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What's going on, everyone? Welcome to the Power of I AM. I AM Eric. I AM all that is. I AM love. I AM perfection. I AM always chosen. I AM everyone's top priority. No one is better than me. No one compares to me. Claim it all, right guys? Today, it's the victory and the glory. I mean, I, I believe you guys have heard me say that term in old videos, older videos. When I started, I would say, "And then here comes the victory, the glory." Um, and, and the glory is a great [ __ ] feeling. But you know what? Before I get started on this video, and this, guys, this, this might be the longest video of all time, I'm going to share my story, how I started, how I got to where I am by applying what I say. And I'm also going to call out all the [ __ ] [ __ ] that I see. So stay a while, it could get interesting.
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All right, before I begin, uh, about my story, before I begin about my victory and glory, I have some scripture I want to share because this actually ties into it, and it also ties into a lot of things and [ __ ] I'm going to call out later in the video because this is the instruction manual. All right, 1 John 5:4: "For everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith." Okay. Deuteronomy 1:30: "For the Lord your God is he who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you the victory." There's nothing to fight out there. It's see it in here. The only thing you do fight is your old awareness. 1 Corinthians 15:57: "But thanks be to God who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ." The Lord Jesus Christ represents our I AM awareness, our imagination, the right hemisphere of the brain, seated at the right hand of the Father. Hell, even Michelangelo knew this. Go look at the, uh, Creation of Adam. Look where God is sitting. All right. Um, this is the popular one. Philippians 4:13: "I can do all things through him who strengthens me." John 16:33: "I have said these things to you that in me, in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation." Seems like a lot of outside battles, but take heart, I have overcome the world. 1 Corinthians 10:13: "No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful and will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape." Through temptation, when that old [ __ ] is in your face, he will provide you a way of an escape that you may be able to endure it. Endure what? Endure what? H, could be that old awareness. Psalms 108:13: "With God we shall do valiantly. It is he who will lead, who will tread down our foes." This treads the foes. I got a few good ones coming. James 1:12-14: "Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the Crown of Life." Dying of old to become new. That's what the crucifixion represents. So unless you want to just manifest a stick of gum, there will be trials and tribulations. Yes, you can assume that everything is [ __ ] perfect because you are everything. But just like those same people that say, "Oh, you're subconscious minded, your power, the Y, look at all your organs that are functioning on their own. That's powerful." Yeah, that's super powerful. Yeah. Well, guess what? Guess what else is also functioning? The logical side of your mind. So just like your heart is designed to pump blood, this [ __ ] is designed to keep you safe and keep you in the awareness that you selected. So unless you want to, you know, sit there and affirm that the left side of your brain doesn't [ __ ] work, go ahead. That's another identity you got to fight. Pause. Telling you guys, this is going to be a good one.
All right, let me read this one more time. "Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the Crown of Life, which God has promised to those who love him." Which means every time you return to him. "Let no one say when he is tempted, 'I am being tempted by God.' For God cannot be tempted with evil, and he himself..." Evils represents the out there. "...and he himself tempts no one. But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desires." Lured and enticed by his own desires. Meaning when you make something outside of you more important, and you make that thing outside of you more important than you, it becomes your God. It rules you. And that happened to me, but we'll get there. All right. 2 Corinthians 12:9-10: "But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' For my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of my Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then I am content with weakness, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong." Seems like that old self can be a [ __ ] huh? Romans 8:37: "No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us." And finally, I think I said this earlier, I'm going to do it again. "For everyone who has been born of God overcomes this world, and this is the victory that has overcome the world, our faith."
All right, everyone who's watching this video, everyone who subscribed to my channel, the ones who are, who are going to subscribe later on, are all here. We appreciate you. Zayn, great, great water break. Are all here because they want to bring something into their life, and they are at all levels, all levels. There's the people that are doing it for fun. There's the people that are at the lowest of lows, which, which where I, where I came from, where I put myself in, right? That I, that I took accountability for, that I saw how I did that, which then helped me completely shift it all. So a lot of advice out there is not one-size-fits-all. Yes, ice cream, puppies, rainbows, snow cones, yes, for a stick of manifesting a stick of gum. Yeah, I don't gotta worry about nothing because I am everything. Yeah, I'll get that stick of gum. But when you go from, if you want to do racks to riches, rags to riches, there's going to be a [ __ ] battle within yourself. And all those smart guys, well, you could assume there is a one. Well, then go assume that the left hemisphere of your brain doesn't function. Okay, let's see if you can battle that part of your identity that's going to be there. Like, what? Right? It's like manifesting your [ __ ] spleen to stop working. All right.
So now, my story. All right. And hey guys, again, this could be my longest video because I'm going to let it all out. How I got to where I am right now, okay? And again, I'm not going to gay keep [ __ ]. I'm going to say exactly how it went. So living in Massachusetts, um, I started, I started getting into this, uh, Law of Assumption. It started with Law of Attraction. Unfortunately, Law of Attraction, Law of Assumption. I started around the COVID time because you guys have to understand, the person that you see in front of this camera, he wasn't around yet. I wasn't in this consciousness. Well, he existed this whole time, but I wasn't in this consciousness. I wasn't in this body. I wasn't here yet because I was a shy, introverted, very quiet person who hated talking to people, had the worst mindset, and saw the worst in everything. And it's because I was so focused on money. Money ruled over me for the major of my life. Debts. And, and, and when you're that identity that always believes he doesn't have enough, that is all you, I experienced. That is all I experienced. It all started growing up. And grew up around hearing, "Money is tight. Money is this. Money doesn't grow on trees. Uh, you got to work hard. If you don't go to college and get all this, you're not going to make a lot of money." I didn't go to college. I took, I did other things outside of it, you know, little, little certificate courses, did, dabbled in a little real estate, you know, did all those things. But no. So of course, because I had that belief in me, money was hard, everything was hard, right?
So in 2020, I was married. And I'm going to tell you guys, when, when you allow something outside of you to become your God, I have a video, I have a video called "False Gods" on, uh, on my, uh, membership channel where I talk about false gods. It rules over you, and you literally suffer under it, right? And you become this identity that's so focused on something, it can literally seep into other parts of your life. And a lot of the clients I talk to, that's happened to as well, that you're so focused and just about one area, you, it seeps in, and you just become this identity of just loss and just not pleasant. It's not, it's, it wasn't good. And I was married at the time. So around 2020, I think it was around that time, could have been a little earlier. But, you know, my ex-wife at, my ex-wife at the time, you know, first started, she mentioned to me that, you know, it, it might be time to call it, call it quits, right? So I, I went all into this stuff and, um, you know, did techniques. And believe it or not, I, you know, I got things to work. I got things to turn around. But then back to the same thing later on. Uh, I did, it was probably a total of four times where I experienced the same thing, where I would, I think I ended up getting into robotic affirming. It was probably going into 2022 now. Robotic affirming. And then it's the same. It's like everything seemed okay, and then it'll be the same. Okay. And then the same. That's why, and at the time, I didn't know it was identity. I thought it was techniques by falling for all the [ __ ] I see out there, right? It's just like people regurgitating Neville Goddard, uh, or, or just like regurgitating techniques to feel this way and do this and get them in five minutes and all this [ __ ] [ __ ]. So I think the affirming worked the best, and I didn't know it was identity. So that's why I preach now, and I watch my [ __ ]. I said, "Yeah, that shit'll work, but it'll leave just as fast as it came because just like me, I still thought the same. I was still the identity that [ __ ] was so focused on money and was miserable. I could have good things in front of my face, and I would still find the worst [ __ ] possible to focus my awareness on because that is who I am. And when you are embodying an identity, every action you take, everything you do will continue to, will bring you the result of who you are. And I spoke about this in another video. So there's really no such thing as inspired action because when you are that person, you don't do anything wrong. Everything you do leads you to the same [ __ ] [ __ ]. Okay. So it was identity. So she would come in, and it would be the same.
So then it came to the point where, okay, uh, I always believed I didn't have more than enough. So I did have, you know, a comfy little government job making about 67k at the time. When it was almost time to to quit, and I'll tell you why. And it's like, no matter what, it always, money wasn't, things would always happen where to prove to me I didn't have enough, right? So even when I got raises, salary increases, no, you, it feels like I had less, right? Because Matthew 13:12, check my videos, I talk about that. So now the wife tells me, "Oh, we want to go to, I wanna, we're gonna move to, uh, California." So a part of me, I already knew that's like, okay, first I rejected the idea because I knew within me the marriage was, was a wrap. And still at this time, I didn't realize it was identity. It was coming from me. It was a reflection of who I was. And that's why I will never say anything bad about her because she was reflecting me, right? And I, yeah, and I just realized how, how pleasant I wasn't, I was back then, you know? So anyway. So eventually I decided to quit my job to, to just give it another go, even though I knew it was over, but I did it anyway. I quit the job. So now I quit the job. I had like no income coming in. I'm losing the pension, uh, uh, uh, having a pension. And then with that same shitty mindset that pretty much failure, failure, debts, debts, I had all this debt, this, this, and this. Now I have no income and no job. And I'm going to the most expensive state in the world, well, in the US, most expensive state in the US with no direction, not knowing what the [ __ ] I was going to do. Again, I didn't have the highest college education, so I had no [ __ ] plan. I was lost. So finally, all those things I worried, feared, and doubted literally manifested. And at this point, still, I didn't know it was all coming from me. I'm, I'm pointing things outside of me for excuses. Oh, it's this fault. It's because of this. It's because of this. It's because of this. No, it's always been because of me.
So at this, during that whole time, towards the end, about the, uh, going to California, and I made the decision to go, even though, you know, I knew that the marriage could go south, and if it did, I'm [ __ ] like homelessness in the face, okay? So if at any point she decides, "Okay, you got to go." My guy, she wouldn't be the person to like kick me out on the street, but eventually it had to be like, "Okay, I have nothing now, right?" So at that time, I was, I was into Joseph Murphy's lectures, into Joseph Murphy's lectures. And I already knew the Bible. But because of what he preached about the I AMness and, and the divine intelligence, I looked, I started to read scripture again and looked at it differently. And at that point, I'm about 60% convinced, like, this is something that I grew up Catholic Christian, that this is something that I'm seeing from a different perspective now, and it's really opening my eyes. So I was on something. So then it was about two and a half weeks out of moving here. I decided to just go all in. Like the circumstances outside of me were, it was very overwhelming. I was too in my thoughts about what the [ __ ] gonna happen, what's gonna happen to me, right? What's gonna happen if the, you know, if it, it just goes south, if I don't find something, and whatever. So I decided to go all in because I didn't want to be in the [ __ ] streets in California, right? So I decided to go all in. And what I mean, go all in, is not just sit there and do techniques. Like, I am going to go on what Joseph Murphy preaches and scripture from what I've heard of it, everything I read, right? Like the, the ones I just wrote, uh, read you here. Mark 11:24: "Believe you received it," right? Not beg and plead. So I went all in. So I, I chose five affirmations to support me for in all areas. Uh, when I felt lost, I said, "I'm in my true place, doing what I love to do." When I thought about money, I said, "Every day my wealth increases. I always have more than enough." When, um, I thought about what am I going to do, like a job, I, I know I didn't want to do a nine-to-five. So I said, "My business is booming, and all these people want to work with me. My business is booming. All these people want to work with me." So now, depending on what was happening or what I saw with my eyes, or whenever any of those topics came, came to mind, I said one of them, two of them, all of them, a combo of them, depending on what was in my mind and how I was feeling. I decided to go all in and live in mind's eye, in my mind's eye, and I gave no [ __ ] about the outside. I chose this being and I refused to express the opposite.
And now, this is what I want to talk about. I also did the self-concept. Because I did the self-concept, I chose a self-concept. What did I say in the beginning of my videos? I chose it because I wanted a foundation. I didn't just want to be those [ __ ] ones you hear, "I'm confident, I'm sexy, I'm this, I'm that." No, no, no, no. Those are just like the [ __ ] windows and the vinyl siding and little paint, little railings of the, of the house. No, no, no. The foundation. I want it to become what I wish to experience. All that is. I'm a place of power. If that God power was in me, I wanted to identify as it. Love, perfection, always chosen, everyone's top priority, no one is better than me, no one compares to me. It all spoke for itself to me. It just sat right. I just sat right. So I started doing that in the mornings. And then I told myself, "Today's the best day of my life." I was creating, I was selecting what I wanted to select, right? What I wanted to experience. And I was saying it as if it was true now. And I was, and then, of course, I'm thinking about money a lot. So it did feel like I was almost robotically affirming, but I wasn't like, technically. Like, I, whenever it came to mind, I'd be like, "Every day my wealth increases." If I was still thinking about, "No, it's increasing. I always have more than enough." That's it.
Now, when I tell you, after about three or four days in the first two and a half weeks of hell, before, you know, I'm getting on that plane. Of course, as I got closer, it got worse. Circumstances, conditions, bills, old bills, uh, the old job boss contacted me about some [ __ ] that isn't working, going through, lose, uh, the health insurance [ __ ]. Um, a whole bunch of things, uh, old tax problem, uh, you know, the wife saying always mentioning these, all these different bills. And then, you know, all these things. And all this has happened. But let's go out and do this. And all this. And if I spend something, "Oh, you always complain you don't have money," or this and this and money, this. And it's just in my face all day, [ __ ] long. Random bills, uh, this, that, credit card, yeah, more debt. It was just non-stop. But every time, "Nope. Every day, wealth increases. God supplies all my needs now." Forgot to mention that one. "God supplies all my needs now." Every time I felt like I couldn't [ __ ] figure something out, "God supplies all my needs now." I felt lost. "I'm in my true place, doing what I love to [ __ ] do." That's where I am. I mean, sometimes my wife will look at me like I'm crazy, but I expected her to, so that's why she did because she reflected me, you know? I was all in. Like, she probably thought I was the delusional, but I didn't care. I was different. I was more at peace around those things. I wasn't reacting. I was just so focused on my inner world, right?
So then it gets closer to time to come here, and it is fighting. It's getting even worse. I'm like on the, I'm on the, uh, uh, the plane. And that voice, that voice, my old awareness is in my head. "Oh, look at you, you [ __ ]. Like, you're on the [ __ ] plane? Are you out of your [ __ ] mind? She's tried to leave you like times, and you're coming over here for no reason. You know, it's not the same. You know, it's going to end. You're going to end up on the [ __ ] streets. You're going to do this. You're going to do that." All, all this. "How you going to pay for this? How you gonna pay? You could barely keep a float when you had a job, and now you don't [ __ ] have one. And now this, and now this, and now this. And Cal is so expensive. And gas prices probably like $7 a gallon. And they were right. And, and, and you were complaining when it was like $3 in Massachusetts. Wow, you're really [ __ ] boy." That's what I kept hearing in my head. "You're going to be all on your own. The downfall of you." Right? It was ruthless. I'm telling you, it's ruthless. And the feeling, the feeling of stress, butterflies, [ __ ]. And I did not [ __ ] waver. When I said I went all in, I didn't care. I was like, it's like I was just talking to someone in my head. All the whole plane ride. "No, nice try, buddy. No. I'm in my true place. I'm doing what I love to do. My business is booming. I'm all that is. I'm all that is. I'm love. I'm perfection. I'm all that is. Is I'm all it is. I'm in my true place. What I love to do. My business is [ __ ] booming." I didn't have a business. I gave it to myself. I was giving it to myself. And at that point, I really still didn't know what I was doing. But I never agreed. I never identified with the voice, with the feeling, with whatever. Someone said something, "Oh, let's go out to eat when you have no, no money." [ __ ] it. "I'm going out to eat." And I didn't, I didn't care. [ __ ] we gonna go. I don't care. Good thing, good thing I was have more than enough money. And even when I paid a bill, I didn't express it. I never expressed it.
So finally, after the hell, trust me, it was hell. I don't even want to think about it. But I land in, uh, I land in California. Four days go by. It's still attacking me for about a few weeks. And then, you know, I'm looking online for things. And of course, I don't see, you know, nothing because that's, you know, that's what the 3D wants to show me. And I'm like, "Oh, I'm in my true place, doing what I love to do." As even though I'm looking, it doesn't matter what you do. Like I say, I'm still telling those, telling these things to myself every day. "My wealth increases. God supplies all my needs." And then finally, I get an email from a company I never applied for, with qualifications I didn't have, education I didn't have, experience I didn't have. "You'd be a good fit." I go check. I check that. "No, don't have it." So I go, "Whatever." I set it up. They contact me a little bit later on, like a week or so. Asked me one question, "Hey, where you live?" And I said where I lived. "Congrats. Welcome to the team." Now you're making extremely high five figures, a lot more than that, 65k to sit at home and fact-check artificial intelligence for a very good company. And I knew it. I knew once I saw that, it came for me because there was no logic to that [ __ ]. I never applied for it. They found me. Sent me an email randomly. I didn't do anything. It found me. It came from me. And I knew it. So then I was all in on this. And that voice, for the first time, for the first time in those two and a half weeks, was silent. Couldn't say [ __ ] to me because it knew. It knew that a piece of me achieved victory and glory. That's how I felt. That's why that's there. That's how I felt. It was an emotional time for me. And then, so I went to it a little more, and then I realized how simple it was. And I just, I just look, I read the scriptures more. Um, I was, I was already looking at the Neville Goddard forums before, but then I realized how simple this really was. It was just making a decision and sticking to it, no matter what. Never folding, never wavering. Because, you know what? That, that plane ride was the hardest. Getting off the plane, even just like boarding the plane, if I would have [ __ ] identified with what I was feeling, like a part of me knows, I wouldn't be speaking to you guys right now. The clients I talk to, I wouldn't be on the phone with them if I, if I would have given up. And at that time, I didn't know what I was experiencing. Like, I read the scripture, and it talks about the old. But now I really, it didn't click to me after. And I'll tell you when it did. I didn't know what I was experiencing, but I just didn't agree. I didn't go all in. I mean, I didn't listen to it.
So I was on the Reddit forums, and I saw a lot of people asking for help. And then I saw all the stuff and nonsense and techniques and shitty ass advice. And I was like, "You know what? I gotta help these people because I used to be them, falling for [ __ ], needing help, being in the lowest point, not knowing what to do." So I was like, "Okay, I'll, I'll comment." So I commented their things, and I got popular. I became a popular commenter. I guess people started DMing me. There's a few early subscribers on here that I'll always hold near and dear to my heart, um, that I helped through. I talked with on that platform. And that's what made me, gave me the idea to do the YouTube. So I, so now when I did the YouTube, this is what I said. I set an intention because now, at this point, my self-concept has skyrocketed. Because again, at, during this whole time, I'm doing my morning mantra, even though through all that [ __ ] I went through. So I said this: "I'm going to make a YouTube channel. It doesn't matter if I film it in my car. It doesn't matter if I film it, uh, in the, in the house, in the bathroom, p a party. Doesn't [ __ ] matter. People are going to love the videos. People are going to understand the videos. No one's going to explain it better than me. No one's going to do it better than me. I'm going to make it as simple as possible for people to apply. It's going to be a mutual benefit. People gonna want to work with me. And there's going to be nothing but success from both ends. Pure gold." And I dropped it. And I didn't care. I said it once, and I didn't care. And then I did my first video. And the very first video, I said, "Manifestation is just about deciding and being." That was it. Now, I kept continuing again. Every time, I was still doing this whole time. Every time I thought about money, "Every day my wealth increases. I always have more than enough. My business is booming. I'm in my true place, doing what I love to do."
So then one night, um, as I'm doing that, that job I just got, I decided to do this. I followed U Universe, uh, YouTube. She has like, mill, over a million subscribers, and she has a higher self meditation. So I chose to do it because I wanted to communicate with the [ __ ] guy who had my back. I wanted to become, I wanted to sit there with the I AM in my face, or the highest version of me, and talk to it. So I did it. And she gets to the point where she says, "Tell me everything I need to know to live my best life," or something like that. "Tell me a way to know, like, tell me what I need to know." And I tell you, it was at 2 a.m. when I did this. I felt this vibration from the bottom of my feet all the way to the crown of my head. And I was vibrating with the strongest, like it felt like a jackhammer was inside of me. I got scared. I thought I was getting possessed. It was 2 a.m. I was in the dark, earbuds in, and I'm like, "Holy [ __ ], what the [ __ ] was that?" And, but I still had the buds in. And I got the goosebumps now. Like, every time I talk about the story, I do. I kept listening to it. And that same vibration turned into, like, I felt like a warm hug. I've never, it was crazy. I've never felt anything like this in my life. And the hug made it like my eyes water. Like a tear came down. And I had no idea why. It was uncontrollable. And then I finished it. It was an emotional [ __ ] thing. And then I came out of it a different person. I kid you not. I now, I, I spoke words differently. I articulated differently. Uh, I spoke faster. I, I didn't have that introvert part of me anymore. Anymore. That shyness was gone. I was just a different guy. I was more blunt, straight [ __ ] forward. And I just knew everything now. Like, I can't explain it. When I tell you that the 60% of scripture I knew, now it was 120. Now I understood it differently. I knew things off the top of my head. I feel like I can answer any question off the top of my head within two seconds. And just ask anyone in my live streams. There's no [ __ ] delay in my answers. And I just knew everything. Like we all know our first language. And that's how it felt. We, I don't know how I learned English. I just know it. I don't remember when. But now I knew stuff about this. What I, what I teach. I just knew it. I knew what works. I knew the simplicity of it. I knew [ __ ] everything. So now that gave me, you know, more knowing in the channel. Like knowing, like I'm going to help these people because I've been in the same place. And that's why I make fun of the [ __ ] IA, the next best technique, and the [ __ ] moonwater, and the [ __ ] pillowcases, and the, and the all these [ __ ]. "I will manifest for you." Like, come on, bro. Because I fell for that [ __ ] before. That's why I make fun of it. The same people that say, "Quick side note." Same people that say, "You're the god of your reality. You're control everything." But I'm going to manifest for you, bro. The only way it works if you believe me. Why don't you just believe in yourself then? But anyway, it's a different story.
So now, my old self peaked its head again. And that job I got, crashed. It start, it started crashing a little bit. But now it really crashed. Now it was like a month. No, it was gonna be like a month. "Oh, no work, Eric. No month. You're not gonna get paid for a month." Talk to the little guy in Slack. "No work, Eric. No money." Now the old me would have been like, "Oh [ __ ]. Here I go again. What else is new? What the [ __ ] am I gonna do?" Right? But I said, "Nope. God supplies all my needs now. I always have more than enough." Close the laptop. Now, if I reacted to that, I wouldn't have got the next thought in my mind, 100%. As I closed the laptop, I saw my little whiskey collection I had because I'm a connoisseur. I do it for the craft, the taste, you know, the hardworking people in those distilleries, what they do. I don't do it to get drunk. If I was doing it to get drunk, I'd [ __ ] buy Jack Daniels. That shit's garbage. I drink, you know, sophisticated stuff. But anyway, I saw the collection. And, uh, a voice in my head said, "Eric, go grab a bottle of whiskey. Put a nice little blue shirt on. Go outside and make the realest video you could ever make. Make about manifestation. Let everyone know what's what they're doing wrong. Let everyone know what the [ __ ] awareness is. Let them know about [ __ ]. Just be as real as possible. Go do it." So I went and did it. And when I went and did it, that's the channel. That's the video that blew up. I went from, I had like 60 subscribers at the time. And next thing you know, it's like 5,000 in a week or so. The rest was history. And at this time, you know, a little bit after, the wife informed me, like, same thing again. And then now I knew it was identity. Because remember I said I didn't, I didn't wasn't really sure what happened when I came out of that meditation. Now I knew it was identity. I knew everything. It's, it's, it's crazy. But this time I knew that it was coming for me as well. So I decided to not try to manifest it back, to let it go. And then it was a piece of me knowing that I always had the choice to choose, right? And of course, it was an emotional thing. But I always had a choice to choose again and again. And when I had that overwhelming sense of peace within myself that I could always choose, and I took accountability for why everything happened the way it did, which a lot of you have to do, is understand why you are experiencing everything you're going through. What were you doing? What were you aware of? What were you choosing? What were you putting your awareness on? What were you fear, worrying, and doubting before things happened? I got, took accountability for that. So. But when I got that peace within myself, she reflected that peace back. And it was a, it was an easy, you know, separation, split. And we're still good, great, great friends today. And I'll never say anything bad about her.
So now, the, the rise of the channel. And also, I've never affirmed for subscribers. I didn't care. All I did was comment. I replied to comments. And I replied as much comments as possible, possible, because I know how it is to not feel heard or seen when you, when you, you know, kind of look up to someone's videos and then you just comment and they don't say nothing, or they just do a red heart, you know? No, I, at least even if I leave an emoji, I want to make sure you're seen because I, I came from the same [ __ ]. So the success kept coming. And then I got an, uh, someone kept coming, "Oh, you can open the store. How do I work with you? How do I work with you? How do I work with you?" So then I opened the store. Opened the store. Kept going on from there. Now, I opened the store, long story short, guys, a year ago. And I was thinking about this. After life, I had no direction. I had no idea who the hell I was. What was I, I was going to do with myself? A marriage that was going to go down that I knew was going to go down. The possibility of homelessness because of that. With no direction, no job, the, you know, California. And yeah, all these things. Till now, about a year, yeah, a little over a year now. The store has been open for about five and a half months. I opened it like the very last week of July. So about five and a half months. I want to say, I think I might be wrong. It has already generated multiple six figures. The YouTube channel is high five-figure months on its own. And then everything that I was saying came true. I'm in my true place. I'm doing what I love to do. My business is booming. People love working with me. I always have more than enough. And every day my wealth increases. The power within me always proves me right. It proved me right when I selected my lowest of lows. And it proved me right when I selected who I am today. And it also knew I needed a, a furry best friend being over here in California and being all, you know, single guy by myself. Now, Zayn, he randomly showed up on my Instagram feed. And he was about to be euthanized because he was in a kill shelter for a, uh, over a month. And I went and got him. And he's been the best. And he's, everyone loves him. He's, he's, he's more popular than me. So yeah, guys, that's my story. Um, I don't know. I can get a little emotional thinking about it. And I sat back after a live and I was just thinking, like, "Wow, my complete 180 in a year's time." And all I did was decide and stuck to that decision. And I didn't, I no longer identified or became aware of the old. It's like I, I just, I just killed it. It didn't exist. Even though I looked [ __ ] delusional to everyone else, you know?
So with that being said, guys, I'm going to be real with all of you right now. Like I was saying earlier, everyone watching me is here because they want to change their life at all different levels. And you got to be careful what you listen to. Because when I tell you, it is very simple. It is: make a decision and stick to that decision with your life. Now, it can feel like sheer [ __ ] hell, H, when you do that. And when you decide to be new, because there's a reason you're designed to do that. Because let me tell you something else about the ego. And I'll always preach the ego because I will always put the [ __ ] ego in everyone's awareness because if people don't understand why that even [ __ ] happens, because I didn't understand why that happened when I was trying to do that for the wife before, I didn't understand why I was seeing the opposite. I didn't know this [ __ ]. A lot of people would just give up, give in to their emotions, thoughts, feelings that they're, that they're not those things, that they're the observer of those things, right? So if I didn't know why that happened, if I wasn't aware why it happens, people give up. And I don't want people to give up, right? Oh, someone said, "Oh, oh, you're making it aware. Why are you making it aware of the ego?" Why? Why are you aware of the ego? If you were aware of the ego, there would be no fight. Really. Just like your heart pumps blood, your breathe [ __ ] air, the logical mind has its [ __ ] job too. So that's why I wasn't aware of this ego [ __ ] before. I didn't sit there and read books from [ __ ] 1712. I didn't know. I just wanted to [ __ ] change my life. So I, I'm here to simplify that [ __ ] for people. So yeah, I wasn't aware of it, and it was doing its job on its own. So now I put it in people's awareness so they have a fighting chance, like I [ __ ] did. So yeah, manifest a stick of gum and [ __ ] give the ego a [ __ ] massage. Rags to riches, put on the [ __ ] boxing gloves. That's my style. That's my belief system. But hey, it [ __ ] works for me. And I call it the law of being. There's law of this, law of that. I call it the law. Let's call it the law of whatever the [ __ ] works, right? Let's call it the Law. Whatever the [ __ ] I say works. It is the law of whatever the [ __ ] I say works. That's what I teach now. The law of whatever the [ __ ] I say works. Because guess what? Everyone's [ __ ] right? Everyone has a belief system. Everyone has a belief system. So if they're telling you this, that's their belief system. So hopefully it works for them. Unless they're just talking out of their ass, hopefully it works for them because that's their belief system. But I'm telling you what works. I'm telling you the simple thing. You're going to get a lot of fluff. You're going to see a lot of [ __ ] "manifest for you, do this by the end of the video." I swear. All these little clickbait titles, right? And it's like, I said, I'm not going to need a [ __ ] thumbnail, uh, artist. I don't need a thumbnail artist. I don't need a video editor. One [ __ ] take. I don't need anything. I don't even care about the subscriber count because the I AM is what pays me. The, the I AM is what brings things to me, right? I mean, people can sit there and purchase all these things and get their channels advertised all over the [ __ ] globe to look like a [ __ ] smart guy. People want to take the same concepts and say it differently to appear like they're smarter than the next guy. But I'm just [ __ ] here to show you what the [ __ ] works because I teach the law of what the [ __ ] works. And it's backed by the one being that people are preaching about, the I AM. I'm going to the actual book where it's the I AM is speaking to me, the scripture, the instruction manual. That's where I go. And that's all it says. Like, if, if I wasn't here, all you need is that book. Just follow what it says. Clear as day. "Believed you received it. It is yours." That's Mark 11:24. Mark 11:23: "If you believe the [ __ ] mountain will crash into the sea, it will crash into the sea." If you believe it. If you believe it. But that human part of us probably won't ever believe that. But that's why you can walk on water. That's why your awareness says you'll perform miracles greater than I, right? So yes, I went through hell. The two and a half weeks of hell. But the victory and the glory continued and continued and continued. And now that ego that fought me is on my side. Is on board. And I don't hear its voice. I don't even remember the last time I got angry, which is probably when I was in that identity. I know that I know of, but I don't identify with anymore. Now it protects me. Protects me like it thought it was protecting me because I chose those shitty things. I took accountabil, I take accountability for that. Now I chose it. And that's the first step again is accountability. Because then I look back at what was I doing. Makes [ __ ] sense. And everyone watching this can do the same. But now, if I experience something I don't like, or maybe something happens, and I could be like, "No, it, it'll be like, 'No, you got good. This good. This. Look at this. Oh, you went up here. Oh, look at this. Look at this.'" Keeps my awareness on the good. But if I deny it, like my, deny choose be, if I deny the good I am right now, and I choose to put my focus awareness on [ __ ], then I'll kill that good me and become the shitty one. That's what the crucifixion represents. Dying of old to become new. Neville said the old man dying. Joseph Murphy says the old you will pass away. There is versions of you that passes away. Yes, we are the whole [ __ ] game. We are the whole [ __ ] game. But there's different levels to this game. And if you want to be up here, and you're starting down here, you think it's going to be [ __ ] puppies and rainbows? I don't [ __ ] think so. So I'm telling you, make a decision. And whenever you see something showing the opposite, just know it's you. And it could hurt. It could suck. It could be the worst circumstances you see. You can feel like [ __ ]. But stick to your word. Stick to who you said you were. Just like it is your first name. Just like it is the shirt you put on. And no one could convince you you're naked. And then you'll achieve the victory, the glory. And it's a beautiful thing to witness, a marvelous thing to realize.
All right, guys, I've talked way too long. I love you all. And I know you all are going to achieve the victory and the glory. Have faith in self. Make that decision. See it done. Know it is done. Now, know that you are not those feelings that hurt. Know that you are not those circumstances that suck. You are not those things you are used to. You are who you say you are. All right. I know you guys had a great day, but just in case, I'll assume it to be great anyway.