The speaker reflects on a past state of profound emptiness, described as a "big black hole," which they are now actively working to fill. They report being 40 months clean, marking a significant milestone in their sobriety journey. A key aspect of their recovery and newfound purpose is their job at a rehab facility, where they are dedicated to helping other individuals achieve sobriety. The speaker credits their sponsor, Spencer, for demonstrating the potential for a fulfilling sober life. They also acknowledge the unwavering support from their family, specifically highlighting their mom and dad as "amazing." The overarching sentiment is a strong desire for self-pride, indicating a journey towards self-acceptance and personal achievement in recovery.

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I know now. I need to find a way to fill this big black hole in me. Anyway, so I'm 40 months clean.

I have a job at a rehab. Just a feeling to help other people get sober. I have a sponsor. Spencer shows me how great my life can be sober. You know, I still have family. My mom's been amazing. My dad's been amazing. I wanna be proud of me.

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Beautiful Boy - Clip: I Want Them To Be Proud Of Me | Amazon Studios

I know now I need to find a way to fill
this big black hole in me anyway so I'm
40 months clean I have a job at a rehab
just a feeling to help other people get
sober I have a sponsor Spencer shows me
how great my life can be sober you know
I still have family my mom's been
amazing
my dad's been amazing - I wanna be proud
of me
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Beautiful Boy - Clip: I Want Them To Be Proud Of Me | Amazon Studios

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