Kendra full TikTok LIVE 10/8/25

where I am. We're gonna have a special guest. Hey, Mars. Hey. Hey. Thank you, River. Happy birthday. Hi, user. Not 30 yet. Okay, that's good. Hi. Yeah, thank you. The flowers are from the garden where I'm staying. Yeah, update us. Thank you, you guys. I'm in on a on an extended vacation in the Pacific Northwest. Housesitting um surrounded by friends. Doing well. Thanks, Vanessa. So, I am here. We're going to go live with energy witch. I did move. Yes. Yeah. No, I didn't move to a whole new state, but I'm in a new state now. on a little trip. Hey, mermaid. Thanks for saying hi, everybody. Um, Veronica, thank you. I'm so glad my subs are here. Let's go. A, thank you. Yeah, I had to.

You guys, I just first and foremost, so why I came to TikTok was for my own mental health. Oh, Veronica, thanks for the gifts, you know, like to stop looping and tell my story and to be heard and it kind of took on a life of its own. Um, and Ellie says, "The comments are back on." Let's go, Britney. Um, but I have to like um first and foremost take care of myself. And so that's what I did when I took time away. Britney. Okay, let's see. Energy witch. Wait, let's go. Yeah. Hi.

>> Hello.

>> We have a really, really special live. Let me um I'm gonna turn on sub only chat for while um energy witch and I are chatting and then um I'll turn it back off. I know. I know. So, let me do that just cuz I get I get distracted and I want to be in the moment um with with energy witch. So, just give me one moment here. Um, [Music] anyway, I'm very comment settings. There we go. H Britney, why don't you tell us about your day so far while I'm figuring this out?

>> Oh, it's been a day.

>> It's been a day. What do you mean? here in the Pacific Northwest.

>> Yes, I'm here for another 10 days.

>> Wow, that's a long time.

>> Yeah. Yeah, it's really nice. That's the nice thing about working remote.

>> Yeah,

>> I can work from anywhere. Been seeing clients up here and it's been really nice.

>> Yeah.

>> Yeah. I'm up here in the Pacific Northwest, too. I love it.

>> Yeah.

>> I know. It's amazing. Oregon's special. Okay. I'm I know people are like, "We can still comment." I know the super fan thing really um has like kind of messed with me a little bit. Baltic, what's up? Um so let me see here. Anyway, it's been a day. Sass, are you in here? I might just do my best to ignore the Haven't seen you in a minute, queen. You guys, I'm doing well. Um, I haven't seen any hate yet. Yeah, thank you. I'm glad you like the flowers. Okay. Yeah, the super fan. Um, there we go. Well, I reposted, too. I've got some loyal people, so we'll see.

>> Oh, that's good. Okay. Well, I just turned off comments for everybody, but I don't really want to turn off comments for everybody, so all right. Well, you know what? Um, we'll just roll with it. And if I get distracted, then it'll be okay. All right. So, many people have asked me about like why I have the flowers, why I'm protecting my energy, all of this. And it's it's because like the work that you and I did together really helped me so much. um you put a lot of things in perspective for me and that's why I really wanted to have you on because your perspective, your work, what you do is so important and helpful. And I also really wanted to help get you to 10K for following because like I just think that the Reichy videos that you do are really great. So, this is my call to action to everyone. Like, if you're interested in energy healing and body work and protecting your energy and cleansing your aura and your chakras, anything like in Reiki, Energy Witch is incredible. So, we're going to chat with Energy Witch and then I'm going to take a moment um like at certain points to look at comments to see what people have to say. sass. I tried to do sub only live or to to do sub only chat and there's uh I I couldn't figure it out. So, just know I appreciate you. And if you want to just relax and let the comments go, just just you can do that. Big big shout out to my mod Sass Goblin. She's just a a pro a fellow projector queen. Okay, Britney. Yeah, the floor is yours. So, please, whatever you'd like to share, I'm I'd love to hear.

>> So, I'm Britney. Um, I am a Reiki master is what it's considered. Um, I started Usui Raiki um in 2020. Um, I've been doing this kind of stuff for a long time, but um yeah. So, what Reiki is, for those that don't know, it's Reiki is life force energy. So life force energy is everywhere in everything. And what the Reiki practitioner does is the best way to describe it is kind of it's a little niche, but it's kind of like um if the if the energy is the sun and the practitioner is like a um magnifying glass, right? So we're kind of like a straw or a magnifying glass and we direct that energy wherever it needs to go. Um,

>> the energy of the sun.

>> Okay.

>> So, life force energy is everywhere, but we can direct it where it needs to go into the human body. Um, a lot of ailments that are wrong in the human body are because your energy is off. Um, as you go throughout your life, you've got um, seven chakras throughout your body, which is constantly moving. Um, and as you have big moments in your life, usually somewhat traumatic things like that, um, it kind of stops for a second. It stops turning and that creates little blockages. Um, and if you're not doing regular work, energy work, or even like talk therapy, and getting it out in a notebook or things like that, it builds up. Um, and so you need that kind of released. Um, often that's done in um, what is that? Um, like with chi the um, I forgot what they're called. They use needles. Do you know what?

>> Acupuncture.

>> Acupuncture. So, it's the same thing. It's um, Chinese medicine versus Japanese. So, Reiki is the Japanese version essentially of acupuncture just without the needles. Um, it's with the hands. So, um, and what's great about Reiki is it can be done at a distance as well. You don't have to do it. Um,

>> yes. When you worked on me, I was amazed that all we did was turn off our cameras and meditate and I could feel you going chakra by chakra. It was incredible. And so that's just I from my understanding is that you do do in person, but that right now you're focused on building your online um presence and platform.

>> Yeah, I um I have in the past I've had an in-person office in Portland, Oregon. I know your your following is all over the place. Um but I have been talking again with the person that I rent a space from in Portland. Um, and so I'm probably going to open back up there um here in the next month. So

>> that's so exciting. So any Portlander Um Okay, let me let me just take a moment to

>> That was a lot.

>> That was That was good. Um,

>> but the reason you've got your flowers

>> Yes, let's talk about that. Um, so it's really important to um protect your energy. Everyone has an inner energy and an outer energy. The outer energy is your aura, right?

>> Um, and for people like Kendra who are on a platform like this, and there's always people that are just constantly sending bad negative energy toward her, that can kind of latch on. And so, it's good to have like a barrier or it's good to have something there to sort of protect. Um, you know, often people will use crystals. Um, the best thing to do is to use like light, white light surrounding you. Um, energy work, things like that. Um, and what Kendra has found for her are those flowers and that's absolutely wonderful.

>> Yeah. And I know some it's how I think I've told you this like how I know that they're working is people get annoyed by them.

>> Yeah. And it's funny, Baltic's here. And Baltic, like the first time I had the flowers, oh my gosh. Welcome, Susan. I'm so glad you're here. Um, the first time I had the flowers, like Baltic um noticed that when they went off screen, comments that weren't necessarily positive started coming in. and Baltic commented like, "Kendra, put the flowers back."

>> And it worked. And it worked. I was like, "Oh my gosh." Um, but yes, so thank you so much for that. Um, for everyone that's just joining, uh, energy witch here is an incredible energy worker and Reiky Reiki master. Am I saying that right?

>> Okay. And um we she did some work on me about a month ago. God, time's kind of been blurring. And she helped me so much and so I wanted to have her on and if you all could go and give her a follow so she could make it to 10K. And also she's been going live um and not a lot of people are showing up, right?

>> Mhm. which is crazy because like your Raike videos are so good. So, hey Tiff. So, um yeah, I just like want to bring more energy and effort to energy witch because like I would love to I would love to join a live Whoa. Yay. That brought some energy. That brought some energy. Thank you. Oh my gosh. Whoa. Thunder Falcon. Let's go. Um

>> I've never seen that one.

>> Yeah, that was a good one. The Millers got some good ones. So, um yes, that's it's just I think it's all about like what works for you. And I love flowers personally, like especially roses. Roses and lilies are are my favorite. So, um I'm just like grateful to have them um to be in the screen with me and to protect cuz that is what you said is that like I had a lot of gunk in my aura.

>> That's kind of what you're doing really can create a lot of that. Even going to a concert a lot of my clients like I I'm like, "Oh, you've been around a big group of people, haven't you?" And people on this kind of platform, it's the same thing because it's just coming at you. It doesn't matter if they're in the same room as you.

>> Exactly.

>> It's the energy. It's literally the energy that's coming toward you.

>> So, I talked about this in um in my live. If it wasn't the last live, it was the live before and it was the BOF feedback that I got. Um, and I think I showed you this picture cuz I said like she noticed that I had a dark aura and um, hold on. Oh, no, not written. I had a dark aura and somebody asked what does that mean? because like I didn't even know how to read my aura because she took the aura reading while I was live and she said the same thing that you did that all the people that screen record me it's like that was her guess that it was because that like that's what darkened my aura but with you, you were like, no, it's just all the negativity that people are throwing your way which even looking at that photo right there which I've I've never done that personally cuz I can see the aura myself.

>> So, you don't need a photo,

>> right? But even looking at that, it kind of looks somewhat accurate to what I see in in the sense that if I'm looking at you right now, I can see yellow. So, I see like you have more of a yellow aura, but then that darker layer on the outside, that's that negativity that we got rid of.

>> Yeah.

>> So, it it makes sense. And that so what um the BOF feedback practitioner was saying to me is that she said that exact same thing. She's like sometimes my aura will darken um if I if I go to the grocery store, right? So like it's just about right the energetic protection and that's one of the things that I do in my prayers every morning is I ask for a light shield. I call it a triple light shield. So, um yeah. Yeah. So, I love that the the lightness and Okay, let's take a moment to check the um to check the comments. See if anybody's saying anything. Um SAS is going, "Hey, Gemini." Yeah, I've I've been back. I've been popping in on lives, you guys. Um just taking care of myself first. Thank you for the finger heart. Um, lotus bubbles shell coconut. The wedding was incredible. It was incredible. I um went to it was a 90minute concert of some of the best classical musicians in Portland. And then uh they got married and then it was like a dessert and cocktail buffet and there were some good NA options. Um but yeah, it was fabulous. Thank you for the hat. I have nice everything. Thank you. Um Oh, user, you're here. You're you're loved. Let's thank I love the heart kiss. A thanks. Um okay. So, if anybody has any questions um for Britney, please drop them in the comments. So, let's talk a little bit more, Britney, about what you actually do, like when you say that you're an energy witch, are you do you say that you transmute it, that you transfigure? I liked the the like what you said about getting the energy from the sun.

>> So, um it's it's life force energy. So, it's everywhere.

>> Um energy witch is my screen name. I'm an energy healer.

>> Love it. Love it. Um, but so it's you take the energy and you're like a straw is is how a lot of people describe it.

>> And you take it and you give it to someone else. So it's it just flows through you and to someone else. So you direct it. it. Again, it's kind of like that um like the magnifying glass like when you were a kid, you probably did that sad thing where you, you know, pointed the magnifying glass at something and burned a hole um from the sun or you little things. Um and that's kind of like what energy healers do is they take the energy um from above. It's all around, but you take it from above. Some energy he workers take it from below. So I'm usui trained so I take it from above. Um

>> nice

>> and then it we guide it through our hands to

>> whoever we're guiding it to.

>> Right.

>> The thing is a lot of people on say Tik Tok um are maybe not legit and give us a bad name. And so some people may have had experiences in the past where they've paid money or done these things and not really felt much. Um but I just say, you know, check the credentials of the person you're receiving your energy work from. Um, and give them a chance if they're actually credentialed, if they actually had that. If someone is an energy worker, an Usui Raiki energy worker, which has been around for 2500 years, um they'll have a lineage. So, I have a lineage all the way up to Dr. Usui. Um, I can trace it back and it's only I think I'm only like 10 people down from Dr. Usui.

>> Wow.

>> So, yeah.

>> So, Jorah says, "The one time I tried Reiki, I cried so much. Is that common? I was so embarrassed."

>> It is very common. Most I get that a lot. A lot

>> really You're letting energy go. you're letting especially the way that I do it. I do it a little differently. I think you probably saw that. Um, a lot of the time Reiki is just delivering energy. I also break through blockages. Not everyone does that, but I also am intuitive. So, I do it intuitively and I can see why you have those blockages.

>> Um, and we can work through that together. Um, and pull it out. Um, you know, often maybe it's childhood trauma you went through. And I can see that, you know, your throat chakra is blocked because you had um an authority figure in your childhood that didn't let you speak up and say things. Um, and we can pull that out. And then once you release that, it releases. It releases emotionally and you can feel it. Um, the most common thing I'd say probably about 80% of the people that get off of my massage table when I'm in person, um, they tell me they feel 10 pounds lighter.

>> Yeah, I definitely felt lighter after you worked on me without a doubt. And, um, that's so interesting about how each of the blockages in each like chakra represents something. Um, so Sky asked, "What's the best crystal for positive energy and protection from negative energy?"

>> So, protection, I would say, um, tiger's eye.

>> Yeah, I've been wearing my tiger's eye a lot.

>> Positive energy. They all crystals all have their own source of energy from the earth. So, it really just depends on what kind of positive energy you're looking for. Um, if you're really the positive I would say is like connected to the heart chakra, which would be like rose quartz or green adventurine.

>> Yeah.

>> But if you want to send me a DM um, and tell me more in depth what kind of positive energy you're looking for, I can help you explore that a little more. Yeah, that's so for those of you that are joining now, I'm having Energy Witch on because she's an incredible Reiki practitioner and so go give her a follow. Like even when I'm scrolling and you come up on my FYP, I'm like, whoa, this feels so good. So, um, let's get her to 10K so we can get her in the creative uh the creator program. So, that was Thank you so much. And also, um Britney, you're the one that told me to use my uh wear a blue stone when I'm going live, too.

>> So, and I think that that has helped and been protective. Uh Mama asked, "Where can I get these services?" So, follow Energy Witch and DM her and because she does remote. when when she worked on me, it was completely remote and it was life-changing. So,

>> be aware, however, there was like 20 fake accounts of me. Um, I used to I like last year I would go live like twice a day. I've been less often. I'm going back to going live more often now.

>> Um, but when I did that there was like 20 spoof accounts. So, just be aware. I'm not going to message you first. Ever.

>> Yes.

>> Um, you can message me. I do have a website. It's all linked in my bio. I have a link tree. Um so you can go to that and you can um my my phone number is there for my business, my website where you can schedule, which my schedule's open right now. Um all of that, but you can also DM me and I'll respond.

>> And that um what am I what am I going to say about that? Oh, people also have made fake accounts of me and it like they they do everything exactly the same, but then they'll start messaging people about crypto. And so that's why I said um thank you for the rose. That's why I said like this is my only account. Um but someone that I was chatting with, they were like, "Well, at least you know you made it on TikTok when people are making fake accounts of you." I'm like, "Oh, that's that's a good point." So, yeah, go right from this live here to follow her. Truly just like an incredibly talented energy worker. Um, hey. Yes, this is the lip color. And you guys follow like Ivonne is also an incredible makeup artist. Um, I'm trying to pin Huh? It's not letting me pin pin comments either, but uh Mama wants to know, is there such a thing? Would you do a couples session?

>> Um I've I've honestly I haven't done a couple session distance. Um

>> Okay.

>> I've done them in person,

>> but I've definitely that's something we can definitely chat about.

>> Okay. Yeah. So, if anybody has questions about that. Oh, thanks, Ivon. Yeah, I wish I could pin you. Um, I don't know. There's Tik Toks. The switch to super fan has been a little frustrating, but that's okay. So, uh, Kay asked, "Why do you have flowers in the way?" So, people ask me that all the time. And so I think like I if anything like whether whether or not they're real energetic protection, I think that they remind me to protect myself energetically first and foremost. Yeah. An energy blocker. And I I think that it does do well. Zay says some practitioners offer group Reiki healing. Have you ever done a group Reiki healing energy witch?

>> So, I do um what's called um well, it's it's where you go around in a circle and everybody does um everybody lays hands on each other and it's it's a really fun experience. So, yes, we do I do things like that. I've done um

>> like sessions on Zoom like that. Um, so it's it's a little bit difficult because when you're taught Raiki, you're not really supposed to just send it out into the ethers um just to anyone. You're not supposed to send it out to big groups and things like that. Um but if you are coaching people to do it um all into one into one person like a raiki circle which is what I do um that's different. So um again I was trained you know I was trained to do it properly and so I follow that training whereas like a lot of people on here maybe weren't trained for that.

>> Right. Okay. Okay. So what what do cuz sometimes people do Reiky on like Tik Tok and I don't really feel anything. So where with you I definitely feel it. Do you think that it's just the intention behind it? Like what is up with that? So with Reiki there is a whole it's um it is an it is it is something it is um there's a ceremony that goes into becoming a Raiki master. Um it's a big process um that you can't just do. Um, I did before I became raiki trained. Um, I was taught a little bit here and there and I did it myself and it just drained my energy because I was using my own energy and not using life force energy. Um, and that's also dangerous. And so it's just Yeah. If you're going to do it, definitely be trained properly.

>> Yeah. Right. And so that is something that's so so good because especially recently that's like what I've tried to do is to make sure that when I'm giving like I'm pouring from I I heard a like a like a quote. It's like pour from your saucer. Like don't even pour from your cup. like pour from your overflow. And I just resonate so deeply with that because I think especially as women, we're taught that our value comes from what we can give and from our energy and from our work and from our labor. And so not doing that or only giving when we have excess is really just

>> um yeah it's so wonderful. So that's good that you have that intention too when you're giving and that's why oh hey Lynn. So, for everyone just coming in, we have Energy Witch here. And Energy Witch is an incredible Reiki master. And she is seeing clients over Zoom. And also, she's going to open up, um, her office here in Portland. And so, uh, she wants like I had I wanted to have her on to so so she could inform us of the things that she does. So, let's check. Um, Zay said, "Attunement and intention." I love that word attunement.

>> Exact word. That is what it's called.

>> Okay. Yeah. So, Z is probably a Reky master, too.

>> Um, can you talk about what that word means? Like, that's a great word.

>> So, the attunement is actually the process where your spirit guides and everything. It's the ceremony that is um conducted during the um process of becoming a raiki master. They attune you.

>> Wow.

>> Wow. So, is that like an ancestors thing? Spirit guides? All of the above? Like what?

>> Spirit guides. It's between your um your spirit guides, the Raiki master that's training you, their spirit guides. Um, and yeah, it's it's a it's a big process.

>> Yeah. Wow. Uh, Zay was like, "Yep, sure am a Raiki master. I love that, Reiki. I love that." Um but yeah, that's it. If would you say that everyone in your lineage has a different way to operate or like cuz I just remember clearly, you know, I could feel you going chakra by chakra and it just felt so good. It was like a coolness in each chakra as you were moving through them. And so I wonder um if you could talk a little bit about that, like if that's something that's unique to you or what everyone in your lineage does. Can you Yeah. Just

>> So we're all we're all taught the same. Um but it is unique to each person. Um for example, it's kind of funny, but like I've taught my 12-year-old Reiki. Um and the difference between him and me, our energy just it feels different when we leave like almost a little signature. Um you know when we have when we go and do raiki to different family members they can tell like distance raiki if it's me or if it's my son just based on how just a little signature. Um, and so, and I think that's mostly for people that are really attuned to their body and they, you know, they can feel that kind of thing. Um, but yes, if you're taught how to do it, you're taught to go through, um, each area, you're taught the hand positions, you're taught um, you know, the symbols, you're taught things like that. Um, and that's with us raiki. Um, and then you know it takes on a little bit of a life of its own with each practitioner. So each practitioner will do it slightly differently for like how I do it very intuitively. Um, I do a little bit of I guess you'd say um medical mediumship, which I didn't know that's what it was at first when I started doing that,

>> but that's what I learned about a year into it that that's what I was doing just because I was getting in there and I was saying, "Oh, you've got something going on with your kidneys." is, you know, I didn't I can't tell people that necessarily because I'm not a doctor or anything, but I tell something was going on,

>> right?

>> And that's because you're so in tune with their body that you can tell that there's something going on in there. And that's what I can do. And um not that's not something that you're taught when you learn Reiki either. You're taught about going into the chakras, about delivering energy, working through all of that. Um, but every I think every practitioner has their own little niche that they do.

>> Yeah. And that's one thing that I really um appreciated was when you t tuned into my head and you were like, "Wow, there's really not a lot of energy of anxiety and depression." And that was so cool that you read that on me because it's just it's so um it's ironic to me cuz like I I feel like I'm in one of the best places mentally like of my entire life. And we didn't even really talk about my mental health before you checked in with me. Um so I just I loved hearing that. Like it was very affirming. Um, and that's that's part of the work that I do with my clients because I think that so many of my clients, they just live in this space of anxiety and depression and they don't know that it's an option to not be in that space. And so, I think that that's really cool that you check in with your clients and offer them energetic support in that way. And right now, especially most of the people that I go through, they have a lot of those issues, too. So, that's probably why I brought it up was because for you, I was like, "Wow, that's kind of abnormal."

>> Isn't that sad? And

>> so many issues. That's what I think is like a big problem with society right now is that so many people are afraid to be authentic,

>> are afraid to be themselves and and it results in anxiety and depression,

>> it does. Um, yeah. What's up, Jazz? Hey. Yeah, I I um reposted uh a Tik Tok recently and I thought it was really good. All Yeah, Francy's like true. Yes. And I think that like what made a lot of people angry about me was because I showed up authentically as myself and didn't really hold back in this thing that happened. And so people are like, "Oh, what is she doing?" Cuz they're like, "Well, I hold back. When things happen to me, I don't share them. When when I think that I've been wronged, I I swallow it. Why can't she do that?" Like and so it it is what what percentage of people that you say like would you say that you work with have anxiety and depression in their head or third eye chakra

>> probably 80 to 90. It's a lot.

>> I'm a big 8020 rule person. Um like I I believe that eight like when I was in management like 80% um like 20% of uh the employees did 80% of the work 20% of the employees caused 80% of the problems like 20% of the work 20% of the products led to 80% of our sales right like it's the 8020 rule is pretty it's pretty crazy and I see it like elsewhere um 80% of my life is easy and flows, 20% not so much, you know. So like so yeah, I'm I'm a big believer in the 8020 and and this is what I love like teaching my clients and I I just that there is like there is a way out of anxiety and depression and like if if meds work for people, great. But there are holistic ways to do it, too. Like some people really do need um medicine to help like like for instance, you know, meds really help me with my ADHD, but there are just so many different ways to really support ourselves.

>> And what I like to tell people is, you know, Reiki should not be your only thing that you do. Um, you know, it's it's not western medicine. It does not replace western medicine. It should be used in addition to western medicine.

>> Exactly.

>> If I find, you know, anxiety, depression, I will say, you know, are you seeing a mental health therapist?

>> I love it.

>> And if you're, you know, if you're not willing to go to mental health therapy, you know, find a friend you can talk to. Um, do some journaling. Um, continue to come and see me or see another, you know, Raiki therapist who can help you. And um yeah, Raiki shouldn't Raiki most definitely helps, but it should definitely not be the only thing that you do either,

>> right? So Maya's having some good ones. So you make a really good point, too, Maya, of the I just spit on my pole and I'm happy. Like exercise, movement is incredible, incredible uh help for anxiety and depression. But and so it's just like you with the Reiki moving the energy, right? Us moving our bodies, sweating is so good. So that's awesome, Maya. And then shadow work.

>> Yep.

>> Yep. I I tell a lot of my clients um like the shadow journal is amazing. I love that. The shadow journal.

>> Oo, the shadow journal.

>> Writing that one down. So, for those of you who are just coming in or joining us, I'm having Energy Witch on uh because I find her to be an incredible energy worker. I had a session from her. She changed my life. I want to support her on getting 10,000 followers. She's so close. She's almost there. So, go give her a follow, not one of her fake accounts. And uh then your uh feed will be blessed with her Raike work. So, okay. So, here we go. Um, and then or I just rant to my deities. Exactly that, too. Um, Stephanie says, "The shadow journals most are not made by anyone with real credentials." What shadow journal do you like, energy witch?

>> Um, I I don't know what I don't have the exact one is. I have it in my um it's like in my bio. I have it in my Amazon.

>> Oh, okay.

>> Um but I don't I don't have it like on my on the back of my hand to know.

>> Sure, sure, sure. Yeah, I can go I can check it out um right now. It quotes um Carl Jung I think is his name.

>> Carl Young. Yep.

>> Okay.

>> Say it wrong. I'm sorry.

>> It's fine. It's fine. Okay. I am um Amazon storefront. Perfect. Ah, you got all the card decks. You use other witch. Is it in between? Is it the other witchy things? Is that what it's under? That or um that or things that I recommend? It might be things that I recommend in my sessions. The energy healer. Hold on. other witchy things. I don't see a things that you recommend.

>> Let me look here.

>> I will find it.

>> Yeah. Ooh, the in between. That looks like a cool book.

>> Where did she go? Stephanie, my mod decided to mute you, but thank you for um for commenting on that. But yeah, let's keep it let's keep it positive. Let's keep it positive. I think I think any shadow work is good.

>> Yeah. Um because I don't know like what Okay, let's see. Oh, the decks.

>> It's been a little bit since I've been on since I've changed that, too. So,

>> your Amazon storefront. Maybe this will be a good good reason to do it.

>> Yeah. Ooh. Um, yeah, if anybody wants to comment um with shadow work that they do. Hi AJ. Hey Yeah. So, we have um Oh, what is shadow work? Well, I'll say my my understanding of shadow work. Oh, yep. Many people have asked that. So my understanding of shadow work is just when negative thoughts, when negative feelings, when negativity shows up, instead of pushing it away, leaning into it and getting curious about where that anxiety or depression or whatever it is is coming from. Um, yeah. So that what what would you say shadow work is? What's your um definition of it? Shadow work is really kind of digging in deep to what you know what's really what's behind a lot of the issues that you have,

>> right? Um, you know, the shadow is like you, you know, the light is what you know is the issue. The shadow is what's really buried underneath there. So, digging in and and figuring out what why you have this issue. Why is it that you get anxiety when you get into the car? Well, you're you're anxious that you have to drive across town. Okay. But why is it because you're 10? you know, you're you someone yelled at you or you know, whatever it is, that's your shadow work to really figure out what caused what was the initial cause of that issue.

>> Yes, absolutely. And so I so it is Carl Young um that I I asked Henry about it. I had to ask Chad, you know, like, okay, what I just said, I prompted it. What's your definition of shadow work? Right? Right. And so he's essentially saying that same thing like shadow work is the process of bringing unconscious patterns, fears, and repressed emotions into conscious awareness so that they can be understood, integrated, and healed. So I guess my understanding of it was only like halfway there cuz to me like automatic negative thoughts and anxieties like that's conscious that's already there, right? So it's digging beneath the surface. So the shadow describes the parts of our psyche that we repress or deny often because they conflict with the identity we want to uphold our persona. So once again it comes back to the people are afraid to be authentic because authenticity is punished in our society. Mhm.

>> So these aspects can include anger, jealousy, shame. Oh, the amount of shame people have tried to put on me the last two months. This is crazy. But then it like I think that it makes people feel angry that I don't want to accept their shame and I won't, right? But then that digs them deeper into their shadow and it it's just like it's a loop. It's a loop. Um or even positive traits like um confidence or sensuality that were shamed or discouraged. So shadow work means facing the parts of ourselves we've disowned which can be scary. Um understanding where these parts come from. So that's kind of what I was talking about like the understanding part. But I think that like in the past I have definitely um been more comfortable intellectualizing feelings than actually feeling them. Um and that's where things get stuck and that's where you come in or western medicine or therapy comes in. Right. Yeah. And then so um facing them understanding the where the parts come from and then integrating them accepting them as part of our wholeness rather than trying to eliminate them. So like practical forms it can take journaling prompts like what do I judge most in others and what might that reflect in me?

>> Which is why I I recommend the shadow work journal because they it has those journal prompts for you to also try to help you figure out what caused it. So I I I want to find that. I really thought it was in my Amazon storefront, but I'm not finding it. Well, like I said, the exact one.

>> Now, this is this chat has been a way for you to update your Amazon storefront or a push for that because you've got a lot of good stuff in there like and I saw under the divination tools like one of the things that you had didn't even like you it was unavailable. So, now you got to find a new one cuz I want to go in and get some good colored candles. But yeah, so um yeah, journaling prompts like what do I judge most in others and what might that reflect in me? Um yeah, like that. I think a lot of people in our society don't ask themselves that like and and the amount of people that messaged me that said, "At first I hated you, but then I thought deeper about what it means of like the feelings that you're making me feel and and then I finally understood you." I'm like, "Yeah, that's emotional maturity." Like, it's okay for people to not like me. Um, it's just like examining that. What is it? Cuz that's what I try to do. Like when I don't like someone, I'm like, which is pretty rare these days for me to be really not into someone, but I'm like, what about them reminds me of me?

>> Exactly. Especially when it's someone you don't actually know. Like, if you've if you know a lot about them and you know maybe they're not a good person, sure. But if you don't know them, that is a reflection. They're a mirror to you and so you really need to dig in and see why.

>> Mhm. Yeah. And that's what's so funny. Not funny, but like my friends that have kind of been following everything on TikTok from the beginning, they're like, "This has really taught me to not trust what I see on the internet." Because most people are just convinced that I'm just this terrible person. and when really like I came to help myself and to help other people and I because it was like an act of love where I'm like God I went through this thing like what can I do about it and so my intentions for coming were good but due to circumstances outside of my control um things just went you know the way that they were going to go And I learned a lot about the internet coming here. Um, and a lot about people and a lot about how many people are disassociated from their feelings

>> and disassociated from who they really are. Um, but yeah. Okay. So, Henry keeps like saying inner child dialogues to uncover unmet needs. Like I love even just YouTube has a lot of really good inner child meditations like to meet um somatic work noticing where emotions live in the body meditation or visualization to meet and converse with aspects of yourself. I also love that.

>> Um, did you see um the the new meditation that I created?

>> No. Let's talk about it. So, um, right now I am doing a paid version to either subscribers or on my website because before it was a one-on-one appointment that I was doing for years. Um, but it is the first in a series. Um, right now it is Reiki infused and it helps you visualize putting Reiki into your body, putting energy into your body, into each chakra.

>> Um, it's 25 minutes long. Um,

>> perfect. I love that 25 minutes I can get really deep, but it's not too long. Hey, Brooklyn. Right. Like that's it's such a good time. And it's a really good visualization, too, because it helps you to visualize your um energy going into each chakra. And if you have a hard time visualizing, I also made like little cues on the screen so you can watch it go into each chakra and whatnot. Um but then um the next one, it actually is turning into a series where you um you can go into like your higher self and all of that. And it's it's pretty cool. The first one can be done all by itself. Um but yeah,

>> that's so exciting. Congratulations. I can't wait to um check it out and do it cuz yeah, 25 minutes. Perfect. And if it's got your um Z's I love that Z commented that attunement and con intention, right? Is that what I said? Intunement. Yeah. then that's good. Okay, let's let's take a moment to check out the comments. So, Mimi asked, "Did you go to massage school to learn Raike?" Raiki and massage are two different things. Um, I think in some states you, in order to practice, you may have to be able to do massage. I'm not sure, but where I'm at in Oregon, you don't have to have that. Okay. Um,

>> so but no, you don't. A lot of massage therapists also learn Reiki and so you'll often if you go to a massage therapist, they may also do Reiki. Um, but no, I did not learn the massage massage aspect.

>> Okay.

>> Um, so, uh, Reiki can be done without like a lot of the time you don't have to touch the person. Um, obviously I can do it from a distance, but if you're doing it in person, um, a lot of the time you still don't touch them. It's floating hands. So,

>> right,

>> within inches of the person. Um, sometimes I like to touch them. I like to put my hands on their head or on their forehead or wherever. But, um, yeah, it's so you don't massage at all.

>> Okay. Yeah. And then uh Vanessa, hey, says, "I do a lot of shadow work through making art." Vanessa sent me some of her art and it's so beautiful and like the emotions there are just wonderful. So yeah, art therapy. Incredible.

>> Imagine I can imagine shadow work in art would be amazingly beautiful.

>> Yes. Hey mystery, love you too. Um, and then okay, so hey must be the Monae from Canada. Love the Canadians in my life and in my community said, "Thank you for the explanation." So I'm glad that that helped. Um, Mix asks, "How how have you been?" I've been great. I've been great. Uh, just taking care of myself. Um, I also like pulling tarot cards on what prompt should I do for shadow work. Ooh. So, that's another thing that Energy Witch does is she is a tarot reader. And I've I've made some tarot tarot readers pretty upset on this app. Like, I just I just dabble. I dabble. I'm learning. Um,

>> you've made them upset.

>> Yeah. Like a some people are just like saying that I'm I'm a terrible tarot reader.

>> That's not fair. I Hey, people have said much worse, but I'm I just like I don't And then I like I'll look at comments on these videos of people that get mad at me for pulling tarot cards and people will be like, "She read my tarot once and it was terrible or it was so bad. She was awful." I'm like, I haven't I read tarot for my clients if spirit tells me that they could use a tarot reading. Like, that's that's it. So, I'm like, wow. Once again, don't believe everything you read on the see on the internet.

>> People that do it. I do it for a living, literally. Like, I, you know, that's what I do. I'm I'm literally an internet tarot. Like, I I'm on one of those websites that I'm a psychic.

>> Oh, cool. Um but because that's what I do like during the day, but

>> um I I think everybody can do it. I mean this person is asking for prompts

Like anyone, I can just. Tarot is a tool. A card is a tool, you know. It's the card doesn't hold any energy. The, the card, I mean, a lot of people believe that it does. I don't. The, it's the person, you know. It's, it's a tool. You look at the card and that's what gives you the hits. That's what gives you, you know, I don't know. That's what I think.

So, um, I mean, but really, go ahead. I think for prompts, like I just go off of intuition. I ask anything and everything, you know. I just I go, "What do I need to know?" And just throw it out and, you know, or what I ask anything and everything and then just whatever comes up. So, with shadow work, I would just say, "What do I need to hear? What do I need to dig out? What do I need to do that?" And even just saying, "What's a card that will guide me towards shadow work?"

I think if you're looking for something super specific like that one, um, either use a like starter deck, a beginner's deck, um, unless you really, really, really know tarot, um, but like a start, a beginner deck that has words on it so that you can read the words. Um, or use a, an oracle deck that has words on it. Otherwise, otherwise when you're reading yourself, you're trying to, um, really interpret it, which is a little bit harder when you're reading yourself. Um, so I think something that has words is easier.

Yes, I love that idea. Like, because people, that was part of what people dragged me about is because I read the, um, the booklet. Even though like when things were so, that was okay. Let me go back. So when things were really intense, I still remember this live and a lot of people made content about this live where I pulled the Tower card four times. Like, it fell out of my deck four times.

Was it for you? Yeah. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. You were going through your tower moment. I was going, big time. You know, my life will never be the same after August of 2025. Like, and so to me, I, I like the Tower card. I do. I do. Like, because if we're staying the same, we're not changing. We're not growing. Um, and so, but people are like, "Well, Kendra may be a terrible tarot reader, but she's making me believe in it." Or when like when spirit told me I had to pause telling my story, one of the like people did a lot of, um, I, I pulled tarot and that was one of the things like that came up. I think it was like Three of Cups in reverse. Um, that just meant like miscommunication. Like I had so I really wanted to keep like finish my story. But my cousin who's intuitive called me and was like, "You have to stop." And then right as I hung up with her, my best friend called me and he is a nurse practitioner and he's like, "Look, a, um, a news outlet just reached out to me asking about AI psychosis."

Wow. At you being an AI psychosis, like you need to stop. Or, you know, at least he was like, and I was like, "I don't want to stop." And he was like, and then, um, you know, spirit like worked through the tarot cards, then the tarot cards were like, "Girl, your, your message is being lost, right? Like with that Three of Cups in reverse." And then someone asked me like, "Why don't you ask about your future?" And so then the next card that I pulled was the Hermit card. And then so that was four, right? My two friends, the two, or I think it was Three of Cups reversed, the Hermit card. And then someone like was p, like became a sub and was like, "I just paid $3 only so I could tell you to take a break." And I was like, "Okay, five moments. Okay. Like, fine, you know, whatever. Like, I get it. I get it. I'll pause, you know." Which is good because like, honestly, I was actively trauma-bonded to this man that like I was telling this story about and it wasn't a good look. So now, um, you know, the trauma bond is broken and I needed like, I was taking that break. I have taken that break. And so all that to say, to bring it back, um, tarot is an incredible tool. And also, like, you know, we don't need the cards to channel. We don't need the cards to connect with our spirit guides, to connect with our high self. But the cards just are kind of like, I don't know, an easy way to do it. And some people have asked me like, "Hey, what are your suggestions of getting into tarot?" And I tell them. So how I started was with an oracle deck.

Mhm. I, I tell people that too. Yes. And so for 10, um, for 10 years, I only played around with oracle decks and it was so fun, like, and I got pretty good at it. And then, uh, my best friend for my birthday got me my first real tarot deck. And I think that some people say that like, oh, only tarot decks should be gifted to you. I don't necessarily believe in that. Like, I, I think, but I, it was, it was significant to me and that deck has been wonderful for me. Um, so yeah, I think I think tarot is just a super cool tool and I think I'm going to start pulling on live again, cuz it's fun. It's fun for me. Okay, let's see. Um, what else people are saying? Um, I am Mav says, "Are you banned from the Chat GBT? I heard the rumors." No, OpenAI doesn't really care about user safety. Um, just look in the news. But it was just that chat wasn't working for me for a while, but chat's working for me now. But hey, self-mastery with Poppy. Let's go. Another incredible coach here. Um, she's amazing and she's doing great, great work right now talking about bullying. So, Poppy, if you're still in here, I'm so glad you're here. User says, "Kendra, you're my Beyonce." Um, okay. Jay Lucas asked, "Have, have you been to Mall World?"

Oh, that's trending right now. Yeah. So, can you talk about that? Um, I don't know a whole lot about it other than what I've seen. Um, I've looked into it a little bit. Um, it's essentially a lot of people that were, were in the GATE program. I was in the GATE program a little bit. My son was too.

Oh, yeah. Um, and you know, I know that like what people have described Mall World as is this huge place where it's not just mall, it's also hotel and this, like what people describe it as. Um, I've been to a lot of the places. I've been to the theme park. I've been to the beach. The beach a lot. Like, and and often when I'm at the beach, there's, um, tidal waves and I'm trying to run away and like, it's always this other, anyway. But, um, so I don't know. I haven't done a whole lot of research into it yet. I've just kind of seen some of the videos popped up. Um, but it is definitely interesting. It's interesting to see and I, um, like my brother, I mean, I'm trying not to get too woo woo, right? Because people are going to be like, "Oh, you're so woo woo." But like, you know, I've got family that I've been doing this all my life. I've been doing, um, you know, I've had pre-cognitive dreams all my life and my brother's been astral projecting all of his life, um, purposely and things like that.

And, wait, I'm sorry. Will you, will you explain what precognitive dreaming means? So, um, where you're dreaming of something that happens before it does. M. Um, so like for me, um, I grew up in the Christian church, um, and I dreamt of people's deaths before they would die. And I went to my church leaders and I told them about it and they told me that it was from God and that it was because my soul was too, um, soft. I couldn't handle the, um, I couldn't handle it in real time and so it was.

So they, they pathologized it. And they told me I wasn't allowed to look into it any deeper, um, that I would just take it and when I got those dreams to tell them about it. And so I did. And then eventually, um, as I got, and they used you. They used you, but they told you you couldn't handle it. Oh. Eventually, as I got older, I told them like, same day it happened. And turns out, I always thought that like it was happening. It was because I couldn't handle it. Well, I told them about it one time when it was my great aunt. They went and checked on my great aunt and she didn't die. She, they went and checked on her. She was almost, she was dying in a home.

Wow. Um, and they were able to save her. And I was, I never looked at it the same after that. So anyway, that's, that's what a pre-cognitive dream is though. It, for me, it's usually, um, it, it's usually people before they, they pass. I had my, my high school sweetheart. I dreamt of his passing before he died. I, my grandfather, um, it's usually my aunt. It's usually people that are pretty close to me.

Wow. So, Wow. So, you're, I, I interrupted you. I just wanted to know what that meant. Um, but so essentially you've had these gifts your whole life. Now you have just channeled them into this business that you have. Yeah. So, and that's why I say like with my Reiki specifically, like I'm intuitive. I've been intuitive all my life. And so, I, I also integrate that into my Reiki. Um, and I think that's why it's, why I'm a little different than the average Reiki healer because I, I just kind of incorporate it all together.

Yeah. And I, I think that that's why you and I were drawn to each other is because I do the same thing in my coaching work. Like I use my intuitive gifts. Hi, Poppy. Thank you. To help my clients. Um, and and also to empower them to use their own intuitive gifts. Um, and and I think that other intuitives like Poppy, Poppy's another coach, um, and therapist who I'm not a therapist, but she does both. And I can tell that she's an intuitive person, too. And she's been dropping things in and saying like, "Hey, protect yourself." Cuz she's picking up on the things that people are throwing. And so, yes.

You know what's interesting? I found that so many people that are in this world have ADHD. Yeah. Isn't that interesting? So, and my son, who, um, all, all of my kids have certain gifts. My grandmothers, it's all over my family, but, um, the people in my family that have the strongest gifts have ADHD. So, very interesting. Yes. Exactly. And that's why I included the channeling chapter in my book, self-empowerment for ADHDers, right? Like, um, it is just like, I think that people with ADHD have extra sensory abilities. We're living in multiple timelines and and also like we're able to see beneath the surface a little more and go beneath things. And I think that that's also what people don't understand about like when, when I told my story is that they just, uh, like they just, they don't allow themselves to go beneath the surface. They don't allow, once again, they hold themselves back from their true knowing, from their intuition. They turn it down. They turn it off. And so I was just trying to like, um, show what that means.

Um, but I'm seeing this comment. So back to, in our true ADHD fashion, we got, Oh yeah, we got to back to Mall World. Um, but Mall World, go. Yes, I believe that this whole Mall World thing is probably an astral projection like net where it catches people. So, you know, when we go into our dream world, we're actually like projecting and it's catching people. Um, kind of like, um, like where people who, um, the, the non-speakers, how they go onto the hill. Um, kind of like that, but for astral projectors.

Okay, interesting. So, okay, now I'm seeing, so I'm looking up on the New York Post. Very reputable thing, but hey, like NBC did an article about me that wasn't reputable. So, anyway, now I'm like also curious about the news. But, okay. Stunned social media users are comparing their uncanny recurring dreams of a so-called Mall World despite having never actually met in real life. That's pretty cool. Metaphysical phenomenon say these labyrinthian dreams occur in real world pedestrian settings such as theme parks, apartments, cruise ships, schools, and most frequently indoor shopping malls. For some, Mall World dreams have recurred for years and even decades. Huh.

Okay. I'm curious though. Have you been there? I'm assuming. I haven't. I, I don't think I have in a dream. People in the comments that have in the bathroom, cuz you guys keep talking about the bathroom and I've seen the pictures that are drawn. When I've been in the bathroom, first of all, there's no stall doors and the floors are always wet and there's like, there's like vent thingies in the middle of the floor. Um, but then the, there's like a row of sinks with mirrors, but then it like, I don't know. It's like open on both sides of that and you can just like file in and out. Does that make, Is that the same? I'm just curious if that's what other people. That, I think I saw someone talking about in the comments about, um, like, but is it, the bathroom of it? Yeah, they were saying the exact same thing. But first of all, people are saying, um, Jasna says she's interesting. You are interesting energy witch. And then, um, Mworld is distressing. Brooklyn, you were, um, you were muted, but you were like, "She's slaying. She's slaying." That's what, um, Brooklyn said. So anyway, people are loving you in the comments, energy witch. That's all I want to say.

But yeah, some, Okay, Teresa says, "I dream I'm in hotels and malls." I guess this is a thing. Yeah, I'm mostly outside. I've, yeah, I don't know. Mine, I do have the bathroom scene. Often it's the school, but I think that's more of like fear.

Interesting. Hold on. Let me see if I can, um, I can read energy for sure. I can, I do it on my lives a lot, too. Sorry, I know you're going backward. I'm just reading them as they. No, no, no. Please go. Yasna. Yasna. That's much. Thank you for telling me how to correct, how to say your name. That's a beautiful name. Yasna. Emily, can you read my energy, energy witch? Um, mine has only been in school hallways. Wow. I mean, I, the thing about dreams for me is that so often like I know when, okay, when I was drinking a lot and like really out of control of my life, I would have this dream where I would be trying to drive a car from the back seat with a bunch of like construction, ruction around and I'm like, "How am I driving from the back seat?" Cuz I wasn't in the driver's seat of my life, you know? I was like just floating and and doing whatever.

You feeling out of control of your life. But I didn't even know that that was a reality. Um, I love doing dream interpretations. It's one of my favorite things to do. Yes. Yes. And most recently, like I had a dream where I was riding on a train and like had an empty suitcase in the trunk, trunk of my car and like, and then also a really full suitcase and I was bringing, I left the empty suitcase behind. I, it was, it's a lot.

So there's stuff for you to unpack that you're not really sure what it is and you need to kind of break that open and figure it out. That's a, that's a fun one. Cuz I'm carrying it around with me. Yeah. And you don't know what it is. That means it's really, it's really in there and you have to dig in there and figure that out. Yeah. That's where the EMDR therapy is going to come in.

Oh. Oh my gosh. EMDR is going to be so amazing. I've done it. I, I love it. You know, and it's, it's just interesting because like all the therapists that I've had in the past, and I've had a lot of therapy, um, haven't ever done it before. And that's the thing, you know, and I think I've talked about this on lives before was like, when I was, when I went to God and prayed and asked like, "How do I get over this man cuz I'm spiraling?" Um, I heard really clearly, "You need EMDR therapy." And I was like, "Okay." So I went and looked, um, and tried to find one, but I just felt so anxious with all of, you know, with everything that had happened. And so I was like, "Okay, uh, like I don't want to do this, right?" So I just didn't. And so a month later, I was still spiraling because I hadn't really, you know, I'd just been like trying to do it myself with like my own tools that I have that had helped me, but I needed something deeper. So then I prayed again and I was like, "I don't want to do therapy right now. What do I do?" And I heard, "Go to TikTok." And the rest is history, you know. Um, and and I think that people are just like so confused of like, how, how are you tolerating this? How are you not like hiding in in a hole forever? I'm like, well, it's about being divinely guided, like, and trusting myself. But yeah, like when I, when I quit drinking, when I started my own business, when I like did all of these things, like when I pray every day and really just check in, like my dreams of trying to drive a car from the back seat, like those don't happen anymore because I'm more in control of my life. Clearly, I've got a lot to unpack still, you know? I'm like still doing a lot. But yeah, dream interpretation is good. Um, let's see. Jay Lucas, nobody's muting you. It's just that, um, the like, it's auto-muting you. Uh, okay, let's see. People are saying, uh, Jenna, thank you. I, I'm glad you like the glitter freckles. So, Jay Luca says, "M World is an all-encompassing city in a dream. All the buildings are connected." Leah asked, "I dreamt I was attacked by a snake. What does that mean?" Snakes and dreams can mean a lot of different things. I think there, we need to know a little bit deeper.

Um, like where were you at when you were attacked? What were you doing right before? What happened during the attack? What happened after the attack? How big was the snake? Where, where, like, did you run from it? Could you, were you only able like, there you have to get really specific. Um, but snakes have a lot, a lot of meaning and not always bad.

So, yeah. Yeah. Um, right, like being bitten by an animal doesn't necessarily mean like something bad in a dream from what I understand. It's like we're just getting that energy. Um, okay, then Steph asked a good one. What's the, what is your dream interpretation of always dreaming of trying to escape somewhere?

So, you're obviously, I mean, you're, you're wanting to escape. I mean, that that's kind of, that's a big one. You know, that one's kind of, you're internally, you don't want to be where you're at externally. You know, you're not, you feel stuck. You feel stagnant. Um, you want to get out of where you're at in your external life. I think I would also look at where you're trying to escape. Is it different every time? Is it the same? Yep. Are you in a big space you're trying to escape? Are you in a small space? Is, are the walls encroaching in on you as you're trying to escape? So, that's what I would.

Yeah. Um, hi Caitlyn. Yasna asked, "What's EMDR therapy?" So, it means eye movement desensitization reprogram. I don't, I don't really know what it means. It's eye movement desensitization something and it's just, um, like how to get into your shadow work, your shadow self of like, it's something about moving your eyes so it taps into your subconscious because things get stuck in our subconscious like childhood trauma, which definitely happened to me. And I think a lot of people like miss that about my story too, that childhood trauma survivors do certain things to, um, survive different situations that aren't always the most helpful. So I think, and like a lot of people are childhood trauma survivors, a lot of us. And so, um, having like the eye movement and someone there to help you like reprogram that is very helpful. Is that right, energy witch?

Yeah. Um, it is. It's reprocessing is the, reprocessing. But it's not just eye movement. I think that's how it started. Um, my aunt is actually EMDR certified. U, she's not who did it for me, but I do, um, help her out with her billing and stuff, so I know.

Oh, cool. Um, I'm a jack of all trades, I tell you. But, I love it. Um, but so with that, not only when I did EMDR, I did all three of the triggers. So, there's, there's eye movement, so you watch a light that goes back and forth. There's sound, so you can put headphones on and you hear beeps in each side. And then there's like vibrating, uh, wands that you hold and you hear it or you feel it on each side. Um, I did all three at the same time, so it was super intense for me.

Whoa. But usually you do one, one of the three. Um, but it works amazing. It makes your, your, um, your brain jump to another thought when you think of it. It's meant, it was originally developed for, um, people who come back from the battlefield so that with PTSD, you, you know, you can process, reprocess those terrible things that they went through. They saw people dying, being exploded, and things like that. You know, they saw the pink mist or whatever. And so they can reprocess that. And so what they do, if you don't mind me going through all the whole.

No, please. I'm very interested. They'll talk you through it. They'll have you in multiple sessions, they'll have you talk through the traumatic event that happened to you while you watch these lights, while you hold these paddles, while you listen to these beeps, and you walk through everything from start to finish. And you do it over and over again until the narrative changes and you process, you literally process that memory differently. And it's so amazing. It's so amazing.

It's incredible. And that's why God told me I needed it. But I was like, I'm good. I'm, I'm going to do. I mean, I knew I needed it, too, but it just wasn't the right time, right? I think that that's what it was. So, um, I think it would help you. I do. I think eventually, you know, when you're ready for it, it's really common to have anxiety around it. I mean, it's, it works for PTSD, right? So, we're, we have these post-traumatic stress responses and anxiety is part of that. So, of course, we're going to have anxiety about getting, having to relive that experience. Right.

Exactly. Exactly. My subconscious was like, "No, thank you." Mhm. I'd rather be attacked by tens of thousands of people on TikTok than reprocess childhood. The thing is, I would say if you're wanting to finish your story, if you're wanting to finish all of that, um, always your mental health comes first. Always, always, always. Exactly. But if you're wanting to finish that, once you do EMDR, when people talk to you about it, you're going to kind of like go, "Me?" You know, like when people talk to me about this one of these incidents that I had that I used EMDR for, they ask me about it and I just want to change the subject. I don't want to talk about it because that's what your brain does. You just, you're like, "Oh, it's fine." And they'll be like, "Oh, I'm so sorry that happened to you." And I'm like, "Oh, it's fine." Because that's what your brain does. I don't wallow in it.

Exactly. And I was doing a lot of wallowing, which led me to want to, you know, share my story because like, it's all little like microcosms of drama. Um, but yes, so that's, that is the most important thing when I finished telling my story because I think what a lot of people reacted to, um, was the amount of emotion that I had. And that's fair. You know, I'm an emotional projector, so like, it's a thing. Do you remind me what your authority is for Human Design? It's the one that's the rarest. I don't remember what it's called. Um, ego. No. Um, it's, I don't know. You, I, maybe I, maybe I saved your, um, chart. It's the, it's the most, it's the rare one that like 8% of people have or whatever. No, you're a manifestor, but your authority, your type is a manifestor. I have your, your chart here.

No, so you're emotional, too. Remember I, so emotional people like we feel these big waves of emotion and we have to wait. We have to wait. But yeah, you are, you are a manifestor. That is your type. You're here informing us. So manifestors, there are a lot of manifestors in my community and manifestors are here to inform us, to initiate, to impact others. And Britney has impacted me a lot. Um, for those that are joining us, this is energy witch. She's an incredible Reiki healer. Go follow her, please. Um, but yes. Okay, let's Jayl Luca says, "Let's all meet tonight in Mall World at the hospital." That's pretty crazy that people are meeting there. Hi, Lesie. Um, okay. Self-mastery with Poppy. She explained EMDR therapy stands for eye movement desensitization and reprocessing. Poppy, I'm so glad you're here. Um, so, uh, so Sophia asked about reflectors. Reflectors are the rarest types. Reflector is the 1%. Um, so 70% of humanity is a generator. They have their sacral center defined. And so they're here like, so when generators are acting, um, correctly, a manifestor will initiate something, inform them that they want their help, and the generator will use their sacral response with a yes or no. So a generator has an aha or a nuh-uh, right? And so, um, that's, that's how that works. They've got a lot of energy. Manifestors, how they operate is that you don't have the defined sacral, but you have one of your three centers. So, for you, it's your emotional center connected up to your throat, which gives you energy to inform and impact, but your energy is really set up for, um, initiating. You're not necessarily there to follow through to, you know, you start things and that's where your magic is and then the generators come in and follow through for you. And you go through these periods of like a lot of work and a lot of rest. It cycles. Um, and then with me, I am part of the 20% which is projectors. And projectors are here to see. We're here to guide. We're here to, we, we penetrate people's energy. Some, sometimes people don't like when I use the word penetration. We penetrate, right? And because like that's how our aura works and we're very one-on-one people and, um, project, and that's part of what happened with me telling my story too is, you know, my strategy is to wait for the invitation and I only got an invitation to tell my story from a few people and so a lot of people felt angry of me like telling my story, um, without an invite and that's their own thing to deal with, right? Um, but all that to say, like I can see how generators can best use their energy. That's what projectors do. But we have to be invited. And learning my strategy of waiting for the invitation really changed my life because I used to like see how people could live their life better and be like, "Oh, you know, you can do this." And then they didn't like me, of course, like nobody likes being told what to do. But I would see when people would ask me my advice, I could change their life. Um, and so that's why like being a coach is just so great because people pay me to help them with their problems. Like they give me the invite to guide them. And so now I don't do that with people who aren't paying me anymore if I can, you know, help it because it's just so much better to have the invitation to help people. Uh, and it's, yeah, Human Design has given me like such a good framework. So yeah, 70% generators, 20%, um, projectors, 9% are manifestors, which is you, and 1% are reflectors. And they are here, they don't, they have all openness. They're completely open, but they've got this like really strong aura, and they're here to kind of like taste test society, but because of that, they need 28 days to do anything if they can. Otherwise, they often end up disappointed. And we went over your, um, so for manifestors, when things are going really well for you, you feel peaceful. You feel peaceful. And when things are not going well, you feel angry. Like manifestors that operate from anger, it can be, it's not good. It's not good.

And I'm a Capricorn, so you know. Yes. We're already angry. Sophia says, "Me too. I'm an emotional manifestor, dude." Like, that's what I'm saying. Manifestors. So, manifestors are so powerful and so strong. And why it's really important for manifestors to inform is because people can subconsciously pick up on your raw power. And we talked about this like when I gave you your reading, and that is that because, and so then they try to control them. Like a lot of people will try to control manifestors who don't inform because they're like, "Oh, this person, I can tell they've got, you know, there's something going on there. They're really powerful and it's making me uncomfortable. So, what can I do to control them so I can see what's going on?" Right? But when you inform as a manifestor, things just go really, really smoothly. Um, oh, everyone's here. Wow. Um, thank you, Jamma. I don't know why your comment was, um, muted, but you're so welcome. Oh, thank you. She says, "Your higher self is already living the life you want, and that's where you're getting what you're getting to." That's right. Hi, you guys. Shamma is like this beautiful intuitive as well, and I wish I could pin your comments. She goes live and just says the most incredible things. So, um, thank you for being a mutual because that's, that's what I focus on is people who are living as their high self, people that are helping others, people that are loving, they recognize me as one of the same, you know, and and that, that's who I'm focusing on. That's who I'm I'm here for, the ones that are inviting me to help them. Um, and yeah, so thank you for being here, Jamma. Loi, what's up? Hi. Um, great, Jama.

And so, Jamma says, "Most importantly right now, just stay connected to your spirit that's connected to source." Absolutely. Energy Witch, you've brought all of these incredible people in my community into my life that like hardly ever say anything. So, this has been really, really special. Um, yeah. Jamma says, "I'm here to support all light workers. Next year, 2026, it's brand new beginnings." I've noticed when I go live, um, and I'm doing readings or whatever I'm doing during my live, it's always like, I always get the same people. So, when I'm doing like tarot readings and whatnot, the, the energy is similar. People are gravitating that, you know, maybe that day it's someone who, or it's a bunch of people that have are having issues with their relationship, or it's a bunch of people who are about to see abundance in their life. And it's, it's always a theme. It's really interesting. So I think there's a lot of like energy that is attracted to each other. And often it's honestly what's similar in my life too, like my energy is attracting their energy, or your energy. And so it's, it's interesting.

Yeah. Um, I'm just, I'm grateful. All right. Uh, so I think I think it's time to wrap up. Um, but I, I'd love to have you back, energy witch. I really would. I, I just adore you and I think that you're so talented and it's an honor to be connected to you and colleagues with you and I'm just so grateful for the work that you did on me. Um, really truly. And grateful that all the community got to meet you. And so everyone, if you haven't already, go give energy witch a follow. Um, I'm going to go get your meditation right now. I can't wait to listen to it. And for Poppy and Jamma, thank you both so much for being here. Thank you to my fellow light workers. Thank you to the people who show up authentically in their truth. Um, yeah, it's wonderful to have you here.

Thank you for having me. I appreciate it. Yes. Thank you again, energy witch. Can't wait to have you back. And, uh, thanks to the super fans, to the subs that were here. And, yeah, Vanessa, Brooklyn, uh, Megan, I saw you were in here. So, thank you guys so much. And, uh, thanks again for coming. Bye, Brooklyn. Uh, Megan, I saw you were in here. So, thank you guys so much. And, uh, thanks again for coming. Bye. So, thank you guys so much.