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Hello beautiful souls. Welcome to the channel.
If you're new here, my name is Infinity and this is Magnetize Yourself, where we talk about life, love, spirituality, and of course, the law of attraction. Thank you so much for tuning in today. Thank you for sharing your beautiful energy here with this channel. And I'm going to go ahead and start shuffling to get into some of the messages.
I hope you're all doing really well. I hope you're having a beautiful start to your day. And let's see what wants to come up in this reading. What can I channel for our beautiful collective here on YouTube?
So, here we have the King of Swords. And for some reason, I heard the line, "You have to protect yourself even when it hurts." And I'm picking up on the energy of someone who struggles to protect themselves, to do what they need or what they want to do at times because they are very aware of how they affect other people.
So, what I'm getting here is that, well, I keep hearing divine feminine. So, I feel this reading is going to resonate for a group of divine feminines who have been on this journey of learning how to protect and show up for themselves. But this has been a very long road because for the divine feminine I'm speaking to here, I strongly feel as though you were very much programmed out of doing this for yourself, out of really caring for and protecting yourself, even when it may have not been what others wanted out of you, even when it may have caused other people pain emotionally.
And for some reason, I keep picking up something about a masculine twin flame or a masculine high-level soulmate. So, this is, I can already tell this is just going to be one of those readings that is very hyper-specific. So, as I always say, use your intuition. Only take the messages if they connect for you.
But I'm picking up on a divine feminine who in the past encountered either a high-level soulmate or a twin flame masculine energy. And this masculine, you felt a very strong pull towards because there is an underlying soul connection here. And I'm hearing that you activated each other in different ways. But that when you first encountered this masculine energy, you really struggled to love yourself.
When you first met this person, you were in a much weaker state of being, in the sense that I feel as though you had been sorting through possibly trauma from when you were younger, or through earlier years, or relationships, or connections in your life. I just get the sense that when you met this person, you were very emotionally raw in a way, and still fully discovering yourself. And I feel that this masculine really activated you.
I have to say, I am picking up really, I'm, I'm almost tearing up because I'm getting very, very strong threads of energy that connect with a song that I wrote recently. For those of you who are relatively new and may not know, I am also a songwriter and a singer. And I have been sharing channeled music publicly. And often these songs carry a lot of themes around soul connections, things you can experience with a twin flame, with a soulmate, with even a karmic in some cases.
But I actually just heard in my mind some lyrics to the fourth song that I'm going to be releasing. My third song is in production, and my fourth song is going to be coming next. And I don't want to give away too much of it, but I do want to share some of the lyrics with you because this was coming through so strongly. And I don't want to share too much of this, but there's a lot that I could share here.
But the line that really stood out to me is, "I wish that I could hate you, but you chased away my demons before I could even name them. And you loved me in no makeup and your sweatshirt fraying at the edges. If anything, it's how you liked me best. Now my life is full, but the memory of empty seems to linger."
And specifically that line, "I wish that I could hate you, but you chased away my demons." Now, of course, not literal hate, but the feeling that I get is that this masculine wounded twin flame or wounded soulmate put you through a lot. And there's this deep sense of betrayal. Again, I feel that when you met this person, you were in a very raw state. And I do feel that you couldn't love yourself yet. And this person, although they had a lot of flaws and were very wounded, they also activated you to this journey of self-love.
And I feel there were, first of all, I feel that they saw all of your shadows and embraced that rawness, embraced that side of you, and that's what really activated you on this journey to actually heal those parts of yourself. From an external perspective, what you had with this person, 3D people may label a trauma bond. Now, of course, only you can know what this is, but I feel that for most of you listening, it can be frustrating to hear other people's external opinions of your connection with this person because I'm getting that yes, from some perspective, from a very simple 3D perspective, you had gone through a lot of trauma or hardship prior to meeting this person. And they had as well.
I feel like you had both had very challenging lives, and you understood each other on a deep level, in part because of that, because both of your souls chose these very difficult lifetimes where you were clearing a lot of trauma. And what I'm getting is that this person was not afraid of your shadow, and you were not afraid of theirs. And in fact, before you were ready to fully heal yourself, I feel with that line, "you chased away my demons," this masculine energy, they did have a level of protectiveness when it came to you on like a soul level that would come out from time to time. And there would be times where you felt like this was the only person in the world who could really fully see you and understand you for all that you are, including the shadow. And you did the same for them. This wasn't something either of you had to try to do. It came very naturally as a result of your bond.
But the complication here is, I feel that on a human level, this person was very wounded. And while you were looking at and facing those wounds, those shadows, and ready to heal them, they were not. And they almost went deeper into that shadow, at least for a period of time. And I feel that that is where some kind of deep betrayal occurred, where this person started to push you away or to shut you out or to make you feel betrayed or abandoned in some kind of way.
And so, I feel that the hardest thing that you've ever done is to choose to love yourself enough to walk away from this person or to create distance or boundaries with this person in the physical that were serving you, that were supporting you. Because the sense I get is that there's almost like this part of you internally that it's like you had to pull away from this person. And I'm hearing like, "I don't want to go." I feel like there was a part of you that never wanted to go, but you outgrew the way that this dynamic was showing up for you in the 3D.
Not to say that things can't ever evolve in the future between you and this person. And in fact, I feel part of what we're going to talk about in this reading is potentially how things are evolving between you and this person. I'm really feeling with this King of Swords that this is that part of you that dug in deep and decided, "I am worth more than this. I am worth more than being treated this way by anyone," even if this is a person that I do share a very strong potential soulmate or twin flame connection with. And I'm hearing that was it all along. That was what you were meant to discover within yourself, that resiliency that you've always had, that inner strength, that ability to show up for yourself and protect yourself.
But it's not an easy journey. And I feel that even now, it's very challenging because there are times when a part of you wants to betray how far you've come, to like betray your own self-love and to backslide into more connectedness physically with this other person, even if they are wounded, because you feel such a strong pull towards them. And again, use your own intuition when it comes to boundary setting with this person because for some of you, maybe you do have some kind of communication or level of interaction or relationship with them physically.
But what I'm getting is you're holding some kind of line here. And I almost feel like this masculine, they want more out of you, whether it's more communication, more interaction, a higher level of commitment, a relationship. I feel that since you walked away to heal yourself and to protect yourself, it was a massive wake-up call for them. And now the tides are turning, or they soon will be, depending on where you are on this timeline. And this masculine is actually now wanting, I'm hearing, wanting out of you what you once desperately wanted out of them and out of the connection because I'm getting that at one point you were the one pushing for more communication, a higher level of physical 3D relationship, a higher level of commitment.
Now I feel they see you glowing and thriving and in your power without them. And they are now, it's like the tables have completely turned, and they are now wanting out of you what you wanted out of them. But it becomes very important here for you to remember what you fought for because I feel you fought tooth and nail emotionally and energetically to to establish some kind of freedom for yourself.
And truly, what I'm getting as well is that I'm hearing the illusion of choice. And what I mean by that, because of course, we all have free will, but what I mean is your soul has tasted self-love now. Your soul has tasted freedom. You, your eyes have been opened to your own true worth and value, and you couldn't go back even if you wanted to. So, yes, at times you may be grappling with missing the way that things used to be with this person or wanting to return back to that smaller version of you, but it wouldn't even be possible if you wanted to because the only way for you is forward. That is the only path. The only way for you is continuous growth and expansion.
And the only way for this person, for this masculine twin flame or soulmate, to connect with you, if they truly desire this higher level of commitment or relationship or connection or communication with you, the only way to connect with you is to go through their own heart. And of course, even if they do that, it is entirely up to you whether or not you're open and receptive to that. That is for you to decide. But I'm getting that the only way they can have a chance to connect with you is to go through their own heart. And that is exactly what they're being pushed to do.
And by staying in your own energy of freedom and self-love and self-respect when it comes to this situation, you're not only holding a line for yourself and holding a standard for yourself, but you're actually holding a standard for this person as well. You're inspiring them up to a higher frequency. You're inspiring them to evolve into a higher version of themselves.
And what I'm getting is that for many of you, if you've ever had or still do still have, if I can speak, a desire for a future with this person, which again, is up to you, but if you still hold that desire, know that that does exist on a timeline. Your desire for that speaks to a timeline that you can align with that would bring the unfolding of that. But the only way for you to align with that timeline is to be there yourself and to inspire this other person up to that higher version of your connection because you can't devolve. There's no going back to the old version of how you used to connect with this masculine soulmate or twin flame.
And what I'm getting very strongly is this feeling of like someone, a divine feminine that I'm speaking to here, at times feeling nostalgia for a past timeline that quite literally no longer exists. And it's a beautiful thing that it no longer exists because it means you've evolved. It means you've entirely shifted timelines. You've moved time and space to align with this current here and now timeline where you are your most powerful, where you are your most self-loving, where you've become your own best friend, where you've healed those parts of yourself that younger you would have never believed that you would have had the courage to face. And it's a beautiful thing that you've healed so far and expanded so far that that past timeline where you were so small is no longer even available to you.
Now, I do pick up with the Three of Cups reversed that at times this path is very lonely for you. And currently, you may feel as though there are a lot of eyes on you, or specifically on this connection, this strange bond that you have with this masculine soulmate or twin flame. There are so few people who understand this path. Truly, the only way you can understand what this path is like is by living it and walking it yourself. It cannot be explained in physical words to another person.
And I get that you have people around you, maybe people who have been, let's say, connected to your past or your youth. So, this could be friends from childhood. This could be family members, people in your life who have known you for a long time in the physical. These people, there are certain people that have known you for a while in the physical and had their eyes on you in this situation for a while who may express concern for you from time to time because they are afraid of the unknown and they do not understand your path.
With the Two of Wands reversed, and I'm getting a very important message because whether their opinions are related to this romantic situation or to something else in your life, I'm getting it's very important for you to remember that saying about not asking people for directions to go places that they've never been. And I don't mean that to sound condescending to these individuals, but I'm getting that you are going places that most people around you haven't ever traveled to before, emotionally, energetically, literally in the physical world. And I feel that the only guide on this path is you. It's your own intuition. It's your own heart. It's your own soul. And you can trust that within yourself.
I just saw the number 1717. I also have to say that I keep picking up that this masculine soulmate or twin flame is going to be mirroring your growth. They are still in the process of overcoming a lot of really heavy energy in their own life. With the Devil card in the reverse position, I feel like this is someone who dealt with either very heavy childhood trauma or addiction or really heavy mental patterns internally or circumstances. This is someone who's been dealing with a lot in their life, but they've also been deeply introspecting behind the scenes in a way that they've never really done before.
Now, with this Knight of Wands in the reverse position, yeah, there's really someone seeking redemption here, seeking out your forgiveness. With the Ten of Swords in the reverse position, and being very persistent, very willing to fight for this. For some of you, this could be that masculine soulmate or twin flame that we've been channeling into. But for others of you, this could be a different individual, a friend or a romantic person from your past. Take whatever resonates for you.
But this is someone who put that tenth sword in. It's like they fully closed a door with you, cut a tie with you, did something that they can't really undo, or said something that can't really be unsaid. It feels like someone here crossed a point of no return, but now they're trying to come back. That's what I'm getting here. Again, this may be a completely separate person for some of you.
This feels like someone who, I don't know, I'm getting the sense that they were very passive when it came to you. Like, I'm hearing idle, seeming to be idle or not really taking action, but then they ultimately did something that pushed them past the point of no return. Like they fully just ghosted you. It's like they were passive or idle for a while, and then they put that tenth sword in by like ghosting you or walking away or saying or doing something that can't really be undone, but now they're seeing you as the Queen of Wands here, divine feminine, as someone who is very confident, very powerful, very magnetic.
I'm hearing they underestimated your pull or the way that they feel pulled towards you. So, this may be someone who thought that they could treat this situation kind of casually, or I'm hearing, find a replacement. I know that sounds really strange, but I feel that in some cases this person, this is so weird, but this is so specific, too. Only take this if it connects. This might just be for one person, but I'm picking up on a specific masculine. Again, could be a friend, could be romantic, someone from your past, but I feel like this person tried to replace, I'm hearing, a carbon copy.
It's like they tried to replace you when they walked away with someone who had similar traits and characteristics, but who wasn't as powerful and therefore not as intimidating. I'm hearing someone who wasn't so out of their league. May, of course, you know the concept of leagues is very 3D, but I feel like I'm channeling from that person's 3D headspace, like they saw you as being out of their league and being too powerful and too intimidating, so they tried to replace you with, and I keep seeing brown hair, maybe you have brown hair and so does this quote-unquote replacement, or maybe I don't know, maybe that's resonant for someone, but I feel like there are certain traits that this person they tried to replace you with has that you have, whether it's certain personality traits, certain hobbies, and I'm hearing it's almost uncanny.
Like, this may have shocked you to find out that this new person they were with or dating shared so many characteristics to you. It may have been kind of almost unsettling that there were certain similarities, but it was a carbon copy of you that shared certain traits. It's almost like they were trying to trick their own mind because they were already in love with you, which may be something for some of you they never actually told you, but they were already falling in love with you. And so because they felt like you were out of their league, you were too powerful, too intimidating, they tried to find a version of you that they could kind of trick their mind and their heart into believing was similar enough to you that they could just take the love that they felt for you and put it into that replacement person.
And because that person was less intimidating to them and more approachable and less powerful in a sense, they felt more comfortable doing that and being with that person because that person had a lower standard, like a lower bar for them than you did. But ultimately, they found that to be empty and unfulfilling. And I feel that it fell apart anyway because it wasn't aligned. It wasn't really backed by anything soulful. The element that was really missing from that connection.
And I just saw the number 222 on the recording timer. But what was really missing was that soul element that they had with you that quite frankly, this person never quite fully grasped or understood. Because if they did grasp or understand it, they would have known that they couldn't just replace the bond that they had with you with someone who carried similar traits, even if the traits were personality traits, because the bond that the two of you shared was not based in mutual hobbies or interest or personality. It was so deep.
And I feel now that it's fallen through with that so-called carbon copy replacement, they're really realizing just how deep their bond with you really goes. That it wasn't any of those surface-level traits or characteristics or even personality ways that they were connecting with you. So, this person, even though they reached that point of no return, they want to return. And they want to come back, is what I'm getting about this person.
Now, of course, as I always say, that's entirely up to you whether or not you're open to what this person has to say. I'm sure we'll channel into this in future readings. So, if you want to hear more on this, be sure to subscribe and turn on your notifications as well, so you're the first to know when I post new readings like this. Also, leave me a comment under this video if anything did connect for you personally.
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But I am going to close this reading with a Roomie oracle card because it's been a little while since we've pulled a Roomie card, and I know many of you enjoy that part of the reading. The cards are a little slow to come out today, but this one card is really calling out to me. So, this is the right choice. And let me go ahead and read from the guidebook here.
The guidebook says, "Stay close to those who know about the heart. Choose the shade of a tree that is in constant bloom. Don't meander aimlessly among the herb sellers and potion vendors. Go directly to the shop that sells nothing but sweets. Don't sit waiting by every boiling pot to have your plate filled. Not every boiling pot is cooking what you want. Not every sugar cane is filled with sugar. Not every up has a down." Well, it's actually not every down has an up, but it's interesting I channeled it that way. So maybe there's someone who's waiting for the other shoe to drop. And the divine is saying, "Just because you've had an up doesn't mean you're going to have a down." Wow, very interesting that it came through that way. Not every eye has vision. Not every sea contains pearls.
And the guidebook also says, "On the path of love, there is not so much right and wrong in the moral sense as what is right or wrong for you. The mind cannot help so much here. Only the heart can speak such truths. So can you give up what you have planned, believed or decided? Let the heart wisdom that silently and constantly broadcasts its pure and true intentions into the fertile womb of the universe lead the way instead."
And what a beautiful place to close the reading. So thank you so much again for tuning in today. If you do want to follow me on Instagram for daily channeled messages and downloads, my Instagram is @magnetizeyourself. And you can also now check out my channeled songs under my artist name, Songs by Infinity. And my music is available on Spotify. That is the best place to follow me if you want to be the first to know when I release new songs like the one that I referenced earlier in this reading. You can also read through the channel lyrics specifically on Spotify as well. The lyrics are there for reference.
And yeah, I think that's everything. Thank you so much again for tuning in, and I love you all so much. I will connect with you here again in the next reading.