You See It Clearly Now 👁✨ But What Will You Do About It… And When?

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All right, my loves. Let's go ahead and get started. I was I was really pulled to this deck. Now, I've lost the book. I had it out yesterday. I don't know what happened to it, but I'll be honest. It's not an alphabetical order. Uh, and so it takes me forever to find the card, which is usually why I don't use this. I pull it out when I just want to channel from it. So, it was sitting here and something told me don't put it away. So, I thought I would uh use this here to begin this reading. I don't know what this reading is about just yet. Um, but we're going to find out soon here. So, uh, keep in mind I am inviting you into my home. You may hear noises in the background. for example, three large dogs in the same room with me. Um, typically they snooze, but you may hear all kinds of stuff going on in background. So, just a heads up. Okay.

All right, my loves. Let's dive in here. Show me what is it? What's the message here that you have for us today? The return. Very interesting there. Okay. I do love this deck. I I I was actually pulled to it. Um I don't think you can really I think I got it off Etsy if I recall and I was really drawn to it. I thought it was actually a little bigger but um and then we have pour into my cup. Uh oh. Oh yeah. Um anyway, so here we are using this deck. By the way, if you're interested, it's called Desert Rights. R I T E S. Desert Rights. Show me. Thank you. unraveling thoughts. Oh man, I see exactly what's going on here. I don't that's that's the the strength of this deck is so Mhm. snare of nostalgia. I feel like this is really important. I feel like this is relevant here. I feel like you might have gotten involved in something that has been um there has been some nostalgia. This is something that's come back, something that you're revisiting uh from the past. And I feel like whatever this is, you feel like you have to put a lot of energy into it to sustain it. You may feel like you have to regulate someone's emotions or or you may feel responsible for someone's happiness. I feel like this unraveling thoughts energy is about your realizing this. This isn't going to if you're here watching this, most likely this is not going to sit well with you. Whatever it is that you're seeing, the the being involved with this, continuing to be involved with this is not it's not going to uh give you what you want. And I feel like you're you're recognizing this.

All right. So, let's get into this here. What is it that you need us to see and hear and know? The three of wands. You're not seeing how this fits into your future. Something you feel like something's not aligned here. You feel like something is out of whack, out of balance. I'm getting three of wands is telling me that you're not seeing how this is going to fit into your future. You may be looking down the line and I don't even feel like it's you looking at it like if this is in my future, how am I going to be impacted down the road? I just see that you when you're looking into the future, you don't really see this there. Okay. The nine of wands. Yeah, there's still that's what this pour into my cup is about. There's some kind of dumping going on. Um somebody might be dumping their emotions onto you or you could feel like again there's something about you feel or someone feeling No, it's not a feeling. It's not a feeling. It's not their feeling. Whoever this other energy is here that I'm feeling, this is not something that they are fully conscious of. They may be conscious in a way about it but not to the point where they're catching themselves. So for some this person is working on themsel I'm getting but for some of you this is a situation where you see no change. The return. Okay. Again, there's some past history here. I feel like you may be feeling exhausted by this. The heropant. Okay, I just it moved and so I wanted to look at that. The heropant here. There's still for some I'm getting there's still some growing that needs to happen. We're always in a process of growing. We're always in a process of healing. It's never done. Surprise. It's never done. So, I I feel like what we're looking at here is a lesson being learned, a mastery of something. You You might feel even that I can't believe I'm seeing this this way. like you might be a little I don't even want to say it surprised. It's like you're you're waking up from a deep sleep in a way that feeling of coming out of sleep and into awareness. It feels like this. It doesn't feel shocking or surprising but you are seeing this. You are sensing this. You do have an awareness that this is a lesson. The Ace of Wands. So, new beginning energy here showing up. The Knight of Pentacles. It there may be something that needs to be slowed down. You could feel there's there might be this question in your mind about whether this is a good direction to go with this. You may be considering slowing something way down as if you're kind of trying to hold space for it or kind of flow with the rhythm of this in a way. I do I definitely see some kind of flow there. I feel like the nostalgia part of this is kind of a hangup for someone or that may be why we got involved in it in the first place. There is some kind of love there or I definitely feel like there's an emptiness some kind of emptiness perhaps on on both parts here. This may have been what pulled you back together. So if it's here, if something from the past is present in your life, there's still I definitely see there's still something to learn from this.

So let's look at this nine of wands, the empress. Yeah, there's some kind of like needed rest or needed to take care of oneself or needing to do what's in someone's best interest in the highest good here. Again, I feel like this is probably you. If you're here watching this, I feel like this is you that is feeling this exhaustion or feeling some kind of depletion. Again, I feel like you're being you may look at it like this. You not wanting to be responsible for someone's emotional regulation or just emotions in general. You may feel like you have to make up for where someone else is lacking or even unhealed. I feel like it's an unhealed thing. I do feel like it's a wound. I don't just look at a card if I'm reading for you and look at one person. Okay? Like I'm looking at the nine of wands in reference to you. I also look at that nine of wands in reference to the other energy that's showing up. So I do get that for this person. It's a wound perhaps a maternal wound. uh for the per the other person here involved. There's the lovers indeed. Um so it's a past relationship or something that maybe turned into a relationship this goround. The magician. Yes, you you you're very aware of this. I'm seeing good for you. You are very aware of this. I do see also a father energy here. So this is you may be dealing with some kind of childhood wound here. Okay. You are very cognizant of what you are manifesting in this situation. Your primary focus I feel or will be if it's not already is or needs to be if it's not in general what is loving to self what is good for self because there's certainly a depletion the recognition around the depletion here I'm getting like deep sighs there's some kind of recognition okay around what's happening here and you this this depletion that you're experiencing and I feel like you're recognizing that like if I let this continue it's just going to get worse or if I let this continue I'm going to be completely lopsided or out of balance here. You may feel like you have to give a lot of your feminine energy to something or you're dealing with heavy feminine energy. Um and that could be within a man as well. You can if you look at your birth chart. So, uh, if I was to pull up mine, you'd see more masculine energy than feminine. So, some masculines can have more feminine than masculine. Does that make sense? It's just based off placements. So, for instance, if you have somebody with a lot of Virgo or Cancer, that kind of thing, then they would have more feminine placements, more feminine energy. Um, so if you don't know whether you're male or female, I'm nope. If you don't know whether you have if you're more masculine or feminine, divine masculine, divine feminine, then you may want to um look at your birth chart and see how many placements you have that are masculine. How many placements you have that are feminine. That's how you can tell. And then keep in mind, too, the the elements, the fire, earth, air, and water would be feminine, masculine energy. All right. So um wow. So just for reference there is a lot of air here and earth. Air and earth. That's what I'm getting. So this may be a a thing where air and earth maybe is clashing a bit. That's interesting. That's coming through. I definitely get this awareness of what you're manifesting, what you're trying to manifest. I think you're recognizing though, I'm going to pull one more. I think you're recognizing though that something is out of balance and that this whatever is going on or has been going on is not what you're trying to manifest. The eight of pentacles. You've been working with it, but I also feel like you recognize a level of self-mastery that's needed or uh continued work on oneself possibly through you, possibly through the other energy here that we're seeing.

So, let's look at the heropant. I I feel like how you had envisioned something here um is not how this is going to be transpiring. You would have an awareness of this at this point. Show me this heropant. Ace of cups. Yes indeed. Three of cups. This is about commitment. Reconnecting for commitment for relationship. I don't feel I feel like I'm looking at something that is going on within this. This may be something if somebody does come back and you start connecting this looks like how this may transpire. Depends on where you are in the timeline. We're all on different timelines. So, if you're already involved in this, then you'd probably be showing up. This almost feels like past energy for some of you. This feels more present to me. Actually, I don't always look at it as it's definitively past, present, and future. I don't always look at it like that. But I do get that for some of you, you're on different timelines here. Some of you have already this has already come in and you're experiencing this now. Some of you, this is coming in and what you will experience. So, keep that in mind. That's why I feel like for some of you this may be um that's why it's showing up as past energy in the present because it's showing up in the present energy for you. I'm probably confusing you. I'll stop.

All right. So, six of wands here. This looks like like yeah, this is going to be successful. Let's reconnect. Let's do this thing. There it is. Let's partner. Let's commit. This is what you go into it with from this kind of mindset here because there is love there and there is this kind of joyous feeling about it and this feeling of victory and success with this. I'm hearing for some of you you the answer you so in other words hang you thought something was the answer. You ever like put some pants on and then you got like a little piece of something in there and it drives you nuts? I don't know what that is. It felt like a little piece of gravel or something which is weird. Okay, but anyh who, um, you went into this pretty strong is what I'm seeing. Or you will go into this pretty strong. But again, I just feel like there's something that you're meant to master here. There's something here that you're meant to learn. Show me this. Ace of Wands. 10 of Pentacles. O. Yeah. I feel like I'm looking at the intent that is set. The intention that's been set for whatever this connection is. The Emperor. There it is. This is what I'm picking up. The problem is the emperor typically is not the problem. However, in this deck in particular, there are two emperors, two kings for each suit. This is the like, if you notice, like this emperor has people on strings. See how he's towering over everybody else. This is like the the darker side of the masculine. There's like a controlling element possibly here. Egos can be flaring. This could be things you're noticing. Let me just channel for a moment here. Egos could be flaring. There could be a lot of pride that you're dealing with or someone's pride being hurt. I feel like what whoever this other energy is that I'm picking up here, they may take pride in you or somehow correlate their worth through you. I'm hearing bring you down. I don't know what that this is this bringing you down. There's the Knight of Wands. There's that kind of Yeah, I see what I see. I see what's going on here. The wheel of fortune. So, you're concerned. There's the six of cups again. Again, this nostalgic energy. I feel like um you you might be concerned in addressing this cuz I definitely see like I'm not trying to manifest what's happening here. And so, I feel like you've really dissected this. You've really kind of pieced this together. Um, I wonder if there wasn't some sort of Yeah. impulsivity here. Something that wasn't it wasn't really going to last. Again, it was here for some kind of lesson. I feel like the the concern that you could have is in addressing this with this person. I feel like there could be some like anger or some kind of um I'm hearing tantrum that could I'm hearing be expressed, but that could play out here because you're initiating some sort of change to the situation. For some of you, there may have been some kind of promises made or commitments made already. Yeah, look at you. You're looking at you're looking there's the clarity you've got. Look at this. and you know something's over or wow you have an awareness of something being over because of the clarity that you have. See how you're looking at the past here. You're looking at the six of cups. So you may be seeing someone as you might be looking at someone as a child. There could be like a level of immaturity here. Now I'm not seeing I'm not even really seeing the person's energy. I'm seeing your energy but I'm I can feel theirs. I can feel how you're connecting to this. So, I think with this clarity, you understand that something is over. It could just be over for now, but this definitely seems like something that you you're you're trying to figure out a solution to this problem that doesn't involve there's the devil and the two of pentacles. Yeah. You're like, "How do I handle this?" Because whatever the response is, it's like a beast. It's someone It's like someone's shadow you're dealing with. And I feel like you It's like you want to be very careful about how you handle this. I see that you're looking at some sort of passion driven type energy like you're recalling this or reflecting on this. It's like a passionate energy here that caused you might be learning something about impulsivity or moving too quickly. Remember that Knight of Pentacles that was underneath the deck. That's why that's why something's being slowed down. I want to ask the right questions. Give me a moment. Let me do this first. Let me look at the three of wands. Yeah. The fool. Yeah. Yeah. You're like, "This is too risky for me to if I got if I stay connected to this or if I get more deeply involved in this." Yep. It's going to be something that I'm not happy with. I think you already kind of you already have an awareness of this. You you're you're learning something here. There's the five of swords. If you stuck with this and maybe there's a habit of this from your past, if you stick with this, you'd be sabotaging yourself. you're it's like you know something's not going to be ha make you happy but you're going to stick with it anyway because you made some kind of promise or commitment. There might be a lesson again on on this impulsivity that I'm picking up.

So for my viewer, how are they feeling about this currently? How are they feeling about this currently for my viewer here? Yeah. See, you see it. I I I get that you are very aware of this. It's like you've been processing your thoughts about this, recognizing what's happened, recognizing where things really are, seeing something completely clear. Justice. Yeah, you've got to bring balance to it. Look at that Libra energy there. That's all Libra. Some of you may be dealing with um 7th house matters, partnership and relationships. Um you could there could be something influencing your seventh house. You could be dealing with um some sort of sinistry that's impacting with this other energy. I am seeing you're like I I have to I see this and now I have to bring balance to the situation. So there's some kind of maybe course correction or some kind of ending that you're going to be initiating. What's the next moves here? What's the best next moves or potent most likely next moves? King of cups. Okay, that's good. I feel like Okay. Not I do feel like there's something emotional like somebody you you feel like you need to carry somebody emotionally. Seven of Wands. You're going to be compassionate. This is your next moves. You're you're addressing this, but you're being compassionate and trying to get someone to understand where you're coming from here. The seven of wands, I I feel like you might be dealing with someone's emotions. That might be There's the beast. They're saying the beast again. Here's the beast. So, this is you kind of defending yourself, protecting yourself from this person's flare up. This is what I'm seeing. There's some kind of impulsive expression, two of cups, nine of swords. I think you're you're because of what you're seeing here. This is the very reason you're you're treading carefully when it comes to addressing this. How you're going to address it, when you're going to address it, that sort of thing. We do have a full moon coming up. So, h okay. So just I would say if you're dealing with someone with a moon sign um a water moon sign in can um I would say cancerian is how that's coming through. Show me more ace of cups. I still feel like you have I did get that you you want balance in the relationship. This I feel this is you feeling like you need to put up some kind of boundaries or you could have shut definitely shut off emotionally. You could have some Libra in your chart or again be impacted by that energy right now. Um show me more about this nine of swords. There could be some mental issue here as well. Strength. You you I feel like you're definitely Yes, there's the Empress. I want to say that it feels like you addressing this actually is going to help this person. Um it's going to bring some sort of awareness, something that they're going to have to learn to overcome. I feel like this person's thoughts could really get the best of them, too. Whoever this is, I'm I'm picking up. But I also see your concern around addressing it because I you're afraid of this person's how they're going to respond. Like it it almost feels like some kind of outburst. It's like a a tantrum. Did I hear that before? I'm hearing tantrum. I feel like I'm having deja vu. I feel like I've heard that before. Okay. T of swords. So, I feel like this person could behave even if you're not in a place like, "Look, I I feel like we need to slow things down." I feel like that's how you're going to approach it for most of you. Some of you may be like, "This isn't working for me." And completely end it. I feel like if you say though something like, um, we need to slow this way down. We need to we need to pull back. We need to slow this down. That this person may end it themselves. But I feel like it's coming because they're trig I feel like that's happening because they're triggered. I feel like it's it's touching the very tender thing that you're seeing going on here.

So, let me see. Let me pull this up. What I want to do is look at where this is coming from with this person and hopefully that will help a part of your conversation or I feel like you really should take a teacher like role, mentor type role here for some of you. I don't get that you're ending it completely. I just feel like there's again the Knight of Pentacles. See, I'm want to slow it down. Somebody wants to slow it down. Let's do this methodically. Let's let's go through this slowly. and somebody's like, "It's just over." So either way, it looks like it is going to end. I don't think that's necessarily for some of you your intention, though. It just seems like you you want to see this person grow some more. That sort of thing. All right, let me see here about this seven of swords. I'm looking at where this is coming from with this person. Four of Pentacles. Oh my gosh. Two of Wands. What's that two of wands about? This person makes decisions based off pain and hurt and the decision that they make it would be like this person ending it because you said we need to slow things down. Does that make It's like they they go off the deep end with it. They they exaggerate it or something. What's the seven of swords? I feel like this is avoidance. The world. See, you're bringing so this is very um it feels karmic to me, but this is you're bringing this up to bring awareness to this person so that they can address this. So, you're a catalyst for them. There's the King of Swords. You're just calling it like you see it. You may be aware that this person may try to avoid some kind of ending with you. I feel like though again I still feel because of this impulsivity I still feel like this person tries to grasp to whatever control that they can and they can control whether it's ending or not. You say you want to slow it down but I'm going to end it. That's where this person they grasp. They clamor for some kind of control here. This person could have a Chiron in Aries possibly in the in the first house even but Chiron and Aries I would say this person may have a wound around that you're simply saying what you see what you have clarity on what you're understanding the logical thing to do here. So, I feel like you're detached from this or at least trying to detach from this. And I feel like you're your primary concern is how to address this. So, I I do feel like you're helping this person address something that they've been avoiding or haven't been able to see. That could be that like they haven't been able to see, but you can see it. And so, sharing this with them, this person's not going to like your Uh yeah, there's the Queen of Wands. This person is not going to like your withdrawal or your creating some kind of barrier. The seven of wands boundaries that was showing up. Uh you feeling like you need to protect yourself. You are, it seems like the emotionally intelligent one in the room here. Um this person still has some growing to do. So, your empowerment um really they're threatened by this and they don't want to let go. Six of Swords. They don't want to let go. This person, you you may be leaving this high and dry, okay? But for some of you, I don't get that's happening. For some of you, I feel like you're leaving space for this room to grow while you create boundaries. And I don't think this person likes this. They're going to try to hold on to you more or they're going to be kicking themsel in the pants for trying to clamor to that control and well, it's just over then. They're going to be they're going to be wishing that they hadn't done that or but that's the again that's the trigger. That's that's a wound. They're going to look at how they responded and see that you're you were right. Again, you're the catalyst.

So, let's look at the two of wands, the lovers. So, this person, and the six of pentacles. So, here's what happens. This person looks back over this and they're like, they were trying to help me, and I made a I made this choice. This person wasn't withdrawing their energy fully, but there was a choice that was made. I should have honored their choice. like there is an awareness around this. I see a lot of the blue is very high blue and gray is very highlighted here to me. So that always represents air at least for me in this deck. Let me get a little bit more on that. So this person's recognizing how they like break their own heart by allowing this is exactly what this is showing this person how other people another person shouldn't be filling this void. You have the eight of wands. This is this person's response that I feel like they're they're going over in their head here. Let's look at the three of swords. Yes, I'm telling you, I get a lot of cancerian energy. Maybe there's a Chiron and Cancer possibly. I do see that Empress energy, the T of swords. This is exactly it. this person recognizing that their hurt is they respond how they b they respond based off how they're feeling and there's deep hurt there and triggering and so this person lashes out again their lashing out is from their perspective is the clamoring for this control grabbing on to whatever control they can have and the death card and I feel like this person ends it for themsself the king of wands Leo. Wow. Let me see something here. There could be some kind of disagreements, arguments or or fighting around travel or location or destination. This could mean that some things change in regard to that specifically location or like yeah like some kind of travel plans or something like that. date and time to be there kind of thing. And the star, you anticipate this person taking this the wrong way because you know that when you when you express this or you clarify this or you're you're kind of deliberating this with this person that they're they're going to be triggered. They're going to be hurt. And so this person is going to they are uh certainly going to lash out in some way. I do see some kind of tamper a temper type of energy. Let's pull a lantern oracle here. Get some guidance, some advice, some clarity, some confirmation, uh reminders even. This could resonate for the person that we're looking at. Keep in mind there's some kind of mirror reflection here. I feel like you are aware. You're very aware of the issue. You're very aware that you can't move forward with things like this. So, I don't see you necessarily self-sabotaging yourself cuz you're very aware of how the future looks if this isn't addressed. That was quick. Spirit self. Be who you are as you are. Yeah. Again, I see moving forward here underneath the deck. I'm just going to point that out. Um, it says the first step is taken within our stillness. I feel like you know that you have to do something. It's a number one energy here, too. Again, that could be confirmation of that there being a Chiron and Aries issue. Chiron's often overlooked in the chart. It's where your wound is. In this case, we're looking at this person's wound. The maiden wanders in search of her spirit self represented in the golden apple she holds. She does not recognize that she already has that which she seeks and continues to look longingly into the distance. This is the the filling the cup. This is what this is. This person to reach the place she desires upon the horizon cannot fulfill her. Upon the horizon cannot fulfill her. That's the four of cups. She will only yet again look longingly into another landscape in the distance. For her to authentically know, enjoy, and integrate any external achievement, she must first discover that she contains within all that she seeks. This is the same for us when we search outside of ourselves for a connection with the truth of who we are. So, you may have been trying to fill some some sort of hole for yourself. You may have thought that whatever this is was filling some sort of hole. So in that regard, I do feel like this is where the reflection is at because this person is using you to fill them. You may have seen unconsciously, subconsciously rather, you may have seen this person as filling some sort of hole for you in your life. This is the same for us when we search outside of ourselves for a connection with the truth of who we are. Spirit self also referred to as higher self, vital force, true north or spirit is the inner light within that is never lost or extinguished no matter what. To live according to our inner light is challenging. We need encouragement and acceptance to align with and embody our spirit self fully. As we develop into adults, the societal pressures to fit in, conform and fulfill particular roles present obstacles to attuning to our spirit self. Therefore, we are prone to growing estranged from our spirit self. Feelings of self-alienation commonly commonly ensue and further result in the sense of dissatisfaction and restlessness that can aversely as affect all aspects of life. There that is we are prone to growing estrange from our spirit self feelings of self-alienation. This person self-alienates. this person makes the decision to end something and and then they completely sever the connection instead of the other option of slowing things down and allowing this person space and room to grow, holding space for this person. Choose to express yourself authentically in an important area of your life. Choosing you in this situation is likely to bring fulfillment and initiate the beginning of you doing the same in other areas of your life. This is you choosing you. This is you making a choice, an ethical choice for you. This card also signals a time of significant change, achievement, and wonderment to come from living according to your light. The card heralds a readiness to end any tendency to overvalue external forms of power or influence. Hold this card to your heart as a reminder of your birthright to assert your truth and personal power. Your spirit self is always available to you and is worth prioritizing. Trust spirit self is the nourishing light that you seek. You are listening to this. This is what you're listening to. You have an understanding that this would be foolish of me to get further involved, more deeply involved without this being addressed. It's a very important reading for somebody. Uh I hope that this reading was helpful. Again, I want to thank you guys for being here. I'm sending you guys a lot of love. I'll see you in the next one.