Jupiter, Saturn Rx Pisces TIMESTAMPED #astrology #messages #Tarot

Hey guys, Lola Selena here. I also go by Island Turtle. Welcome to Balmy Spirit. I hope everybody's doing great.

Um, I felt called to come on here. Um, it is I don't know. I don't know what time it is. I know it's Friday. Um, at least here in the States. It's Friday. It's Friday. No, it's Saturday. It's not Friday. It's Oh my Oh, Lord. It's Saturday. It's not Friday. Um, I hope everybody's having a great weekend so far. I hope you guys are enjoying um these last couple days before Saturn goes back into Pisces. I can't even believe it's already here. Um we also have the quarter moon in Sagge and of course we do have the full moon total lunar eclipse in Pisces coming up at 15°.

Um, a couple announcements before I get to going is in this connection with you in this space with you. Um I will be live tomorrow on Patreon for the patron weekly. So, for the patrons who didn't see that, I will be live with you guys tomorrow for the weekly over there um at 12:00 p.m. Pacific. Okay. Um and for those who are waiting for sessions from me, I have emailed you. Um for those who are expecting your sessions today, I do intend to do more tonight. And then whatever I don't finish, I will let you know. I'll email you guys um as to when you can expect your sessions.

Um feel like there's something else. I also want to say a little bit of activation warning. My crown is like exploding. Um, so you may feel that's also why I have my head covered as well. Um, I feel like there was something else I was going to say or like going to announce. I also can't see the chat cuz I don't have my glasses on. I've been like I've been having a hard time keeping my glasses on. Um, it just I don't know. It just makes me very um just feels like it's like too much on my face right now. But just for the sake of the chat. Let's see here. Um, Crown on Fire too. I'm just at home with Lenny Kravis. Um, how am I on this live right now? I don't know. You tell me. Um, talk about perfect timing. Finally made a live. I know it's been a bit. Um, so excited to see you. Happy to see you guys, too. Also really excited to connect with patrons throughout. Very excited. Um, yeah. I can't I can't have those on right now.

Um, I feel like there's so much I want to say. I feel like there's so much I want to say. Um I think also just like first of all, you know, for those who've been with me for a long time, you guys know that I have been very like um MIA, you know, in recent weeks and that's just been spiritually guided. Um and in honoring that guidance, um I've been in a really intense I don't even know what word for it. I've been in an intense space, process, bubble, if you will. And so I've just I've just been honoring it. Um, and then, you know, connecting when and how and where I can. Um, in the midst of that, it's good though. It's a really good thing. It's actually really exciting thing. And I'm just, like I said, I'm just in it.

Um, I will say too, just, um, before we talk a little bit about Saturn going back into Pisces, because I've been talking about this for months. I've been talking about this for months. So, the fact that it's here, I'm like, "Oh, yeah, duh. It's almost September 1st. How did I almost let that slip?" Um, full moon total lunar eclipse in Pisces. Some of y'all may already be feeling that. Hold on. I think that's Alejandra. I took my eyeballs off. Hey, Alejandra. Yeah, yeah, it is you. Hello. Hi. Hola. Good to see you. Um, what was it? How about the eclipse? Some of you may already be feeling that. Now, granted, the quarter moon is like actually just in a couple days. The quarter moon's in Sagittarius. Um, which I think is actually going to feel really good, like really good. Uh, thank you. uh some things that are coming in to be spoken about actually in terms of this in terms of the where we're at now the quarter moon Saturn retrograding back into Pisces um and even just the full moon total lunar eclipse the word hope I like that the word hope um some of you may be feeling more hopeful some of you may be feeling more clear even about just your your life right now just your path your experience um just generally you may be feeling more of that and if you're not, that may be coming up soon. Um, Pisces is associated with that, as is Sagittarius. Um, but also Jupiter is trying the North Node right now, too. And that will be peaking um in a few days as well. And there's a lot of hope to go around and we should embrace that. We should absolutely embrace that. Why not embrace that? The Hold on. My faux lighting turned off. Give me a second. I I thought like maybe I should set up my light and like no don't have the energy.

Um I feel like I'm already like living the Pisces eclipse to be honest with you. Um like my crown's been crazy. I have been like very tired. I've been very floaty. I've been very much in the realms and I'm just like like very in the realms. I'm like what physical reality am I even a part of anymore? So some of you guys may feel the full moon in Pisces like that as well. just like this kind of pervasive um like liinal space in a way which is interesting because I think there's a lot of potential in that so many things man so they're bringing up something that I actually was going to save for a podcast episode but it relates to this [Music] but it relates to this I may still do I say that I say that but I don't I don't know what's going to happen.

Anyway, um I had to take some time. I think this was was this just yesterday. Again, I've been in a little space. um taking some time in just like a very special spot where I like I sit and I reflect and I'm like just with nature and there was a lot that was coming through like so much so that I had to like write it down and like write through it and it was like oh um it just was a really interesting kind of diet tribe of the power of witnessing and the power of naming and claiming and declaring. Now, I'm gonna do my best to articulate it here because like I said, I was going to save that for like a podcast episode later. Um, but it relates to this it relates to this time because having all this like very Jupitarian energy, right? Sagittarius, Pisces, eclipse energy, Jupiter actually exalted in Cancer, trining north node in Pisces, right? It's kind of Jupiter everywhere and also against a lot of watery energies and moon energy which actually makes a really beautiful fertile breeding ground to to really bring things into form, right? To really bring things into um well, you can say manifest. I'm really over that word. I got to be honest with you guys. Just call it spade spade. I'm really over that word. Um, but it is a re like it's a really easy time to bring things into form in the way that we want to, right? But you know, I think sometimes as humans we can like really over complicate that kind of a thing. And I think this is a time where we can actually have a very like easeful understanding or understanding of what that looks like, what that feels like, and how we experience that.

So the way that it was given to me through spirit think that again I think that was literally just yesterday. Um, again, time is like not a thing in my world right now. I really have been just like a pure liinal space. Um, where do I start with this? The power of naming and claiming and declaring when we are speaking of the self. So, let's start there. Let's talk about the self. Okay? And when I say the self, I mean just you as an individual in your own life, in your own reality. As we are in our own realities, we are in our own containers. When we are um actually taking space away from people, not allowing for those mirrors, not allowing for um the witnessing of others. uh we're able to actually play very extensively with the elasticity of our own belief of how our thoughts and our feelings and our narratives and our perceptions really do shape our our physical reality, right? But that's the thing like how does that even come into physical form even if we're just talking about the container of us of ourselves as individuals, right? Everything is just pure potential. like literally everything um all thoughts, all feelings, all emotions. That is the pure potential of creation itself. That's the pure potential of creator, right? Which is that we experience through through our ourselves. We experience through our hearts. We experience through our souls. We experience creator that way. And to know the self is to know creator. But to know self to play with the elasticity of creating your reality to no creator. You also have the opportunity to understand, understand or master all the potential which is just the void which as spirit was like bringing this in um they use the word illusion which I thought was interesting because oh my light's gone. Hold on. Come back. I'm just using my computer monitor. It's actually really effective, I must say. Anyway, let's come back.

Um, the word illusion is interesting, right? Because I, you know, in our reality, our collective reality, we we have this label or understanding of illusion as um lack of clarity or not fully seen or not fully understood um or even distorted, right? Or even like not real. And even then, what is real? Um this is where I've been. is where I've been at. Um, but whether you say the void, whether you say potential, whether you say non-physical, whether you say ideas, whether you say emotions, all of that's kind of the same thing, right? It's everything that exists in the non-physical. This is like pure Piscian talk right here, right now. Okay. Um, but let's stick with illusion for now. Why not understanding it from this like context of just purely the potential of the non-physical which is all things technically. So if you're just existing in your own world, your own bubble yourself, you have the opportunity to fully understand what that feels like. You have the the opportunity to understand the full potential of limitlessness through that way. Knowing yourself and also knowing creator in that same way. Bringing things into physical form within your own container, your own reality, is to take something from the void. Is to take something from that potential, that limitlessness, an emotion, a thought, an idea, what have you, a dream, um, and name it. Name it. Give it a name. Give it a claim. Stake a claim on it or declare it. Right? These are just practically synonyms. Um, that's how you give those things life. That's how you give those things physical form, whether you want to call it manifesting or not.

Now, in terms of other people, right? Like how the physical reality starts to come together in this like collective experience um is v is via witnessing, which is another way that we bring things into form. It's almost another way of declaration. When you allow someone to witness you, when you allow someone to hear your words, um, when you allow yourself to step outside and let people see you, right? It's like you have entered their physical reality. You exist. You're real. You take physical form, right? You say the words, they hear them. You have a shared memory, a shared experience, which automatically brings it into physical form to be experienced between two people, right? So witnessing is also a form of bringing things into form, giving things um physical shape, if you will, even if you want to use the word manifesting.

So coming back to this like present moment with all these concepts that I'm just kind of like waxing philosophical at you. um this is a time to really get into the depths of what that like feels like. um and how to operate with that, how to navigate that, how to co-create or weave your reality with that. Hence creating your reality or bringing other people into your reality or vice versa. Um, and at that same time like getting into more like a macro sense, not macro really but like the more collective piece of this of like how we come to this like cohesive collective physical reality and everything that's playing out. It's because we're all witnessing each other, right? It's just creator witnessing creator, but we're all witnessing it through the individual to another individual, which is 8 billion individuals.

Um, but they were even bringing up things like social media, for example, which is like almost has acted as like a strange accelerant in a way. Well, actually that's like not shocking. I'm sure it's like I'm sure a lot of you guys have like felt this way too or thought about this too. Um, right? Because what's social media? It's just everybody's illusion being put out there to be witnessed and then brought into physical form by the w by the witnessing, right? Um that's how we have so many, you know, different narratives or truths that are also like commonly believed about like one similar thing. And not to say any of it's wrong, it's still like a truth in and of in and of itself. Um, but on one level, it's like I think that has created a lot of chaos because it's almost been like too much, right? It's like it's almost been too much. Um to the point where collective reality has like kind of reflected that chaos in a way. And so there was this kind of call in my meditation of the awareness of accountability of like what you allow to be witnessed, right? Just for everybody like what we allow people to witness to be brought into the collective experience versus our individual experience. Um, and of course just like anything there's like oh hold on come back. Okay. Uh and just like anything. Um, there's a balance to be struck there between witnessing and naming and declaring. Naming, declaring and claiming that's like for the self, right? While witnessing is like that's more of a collective experience. Um, cuz you can create a really beautiful amazing reality for yourself by naming and claiming and declaring and then depending on like how beautiful that is or how uplifting that is or whatever. Um, allowing witness a witnessing of that actually does help the collective in a lot of ways to uplift and almost like bring a balance. um versus if there's a lot of chaos in an individual reality which you know also sometimes I think is out of our control to an extent um depending on your beliefs and what have you. Um, I'm again I'm just waxing philosophical. Um, I don't know. At some point it's like not everything should be witnessed, right? Not everything should be witnessed um for just accountability for the collective reality. But anyway, to say all of this, this is kind of a fertile time right now to be aware of the power of naming and claiming and declaring and the power of witnessing and how you want to weave your reality, weave your life. Um, yeah, the full moon in Pisces is just a big part of that.

Um, but coming to Saturn retrograding in Pisces. Hold on. I might need my eyeballs for this just to see the time stamp. Um, hope I didn't lose you guys with that talk. Hold on. 16:30. Okay. Oh, it's stuck. Okay. Yeah, let's talk Saturn retrograding in Pisces. Um, oh, hello. A moth just showed up. Uh, the live is appreciated. You're so smart. Oh, thank you. I appreciate that. Um, you can play a muted video. That's actually a really smart idea. I think I will do that. Hold on. Um, I did not think of that. Let's do that. Let's do that. So then I don't have to keep worrying about it. Okay. Um, give me a long one. Give me a long one. A long one. Any any long one. It's funny. I I opened a um Anyway, not important words. Words that important right now. Uh I'm looking for one that's just like over 30 minutes. This shouldn't be so hard. Oh, perfect. Okay, we'll do that. Don't get mad at me, too. Okay. Okay. Thank you for that suggestion. Oh, why is it okay? There we go. There we go. Happy to see the shadow of Clyde. I know you guys can't really totally see him, right? Um, sending love from New York. Hello. Hey, New York. Oh, no. I was going to use that.

So, let's talk a little bit about Saturn retrograding in Pisces. I'm going take these off. Okay. So, I've been talking about this for months, right? That Saturn retrograding in Pisces was going to be a bit of a refinement period. And feeling where we're at right now, that feels that still feels very true. Um, and given all the Jupitarian energy that we have right now, kind of what I how I was just speaking about this earlier. um all of that optimism, all of that like spiritual energy, all of that expansion, the potential for for growth and upliftment and um even success in more of a 3D practical sense, right? It's almost like Jupiter is like uplifting us through this refinement and filter of Saturn is almost how it feels. Um, also with Saturn going a bit retrograde into Pisces, which it will be in Pisces until February 13th. Even when it goes like direct, it's still going to be in Pisces for a bit. So, just understand that we are actually entering a cycle that we're going to be in for about five, five, six, Wait, hold on. Can I do math right now? September October 6 months. It's like right sixish months. Five and a half months, six months. Um, we're going to be in this Saturn Pisces energy. Now, when we last experienced Saturn and Pisces, it was a little rough. I would say for the collective, just from what I observed, it's like there was a lot of needing to trust, needing to um trust the unknown and letting go of things and detaching and and all like really sitting in the void. With Saturn being in retrograde, this void is like internalized. And in a way, I actually think it's going to be easier than it was last time.

Um, I do also feel a bit of like a slower energy almost like there may be more of an importance or a desire or a call for um a lot more ease and a lot more uh not like laxidasical but kind of um like a slowed down soft dare I say tender kind of energy like even tender approach to things. um not rough, right? Not like not abrasive. Like that's kind of just how it's feeling. I mean, all of you may experience that differently, but that is something I am sensing about this refinement period. But yeah, again, all this Jupiter energy, it does it feels very much like Jupiter's helping us to rise um and also bringing in clarity along with it with this refinement of Saturn. This like how do I want to say it's not even a shedding. It doesn't even feel that way. It It literally almost feels like a filter. I don't know how else to describe it. Like Yeah. It feels almost like Saturn is helping to like very gently, which is typically not Saturn, but this is just how it's feeling. Like almost very gently filter some things out as we rise through Jupiter. And that feels really nice. I like that. I'm down for that. I don't know about you guys, but I'm down for that.

Um, and also understand too, or keep in understand, but keep in mind that as we get into some more watery energy and we're still approaching the full moon Pisces eclipse, um, dreams, intuition, emotions, all of that stuff. It's going to get very it's going to be very watery, okay? is going to be it's going to be very um a very sensitive period of time when it comes to intuition when it comes to emotions when it comes to dreams. Um, even like I'm almost even getting to like even like to the senses for some people not everybody but for some people that will definitely be the be the be part of it. Um, it feels really beautiful to be honest. It really does.

Now, I will say if there has been a lot of like resistance, continued resistance, if you've if you've really been fighting um anything that Saturn Saturn was in Pisces like literally almost a year ago at this point. Well, that's exaggerating. Like February, where are we? Yeah, it's like 6 months ago. Um, like last winter essentially. Last winter. Um, even up until like spring and even up into like Saturn going into Aries. Like if there has been a lot of resistance to not letting go, if there's been a lot of resistance to trusting, to surrendering. I'm almost even getting the word falling, which is kind of interesting. Um, just sitting with that. It's just a word that wants to be used. Um, falling into self, falling into the heart. Yeah, that's interesting. It's an interesting word there. If there's been um resistance to falling in the way that the spirit is speaking about it, um and you've been fighting it, you've been fighting it, you've been fighting it, pushing, pushing, pushing, kind of using the fiery energy we've had of summer to keep going. I'm not going to lie, Saturn going retrograde in Pisces, you may feel kind of knocked on your ass because it's it's that same energy coming back around of like, hey, we we gave you the opportunity to fall. We gave you the opportunity to surrender. We gave you opportunity to let go. We gave you opportunity to learn how to like deal with uncertainty or deal with um doubt, to deal with not knowing, right? So for those who really fought that like with tooth and nail, yeah, it may feel like you get hit by a truck a little bit, okay, unexpectedly, especially when some of this Jupiter energy kind of waines off because all this Jupiter energy is happening in September, right? But once we start like creeping deeper into Saturn retrograding in Pisces, like October, November, December, etc., that Jupiter energy is not going to be so intense, right? It's really intense right now and for like the next couple weeks, but that it will wayne off.

Um, so also to say the things that come up right now that you feel really thank you light in your spirit with that you feel really free in your spirit with that just like makes your heart and soul just like those things I just got hold on a second. Um, some of you are also definitely moving through like a massive um milestone in your life. This is this is not for everybody. What just came in. Um, for those who are moving through a massive milestone in your life or a massive transition in your life at this time with all this Jupiter energy, stay focused. Stay focused because you're seeing it very clearly. You're tasting it very clearly. Don't let go of that. Because there's also something too about when this Jupiter energy starts to way off and we get deeper into fall, even like into winter time. Um, Saturn retrograding in Pisces is still helping to refine, still helping to filter. Um, but once that Jupiter energy wins off, it's not going to feel as hopeful all the time. Okay? Um, so hold on to feeling that now cuz you know what it tastes like. You know what it feels like. you know what it looks like. Um, stay focused on it, right? Because this is also a window where we can easily bring things into our physical reality very easily in the ways I already talked about in the beginning. Um, so focus on that, name it, claim it, declare it, witness it to really like sink your teeth into it to keep baking with it, baking your reality with it. You understand what I'm saying? I think you guys understand what I'm saying.

Um, yeah. Yeah, I will pull some cards. Probably not a lot of cards. Um, I pulled a bunch of decks out and I'm like looking at them and I'm like, "Oh, like I feel like I kind of said a lot of what I wanted to say." Um, yeah. I'm looking at I'm like, [Music] Let's go with Big Bertha. So, for those who are new, um Big Bertha is a combination deck that I have of Star Seed Oracle, Angels and Ancestors. Let me put my eyeballs back on just to check the chat before I get into this these this card pull right here. Um a breath of fresh air will be nice trying to stay focused. Yes. Let's see. Um, falling in love. That's So, actually, I'm glad you brought that up. So, I'm going to mark this as a little separate thing. Where are we? Sorry, just laughing at spirit love. Let's talk about love. There is actually like quite an in-depth topic. I am definitely trying to save for a podcast episode that I'm not going to get into here because I will just deep dive into it and I still got sessions to do tonight. Um, and I want to save my energy for that. Plus, like I said, I do actually want to talk about it in its own container in its own video later.

Um, but this has been an in this Jupiter cycle, Jupiter being in Cancer while the North Node is in Pisces has been pretty incredible in terms of just the experience of love in all its forms for the collective, the window of opportunity for that. And everyone's experienced that differently because everyone's in their own place, in their own time, their own reality, their own beliefs, all their own [ __ ] right? Everything like Right. Right. Um, sorry, cat hair. Uh, but the window this window of potential to experience love in all of its forms or in any form really has been very fertile and just very accessible uh for a lot of people in the collective and it's really been beautiful. I've had a lot of clients ask me about love more so than normal. Um, and I and I actually love doing love readings. I love tuning into um situations about love, whether it's romance or familial love or what have you. Um, but the reason I want to make this its own little thing, because before I did start the live, there were two songs that came through and I was like, "Oh." And I'll be honest, I wasn't going to talk about it cuz I was like I was like, "They know." I was like, cuz it came through and I'm like, "But the collective knows." like the collective knows. I don't really need to be talking about that. But h po came through which has come through recently in re like in the last two or three weeks. Maybe it was on Patreon. I don't remember to be honest. I think it was Patreon. Um, which is a beautiful melee for forgiveness and healing and acceptance and release and moving on, moving forward, right? Um, in love in the name of love again in all its forms. Um, so just to kind of put that out there, a lot of you already know about that song. Excuse me. But the other one I'm realizing now, um, is Maya. Um, I think it's literally called Falling, which is funny because I'd actually I completely forgot about it. And then I forgot who it was that brought up the subject of love after we also talked about the fall, right? And falling in love. And I'm like, "Oh, that's right. I forgot. I already forgot." Um, but yeah, that song that's an amazing song. Love that song. Um, that song may resonate for some of you at this time. But that being said, just kind of coming back here to what some of the collectives been experiencing in terms of love uh in this Jupiter cycle which is far from over.

Um, I have seen or witnessed especially just with my clients um like literally love just enter their life just like just love is here. Are you accepting it or no? Are you falling or no? Um, but it really is it really is beautiful. Um, especially compared to like you know 2018 and like all the stuff that was going on at that time. And granted, I'm sure there were some people who were experiencing beautiful, you know, loving experiences, but there was still so much codependency getting worked through at that time. Not to say it's over. It happens in waves, right? But around that time, especially, I think the north node was in Cancer or Capricorn. Oh, shoot. Now, I can't remember. I'm pretty sure it was Cancer. Pretty sure it was Cancer. Uh, yeah, while Saturn was in Oh, yeah. Saturn. Oh, they Saturn was in Capricorn. That's right. That's right. Yeah. That's why it was so heavy on the codependency lessons. That's right. Anyway, um, it's just a beautiful time for that. And so I guess also to say if you have been in your own experience of that while Jupiter's been in cancer um this year especially like why did you hold on isn't it playing oh my god I didn't play the video to keep my light on there we go there we go um totally distracted me ah that's what I want to say coming back to that. So if you have been experiencing that just the opportunity for love to enter your life in whatever form but especially in like a sacred kind of way or very just like highly spiritual way like inexplicable kind of like like no words for it kind of way. Um, just enjoy that blessing you know enjoy that blessing. uh name it if you want to, you know, experience it in a deeper physical embodied form with another person or just with yourself. Hold on. I see someone sent a little super chat. Put my eyeballs back on. Give me a second. Okay. Thank you. Thank you, Queen. Uh Queen Ba, thank you. Thank you for the 199. Um, yeah, just embrace it because love is truly like truly a gift and love really does transcend like everything. It really does. It really does. Not to sound cheesy, but um I'm cheesy sometimes. Uh it really really does. Something else just wanted to come up to be spoken. Wait, what was like come back, come back, come back. Ah, I couldn't. It ran away. We'll see if it comes back. Wait, what's your moon? Um, Capricorn, can you tell I'm tired? Can you tell there's like energy like blasting my crown right now? Um, oh, Alejandra, thank you. Thank you, sis. Tipsy ale means tip. Tipsy alley means tips. Thank you. Are you having fun at all? You have a little drinky poo right now. Hey, get your party on. Um, oh my Oh, you guys keep making me put my glasses back on and off. Um, oh, Queen Ba, thank you again. Thank you again. Thank you for the 1999 again. Very generous. Very, very generous. Thank you. Um, from stray I don't even know what stray kids are or is. I don't know what stray kids is are. Whatever. Um, didn't mean to send. Oh, my bad. So, Oh, I would return it if it would let me. YouTube doesn't allow refunds on that. Sorry. Um, you saying someone's finally going to uh fall in love with me? Yay. Even yourself. Just saying. I know people like are a little over the self- loveve stuff, but it's important, too. There was something there was something that wanted to be spoken more on this topic and it's really bugging me. It's really bugging me. I let it get away. Um, damn. Well, if it's meant to come back, it'll come back. Um, love you. Been watching you for years. Thank you. Thank you.

Um, let's go ahead and pull some cards here. Now, I can't stop hearing Maya. I wish I could play it while we like do this live, but you know, YouTube is all strict and whatever. Um, okay. Yeah, let's pull some cards here for the collective for this present moment. can't stop hearing the lyrics. Um, actually, I almost want to read that to you guys. Let's I'm going to pull up the whole song. I'm going to read you guys the lyrics. I feel like someone needs to hear the lyrics. Maybe some of you have never heard that song. Um, sometimes I forget like that some of my favorite songs are from quite a while ago where like there's a whole generation or two that were born like after these songs came out. Um, so yeah, some of you may have never heard this song. It's so interesting too when you like read lyrics versus just like listening to the song. All right, so here we go. Here I'm going to read you guys the lyrics here. You complete me like air and water boy. I need I need thee. Uh and when I'm in your arms, I feel free fallen. My head's up in the clouds in love. I'm proud to you. Wait. I'm proud to you say it aloud. That seems wrong. Like an accident. It happened out of nowhere. It just happened. And I am at it all because I've fallen. Head over here. Heels if I could speak. I've fallen in love with you. I've fallen and I can't get up. Don't want to get up because of love. Fallen. Yeah, it just keeps repeating the chorus. Fallen, head over heels. I've fallen in love with you. I've fallen and I can't get up. Don't want to get up because of love. Uh to let you get away is crazy. So, I'm doing what it takes to make you pledge your That's interest again. Really interesting to read lyrics out loud. I was like, "Oh, that feels a little I don't know. Where's the boundaries there?" So, I'm doing what it takes to make you pledge your love to me. You see, because I'm trying to be your lady forever and ever, baby. The picture wouldn't be the same if you weren't standing next to me. Can't you see I'm falling? I'll stop there. You guys can always look this up, but I just felt like some of the lyrics need to be read out loud.

Um, let's see. We in the depths and P, right? We're like we're reading song lyrics. We're doing a live in the dark wax and philosophical talking about Jupiter. Very Pisces got a good evening. Okay. H so hard when I take my glasses off. All right, let's come back here for the collective. I'm remembering what wanted to be spoken as my throat closes. Let me redo the time stamp here. Okay.

So, something else that want to be spoken. I've definitely said this before on Patreon. I may have said this here on YouTube. I don't remember. Um, but you know, we've we've been I think actually as a reaction to that like codependency massive lesson period um back when Saturn was in Capricorn, the north was in Cancer. Um, again, I like I can't remember if that was like 2018, 2019, but during that period of time, I almost feel like the emphasis on interdependence got really extreme. And now that we're in Jupiter Cancer and it's working with like the north node in Pisces no less there is also this like re-emphasis or acknowledgement the well the ability the ability the capability the window to acknowledge the importance of of connections right like interdependence yeah it is healthy um but even with that under the name of interdependence some people are actually um actually leaning into an extreme form form of it of how do I want to say how do I want to say this of claiming is that word um claiming not meeting anyone right or claiming um relationships or certain relationships are just a trap or just a waste of time um or just going to hold you back or restrict you or whatever whatever label people want to put on their [ __ ] Um, but that has definitely gotten very loud in the collective in recent years. And now that Jupiter's in Cancer, I can feel and see and observe that there's just a window, right, to acknowledge the power of actually letting people in, right? The power of allowing yourself to connect with people in this very vulnerable heart-to-heart way. Um, because truthfully, right, we are also in the grander scheme of things learning the power of Aquarius, right? Okay, with Pluto being in Aquarius, this 20-year cycle that we're in, that we're just getting started on, right? How meaningful it is to have connection within a collective, within a group where you have many hands, where you have many people who have similar intentions, but who also respect and honor each other and still connect with each other in that soulto-sole way, right? Like, it doesn't take many people to move mountains. It doesn't take many people to actually like change the landscape of the world. As cheesy as that sounds, it really doesn't. It really doesn't.

Um, but that is a form of connection. And and to make it okay again, right? Again, to each their own. I'm not saying this needs to be for this is like I'm not saying this is like for everybody. Um, but that it's okay to want that. like it's like we can make that socially acceptable again that like we want to be in loving connections with people that like that that's important that that is important. Um, it's important for our mental health. It's important for our emotional health. Um, it's important for the health of society, right? That we all get in our hearts and we can connect to each other and from heart to heart, right? Like that there's actually good [ __ ] that could come from that. Um, that we can make room for that. It's interesting. And now they're coming back to hope, right? And how that actually does breed hope. Um, hope is also an interesting word there. Uh, but yeah, just to just to put that out there. Okay, let's get back to this read here. I did not mean to be on here so long, but this is like it always happens. It always happens when I go live. Okay, let's pull some cards and then I'm going to I'm going to bounce. Okay, I was just going to say mental and spiritual health. Yeah, we we are social creatures. And I know that there's a big chunk of the collective that does not want to believe that that is like vital for our survival, but it is. It is. Relationship is vital for our survival as humans. Um, we're not that's not something to transcend. That's not something to evolve out of. that actually makes this experience well actually I I would argue it makes this experience very spiritual to be here on this planet to have connection I'm coming back now it's like the witnessing versus like naming, claiming and declaring right because kind of what I was saying the very beginning if you didn't catch that you know everything's timestamped here um when you're in your own bubble you're in your own container and you are learning or playing with the elasticity of self, of getting to know creator, your own ability as a creator, getting to know the void, and all of the limitlessness of potential, all the non-physical of what there is to create with, right? Technically, all of that being an illusion, without connection, without witness, it can still just be an illusion, right? Um, but when you connect with people from the heart, from the soul, it makes things very real and very reciprocal. And also things can shift very quickly um when everyone's coming from that same place. When people are not coming from that same place and people are just without that mastery of self, without that intention or awareness, just throwing their illusions everywhere and everybody, everyone else taking in illusions from everywhere and everybody, you get chaos, you get disharmony.

Anyway, again, waxing philosophical. Let's keep pulling cards. U having no cards out here yet. Um, any messages or insights for the collective at this time? I'm like try I'm trying to read without my glasses. I'm tired of taking them on off. Um, there is no spirit without the physical and relationships are the primary means through which we experience growth. Yes. Absolutely. Exactly. Exactly. See what we got here. It's funny. We're talking about moving mountains. We have mountains out here. Withstand your ground. And then we have traveler. Move in a different direction. That's very interesting. Um, that's very interesting. It almost has this feeling of like almost stop being a mountain or almost like stop being an Oh, interesting. Maybe it's even stop being an island. Um, but with mountains a stand your ground that always gives me like a seven of wands vibe. Two two on the counter thing as I'm saying this. Um, yeah, the stand your ground with mountains like that feels very like seven of wands, right? It's like traveler with moving in a new new direction. This is very sad which again the quarter moon is like right here essentially. But this is all about doing things differently. Doing things differently. Going to different environments. Um operating differently within yourself with people almost like away from that. Like away from that is what that actually feels like. Oh, why do you keep doing that? I played the video, didn't I? Yeah, it's playing. I don't know why that trick isn't working. Anyway, let's get a final card here. I don't know what to call this live. Any ideas? Any ideas what to call this live tonight? Maybe I'll just start a waxing philosophical series. Oh, that might be confirmation. Maybe that's just what I'll call it. Waxing philosophical number one.

Um, this is the problem with reading in the dark though when you're blind. Empathic star seed. Energetic sovereignty. Absorbing what's not yours. H that's very interesting cuz I feel like this is like literally speaking to what I was saying earlier, right? When we just absorb other people's illusions, we absorb other people's realities when they are lacking the mastery of self, when they're lacking awareness, when they're lacking intention, and then we are lacking like discipline in how we are engaging with that, right? That's how we end up just like creating chaos and absorbing more chaos. Um, that is actually what I'm getting with that. Even like just like the mirroring, right? The mirrors. I feel like I also channeled something like that recently, like in the last couple weeks. Maybe it was on Patreon. I don't totally remember. Um, excuse me. Where it was almost like like looking in mirrors but then like walking through your own mirror. I know I channeled that sometime recently. Um, yeah, I know I ch I know I channeled that sometime recently, but again it's like just the topic and awareness of the concept of witnessing versus naming, claiming and declaring, right? And even within like the practicalities of that being accountable to how you witness and how you name and declaim and declare, right? We we we're constantly weaving our reality. And you guys you guys know I I I feel very strongly about words like the power of words, right? Because they are spells and that is how you name and that is how you claim and that is how you declare. Uh we are constantly weaving spells by our words. constantly, constantly, constantly, right? And even when we're engaging with other people, it's so easy for people to like call a judgment or project. And again, this is almost like I know I'm getting into like, you know, back in waxing philosophical here. Um, distracting side note, but your glasses frames are giving me a huge dopamine rush. Is it just the colors? I like I've been I've been really struggling with wearing my glasses recently. These are actually my transitions. Um, my mains hold on. My main ones I've had a really hard time wearing them in the last couple weeks and I like I almost can't tolerate it, but they they fit my face the best just like comfort wise. So I'm like I'm constantly doing this like all day. Anyway, that's okay to be distracting.

Um, I want to come back to this message though. I want to come back to what I was talking about. Um, yeah, it's like the discipline and accountability of witnessing, naming, claiming, and declaring on either end, right? When we witness somebody to have the discipline to not judge, to not criticize, to not project because that is part of our um our non-physical pull, right, that we create from, right? our beliefs, our thoughts, our feelings, our experiences, right? And then it's like when you judge somebody, you criticize someone, you project, you project onto them, you're literally like taking you your stuff and putting it like into their reality. Um, and I know we know this. I know we know this, but do we know this? Right? So again, just to have like accountability as to how you affect another person in your spells, in your naming, in your claiming, in your declaring, in your witnessing. um not just for yourself but yeah for other people as well. And that's also something that I'm I'm getting on that card too. So to close, I'll try to like say this so simply. Um, oh like that's a sign that like yep it is time. Um, we are in a beautiful window right now. of mastering this of mastering the collective physical reality by mastering the physical reality of ourselves and in relation to other people. Um, yeah, and the importance of connection, the importance of connecting with people from the heart, from the soul, all that beautiful stuff, too. Yeah. Yeah. So that's it. That's all I got to say tonight. I will put my glasses on one more time just to like read the the final chats and then then I got to

Go. Um, see, I need to go see an eye doctor, but I keep putting it off.

Oh, don't put it off. Don't put it off. I know why. Like, this is happening because of like meta reasons. Um, but yeah, don't don't put off seeing the eye doctor. Eyes are precious. Eyeballs are very precious.

I'm sure they are. I don't know if maybe they have already done the whole like figured out the eye transplant thing. Maybe they have. I personally would not want to have to do that. Um, get your eyes checked. Get your eyes checked. Story about the elephant and the blind man. It really speaks to this.

I don't know that one. I don't know that story. Thank you. Is very necessary. Oh, you're welcome. Um, let's see. Don't go. I I have to I have to um I have to sorry, like I said, I I am so behind on sessions, it's like not even funny and my inner Cappy. Okay, a little t a little tangent talk and then I will go.

Um, my inner Capricorn is learning a lot right now in terms of like just like just when it comes when it comes to my work. I love my work. I value my work and I I value the people that I get to hold space for and the people that I get to channel for. It means a lot to me. And so when spirit like is putting me in these deep processes and then I can't like do what I thought I would have the space to do, my inner cappy is like just gets so restless. It's like nails on a chalkboard. Um and I and it makes me and it also just makes me feel like bad. But I understand I'm honoring the process. Um but everyone's been so understanding. Everyone's always understanding. Everyone's always understanding and it's just. Anyway, I'm very squirmy right now because of it. Very squirmy.

Uh, at least stay and treat us to a tangent. Well, I I g I gave you a tangent. I gave you a tangent. Uh, I don't know why, but this feels felt like a mystical sleepover. Well, the strong Pisces vibes. Yeah, I feel that. I feel that. Never cut alive before, but I love your vibe. So happy to have caught this one. It resonated so hard. Oh, you're very welcome. Thank you for making it. Uh, let's see. Let's see. Have a slumber party on live. Thank you for all you do. Yeah, thank you. You're welcome. That's what I meant to say. My my crown my crown's been going through so much. So, uh, hold on. Can I even share the [ __ ] that I've been going I I Yeah. Spirit's like, Spirit's like, "No, no, no, no. You are not you not you're not sharing any of that."

Um, what I have been going through started in June. I can share that. Started in June and I'm I'm at a crunch point with it that is very physical. very physical. Um, and I feel like every single day so much happens. It just blows my mind. Um, so it's it's just it's been it it's been it's been a hard juggling situation. It's been it's been it's been a hard juggling situation. Um, but I am incredibly grateful for it. I am because I know it's a really good thing and I know I'm being very vague but you know they're being very clear that I I cannot like be sharing about it.

Um, let's see. We need a reading in these eclipses coming up. Um hold on. I actually have a lot of channelneled messages that I need to do that I have written down like a lot. And I'm just catch I'm just catching the moments. Like I I'm just in I again I'm in just total Pisces state right now. Like total Pisces mode. Moment to moment. I I do what's right in the moment. Whether it's like oh I can get the I can get a couple sessions in. Okay. Oh [ __ ] I got to like sit down and I got to like commun spirit. Oh [ __ ] I got to go and I got to do this and oh okay this is the time for this.

Um so I actually do have a lot of messages to put out for the collective. Uh, I just I have not been allotted the window that aligns with putting them out. I think it's a good way to say that. Uh, but hopefully soon. Hopefully soon. But I will be live, like I said, uh, tomorrow for the patron weekly on Patreon and then I'll be live next week for the full moon total lunar eclipse Pisces hangout on Patreon.

Um, that is going to be interesting. I already know some of that is going to be different and I know I got my patrons in here. I already know that one's going to be different. I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know what is going to happen dayto day. Um, but I can feel it. I can feel it. Something's going to be very different about it, which is kind of exciting. But anyway, I really should depart.

So, as I leave, I hope you guys have an amazing night and or morning if you are in another country where the the sun is out cuz it's like I I don't know time zones, but I imagine at least like Europe or maybe you know that part of the country, it's probably the sun is almost up. Um, but yeah, just feel like there's something else I want to say here.

Um but yeah, as we depart, uh just grateful for your time, grateful to be able to connect with you guys in this moment. Um and as we leave, you know, we reclaim all our own energy back to ourselves and send back any energy that is not belonging to us. And we close this out with gratitude. Okay? All right. Have a good night, guys. Take care.