, it immediately reminded them of that person. And they couldn't understand, or they felt like they can finally merge their identity with that nun, with that person that got away, the original source of their power that got away from them by merging their identity with yours. Does that make sense? So when you were perhaps believing that this person and you clicked on a soul level, what you were actually seeing was them mirroring you, but not only that, was them finally feeling like they could merge their identity with the person that they, that never validated them. They were beginning to host new power, new source power that they had been searching for. And in a way, you, it reminds me of something here. I don't want to interject this thought because I think it's going to derail the topic. You represented the feminine aspect or the keeper of tradition or truth that they couldn't hide from as a child. And by in a way corrupting you, because you were still not in possession of the power or the authority that you had, you didn't quite see it. So by attempting to corrupt that, by injecting or transfusing their ideology, that rat hermit that I told you about, their ideology with yours, this corrupted idea that one shouldn't deal with their problems, that they're an eternal victim, whatever it is that they had been holding down or covering this wound with. They wanted to impart it with you so they can swap the authority that you didn't yet possess of your spiritual standing with their lack. They wanted to swap your character around and hold themselves as this truth, as this spiritual authority that you earned. I, I got this sense of like, um, the river face where the river has these grooves and it's cast by time, by the very true course of the, the current of the river going against this rock. It smooths it over and creates these grooves. And I'm getting that spirit showed me this vision of a woman who has like these grooves. She has grooves all over her body, kind of like the traditional, I think they still do it in Ethiopia as well, in certain tribes, they have these like grooves where they scar the body with like these grooves. And that was a representation psychically of a journey that was earned, that was ancestral, that was parted to someone because they earned the journey. It's like markings that people get when they have reached a rite of passage and they've learned something fundamental. It's a traditional kind of spiritual progression that is legitimate. That versus what the hermit has represented in that vision I had with the, the rat kind of draped with like hair and all that stuff, is a very false priest energy where this is someone who is adorned in what seems like wisdom, but it's actually just little bits and pieces of badges of little honorary moments that people around them have gone through and they have subtly sort of snagged it off of them without their knowledge. And all of this is to accumulate this almost like this stepping stool so they can reach themselves by attaining what they felt like would have convinced that nun or that authority or that maternal figure back then when they were a child. They still haven't left the closet in every meaning of the word. Every meaning of the word.
And so when you came in and you gave this person love, you perhaps gave this person what this authority figure never gave them. They never gave them love or punishment. I need you to understand that. They never actually gave them negative or positive attention. They didn't do that. They held them in a way where they knew this child was supposed to be maintained, almost disregarded. And I know that's horrible, but it's because this person saw the fact that this child wasn't going to be fixed. They didn't need helping their behavior. No matter how much people may believe that their behavior was, you know, emanating from wound or from them being just like a little mischievous child, this is someone who saw through that. I don't know who this is, but I saw them briefly in a vision. This is like they're dressed in white. It's this older woman. It doesn't have to be. It's an archetypal energy of kind of like this authority that is very structured and traditional. It doesn't mean it's right. It just means this is what this person holds themselves to. And you, in some way, played a role in their life that has now led to this pivoting point that after your interaction with this person and you giving them the adoration, the support, the love that they didn't actually receive from this figure that they have identified you with, that didn't actually work on them. And so when you gave them the indifference, when you left them alone, or when you moved in an indifferent way, it mirrored exactly the way that this person treated them. And what happens now is that this person is realizing they can no longer hold these badges anymore. They have to peel it off. And I have made a video about this and I really don't know which one it is about this authority figure coming into the bed, coming into a vulnerable state apart from all the other, um, stories that they've told themselves of all the other situations and people that they've aligned themselves with and stripping themselves into your bedroom, into your, your place of vulnerability, your place of authenticity and truth because they felt like that is the only way they can stand side by side with you. And again, you may not want anything to do with this person, but this is a journey that you have taken part in karmically, whether you understand it or not. And I'm getting for a lot of you, you don't actually understand the role that you played in this person's life. And this is why this message is important because now this is someone who's realizing they have to take off all these little badges they never earned. They were playing hermit when they never actually left. They never even grew past that little boy, that little child that they were. They have overexerted themselves. This person has addictions. They have sex addictions. They have alcohol addictions. They have drug addictions. They have, they have over, they stay up all night perhaps. They have addictions that are associated with overconsumption and over celebration. They've never actually taken the path towards themselves. They have only mimicked and replicated those who have. And now they're taking these little badges off at this time for whatever reason. Because the parallel is so stark. The pendulum swung from one side where you probably loved this person and showed up for this person, thought that if you loved them enough that their wounds would heal and that they would actually be, um, they would realize that not everybody's after them. That's a play. That's that's that's a play that they play with people in order to achieve the power that they feel like they need to match. And you also gave them what they have dealt with indifference. The path where your journey and theirs ended and you had to go down your own path. And they couldn't see that as animosity. They, they did at one point. They thought that was a lesson, right? A lesson. But they need lessons. That's the thing. This person needs somebody who gives them a lesson. But that's the very thing they actually don't need. That's the very thing that this nun, this authority figure figured out when they were much, much younger. They figured it out that this person doesn't need good or bad attention. They just need to be dismissed because that is the only way they find the truth within themselves. And this is what happened now. This person has finally realized that your dismissal isn't a lesson. Your dismissal is not a lesson. You actually loved them and now you're actually indifferent. And so what they're learning is they have to be themselves. We might actually be seeing, and this is a prophecy that I received two days ago, we might actually see the occurrence of people coming forward and talking about them being a narcissist. We might actually see that. That's what this person is figuring out. But we have to be very discerning that this isn't just a new tactic because a lot of people have set out to become false prophets in an attempt to regain supply. Keep that in mind because your job here is done. That's what I'm getting. Your job here with this person is done. You do not need to take part in anything at all. You don't need to witness. You don't need to look back. You don't need to do anything. They have finally realized that the way to earn their soul, the way to earn the status that they have so long chased, the status that has eluded them is to actually being themselves just like you and everybody else that they stole these little badges from. And I really hope this made sense. I'm going to leave it here. 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