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All right, Pisces. Let's get into a reading. So guys, if you need anything, check it out down below. I did have readings on sale. If there's any more available, you'll find that in the comments section, as well as the oracle cards that I'm going to start out with. You can find the oracle cards down below on Amazon, Etsy, or eBay.
All right, let's get into a reading. So I got really anxious as soon as I started this reading, and I was thinking, "Oh, somebody's anxious. Somebody's stressing. Somebody's nervous." Okay. Do we want to know why? Somebody could be keeping a close eye on you; this could be their way of feeling close to you. So somebody who wasn't willing to compromise. So sometimes compromising could be, do I want to be single? Do I want to be in a relationship? Well, if I decide to be in a relationship, I'm going to have to be selfless. I'm going to have to pour into that person. I'm going to have to care about that person's wants and needs and if their well-being. This person could have decided to not compromise. And they could have even told their own self, "Oh, you'll be fine. It's fine. You're not going to regret this. You're not going to regret this. You're not going to regret this." But what they're not realizing is that they are going to regret it. And that's the reason why they're keeping some sort of close eye on you because they're trying to find confirmation that they did the right thing. But I'm—what I'm seeing is that this person's actually getting the complete opposite. I'm even going to go on a limb and say that this person never rejected you. So this person could have played games with you. This person could have kept you at arm's length. I'm definitely getting that this person did not want anything more with you, but they didn't have the strength, the personal power, or the courage to reject you.
Yeah, I'm coming back because I want to talk things through. So what is it that this person wants to talk through because they weren't interested enough to compromise or step up or nurture this? Here's an example: If you get a dog, aren't you interested in it flourishing, in it being okay, it living a happy life? Most of us would say yes. You could get a turtle, a snake, a cat, and feel the same thing. So it's so interesting because it's like this person, they know good and well that they weren't willing to do what they needed to do to secure this, to have this, to keep access to you. So much so that they now have to keep a close eye on you, whether it's asking family about you, asking friends about you, snooping on your social media. This could be someone who goes and snoops on other people's social media to see if you're on there. And they could even be thinking about coming back because they want to talk something through. But I'm also seeing that this person has the tendency to be like hot and cold. Well, I want to talk things through. Okay. Well, you triggered me, so now I'm going to react instead of acting in a way that's mature. That's what I'm getting from this person. Okay. So someone who didn't necessarily reject you, but they didn't nurture you, is wanting to have a talk. What do they want to talk about? They want to tell you that they can't quit thinking about you and that they're feeling like they've awoken to something that they can't ignore. It's like this person wants to come in and say, "I see the truth, and now that I see the truth, I can't unsee the truth." They feel like there's a connection here that they can't explain, but they have been learning valuable lessons, which again could be the compromising energy. Sometimes in life, when we're not willing to compromise, we lose out. An example would be, let's say that you're about to go get your dream car, and you know maybe it's $50 more than what you can afford. Well, you can compromise and maybe get rid of something. Whether it's your weekend go-outs, whether it's your nails, drinking, your smoking habits, there is something that you could let go of, but that's that compromise. Am I willing to compromise and let go of this or change something to get what I want? And what I'm saying is that that could have been the lesson is that this person needed to learn something the hard way.
Now, what does this person want? They want your energy. They want your attention because it's addictive. They kind of still want to keep their options open. It's so interesting because it's like, well, I like you, I want you. Well, do you want to nurture me? I mean, what day though? What day you need me to nurture you? Is it going to be on Friday, 'cause I'm busy on Friday? That's this person's energy. And again, that's the valuable lesson. Do you actually care about someone if you don't care enough to nurture them or care about their well-being? And I'm even going to go as far on a limb to say that this person doesn't want to reject you. They don't want to step up, but they also don't want to reject you. Why? Because they still want access to you because your energy, your personality, is addictive, especially to this person. And I'm seeing that this person could still want their options open. They could still want to be a free agent. So if this is your story, you need to decide what you want. Okay, what does this person want with you because they plan on coming back wanting to have a cheaty chat? What do they want? They're doing reflection on that. They're doing a reflection on how they feel about you, what they see you as. They see you as someone who is loyal, consistent, stable, but they are doing reflection around the fact that they have the tendency to be guarded or shut down. So when they come back and they want to talk things through, what does that look like? Because here's the thing, they can talk all day, but if you guys have a conversation and then the next day nothing changes, that was technically a waste of time, just to be blunt. And you know, I'm kind of in a hateful mood all of a sudden. So some of you might even feel hateful when this person like pops back in, bumps in, 'cause it's confusing. You're either interested enough to be here or you're not. Which one is it? Well, I'm interested. Are you? Are you? This person would be the kind of person where they would visit a car lot and talk about how they're going to buy something, but they—they never really are going to buy it. It's like they're a future faker. They like pretending. Give me something about this conversation. So here's the thing: The conversation, they have some sort of anxiety. I'm not going to lie. They kind of feel like this conversation isn't going to go in their favor. And it's also a little bit of like—I'm hearing Eminem: You got one shot. Do not miss your chance to blow. This opportunity comes once in a lifetime. So this person could feel like, okay, this is my make-it-or-break-it moment because once I open this dialogue, this conversation, I'm probably never going to speak to you again. And if I say the wrong thing, do the wrong thing. This person feels like they're on eggshells. So this person wants to come back and talk things through, but there's anxiety around that. Anxiety that you're going to leave them on red. Anxiety that you're going to ignore them. It's so interesting because I feel like this person is scared that they're going to get a taste of their own medicine. I'm scared that you're going to dismiss me. Oh, the way that you've dismissed me. Well, I'm scared you're going to leave me on red and ignore me the way that you've left me on red and ignored me. That's what I'm seeing here. And that's the confusing energy because they don't want to be treated the way that they've been treating you. Well, I don't want confusion. Then quit bringing confusion to the table. And that's what I'm saying. And that could be a huge lesson here is that this person can't quit thinking about you, and they can't quit thinking about having this conversation with you, but they also, you know, if they keep trying to come back and have this conversation with you and they keep this confusing energy, it's going to end up ruining this connection.
Yeah. And they're doing reflection on how to drop some sort of burden. So something is heavy on their mind, heavy on their heart, and they want to get it off their mind, off their heart. Give me more. And it's about a blockage. It's about the fact that this person has the tendency to take impulsive action or take action that they feel passionate about, and then they stop. So this would be the kind of person where, let's take it out of the context of love and put it in life. This would be the kind of person where they tell you, "Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm coming to Texas tonight." Well, they get super excited and decide to leave early. And they leave, and they get halfway there, and then they just stop. No movement, and you call them three days later, and you're like, "Hey, where are you at? I thought you were on your way." Yeah, I'm on my way. Um, I stopped halfway there, and I just—"Yeah, that's about it." What do you mean that's about it? You're supposed to be on your way. That's this person's energy. Same for love. It's like, "Yeah, I think I really want a relationship. I think I really want to explore this." All that passion, all that desire, and then it's not met with anything. And it's like, "Okay, wait a second now. I'm confused. Make up your mind." That's this person's energy. And what they want to do is they want to come back in and talk about the fact that they are recognizing that behavior. I recognize that I do one thing and say another. I recognize that I come in very quickly fueled by passion and fire and desire, and then it kind of withers away, and then you're just like, what? What are you doing here? What—it's kind of like someone coming and knocking on your door and you answering and saying, hey, what's up? What you here for? Well, I have something to offer you. Uh-huh. Get to the point. Yeah, give me a minute. I got to find it. And then you're like, okay, I don't—I don't get it. Why is this being blocked? What—what is happening? Why is this stuck? And that's what I'm saying. This person wants to have a discussion around them taking a leap and it being perceived as like a waste. For a lot of you, you see this person as a game player. You see this person as someone who's playing games. You see this person as someone who is very selfish, and it's getting to a point where you're like, "Why would I even entertain you? You're showing me no reason whatsoever to entertain you." Actually, you're showing me the complete reason why I should never entertain you again. You're going to be receiving a phone call or a text from someone who recently popped on your mind. I've been trying to leave you behind, but it's not working. So some sort of wound is affecting this person being able to move forward and open up to you, which is the wishy-washy energy, which is the confusing energy. But again, here's the thing: If they keep taking action towards you and then it keeps falling short, they do one thing, they say another, they come in with the passion, and then it gets stuck. It gets stagnant. They disappear. You're going to see them as a game player. And I think the reason they're coming off as a game player is because they're someone who is deeply, deeply, deeply wounded, and they need to heal, but you're seeing it as someone where they can't make up their mind. Yeah, they want you, but that don't mean anything. People want to get out of prison all the time. Are they getting what they want? No. People want to be cancer-free all the time. Do they always get what they want? No. So yeah, this person can want you, but wants are nothing more than that. They're wants. And it's like this person is—is interested in you, but they won't step up and give something, and then they won't fully reject you. And spirit's telling you to re-evaluate your loyalty and ask yourself if this aligns with you. Should you be loyal to this person? Should you give this person time, attention, consistency, dedication? For some of you, you're going to say yes. For some of you, you're going to say no. At the end of the day, this person knows what you are, and they know that they're not ready. And this person is scared that you're going to feel like they don't deserve you. So they're ruining it is what's happening. Yeah, they're ruining it. Got to love a saboteur. So some of you are dealing with someone who's sabotaging the connection. They could have reached out to you to get some sort of burden off of them, to make their self feel better. This could be someone who tried to fix something with you because they wanted to make their own self feel better, but what they did is they made it worse. And I'm seeing that as well. They're being asked to listen to their inner guidance, but what it's telling them is that it's time for them to take some sort of action that's coming from a wisdom place. It's like, you know what to do. You know how to make this right. How do you make this right? You go in, and you be honest, but it's like this person, when they come in and talk to you, they're going to tell you why they are so inconsistent. But what they're not going to tell you is that they—there is a method to the madness. So I'm going to be honest with you: This is someone who's intentionally playing games. They might not be able to be fully self-aware right now to be able to tell it, but they are playing games. Okay? And I think for a lot of you, spirit is asking you to quit thinking that this person's going to step up and take yourself out of a situation that's not making you feel valued or loved. This person has a lot of lessons that they need to learn. And you know, you—you did what you needed to do. You were kind. You were compassionate. You were loving. Maybe you were even a listening ear. But at the end of the day, a lot of you don't share the same values with this person. You value being a person of your word, being consistent, being a stable foundation, knowing who you are, and this person's completely different. They might be the kind of person where they say one thing, they do another. They're okay with keeping people stuck, keeping them in limbo, breaking their heart because they're making promises they have no intentions of keeping. Now, again, this person will be coming back towards you because they can't shake you, but that doesn't mean that you should open up and allow this person in. Yeah, this person has definitely disappointed you because they wouldn't let you get close to them. So there is someone here that is being confusing. And I see why they're being confusing, 'cause they ain't ready. Okay, they're going to end up coming back towards you because they can't leave you behind. But you really need to ask yourself when it comes to what you're wanting. You know who you are. You know what you want. You know what you stand for. Are you at a place in your life, no matter your age, where you're okay with building with someone who's not there? Because the person you might fall in love with and the person that they end up becoming could be two different people if they're not at that end journey. If they don't know who they are, what they stand for, what their morals and their values are. And some of you, you really need to ask yourself, am I going to continue to fight for this connection and this person when one day they show me they're interested and one day they show me that they don't care? They won't give to me, but they won't reject me. What does that show you? That shows you that they're confused. That can also show you that they want control, you know? And this person might even tell you, "Well, I didn't want to hurt your feelings." It's hurting your feelings more and doing more damage to you and this connection by not being honest. And I think that's what you really need to see is that if this person was your person, they wouldn't ruin this relationship by coming in trying to fix it, doing the complete opposite of what they said that they were going to do, really putting you up on this pedestal so then they can push you off by rejecting you, disappearing, ghosting, blocking. And what spirit is telling you is that if you bet on this person too much, they might end up letting you down and breaking your heart because you are such different people. You're not going to feel safe here because this person is not your safe place. There's someone who's trying to leave you behind. There's someone who's trying to conquer this and control it and fight it. And that's fine. Let them do that. But spirit is asking you to readjust yourself in what you're giving because you deserve to receive. And if you've healed enough, you know that. So they want you to be brave enough to let it go and to detach from this person and break free from this. Now, some of you aren't going to do that, but it's really up to you. So I'm going to leave this here, guys. Have a worst day.