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Someone here is feeling the energetic consequences of their behavior. And right before I started this reading, I was shuffling my cards and these two cards fell out on the ground. So, I feel like there's significance. The eight of swords and the four of pentacles. To me, I see this as someone really wants to reach out to you. They want to have a conversation with you. They want to talk to you. It's driving them crazy. Truly, they're reaching a breaking point here.
But this person, I feel like they're a huge overthinker. This person is holding themselves back out of pride and ego. They want you to reach out to them. They want you to chase them. And because I feel like you're not doing that, it seems like you're matching this person's energy. You're saying, "Okay, you're not going to put in any effort. Well, I'm not interested or I'm not available for low-effort people." Especially if you were very open, very warm. You could have been vulnerable with this person, and they simply didn't step up to the plate.
I get too, it's giving me a vibe where this person felt like they had time or they had other options they were entertaining. So, this person is definitely clinging on to your energy. They're obsessing. They're spying on you in any type of way that they can. This is someone who has a controlling personality and 444 could be significant. The fourth of the month, April could be significant. Let's take a look what the energy is. Yeah, nine of wands. They're holding themselves back. This is someone who could have trauma-dumped onto you as well. And it's like they are self-justifying their actions by victimizing themselves. So, this could have been a situation as well where this person very well may have ghosted you or you sent them a message, they didn't reply, they expected you to keep sending messages to them.
Hold on, I dropped a card. Let's see. Yeah, we got the lovers here. Gemini energy as well. I do get the sense that this person had options. They had choices. It's giving me a vibe of somebody who wanted to have their cake and eat it too. And they thought that they could have it. But that's the thing. They felt this spiritual connection with you. And I feel like you could have came into this person's life out of nowhere. This person could be used to dealing with people who are very shallow, just, you know, very surface-level connections and I do get the sense that they were entertaining these karmic connections because they needed the validation from these people. They needed the ego boost and that is because this person is still healing from something that happened in their past. It could have been their recent past. Maybe this person went through a rough breakup or divorce within the last few months and so the universe, your angels did bring you the two together. This person was sent into your life and so were you. But I feel like both of you mirrored your own wounds and your own triggers to one another. You could be more spiritual than this person or let's just say you're more awakened than them. And I feel like your role in their life was truly to serve as a teacher, as a mentor to them, whether or not they realize that.
But this is someone who definitely acknowledged to themselves or at least they're having these realizations now, these epiphanies that you are not like the rest. You are rare. It's like you are everything that this person ever wanted, but they didn't think that they deserved. And because they were so afraid, they pushed you away. They thought they had time. They thought they had control. But they're realizing that you're slipping through their fingers and it's scaring them because they don't want to lose you. Yeah. Wow. That's crazy. Look at this. We have the lovers and the devil here showing up. And it's quite literally it's the same figures here. This is a this is a battle between this person's higher self and their lower self because I get when you came into their life they could have been operating out of lust. Okay, this is someone who maybe they had addictions, sexual addictions, easily tempted, and you showing up like this bright energy, this bright light, this healing energy. You shocked this person, and now it's like they're battling themselves because they know that they would have to step into their higher self. They know that they would have to level up in order to be with you, but they would have to make that choice because at the end of the day, we all have free will. We can't force anybody to do anything. And that's also why I don't recommend doing magic on people because it'll always backfire on you. And if you try to do, let's say you try to do a binding spell on somebody or a love spell on somebody, all it the only thing it's going to do is it's going to cause you to become obsessed or binded to them. So, don't do it.
But yeah, look, this person is feeling the loss of you. Okay. Five of Pentacles. They're victimizing themselves. I honestly feel like this person was really going through it. They were really going through a rough time. Maybe you sensed this and you know the universe sent you into their life as the sun, sunshine, healing their inner child, happiness. This is someone who felt very safe with you, in the presence of you, maybe for the first time in their life. They felt truly seen and comfortable with someone, especially if they were used to dealing with people in their past who were emotionally unstable. People who would project onto this person, gaslight this person. I feel like this person was seriously emotionally abused, if not even physically abused by people that they were in relationships with. So, they've just had nothing but toxic or karmic connections. And naturally, when someone goes through the ringer like that, they have trust issues. This is someone who saw you as too good to be true. They thought that there's no way that you could be real. There's no way that they had manifested someone like you into their life. And both of you felt this soulmate connection here. This person saw you as someone divine who came into their life. They have never experienced this before, ever. This wasn't just attraction. This wasn't just lust that they felt for you. And they initially may have felt that this was purely physical, but they're realizing that you are everything. And the fact that you're not chasing this person confirms it even more for them. They know that you are literally the one. They are obsessing over you. They cannot get you out of your mind, out of their head, out of their spirit. This person feels like they're going crazy. And so they're sitting in victim mode right now because they're emotionally overwhelmed at how they played themselves by trying to play with you because you're too spiritually evolved. You're going to see right through that. You're going to see right through any type of manipulation, any type of mind games. You showing up as a sun here. You have ascended. You are in your own lane, in your own energy, in your own frequency. So naturally, you could have a pattern of attracting broken souls, lost souls to you because they seek out your likes. They're very drawn to you. It's like they can't help themselves. I feel like this person could be blaming you for the loss of this relationship because they don't want to face their own shame or they don't want to face their own wounds, their own traumas here. So something about the number three could be significant, three days from now from when you're seeing this. Let's see what's going on here. We got the Knight of Cups. I feel like this person is going to be coming in with some type of offer here. This could be an apology because they're going to reach that breaking point. They're going to reach their limit. And I feel like spirit won't let this person rest until they do approach you, until they do come to you and talk to you. So, you're guided to kind of just be patient here and just wait. You know, don't reach out to this person. Don't chase their energy. The more that you chase after this person or the more that you think about them, the more that you obsess with them, the more that you delay them coming towards you. So, focus on yourself right now, okay? Get busy.
Yeah, this is someone who's they're drowning themselves in their work to avoid thinking about you. They're just distracting themselves in any type of way that they can. And that's also why I feel like they ran to some type of karmic connection because they wanted to get you off of their mind. They wanted to forget about you, comparing you to their options, but they're realizing that nobody compares to your divine frequency. It's like they feel an emptiness with other people now. Even if their physical desires are being met, it's like they do this and then they feel ashamed or they feel disgusted with themselves. They sit in self-loathing because they know that you are the one that emotionally fulfills them. Nobody else can do that for them. "I regret lying to you." Mhm. That's what I said. And I feel like you intuitively knew this. You picked up on this. This person underestimated your intuitiveness for sure. Your ability to see through them. Confirmation. They feel like you are their angel. They feel like their angels. God has brought you to them and they're realizing this now. Well, it's a little bit too late. You know, for some of you, maybe you would take this person back. And for others, you're done. That's it. Just another lesson for you. But confirmation, too. We have runner ghosting. It's like they allow their insecurities to get the best of them. Their own trust issues here. "I'm a fool to think that I could forget about you." Exactly. They also love your sense of humor. So, you guys could have really connected perhaps through, you know, your conversations. Maybe you guys had some type of inside jokes here. So, let's take a look. What else would this person say to you right now if they could talk to you? "Can we have a fresh start? Don't let me go. I can't give you what you want and deserve. I feel so happy with you." Yeah, confirmation of everything I was saying. And I'm crying every night, saying, "I know I messed up everything." They know. They know very well now. And heavily feeling the loss of you. I mean, you were literally the light. You were the sunshine in this person's life. This person could have called you sunshine. Yeah, this is someone who's so hooked on you. I don't see them being able to forget about you or to let you go. This is someone who's going to be very determined to come towards you and fix things with you. Again, it's going to be up to you if you want to rekindle things with this person, but they would seriously need to prove themselves to be around you. So, don't be emotionally attached to this person. Try your best to be detached and think logically and observe this person's patterns because anybody can talk real smooth. I I feel like this person is a charmer. They're giving player energy to be honest. So, you need to observe their patterns and see if they're ready to be with somebody like you. Yeah, exactly. Don't live in a fantasy. Don't live in the illusions. Okay. Pay attention to the red flags here. You could have been seeing this person through rose-colored glasses, but I feel like you have taken the rose-colored glasses off or this is just your warning. It's your sign to do that. And most importantly here, I feel like it's just to become aware of your own value because you deserve the very best. You deserve to have somebody who shows up for you 100% of the time. Not 50% of the time, not 25% of the time, not 75% of the time. You deserve to have someone who shows up for you consistently, someone who is emotionally available for you. And anytime that you entertain somebody or something that is not giving you exactly what you want in terms of their availability for you, you're basically sending out a message to the universe that's saying, "Hey, I'm okay with settling for crumbs. That's okay. I'm fine with this." When the moment that you choose yourself above everything, the universe wants to send you 100% of what you want. And it's right there for you. You simply have to make the choice to choose your higher self over your lower self. And this is where it's important to also have boundaries, right? So you don't get taken advantage of.
So let's see what's going to happen here. What are they going to do next? What's the outcome of this connection? What are they going to do next? Yeah, they're going to be pushed to come towards you because I see this person, they're unable to sleep at night. They're heavily stressing about this. I just get there's so much anxiety going on in this person's mind right now. I also feel like they can't stop dreaming of you. This person literally feels haunted by you. So, they will be coming in to try to work things out with you. Wow. Confirmation. We got the High Priestess and the Nine of Swords. They are literally haunted by you, your energy, your presence, your spirit. Even if they could try to physically run away from you, your energy haunts them. It just follows them everywhere they go. I'm telling you, this person literally feels like they are spiraling into some type of psychosis. And that's just your higher self. That's just your energy. You're mysterious with your presence. You don't have to say too much. You don't have to do too much. You just exist. And it's freaking this person out. So guys, that is the reading I have for you at this time. Let me know how this resonates for you. And I'll see you guys in the next.