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Jesus did not come here to start a religion. He came here to teach humanity an incredibly important and precise awakening process. Through this awakening process, the individual achieves a christening, a Christlike state of consciousness. Now, there is a duality to this Christ consciousness. If you use it for selfless purposes, you achieve Christ consciousness. If used for selfish purposes, which is the opposite, you would have an antichrist consciousness.
Now, the antichrist versus Christ is not a person versus a person. This is within all of us. Every single person on earth has the ability to fully activate this Christ consciousness. And depending on how you use it determines whether you are Christ or Antichrist. This information is incredibly important and obviously has been buried for a couple thousand years, but it is coming back out. Most importantly with the Nagamadi discoveries in 1940s Egypt, which led us to the uncovering of some amazing books that were the closest thing to the actual writings of Jesus Christ because there are no writings from Jesus in the Old Testament or the New Testament. You might not know this, but Jesus is not mentioned one time in the Old Testament because it was written before he existed. And nobody in the New Testament had any direct interaction with Jesus because it was written so far after his death. But there are a couple books that are considered to be the closest thing to the actual teachings of Jesus. And these have been kept from us since essentially their conception. The two most important ones, or my two favorite ones, are the Gospel of Thomas and the Apocrypha of John. We're going to get into both of those today and a whole lot more as we dive into this very special Christmas edition of Conscious Observers. Let's talk about Jesus. Let's go.
Hello friends and welcome to another exciting episode of Conscious Observers. Merry Christmas week. I haven't been controversial enough lately. Okay, I've been good. So, I figured let's let's talk about Jesus during Christmas, but let's do it basically the opposite of what the Bible says. Not in a blasphemous way, but in an enlightening way. Because when you understand how the Bible was written, who wrote the Bible, and why, which you will understand all these things by the end of today's video, and of course, this is just my opinion, okay? This is not here to trigger anybody. It's just here to expand your way of thinking because I actually look at the Bible as pre-awakening literature. It's it's good to read when you're still in matrix mode. It's perfect for that. And once you go through your awakening, it's actually kind of good to graduate to the Gnostic texts. And and I'll I'll show you why today. So, this is not in any way, shape, or form meant to like, I don't know, put down a religion or anything. Religions do serve a purpose. And I don't even think that they were inverted because they were inverted in a way to really have the intended consequence that they did. I think it was more so a a temporary stopgap. They saw it, especially Paul saw it as a way to um they thought that end times was coming and they were just trying to like keep the peace and keep the civility through this end times, you know, scenario, which didn't happen, of course. Um and here we are 2,000 years later still reciting the same stuff. That's wild.
Anyways, there's nothing wrong with the Bible. There's nothing wrong with believing and listening to all that stuff. But at a certain point in your life or a certain point in your spiritual journey, you will probably outgrow it. You will probably get to a point where it doesn't really resonate. It doesn't really hit the same way. And you might be thinking, hm, you know, I'm going to church. I'm reading the Bible. I'm reciting all these things. I'm going through the motions. I'm talking about it. I'm thinking about it, but it's just not resonating. It just doesn't make sense anymore. You know, and this isn't my opinion. I've talked to so many people that share the sentiment and then they're like, "What do I do? Like, where do I go from here?" You don't want to just go from being religious to being non-religious or or just, I don't know, join a cult or something. Don't do any of that stuff. Well, there are some texts that are religious by nature that are centered around Jesus that are sort of the opposite in many ways to the standard Bible. Okay? Like I I mentioned before, the the Old Testament doesn't mention Jesus one time because it was written hundreds of years before Jesus. And what the Gnostics believe is that that old like the the God of the Old Testament is actually what we'd call Yaldoth or the Demiurge. It's it is a god in a sense, but it's not the god. It's it's this this false god who's just got us imprisoned in this this this archonic control system earth thing that it has created. We'll get more into that. So the Old Testament is is what it is. And then the New Testament was written quite some time after and and much of it was influenced by Paul and and Paul especially earlier on was very anti-Jesus and was actually arresting Jesus followers and and was not a fan. Then evidently he had an epiphany and he changed. But at the same time he also kind of franchised the whole Christian model and turned it into this enterprise and inverted so much of the teachings. So you have to just kind of have an open mind when you look at all this stuff. Um, and I think that he did most of that stuff because it was a it was to keep the peace in a lot of ways. It was scalable. It was franchiseable. It was like a franchise model for a company. Um, it was very effective and it worked very well. It's still working now 2,000 years later. So, obviously this guy knew what he was doing. He was very smart. And, you know, he was classically trained. He spoke, you know, Greek and Roman. He was Jewish. He he was powerful. He you know back in this day it was after Alexander the Great conquered everything and was spreading this Hellenistic view. So everything was very Greek influenced. So even in in Israel where people you know were Jewish they they still were very influenced by by Greek philosophy and and the Platonic you know way of looking at at the cosmos and that cosmology. And this this influenced a lot of stuff. So you know he was very influenced by this. He was very smart. He was able to cross all of these chasms and speak all the languages of all the different powerful elites and everything. And he was able to kind of create this Christianity that that completely inverted the story. And I'm going to get into it. I'm going to show you exactly how it's it's a complete opposite. And it's it's done in a way, I think, at the time just to keep the peace. But now, a couple thousand years later, it has severely stunted our collective spiritual growth. And you'll see what I mean.
Okay. So, let's just get into it. The the first book that I really want to just I mean I'm not going to go like deep into these but just to highlight is the Gospel of Thomas, which was written. It's it's like the series of just teachings from Jesus, but it's it's considered the the most um I would say direct teachings from Jesus. Like I don't know if there's any writings that are 100% Jesus's writings. I don't even know if Jesus was literate in that way, but this is considered the most direct, you know, like like Jesus was telling, you know, Thomas these things directly. And there's some debate over exactly who wrote this, but they they're seem to be the most direct. It's it's Jesus basically direct teachings. And the really interesting part is these teachings are very different than what you see in the Bible. They are they don't talk about like obviously this is when Jesus was alive. So it has nothing to do with the crucifixion or resurrection story. There's no church in it at all. It's all about your inner authority, your divine spark, that the kingdom is within you. It was Jesus as a teacher, as a as a he wasn't a savior. It was all about the awakening process. He was basically an enlightened spiritual teacher. And he was teaching people, you know, kind of how to take their power back and and that they were sovereign, independent. Don't give away your power. You know, that you can heal yourself. You can lead yourself. You can guide yourself. That you have this inner authority. You have the spark of divinity within you. Kingdom of God is within you. You don't need anything external. It's all about you, you know. So that was very powerful.
You might think, okay, where did that come from? Right? And then you got to look at the the life of Jesus. Okay? Well, in the Bible, I think they mention him at like age 12 in in in temple, I think in Jerusalem, and then all of a sudden there's like an 18-year discrepancy, and then he just reappears at 30, and he's very enlightened at 30. You're like, "Okay, so what was he doing for all that time?" I mean, how can you conveniently leave out the 18 most transformative years of a person's life from 12 to 30? Are you kidding me? Well, there's a lot of evidence and one of my favorite books. This is um Manley P. Hall. This is The Secret Teachings of All Ages. This book, I mean, it's just a masterpiece. And it goes into mainly the secret like mystery schools and and things like that, but it's so much deeper. And through this, through Dolores Cannon's book, Jesus and the Essenes, through, you know, the Gospel of Thomas and the Apocryphon of John and through all these different Gnostic texts and through all these different things, I've been able to piece together this, I don't know, kind of more accurate telling it seems of Jesus's life. And it's way different than what you'll get in the Bible because they actually go into the missing 18 years. For example, you know, just this one part, I'm only going to read this one part because this book is just incredibly massive, but Manley P. Hall says Jesus was reared and educated by the Essenes and later initiated into the most profound of their mysteries. Like all great initiates, he must travel in an easterly direction. And the silent years of his life no doubt were spent in familiarizing himself with that secret teaching later to be communicated by him to the world. Having consummated the aesthetic practices of his order, he attained to the christening. The christening.
Now what they talk about in this book and others is the christening is this achievement of Christ consciousness, this full activation of yourself. And he says, like all the initiates in the Essenes' mystery school, which was a a continuation of the Pythagoras mystery school in in ancient Greece. Remember like after, you know, Alexander the Great conquered everything, he spread this Hellenistic view. Hella meant Greek, um Greece in in Greek. So they as they conquered the whole area, they spread this Hellenistic, which basically just means Greek point of view and philosophy. So the mystery schools of Pythagoras, because he was first, and he discovered that everything was basically mathematical and he discovered the kind of the layers of reality and how there is a non-physical realm and a physical realm and and all those layers. And then this led to Plato and his teachings and the Platonic realms and Platonism and all of this carried over. And the the um Essenes were were very um passionate, you know, about Judaism, but then they fell out because when the Romans took over, you know, Israeli power, they didn't like the control systems and the way that they were they were twisting it. So they they moved themselves out to the deserts and kind of became a little more of outsiders because they're like, "Hey, we're not with y'all." But they were very smart, very spiritual um and very easterly the way that they they operated. They, you know, when I say easterly, back then things like Zoroastrianism, Hinduism, Buddhism were very prevalent and India and that that area. A lot of that was kind of it was all merging and so they were adopting some of those practices. The the way they meditated, the way that they fasted, the way that they used cold water um therapy um led to baptism and these kinds of things. That was, you know, they were vegetarian. They were very much into health and wellness and fitness. Treated their body like a temple. They they were all about healing themselves. Um they believed that knowledge was the most important thing, that ignorance was the worst thing that you could have. So these these Essenes were very enlightened, powerful people. They weren't these like traveling nomadic gypsies or whatever like like people want you to think. So they were, you know, initiates in the mystery schools, the mystery schools that were derivatives of, you know, Pythagoras and Plato's teachings in in ancient Greece. So they were very powerful and they had a very um you know, I don't know, good fundamental understanding of our world and and reality and consciousness and how everything worked. Well, those 18 years of Jesus's life that are missing, according to Manley P. Hall and others, that that's where Jesus was. He was traveling with the Essenes.
Now Dolores Cannon wrote an amazing book called Jesus and the Essenes, and it's really something. I mean, it's amazing. And it goes hardcore into these missing years. And what you find out is that Jesus wasn't just doing carpentry work in Jerusalem, you know, as some sort of a peasant. He was like literally hardcore studying in the mystery schools. He went to India and studied in Tibet. He even went to like Glastonbury and in England and studied with the Druids. Um he he traveled all around and was studying with the different mystery schools because he was seen and Mary, but especially Jesus was seen as a very elite level like Jedi master in the mystery schools. You know, he had this amazing ability to, you know, not only he was charismatic and and he could communicate very clearly and he was great as a teacher and a leader, but he also had amazing abilities. He was he was activated, fully activated. He has his Christ consciousness dialed up to 10. You know, Christ is is not a name. His name wasn't Jesus Christ. Christ is a title. And according to this, Christ is a a form of consciousness, as a level, a state of consciousness that we all should try to to attain. So that is like those missing 18 years was him training and learning and traveling and becoming this this master. And then whenever he resurfaces, you know um at age 30, he has all this knowledge. Where did all that knowledge come from? Well, it came from training, it came from the mystery schools. It came from the Essenes.
Now the Essenes are also who are responsible for um evidently for the Dead Sea Scrolls and this kind of stuff. That's where they they lived in Qumran. And um so the Dead Sea Scrolls were found I think only like one or two years after um the the Nag Hammadi discovery, which led to the Gospel of Thomas and the Apocryphon of John. So this is all amazing stuff because these stories were all buried for thousands of years. You know, 1600 years or so they were buried because it kind of goes against what the church wanted. The church wanted rule and control. They wanted you to think that you were powerless and they wanted you to think that you needed them. And what Jesus is teaching people is no, you don't need them. They need you. You like you don't need anybody. You're you're sovereign. You're independent. You're powerful. You are a son of God. And you have the spark of divinity within you. And this is like what the whole Gospel of Thomas is about. And like I said, the Gospel of Thomas is considered, you know, as close as you're going to get to Jesus's direct teachings. And it teaches personal responsibility. um that Jesus is a teacher, not a savior. He's not here to save anybody. That you have to save yourself. And this is going to become very important as we move on in the story because there is this this embedded initiation process in in the the human experience. Like there is this awakening process that we're supposed to go through. And what what the church was basically trying to do is is create this surrogate for that is is to say, you don't need to worry about that. Jesus already did that. You know, Jesus died on the cross. You know, he was crucified. He was resurrected. So, you don't have to do this. You can just come and worship us. And you don't have to worry about awakening or enlightenment or or any of this this stuff. Like you just do your thing. But what if that awakening process is fundamental to the human experience? What if that is what we're actually supposed to do? And what if that is the thing that organized religion removes from the human experience? You might think they're doing us a favor. Oh, cool. I don't have to go through that struggle. I don't have to do that. Jesus did it for me. But what Jesus would tell you, what he was telling you through the Gospel of Thomas is that no, you're supposed to do that. That is the point of this. You're supposed to wake up. And then when you wake up, you're supposed to, you know, go through this initiation, which usually incorporates the dark night of the soul because you're like, what the heck is going on? What everything I thought was true is is false. And you know, everything I thought I could believe, I can't. So you go through this dark night of the soul and on the other side, you're awake. And then it's all about integration. How do I live in this system knowing what it is and then how do I transcend it and how do I, you know, graduate from it and no longer require it? And this is what Jesus was teaching.
Okay. So let's go down the timeline a little bit because there was the crucifixion. Okay. Now whether that literally happened or whether whether it's metaphorical as far as these books go, we don't really know because the Gospel of Thomas kind of ends right before that and then the Apocrypha of John starts after it. But what we do know is that there was a either a death experience or a near-death experience. So, you know, and I've covered this a lot and I I research it like crazy because I'm infatuated with near-death experiences because you can learn a lot. I mean, you have thousands, if not millions of people that have crossed over and come back to tell about it. And what they tell is very similar. There's these universal elements to it. Doesn't matter if you're old or young or black or white or what religion or what country or none of that matters. Like people give very similar stories and accounts of what they saw and the feeling and the experience and everything. Well, according to the Apocrypha of John, this was written as this, I guess you would call it a vision, a download, you know, some sort of a channeling from directly from Jesus to John. And John is basically saying what Jesus is telling him is on the other side. Okay? Because this is post um awakening. This is post like the crucifixion marks like this this point of, you know, this near-death experience. You know how like when you study spiritual awakenings, whether it's a a self-induced like kundalini type awakening or a spontaneous spiritual awakening or a I don't know, UFO encounter or a near-death experience or something that kind of shakes your snow globe up and makes it to where you can't put the toothpaste back in the tube. You're just like, whoa, I see everything different now. I see the code of the matrix, right? Like this happens. It's a big deal. And usually it takes some sort of a, I don't know, like traumatic or dramatic or monumental kind of event to really do this. Well, in Jesus's life, he was already enlightened because he has spent however many years, you know, living with the Essenes and traveling and training in the mystery school. So, he was very enlightened already, but he hadn't had his his like that peak moment, that that shaker snow globe up moment, that near-death experience. So, he was very enlightened. So the the Gospel of Thomas is very enlightened stuff and he's speaking almost like you can tell that he's subduing it a little bit because he wants it to be understood by the people reading it. He's not giving it. He's not giving you everything he's got. But then he has his near-death experience or his death experience. He has the crucifixion and awakening. Um, again, whether that's literal or metaphorical, we're not sure at this point in these writings, but all we know is when you get to the Apocrypha of John, Jesus is telling you some he's dropping some bombs. I mean, it is it's wild. This is where the foundation for Gnosticism comes from. He goes into the Pleroma, which is what you would call like the Absolute. It's it's eternity. It's it's infinity. It's source pure consciousness. It's God. That's Pleroma. The the Yaldabaoth or the Demiurge um which was basically like Sophia um split off. You're they're supposed to have pairs. So they're called Aeons. Aeons are like these high-level like archangels, the direct children of of God of the Monad. And they they have pairs and Sophia was supposed to have a pair and she decided to go it alone. She's like, "You know what? You know my the big guy, he can create. I want to create." So she creates, you know, this this universe and she wasn't really supposed to do it. Um, and evidently like so the Demiurge or Yaldabaoth was like her kind of offspring. She basically had she created, you know, life which she wasn't supposed to do because she wasn't paired and it came out, I don't know, kind of twisted, right? And that's the whole story of the Demiurge. And then the Demiurge created this earth and the earth is like a reflection. And it's a it's a, I don't know, a false mirror of of reality. And it's this, I don't know, the way they describe it in Gnosticism is this kind of a prison planet type of a thing because the Demiurge wanted so man, who we are, Adam Kadmon, there is in the Pleroma, there is an Adam Kadmon that's like pure and perfect and whatever. And so the Demiurge created us and we're kind of in his image, but we are um like clones. We're we're not not the same at first. And then the the big man tricks the Demiurge, y'all, and tricks him into breathing basically divinity within us, into us, because the Demiurge, being an offspring of Sophia, and Sophia being a direct offspring of the Monad, of of the big guy, um has this ability to give us this spark of divinity, this this consciousness. And that's the story and that's how why humans got, you know, empowerment and sovereignty and this this connection into source. But the Demiurge was tricked into doing this. I mean, of course, he got pissed and yada yada. And that whole story gets really weird, obviously. And he creates these sets up these Archons and this Archonic control system and and, you know, turns this place into kind of like this controlling, you would call it like a prison planet.
Okay. Well, that's that's the story of Gnosticism. And this was all relayed to John evidently, according to the Apocryphon of John, from Jesus. And this is what Jesus saw when he crossed over and he came back to tell this information. And the reason he was telling this information is because he wanted John to let people know that this was the deal so that people could start waking up to it so that they could break out of the system. Because it's very important to note this, that these aren't like aliens that are controlling us or something like that. That these are more more or less like what we call egregore, thought forms, tulpas. Um, tulpas would be like a thought form at an individual level, and an egregore is a thought form at a at a collective level. But these are what Carl Jung would call these like, you know, collective unconscious archetypes that are governing and controlling things. And that the Demiurge is a false authority and it is a false god. Um, and it is controlling and it is manipulative. And even unlike the Old Testament, the, you know, the God of the Old Testament is this Demiurge is the one who was the selfish and jealous God, the one who, you know, like we, you know, we were in Eden and we're, you know, there was this this tree of knowledge and tree of life and these things that we were told not to eat from and gain knowledge and life and stuff like that from um and it was this Demiurge that was telling us not to do that and punishing us for doing that. But those were things that that we needed to awaken. So you can see how there's this like inversion going on that like, okay, the Old Testament, I mean, when you read it, it's dark and twisted and that God was, you know, dark and twisted. You know, but who wants to believe that their God is dark and twisted? Well, you know, here we are centuries later in this Gnostic text, which is is coming from the mouth of God or mouth of Jesus um supposedly, is telling us, oh, well, that God in the Old Testament that y'all have been worshiping, that's actually the Demiurge or what they called Yaldabaoth, and that that's not really God. That's not the Monad. That's not up in the Pleroma. That's that's this Demiurge that's only residing over this planet. And you can break free from that. And here's how to do it. And this is what the most important part of all this is, is that Jesus was hand-delivering this this process, this awakening process, and telling people, here's what to do. And this is what Gnosticism teaches. And, you know, people argue, okay, was Jesus a Christian or Gnostic? And these kinds of things. Well, he was neither because, you know, Christianity hadn't really started yet and Gnosticism hadn't really started yet. But what the Essenes were teaching at the time, what the Essenes were believing in this direction that they were going is what laid the foundation for Gnosticism. So, it's really interesting because, you know, people will recite passages from the Bible and they'll say, "Well, Jesus said this." But when you actually break it down, Jesus didn't say those things. Somebody else said those things. And they're saying, "Well, this is what Jesus said." But if you actually look how the Bible's written, it's dozens and dozens of books written over centuries. And most of it started, even the earliest ones started like 80 years after his death, which means that that there's a very good chance, I can't tell you for sure, but unless somebody just lived a really long time, nobody who had a a hand in writing the Bible actually knew Jesus. So, these are just retellings, retellings, retellings. And at this point, all those people were essentially like government workers because at this point, everything had been institutionalized like crazy. And they were using Christianity as this tool to control people and to, I don't know, to get people just to kind of they wanted people to be orderly, go to work, pay their tithe, and you know, be good. That's what they wanted. And it was very, very good at that. Um, so that was their main goal. That wasn't Jesus's main goal. Jesus's main goal was, "Hey guys, you know, I trained with mystery schools for a very long time. I'm very enlightened. I know all this stuff. I had this this near-death or death experience, this crucifixion and resurrection. I saw the other side. I see how this works. I see the levels of it. I I know that we're in this Archonic control system of sorts. And here is how to break out of it. Here are the steps to take." And this is what he was telling people. And, you know, you can guess how that went.
So these texts, the Apocryphon of John and the the Gospel of Thomas were hidden by the Essenes. They were put in this like clay jar and they were hidden out in in Nag Hammadi, out in the desert, middle of freaking nowhere, Egypt, and they were hidden in this this cliffside and buried in the ground. And I guarantee you they were put there so that the person who did it would probably come back and get it, but who knows what happened to that poor chap. So they were found like 1600 years, 1700 years later, just in the 1940s. And when they were found, they were in almost pristine condition. Okay? So this isn't like the cuneiform tablets or something where we have to translate some old language. This was Coptic. This was written mostly in in in Greek. I believe they had when it came to the the um Gospel of Thomas, there were like four different versions that they found from different time periods. So we have complete this is complete. This isn't just like some incomplete stuff and they're filling in the gaps or some language they don't understand that they have to translate. You're talking about like we we just found it. It was pristine and they were basically just able to bring in these scholars and read it and interpret it. And so especially the the Apocryphon of John is very um complex and it's wild. It's a wild story. I recommend you read it, but it's not an easy read. Um, the Gospel of Thomas is very easy to read and it's it's very empowering. It's it's positive. It's it's common sense. So common sense. It's such a a breath of fresh air because you're like, "Oh, this makes sense." You know? Um, so that's super awesome. But like these these stories, here's a really wild part. It's very clear that all the folks that wrote the Bible knew about these books. Okay? They were even like like criticized and put down by them. So they knew about them. These are the best we have, as far as we know, the most direct teachings of Jesus Christ himself, the most direct teachings, way more direct than practically anything you'll find in the Bible. And they were purposely omitted from the Bibles. And the Bible isn't one book, okay? The Bible is a bunch of books written by a bunch of different people over a long period of time. Okay? So, at no point did they say, "Oh, we should include these two with the most direct teachings of Jesus." They're like, "No, don't do that. Those are very enlightening and empowering and they will actually give people the wrong impression." That wrong impression being that you have personal sovereignty and that you have a spark of divinity within you. We cannot have people thinking that that's craziness. So they left them out. Consciously left them out. And some brave souls put them in a big jar and um they were wrapped up and they were protected and they dug them in the desert. I mean, the desert preserves things. There's not a lot of, you know, things just last out there. So, they lasted 1600 or so years and some people found them. There were some um some guys in the 1940s that were out looking for a certain type of soil that if you dig, you know, into the desert, you find a certain type of soil. It's good for gardening or something like that. And they they found them. And there's the Nag Hammadi library and and archive and and anyways, it's super interesting because these have been validated. They've been translated. They've been read in great detail and they've been, you know, analyzed and studied. And this is the basis, you know, this and there's some other books that that come together and and kind of create the Gnostic, you know, way of thinking about things. But people don't realize that this is heavily influenced by Jesus. And and I would argue more influenced, Jesus's direct teachings more influenced Gnosticism than Christianity. And I know I know that sounds crazy. It's not going to make everybody out there happy, but it is what it is because Jesus didn't write the Bible. I mean, he's nowhere in the first Bible. You know, and people like to just ignore, you know, the Old Testament because it's so wild and twisted and dark, but I mean, like Judaism and like the, you know, the scripture and stuff, like a lot of it is based on, you know, like the Torah. If I mean, I might be wrong, I'm not a scholar here or anything, but I think the Torah is actually like several of the books of the Old Testament. Like that's their main Bible. I know they interpret it different and everything, but it it's it's just wild because it's such a dark, dark book and a lot of people separate themselves from it. They're like, "Okay, we're not into that, you know, we're not we're not that hardcore. So, we're into the New Testament because it's all love and light." And it's like, "It is it is much lighter and happier." And they present Jesus in this this good way.
Here's where it gets off the rails. Jesus's entire mission through the Gnostic texts is to awaken people. To awaken people, not to indoctrinate them, not to control them, not to have them become religious or adopt some sort of, you know, cult-like way of thinking. It was all about self-empowerment. Self-empowerment. I mean, come on. Like, it doesn't get much more unculty or unreligious than that. Like, he was saying, "Don't worship me." Like, you you are the important thing. You don't need me to heal you. You can heal you. You don't need that guy over there to save you. Salvation doesn't go through him. Salvation goes through wisdom. Gnosis means knowledge. They were all about the more you know. The more knowledge, the more experience, the better off you're going to be, you know. But the church was like, don't ask questions. If we give you all the answers, you won't need to ask questions. You already know the answers, so you don't need to ask the questions, right? So, just put your head down, go to work, go to church, be good, you know, don't cause trouble. And of course, Jesus caused a lot of trouble because this was so backwards. So backwards. And and he saw this. And the Essenes saw this too.
Now what this book here um this Manley P. Hall Secret Teachings of All Ages goes into every single one of the secret societies and mystery schools. And you see all of these similarities. I mean, for example, when did Jesus die? Age 33. I mean, come on. Like there's so much symbolism to all of this stuff. It's it's wild. I won't even go into all of it because people I don't want this to be too conspiratorial. But trust me, there's a lot going on here. And these these I mean, for example, this video, I've done so many wild videos. This is probably the most like just me teaching or or suggesting that that Jesus was different than you've been told in the Bible is going to probably be one of my most controversial things that I could say. But there is so much information that backs this up. And you got to think, okay, the Bible is is is good for some things and religions are is good for some things, but what is it best at? What is it best at? Is it best at empowering you to be a sovereign individual? No, that's not its strong suit. It's best at control. It's best at control and it's very, very good at that. So, like I said before, pre-awakening, when you're in your matrix mode, which we are at some point, it's very effective. You know, it answers some questions, you know, just like back in the ancient Greek days, you know, they would have storms. It would lightning. What's that lightning? What's that thunder? Oh no, are we going to die? No, don't worry. It's just Zeus. He's up there throwing lightning bolts. He's He's mad. Okay, cool. Woo. Just Zeus. We were able to answer questions that were unanswerable at the time. So, these mythologies and these religions do a great job at that because we have natural questions. Everyone naturally questions why we're here, where we came from, what's next, all these things. So things like mythologies and religions give you answers so you can just relax and go to work, raise a family, all that kind of stuff.
At a certain point in your life, it's not enough. At a certain point in your life, you're going to say, "Uh, I'm not buying that anymore." Or it's incomplete, or it's not resonating, or I just need more. Or maybe I just want to find my own answers. I don't want you to spoon-feed me these answers. Or maybe, hey, these answers are 2,000 years old. Maybe it's time for some updated answers. And that's what Jesus would say. He would say, "Hey, you you find the answer." You know, like the biggest problem we have right now is ignorance by far. And that was as true then as it is today.
So that leads me to an unexpected turn in this. So the Monroe Institute had something called the the Explorer series. The Explorer series was this elite group of Monroe attendees and you know trainees that were extremely good at essentially leaving this material realm, okay, and connecting. At a certain point, you can connect if you're out there, you know, it's like if you dive down in the bottom of the oceans, you can connect with the fishies and the octopus and the squids and stuff, right? Well, when you go when you transcend, when you when you alter your state of consciousness and you you go out of this density, you can start to communicate with intelligences and consciousnesses that are not in human bodies. And some of them were very familiar with Earth. Some of them had been human before. And in this one instance that I'm going to tell you about, and I'll I'll put links for this because this video is really amazing, but um this is all recorded. They um I think it was ROMC. um they always use initials. So the the trainee was ROMC and they they went out and they connected to this this higher intelligence that's not in a physical body but used to be human and is very familiar is stationed here on earth um as kind of a guardian or a, you know, I don't know, a managerial role around earth. And they were talking about what Christ consciousness is and, you know, it even went into the whole Christ versus Antichrist. And what they said is that, you know, this person, the person who we call Jesus, was chosen to be given the highest level of consciousness that had been given at this time. There had been other ascended masters before and there has been some since. But that at this time, this Jesus figure had the highest quality, highest level of Christ consciousness ever attained. And this was done on purpose because this individual was supposed to spread this knowledge and and basically awaken people to the idea that when you are fully activated, when you're a fully activated human being, you have these abilities. So when he would go around performing miracles, that was all misconstrued and exaggerated. He wasn't doing the things that they said. He was the miracles he was doing was showing people that especially with your hands, palms of your hands, that you can heal, you can transmit information telepathically, that you can, you know, basically connect to God and to source yourself. You don't have to go to church. You can do it. You can do it anytime you want. You don't need an intermediary. And this is some of the main things that he was teaching. And this is what he was here to do was to have this ability, this profound ability to articulate the stuff and to just show the world what was possible, what the human being could do and that you could do it and you could do it and you could do it and you could do it. Wasn't just him. He was just the messenger.
Okay. Then at a certain point, they knew that the world that he was thrust into was not um conducive to this, supportive of this. They weren't going to be like, "Oh, tell us more Jesus. Awaken more of our population so they can revolt." No, they were at some point going to destroy him. And that they knew that when he was destroyed, this information like a bomb goes out and is released. Okay, released. And that now this this Christ level like it raised the baseline of consciousness and what consciousness can be. Now this information had gone out into the population. Okay. So now that we've raised the baseline, right, we've raised our our ceiling of our consciousness. Now when we awaken, we can really awaken. Okay. So what this channeling, the Minans do, what this is what they go next. The information that they give next is that, okay, now that people, anybody, because the template has been set, now that we can, you know, this new snippet of code has been put into the program, you could say, now that we know that we can achieve this Christ level of consciousness, well, now it gets tricky because we know that what we learn from the Minans, so the Gnostics teach that this is like a prison planet type. But you can break out of it. Okay, you can break out of it. It's similar to what Monroe teaches, but it's more so, yes, you can break out of it, but what we're really here to do is learn along the way. Like learn as much as you possibly can along the way, knowing that at some point you will outgrow this place and you will graduate. So knowing that you can, anybody can attain this Christ level consciousness, then it becomes more important what do you do with it? So what ROMC is told by this higher consciousness is that if you use this Christ level consciousness to do good things, to to help the collective, to help your fellow man and woman, to to help your community, to to help you do it in a selfless way, then you are in accordance in resonance with the intended use of the Christ consciousness and now it's amplified and it's a big deal. Okay. Um, what we want is as many people as humanly possible to be operating at a Christ level consciousness and doing good, pure things. Like the, you know, the Law of One, Ra would tell you, is service to others, not not service to self. Okay? We have a bunch of people operating at Christ level consciousness in service to others. Oh my God, think about this place. And that's where we're headed. But there's always a but. If you attain this Christ level consciousness and you are selfish, use it for power, use it for force, you use it for ego purposes, for greed, you know, for war, for, you know, oppression. If you do this, you are antichrist. The antichrist is not one singular being. This is all according to the channeling that they got at the Monroe Institute. This is Bob Monroe doing this. He's the the guide through this session. They're told that that in the future, essentially, as we start ascending more and more and more people are reaching this level of consciousness, more and more people are awakening like Jesus wanted us to do. He wanted us to awaken in mass. Well, once you awaken in mass and you get these abilities, then comes this tricky part. And it's just part. We have to get through this tipping point of, okay, you're going to have a lot of people operating in Christ consciousness level. Yay. Service to others. Yay. Kickass. But you're gonna have a lot of people operating at a Christ consciousness level that are egoic and that are service to self and that maybe went into it thinking, "Oh, I'm not going to be like that. No, I'm going to get this Christ conscious level. I'm going to have an awakening and I'm going to use it for good." And then they get there and other things happen. So that's the antichrist. It's not one singular individual. It is anybody who has Christ level consciousness and is using it for selfish reasons. Then that is antichrist. And this is what they were talking about, the battle between good and evil. Christ versus Antichrist. It's not the return of one Christ and the return of one Antichrist. It is the return of Christ consciousness and the duality between the two ways that it can be utilized. But that is the tricky part.
So, so what do we do with that? Well, in a way, the church was kind of suppressing the inevitable. Okay? They were like, they were like, let's just not have people wake up so we don't have to worry about it, right? I mean, it makes sense. I don't know if that's what their intention was or if that's just one of the byproducts, but that is something that happened. We have not seen mass awakenings because everyone is suppressed. Because if you firmly believe that Jesus died for your sins and that Jesus went through this crucifixion and awakening um process so that you don't have to, he went through because it is nitty-gritty. I mean, I mean, it's it's gritty. It's it's this whole, you know, awakening process. All of the mystery schools, um all of the secret societies teach initiation. I don't care if you're, you know, the Freemasons, if you're Rosicrucians, if you're, you know, Knights Templar, whatever. They all teach.
That there is this initiation, awakening. Even shamans, they all do this. It is a such an integral part of enlightenment. Okay? And Jesus knew this. But if you look back the last 2,000 years, there has not been this we haven't hit this tipping point where there's this like domino effect, this cascading like, you know, exponential growth in in awakening. It's if anything is probably less, which is weird, right?
And here's the wild thing is that Jesus was teaching the awakening process. I mean, that's what he did in the Gospel of Thomas and the Apocryphon of John is is here's how to awaken. Here's the process. And you know, I'll just tell you I'll give you like the awakening process the way I see it. Okay? Is that and I would I would like to believe, okay, bear with me here. I don't know how this is going to come out, but I'm just going to say it. Imagine that Jesus did not die at 33. Imagine that. That was just something the church said so that you know they could they could control this whole narrative. They died at 33. Imagine he didn't. Imagine he lived a long healthy life which again they talk about in this book the secret teachings of all ages by manly phall that that he probably didn't and that he there was all sorts of different places that he could have gone um and continued his teachings. One of the thing about the Essenes and even you know the the Buddhists at this time in Tibet were that they were very humble and you know off the grid you could say. So it's a place that he could go and and hide. There's even some places in Tibet that say that he did reside there and and was studying with them and and all these things. It's very very interesting. Um but let's just say that he lived a very long life and I was able to catch up with him one day on his patio or his porch and he's drinking some coffee. We're having some coffee and I'm a able to ask him some questions. Okay, so here's me and 80-year-old Jesus having coffee on the porch and I said, "Hey, what is this process?" Because he told it to us in in kind of parables and stories and and it wasn't really like here's the 10step process, right? But you could kind of piece it together and here's what I pieced together. This is what I think he would tell me is that you want to ground the human first. And the reason you want to do this is because when you go through the awakening process, whatever your fears are, whatever your, I don't know, your belief systems are, your fears are going to be magnified. Your belief systems are going to shatter. Okay? And all these things create lots of turmoil and and it makes the whole process, the awakening process incredibly difficult and chaotic. So you want to ground the human first and you want to you want to have like emotional maturity, ethics, and humility, right? You want to have all these things so that you are a good stable person. You've done your shadow work. You've you're grounded. You're having fun. You're full of love and life. You're enjoying being human. All this stuff. Get that out of the way because it's going to get it's going to get messy. So have fun. The human experience is is a beautiful thing. This earth is beautiful, you know. Um I mean the gnostics think that the demi urge made it beautiful um to trap us here so we weren't trying to leave. But let's let's stay on on on point here. Okay, so this place is beautiful. The human experience is beautiful. Um, have fun, be human, have a family, get a job, you know, travel, do all those things, you know, be human, but, you know, take out your garbage, you know, like do your shadow work, get your emotions in check and and all these things, right? Your ethics, your humility, do all that stuff because we're about to awaken. Okay, so that's step one.
Step two is awakening. What awakening means is that you're going to see things differently. Now, everyone's different. Some people's comes from like a near-death or a traumatic event in their in their life or you see something that you can't explain and it triggers something. Some people just have a spontaneous kundalini type of moment and their consciousness just bursts through and it's like, I'm here and you're just awake and you're like, whoa. Um, everyone's different, but basically at the end of the day, it's your inner authority turns on. You stop trusting the control systems and schools and the doctors and the governments and the religions. You stop trusting that stuff and you're just more skeptical. Maybe before you believed everything you trusted. Now you you're skeptical. I don't know about all that. And your inner authority turns on. You're like, I can only trust myself. That really is the awakening process. That leads to disillusionment or what they call the dark knight of the soul. Okay. So, this dark night of the soul period is not fun because what happens is you're like, "Oh, well, all these things I thought I could trust, I can't trust. Um, I've been lied to. So, what is real?" And then you you kind of go down this path of, you know, like it's a kind of a depression type of a period. And that's important because you kind of have to do that. You're you're kind of cleansing. You're kind of getting it all out of your system and making room for more, making room for new. Then you go through this like discernment period without anger. You're not bitter. You're not mad. Oh, I've been deceived. I've been lied to. No, no, no. You have to let all that go. Just let it go and say, "Okay, important thing is now I'm here and I can have discernment and I can try to figure out what's true instead of just believing everything I'm being told. Now I get to make the decisions." That's important.
Then's the integration period. Integration means that you can live awake while being fully human. Okay? Okay, so before we were fully human, but we weren't awake. All right, that's cool. Ignorance is bliss sometimes, but it wears off. Now we can live awake, fully human, meaning you're human. You can do human things, okay? Pay your bills, get a job, have a family, do human things. This doesn't mean that just because you're awake you have to get a a cabin in the woods and retreat from society. No, you can be human, but you're awake. So, it's all about integration. How do I integrate this? and how do I just be human but work at a higher consciousness level knowing that there's so much more and kind of focusing on that. That's the fun part. Integration is different for every person, but that's you get to that point where you integrate it all. You're not bitter. You're not mad. You're not trying to be a rebel. You're not starting wars or fights or revolutions. One fully integrated, fully activated Christconsciousness individual. One is equal to 10,000 rebels. Okay? This isn't about fighting in the streets or marching or protesting or making signs. No, this is about if you are fully activated, if you are operating at a Christ consciousness level, not antichrist but Christ consciousness level, you radiate out so much empowerment, so much self- authority and so much sovereignty that it just is contagious. Everyone around is like I want to be like that person and and it spreads. And this is how you have mass awakening. It has nothing to do with protesting or rioting. None of those things. That's lower level. That's that's you know that's the pre-awwakening people. Okay. Post awakening is much more civil, much more quiet and it's it's like Dawing's book power verse force. You know low consciousness people use force. High consciousness people use power. Power comes from inside. Force comes from outside. Okay. So just being yourself at a certain level of consciousness is super powerful. Okay. And then you realize that the goal isn't escape. That the goal is coherence. Okay. Just being unified. Being in alignment with yourself, your body, your morals and ethics, and your higher self and the higher power. Just being in complete coherence. That is the real awakening process. I think that's what 80-year-old Jesus would tell me if I was lucky enough to have coffee with him on his porch. I don't know. I don't know. I could never know for sure. On my bucket list, though. Maybe one day. If you're listening, Jesus, hit me up. Buy you coffee.
So, that's that. Merry Christmas. Anyways, at least it's just a different perspective on things. Um, people argue all day long. Was Jesus real or not? Did he actually exist or not? I I don't know. But as a metaphor, I think that this way of thinking about it is so much more powerful. I mean, I think that we're at this point where we we've given the other way a try for a couple thousand years. It's not working out great. I mean, we should be so much further along now than we are. I mean, at every level, governance and financial, technological, especially spiritually and consciously, our growth has been stunted. A large part because of these control systems. A large part of it because of religion. A large part of that is because they took the teachings of Jesus and completely inverted it. So I hope you don't take this as blasphemous. I'm not saying anything negative about religion or Jesus. If anything, this is positive about Jesus. Um, it's just a different perspective. And just know that the control systems of religion do serve a purpose and they have served a purpose. But I think we've outgrown that purpose. and I don't think it was ever meant to last this long. That's just my opinion. I would love to know yours. Please leave a comment, like, share with anyone that you think would find this helpful or interesting. I want to know all your comments. I want to know all your thoughts. I am open to everything. I'm learning every single day. I'm definitely not a scholar. I don't go to church. I don't know anything about anything, but I'm learning and I learn a lot by you guys. So, please um, you know, leave a comment if you have a thought and I appreciate your support. Have a very merry Christmas and I will see you guys soon.