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Okay, these feelings are eating me alive. Someone you're connected to is feeling really, really guilty. Okay, but I'm channeling. I'm hearing they're angry. They're angry with themselves, but other people who are around them are starting to notice. Your exes, your special person, your specific person, their mask is slipping. Okay, they are—they feel so guilty. There's such a lot of guilt, but it's turning into anger because they can't contain it anymore. They can't pretend.
Okay, you know, in my head, I'm just seeing the card, the nine of swords. Okay, everything just seems dark around them. They've got all these thoughts, all these anxieties, but it's coming out as anger. Okay, maybe they've got quite an angry personality. I don't know. But let's see. Let's see what's going on. Let's see what they're going to do. Are they going to do anything about it? Are they going to contact you, or are they just going to stay as they are? Let's have a look.
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Okay, let's just have one of these withdrawn. Gosh, you know, this is—I just heard—if you know they are in another relationship, it's rebound. I don't care how it looks, how it appears on paper, as we say in the UK, they wish they were single. They would rather be single if they're in a relationship than be in that now. Okay. What they're feeling is they're feeling very lonely and very withdrawn. Okay. That's how they've managed the situation they're in, but they're not doing too well with that at the moment because I'm just getting anger. All right, I'm getting anger. They're spending a lot of time, bottom of the deck, daydreaming about you. All right, and I do say this. I've said it before, just from my experience of life, and that's all any of us can really talk about is people are able to keep it in for so long. Okay. But once the feelings, you know, eating you alive, it's the mind, you know, when, you know, when you've had a problem, it just starts to like eat, eat at you so much that you just implode. All right? You just implode.
So, your person has managed, wherever they are, whatever they're up to, by withdrawing, being quiet, not showing any feelings, but they are bursting now. They are bursting. Okay? They're imagining being back with you. They're probably unconsciously trying to manifest you back in time. They're waiting. They're playing a waiting game. Okay. I can clearly, you know, for me today, this is as clear as—as clear as daylight. Okay? I'm connecting to someone's energy here who had hoped that something massive would change that would get them out of the situation they are in, but it hasn't. Okay? They're now sick of waiting. They—they just don't want to do it anymore. They don't want to be where they are anymore. They're extremely unhappy without you. And now it's almost like someone's lit the touch paper. But what I'm going to look at is the environment because I'm hearing that other people are noticing. So your person's—your person can't keep this mask. Okay. Your person's been sat in this, you know, lonely, solitary, quiet, brooding energy, waiting for the right time to make a move. It's not happened. Okay, it's not happened. So, that's where they are.
Now, I know I keep going back to that card, but it's really important today. If you think this person doesn't care about you or they're not bothered, that is not true. They're very bothered. They do care. Twin flames. Yeah. That's how they see you—their other half. You know, when—when they look into your eyes, you get them and they get you. Okay? You've both been through a lot in this relationship, and especially the separation has been particularly hard. You've done a lot of healing. I feel that you—this broke somebody when this connection ended. It caused you to question everything about yourself, relationships, the world, you know, really deep stuff. I'm hearing for someone today, you know, "Why are we here? What are we doing? What—what's this all about?" All right. They're also doing the same. They're also doing the same. I think there's going to be a reunion here. I do feel there will be a reunion. Even before I get my tarot deck out, I feel there will be pain. Yeah, there has been a lot of pain in this. A lot of pain. I feel it's left you with this card—very cautious. It's quite apprehensive with regard to relationships. Okay. Um, and it's quite natural when you have this much pain to feel like that. That's okay. You know, people sometimes, you know, friends, family, and they mean well. They do mean well. But everyone, your reality is created by your assumption. It's like you've got your own universe. Okay? So, when friends and family say, "Well, they did this to you and they did that to you, and why on earth do you even like this person?" I'm not talking about narcissistic relationships here. That's a different ball game, okay? But some relationships just go wrong, all right? You know, narcissistic relationship endings, like I say, totally different ball game. But you are cautious. Okay. And you are very apprehensive about this person because it opened up some really deep wounds for you. For you as well. You—you had to do a lot of healing, or you're still doing healing on things probably that you buried deep before this relationship. All right. So, past life. Yeah. For me, this past life means that you've made a soul contract. I believe—again, you don't have to take what I believe. Please don't if you don't. Honestly, we all have our own beliefs. I personally believe, based on my life story, my life history, that we make past—we make soul contracts—that this is almost like a, you know, a theater, and before we—we come back into the physical body, you know, we've got a soul group, and we—we make a contract. We say, "Okay, well, in this life, you're going to play this part and I'm going to learn about this and blah blah blah." Okay. But obviously to do that when you come into the physical, you forget. You know, you have to, because otherwise there wouldn't really be much point to it. But this is—this is a relationship that you've been in before in some shape or form. I would specifically say that when you met this person, it was just instant. It was instant, as if you had known them before. You would like two peas in a pod. Okay. But the problem then, as per the soul contract, you mirrored. You were mirroring each other, and you were projecting things onto each other. It's quite a deep reading today. So please, if it doesn't resonate, don't make this one fit. You were mirroring each other. Um, there were things I feel that you've healed since this separation, and also for them. Okay. But I feel here today intuitively that there will be a reunion of sorts here. Okay. Top of the deck, please. Peace. Yeah, there's going to be balance, harmony. It could just be friendship. You know, twin flames don't always mean—it doesn't always have to be romantic love, okay? Love. That's all we are before we come into the physical body. We're just love. We need duality to experience ourselves. But you will regain that with this person at some point. That is going to happen. Okay. Let's see what's going on in their environment. Let's just have a little look at their environment. Dig a little bit deeper. Yeah. Okay. They're connected into a female energy, possibly a water sign, Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces, sun, moon, rising, and I'm even going to say Venus here. Doesn't just have to be the sun sign. Okay, this female—this female is emotionally manipulative. This, I feel, was your person's lesson. Okay, so they're connected in. It could be—um, like I said, it could be a relationship, could be a mother, it could be an aunt, it could be a female friend, but it's somebody who—who identifies as female. Okay? It's a female energy, and they are emotionally manipulative. Um, and I just—just, you know, a little bit—this female is a little bit codependent. Your person feels a duty of care towards them. Okay. And I—you know, that makes sense why they've been sitting brooding and not doing anything. They do—they do feel there is a duty of care. Okay. But the relationship or the situation they're in with this female is not stable. There's a lot of emotional blackmail. Like I say, manipulation. Okay. Okay, it's a general reading. There's just a lot of emotional manipulation. Um, also within their energy, there's someone around them who's been abusing their power, whatever that power is. I'm reading—I'm going to feed it into that female energy. People will, you know, use emotions. "Well, if you leave me, I'm going to do this." Okay? Or they will just do something on an emotional level to get you to stay. All right? There's a lack of control within the environment they're in. Someone in that environment has no emotional control. All right. But I did see the lessons card, the karma card. You know, all souls have—we all have as a soul a higher self—something we want to experience in this lifetime. But because we know that it's not forever, we don't get worked up about it until we get here and forget. Okay. And it's difficult. It is difficult.
One more. Yeah. What they want is you. Nine of cups. You're their wish. You're their fulfillment. Okay. You're their fulfillment. It's you they want. You know, they would be happy, cheerful. They miss your optimism. They miss your loyalty. You and this, you know, this is a great thing to have. You were satisfied. You as a person saw the sunny side in most things. Okay? You aren't materialistic. Yeah, if it's there, you like it, but it's not—you could make good out of a bad situation, okay? You're very optimistic, very sunny, very happy. You know, you—you just exude happiness. Whereas this other energy they're connected into is—is—is manipulative. Will—you know, your cup half full, their cup half empty all the time, okay? All the time. But your person is definitely—could unconsciously—they're thinking about you a lot, okay? So I feel that you are still very connected in on a telepathic level, okay? You could be dreaming about this person—they're dreaming about you. But I feel there's going to be a reconciliation here. All right, one more on this environment. Yeah, three of pentacles in reverse in their environment. That's just a waste of time. You know, your person needs to—to make a decision. They've been trying to keep all the balls in the air. Um, there could be financial considerations, robbing Peter to pay Paul, that kind of energy, but they've been trying to keep the balls in the air, and they haven't wanted to make a decision. They—they've been sat in their comfort zone of doing nothing. But the guilt is—the guilt now—the guilt, they—like I say, they lit the touch paper. All right. They realize they're wasting their time. Someone around them's got a lack of ambition. There's a lot of disappointment. You know, poultry effort, poor effort in that environment.
So, let's have a look. Let's get this deck out before we wrap this up. Ace of swords. Bottom of the deck. That's the unknown. Ace of wands. Two aces. Well, I saw the ace of swords. Yeah, they're going to come back in. Okay. They're going to take some action. The ace of wands, for me, is a card of—it's just action. Not thinking. It's just action. Okay. It's also a card, when it's an ex, of someone who's still holding a torch for you. All right. It's communication, but they are going to do something about it. Ah, there's the Ace of Swords. Yeah. All right. It's going to be very quick. It'll be out of the blue. You will get clarity. There will be truth coming in from this person. Okay. So, they're going to speak the truth. They're going to tell you how much they love you and how much they care. But also, I feel they're going to tell you their guilt. They feel very, very guilty about listening to other people, and they feel very, very guilty about—if you were in a commitment with this person. If you were married, living with this person, this is specifically a message for you. They feel very guilty for breaking their vows or their promise to you in favor of other people's opinions and outdated beliefs. Okay, they don't—they're really, really sorry, and they feel very guilty. Seven of Swords and the Three of Cups. They feel guilty if there's a third party. Okay. If there's a third party that wrecked a marriage, um, a relationship where you were together under one roof, as we say here, there's deep regrets for that. Okay? They know they stabbed you in the back and they left you for—for, you know, left you in the dust. All right? They know they've done that, and that's what's eating them alive. But they are going to come back in, and they are going to message you. Three aces. They want a new beginning with you. 10 of cups. Yeah, they want a new beginning with you on all levels. Oopsy daisy. They want to do it right this time. They want to be able to tell you the truth. They don't want any lies. They want to put their energy in you. They still are very attracted to you. And also emotionally, they miss that emotional connection with you. All right? They miss you. Period. This is what they want. This is beautiful. This is a beautiful, beautiful ending for someone today.
So, I'll leave it with you. Take care. Just remember though, you get to choose. And always remember, you are irresistible, unforgettable, and irreplaceable. If you're having a bad day, just repeat that on a loop. Okay? You don't have to believe it. You really don't have to believe it. But it will change those thoughts. Okay. If you're feeling low and you're just feeling rejected and lost and horrible, try and put the brake on those thoughts. Even though it's hard, and I'll say it again, even if you're doing it through tears, I promise you, if you do that for 30 days, just keep at it, you will notice a change. You will just start to feel a little bit lighter day by day, okay? Because you are in control of your world. All right? You are the starring role. Okay? You're the director. You're everything. This person is so lucky to have you. Okay? So, so lucky to have you. They're so lucky that they were blessed with you in their life. All right? And that's what you tell—you need to keep telling yourself. So, take care. Have a lovely day, whatever time you're watching this—lovely evening. And I'll speak to you soon. Bye-bye.