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Hello Aquarius. Let's get right into your reading. Who am I connecting with today? What do you need to know? What is incoming? Let's find out the overall vibe surrounding you.
We have the five of pentacles. Okay, maybe somebody here is feeling a little left out in the cold, feeling alone in the world. We have the five of cups. So, starting off with two fives. You know, fives are a number of, you know, that can be a number of struggles, challenges, things like that. So, whoever I'm connecting with right off the bat, you're dealing with a lot. It's definitely a heavy energy. But the thing is that's really standing out to me here is this sense of being left out, feeling left out, feeling like an outcast a little bit. Okay?
And I keep looking at this five of cups. It's almost like I wish I could unsee the things that I've seen. I wish I could unlearn the things that I have learned because this is, you know, don't get me wrong, this is kind of an inner tower moment kind of vibes, or like I guess it could also be external tower moment vibes. Um, but spiritual awakening, um, vibes. It's this feeling of I see the world differently now because I've because of what I've gone through, and now I just I don't know where I fit in. So it's definitely a very lost feeling. Okay?
You know this spiritual awakening talk, you know, it's not easy. You will feel lost. You will feel like you don't belong anywhere. You will feel like you're losing your [ __ ] mind. Okay? You're not losing your mind. You you don't fit in anywhere. That's that's the thing. You don't and you're not meant to. Okay? Because if you haven't noticed this real, this realm, this world, whatever you want to call it, it seems to be locked in that it runs on this certain programming. Okay? There's this matrix, if you will. Okay? Whenever you break free of that, you don't you no longer belong here. Okay? Because that matrix is there, that programming. Honestly, there's millions of different programmings out there. You know, have you noticed that it's always one rabbit hole after another? You know, no matter where you look, there's one trap after another because that's how it's designed. That's how it works. And whenever you kind of see through that, you break out of that. You don't you don't belong here anymore. Okay? You've you've you've passed a test, okay?
Everything may even seem kind of meaningless and boring at times. But you know what? It's not. Okay? You're one of the real ones, and that's some real [ __ ] Okay? We have the High Priestess. There we go. There's that real [ __ ] There's some kind of awakening here because you're so tapped in because you're you just don't fit in. That's actually it's it's almost like it's igniting or initiating some kind of gift in you, some kind of deeper understanding, some kind of deeper w uh wisdom. It's pulling that out of you. Okay.
So, you may find that your intuition feels like it's super on point. And you know what? You may feel more alone. You may feel like more of an outcast, but I feel like you have a team of like spirit guides around you. Why do I keep I keep picturing like a gray alien? Why am I picturing a gray alien? I don't know. Why do you What are your thoughts on gray aliens? Has somebody here had interactions with that or something? You know, I'm not really one who goes into the alien stuff and all that. You know, I have my own ideas on that, but that's a different topic. Okay. But I don't know why I just got a a flash of a gray alien. All right. Personally, I think they're underground. What do you guys think?
Yeah. So, let's see. Let's see. What do we got? Why is this important? What is coming in here? We have a hornets' nest. Volatile volatile situation, trouble, hostile environment. So, again, it makes me think of what I said about these fives here. You may be going through a not so great time, but it's it's to push you forward. It's to kind of awaken these abilities in you. It's kind of it's trying to get you to remember who you are. It's trying to get you to break through these illusions. And I go back to what I said. Have you noticed that the the way this realm works, it seems like you find yourself on one rabbit hole trying to seek answers and that just ends up in another rabbit hole, another another trap, another trap, another trap. And I say trap because it seems like it's never ending. Because it seems like the more you look out, I can't [ __ ] talk. The more you look outside of yourself, the more answers that you need, the more answers that you crave, the more you're confused, you the more you're like, I don't know what the [ __ ] is happening.
I feel like that's by design because I feel like this realm, you know, I could be wrong. You know, this is just my theories. I'm just I'm only saying this cuz maybe somebody can relate. Maybe it's a piece of the puzzle for somebody out there. Um, but I feel like this realm is meant to keep you trapped. And the trick is is to start looking within. And I feel like that's why this High Priestess is showing up because whatever you're dealing with right now, a volatile situation, a shitty situation, you're you're kicked out, you're breaking up, you know, whatever the case might be, it's happening to wake you up. Okay.
And have you noticed too in this realm, it seems like through the darkest times, that's where you are faced with the choice to understand who you really are, okay? What you are capable of, things like that. I feel like whoever I'm connecting with, you are being faced with that right now because it's time for you to wake up to something. Okay? Again, it could be your power. It could be that you are meant to be a light in this world to help others kind of realize that, you know, there's a trap going. You know, I'm getting into some deep [ __ ] today. Um, you know, I have, you know, here and there the last couple weeks I've been looking into like Gnostic beliefs. And I know there's the whole like soul trap theory and all that, like this, this realm is a a soul prison or whatever. I don't necessarily think that this realm is the prison, but I feel like this realm is meant to keep you trapped, you know, because of the illusions, you know, things like that, the lies that are just everywhere, the negativity that is constant. I feel like that's the trap. And once you break free of that, that's where that awakening happens. But of course, it can be very lonely. It can be very difficult. But I feel like whoever I'm connecting with, you are dealing with that very difficult time. You're being kicked out. It's almost like a sudden kind of thing that's happening here. You're being kicked out. That's what it is. Because there is some kind of change in your frequency and your your vibration. It's almost like it just happened out of nowhere.
So, I don't know if this necessarily means that maybe the universe, God, you know, just picked you to be one of the enlightened ones to kind of help show the way. Now, I'm thinking of, you know, in the Bible, isn't there like the 100 44,000, you know, something like that? What is that? I don't I don't claim to be a pro at any of this knowledge that I'm like pushing out there and I'm not trying to convince anybody of anything. These are just things that are, you know, I'm kind of channeling here. What I don't know why the 14 or 144,000 is coming to mind. I don't know. And something about a gatekeeper. I don't know. Let's see. We also have compass, true north, discovery, the path. Yeah, it's like you show others the way. But the thing is, it may be a little brutal what you're going through.
Now, I keep thinking of like getting kicked out. I keep hearing getting kicked out. Maybe you've been kicked out of a place. Maybe you're kicked out of a relationship, something like that. Maybe just feel like you've always just kind of been on the side. You've always been on the outside looking in. But that has been a gift because you were you had to start out as an observer, okay? So that you can learn from where you stood. And now you're being pushed. Now you're being pushed into a new path here. Okay? And that could be where this kind of kicked out. You're being kicked out from being on the outside and now you're kind of forced in to deal with some [ __ ] Okay. Kind of a heavy message. Okay.
We have Milky Way, uh, networking, marketing, internet. Again, fame, pushing your That's exactly what I just said. You're now going to be immersed um into a whole new realm here. It feels like, you know, and by that I mean you're no longer on the outside. That could be why this five of pentacles here is here because you've always felt like you never belong. But you know what? I feel like whoever I'm connecting with, you're definitely dealing with a rocky situation, like a tough situation because you're g you're being pushed in a direction that maybe you feel like you're not ready for that you're not comfortable with. Okay? But you are cuz you've broken through a lot of the illusion. I feel like we've been connecting with it's been a heavy burden on you to carry this by yourself. Like I said, you wish you could unsee things. You wish you could unlearn the things you've learned. You can you wish you could un feel the things that you feel like maybe you're somebody who gets downloads and channels and things like that as well. like it was just easy for you to see through the [ __ ] you know, but then you end up thinking there's something wrong with you, but there's nothing wrong with you. H what do we have at the bottom? We have owl sees through the facade. Wise and aren't owls, remember what I said about aliens? Aren't owls associated with aliens? Why do I keep picking up alien stuff? And I, like I said, I'm not really somebody who gets into to the alien [ __ ] you know, but I just, you know, I have to go with what I'm being given here. Let's see. But you're meant to guide others in some way. You're meant to break free, you know, even if it's not necessarily to lead others, which I feel like somebody here is meant to be a leader because with this, you know, fame card, the internet networking, I feel like you're going from being on the outside to being pushed into a crowd of people and helping others wake up because, you know, maybe even if it's not necessarily helping others wake up, it's to find people who you connect with because I feel like it's time for you to stop being alone or this this era of, you know, feeling left out that's coming to an end because networking, connections, things like that feel very important. So for somebody here, maybe you'll come together with some people and because you come together that just only that only increases the energy so that you can help, you know, humanity even more in your own special way, you know, however that may work or look, you know, with the High Priestess card, I do feel like this could be spiritual, you know, spiritual leadership or something like that. Could also be healing of some kind, but but healing in the shadows. Okay. somebody who's really not afraid to step into that that part of life. Okay.
And I feel like that's something I pick up for you a lot. Let's see what else we have. Broom, remove unwanted stuff, purging, and I feel like that comes down to, you know, the five of pentacles, five of cups here. Somebody here, you may be going through a purging kind of moment in your life where again breakups are happening. You're losing jobs. You know, you're you haven't you're having to move. That's because there is this this switch up in the energy. The universe is kicking you out of situations only so you can be invited into much better circumstances. Okay? Only for you to have a chance to realize your light. Because remember, you know, earlier I said, you know, sometimes it's in those darker times that we realize who we are and what we're capable of. I feel like whoever I'm connecting with, that's what you're dealing with. So the more you kind of recognize that that you're not an outcast, you're actually you're actually a gift to the world and something about the first half of your life or like the first like you know maybe the beginning stages of your life. You were the observer. Yeah, you were on the outside looking in. But that was because the universe really wanted you to learn, wanted you to study like people's behaviors and things like that. So maybe somebody here is a psychologist, you know, or maybe just naturally are into that kind of stuff, but you have this understanding of people and how they work, how they think, you are able to see these patterns and break out of that. Okay?
And I feel like whoever I'm connecting with this five of pentacles, five of cups, I know I keep going back to that. um this one final [ __ ] kind of vibe. Um was your or is this last pattern that you need to break out of before you reach like master kind of levels because honestly this feels like an energy of going from student, you know, the observer watching understanding from your point of view to master to teacher. So somebody here could be some kind of teacher. Okay, what else we have? Lily established ambition experience. Exactly. So I feel like I'm really catching the gist of this. But we have bellows here at the bottom. Catalyst ignite fuel. Yeah. The catalyst. It may not look too pretty because let me tell you, whoever I'm connecting with, you're definitely going through it. But it's actually a purging that's happening in your life. The universe is kick is definitely kicking you out of something. It may not feel too great. You may feel like yelling at the the sky right now. And you know, I feel like the universe would understand that. It's completely normal to feel those things. But I feel like there's this deception in the energy where on the outside it looks like hell. It looks like everything just is [ __ ] up. You hate you hate life. You hate the world. And again, it's okay to feel those things, but there's a deception in that energy in the background. It's like things are kind of falling apart so that new things can fall together for you because you have outgrown certain circumstances. Okay. Okay.
What else? What do I want to end with here? It's like why is this happen happening? Where where is this taking you? We have Mars. Move forward and defend self. Channel your fire wisely. It makes me think of the what was it? bellows ignite. You know, yeah, it's it's easy to feel angry in this energy when you feel like you're being kicked out. You feel like you're being left out in the cold, things like that. But channel your fire wisely. This is your chance to push past this and realize what you're capable of and really understand that you are in master territory now. You've been through this [ __ ] This is your chance to fully graduate. I guess you could say fully break through that last cycle that you're stuck in cuz I keep hearing like your last like pattern that you need to break free from. You know, something that's been keeping you trapped that you're finally, you know, getting it. Okay, but this is your chance. And I, you know, I always like to leave uh, you know, some self-empowering messages in my readings. You know, some of you may have noticed, but it's you. It's always been you. You are the one who gets to save you. Okay? It's kind of like that song in Frozen 2 where at the end Elsa is singing about I was the one I was waiting for. It's you. You have the power here. It's just time for you to see that, realize that. And it I feel like whoever I'm connecting with, that is the last thing you really need to understand here and then you will reach that master level. Okay?
And I do feel like again connections are very important here. You're going to find yourself meeting people in the next few months, especially as you break free here that really kind of connect the dots for you. And I'm talking like weird eerie like I don't know why I say eerie, but just weird how it comes together, the synchronicities and things like that. You're going to find yourself in some crazy situations and you're going to find yourself at the forefront of something or at the, you know, being a leader in some way, finding yourself pushed into like the spotlight in some way. You're no longer the outcast. You're no long. You're no longer the observer. You're the performer. You're the leader. You're the speaker. Sorry, you can probably hear my dog in the back. Okay, so let's see. Anything else? Use your voice. We have cardinal instigation, bravery, and pioneering uh spirit. Exactly. Keep going. It says, what do we have at the bottom? North node. Destiny or destined to have the highest path isn't always the easiest. And you know what? You've been going through that [ __ ] right? You've been feeling like the outcast. You've been feeling like you're on the outside looking in. and you've been trying, you've been trying to break free of this something that has held on to you for a while. You know, this could be a a pattern of toxic relationships. This could be a pattern with addiction. This could be a pattern with um you know, talking negatively to yourself, not seeing who you truly are and what you're capable of, you know, but I feel like again, the universe is pushing you out of that. There is this purge happening. So, don't let that scare you. There's a lot of deceit in that. on the like I said on the surface it's going to look scary. It's going to be like why does the universe hate me? But the more you understand what's really happening in the background and you kind of you know you do your best to go on that flow, the easier this will be. And you're going to find yourself in some strange circumstances, let me tell you, because you know, not I'm not saying it's bad. It's going to be very good. These connections, people people seem very important. Okay? So go to those invites, go to that wedding. Okay? Somebody here a wedding planner. That's something that's coming to mind. or like I keep seeing like a a wedding cake is somebody like maybe you you own a bakery, work at a bakery or something. Um work in the culinary field, you know, but wedding a wedding seems very important. Go to that wedding or some kind of c celebratory event like that. That just seems very important that's standing out to me, especially in the summertime. You know, the summertime's coming up right around the corner, just a few weeks away. You know, a lot of festivals and things, but I keep saying a wedding. Go to that wedding. I keep hearing that. Go to that wedding. Um, but yeah, I think I'm going to leave this here. You're being pushed outside of your comfort zone in a big way. But don't let the surface scare you. Things are falling a falling apart 100%. Okay? Things are leaving your life, but it's leading you to something so profound and it's leading you to your true calling here. So, be brave with that Mars energy, you know, with also with this cardinal energy. Be brave. Put yourself out there. Don't be afraid of that fire you have, but make sure you're channeling that wisely. Like I said, don't internalize that anger and and put pull yourself deeper into that hole. Rise up. Be that phoenix, you know, cuz that's what you are, mofo. Okay.
So, anyway, I'm going to leave this here. Um, if you would like a personal reading from me, go to my website, bananaarot.com. Like and subscribe. Leave some bananas in the comments below and I will see you in the next one. Bye.