To the EARTH ANGEL who's TIRED of FEELING MISUNDERSTOOD all the time ...

So, this is a powerful message to the earth angel who's tired of feeling so misunderstood in this world. Like you felt like an alien in this world. You feel as though you come from way, way beyond this false matrix. You're very tapped in, tuned into the higher dimensions. You know, you are always intuitively reading between the lines. You're always intuitively feeling like so much was wrong with this world. So much was strange about this world.

You may have felt as though others were operating in this false matrix and you were experiencing something so much deeper that any time you tried to come from these places, this place of depth, you felt as though people were misunderstanding you, almost like you were speaking a foreign language. You may have suspected or felt like when you were younger that there was something wrong with you because it appeared like others weren't understanding these depths in which you felt like you were coming from. You can really feel you're highly sensitive, intuitive. You can really feel the depths beneath like surface level things. A lot of old systems and paradigms in this false matrix has never have never made sense to you. A lot of things in this world seem pointless or meaningless in the grand scheme of things.

Um, you're highly sensitive in terms of emotional like maturity as well. You may feel as though or felt like when you were growing up like a lot of people seemed quite immature or insensitive or cut off from their emotions. Um, you felt invisible. You felt like people couldn't see the real you. They couldn't reach you at these depths. Um, you felt very alone in this world. And like I said, for the longest time, you may have felt like there's something wrong with you because you couldn't fit in. You may have spent years when you were younger trying to fit in in this world and sort of hide who you really are. Hide your depths. Maybe you experienced people being triggered when they were aware or even just subconsciously aware of these depths. It led you to feel as though you couldn't be your true self. You may have been bullied or ostracized or judged harshly. It may have then become like your own self judgment and you feeling very lost and confused and alone and wondering why you feel so different.

Um, but you're, like I always say, you're very different because you're here to make a big difference in this world. You're supposed to not fit in. You're supposed to stand out. You're supposed to be authentic. It's like you've been searching for authentic connections. You've always wanted to feel like you could be your true self without having to like explain yourself all of the time. And by that I mean it's like you could have expressed your depths or insights at times and people looked at you like you were strange or they just didn't get what you were talking about or they thought you were crazy.

So this is a powerful message from spirit for you. What does spirit need you to know for the earth angel who's tired of feeling so misunderstood all the time? We have the fool. I really feel as though with this clown mask here, there could be something that may resonate with you. Like in your younger years especially, you may have tried to be like the clown or the joker or you you were wearing this mask to try and fit in. Um, but you may have been acting in certain ways that were sort of like opposite of the real you, trying to yeah, be the joker, put a happy face on. I feel like it's because you were feeling very lonely, very unhappy, insecure about your true self. 10 of cups and the hanged man. You're very fearless. Okay, with the fool card. Um, this is you taking some sort of leap of faith here. This is some sort of new beginning. Like you've transformed a lot. Hanged man. You've had a lot of time where you felt alone to go inwards, reaching deeper levels of enlightenment. You're very introspective. You're very in touch with the deeper inner you, the real you. And you've been focusing upon this because you felt very alone, very misunderstood. You, it's like me, myself, and I. But this has led to a lot of being able to see clearly. You see things from a different perspective. Others could see you as like this fool in terms of they find you eccentric or you're very misunderstood but spirit is saying it's being so different being so introspective seeing everything from a different perspective um has led you to a lot of freedom okay it's led you to be able to go inwards and clear out a lot of things is what I'm feeling because there's the butterfly of transformation information here and he's only got this tiny little parcel or normally it's a satchel over his shoulder here. So, this has really made you become carefree. There's something about an immense transformation where you've become carefree like it became a heavy burden worrying what people think of you is what I'm feeling like you could have really felt sort of threatened in this world like it was threatening to be open and vulnerable and authentic. Like I said, you could have been judged, criticized, bullied for being different. You're very wise with the hanged man. This was, you know, your soul agreed to come into this life and be this big difference in this world. You're here to shake up the status quo to awaken yourself and perhaps others, you know, that are drawn to you. Those that are ready to awaken will be drawn to you, but you weren't ever supposed to fit in. If you easily fit in with everyone else, it would have been a huge distraction. So, you needed to feel alone. This going inwards has kept you connected with your soul family. 10 of cups here. I also see the 10 of cups as you being deeply connected with soul family beyond the veil. spirit guides. This is like the enlightenment. This is the information. But there's some sort of huge breakthrough where you're daring to be more authentic. You're caring less about what people think because it became too much of a he heavy burden, dealing with a constant anxiety. It's like you were hypervigilant your whole life, worrying about what people thinking. It happened so subconsciously, but it was exhausting. Okay, you needed a lot of time to go inwards to recharge your batteries. But this also has assisted you with great enlightenment. Okay. 10 of cups is happiness. You you know it can feel like a blessing and a curse being this earth angel and feeling so different and so deep and seeing things so deeply and feeling everything so deeply. But this 10 of cups spirit is really saying that as long as you remain true to yourself, as long as you dare to be authentic and worry a lot less about what people think, you know, as long as you strive for your own liberation, to be free to be who you really are. This is what is enabling you to attract in like deep, rich, meaningful connections. Like 10 of cups, it's about really happy, really deep relationships. true, authentic, meaningful relationships. Okay? Yeah, you may not be able to fit in with the average person, but you will be attracting in your mirror, mirror souls, you know, soulmate, soul tribe, twinflame energy. You have like [snorts] this powerful capability of really deep and meaningful connections. 10 of cups, this is like some sort of wish fulfillment. You felt very alone. You may desire to meet your soul tribe. This is a powerful message to say to say to you to stay um on this course of trying to be as authentic as you are. We have the nine of wands. So yeah, this is the endurance card. This loneliness is really like it may have created a poor self-image in the past cuz this is like enduring some sort of storm. Normally shows a soldier with a bandage around their head. Nine of wands. Hang in there is also what I associate. And we have the hanged man. So yeah, I feel like um you've gone through many years, perhaps decades of feeling held within like this isolation or this loneliness, but this has been enabling you to have this self-development, this self-realization and you growing tired. There's definitely something about a heaviness or you growing tired of being on the defense or hypervigilant. It was like really exhausting your nervous system. You've desired like freedom, happiness, deep connections to be able to be your true self. And I feel like this is what's coming in with this crowning card being the 10 of cups here. And I do feel like a powerful transformation. Like now is the time where the tables are turning. You're having some sort of clarity. like you're becoming much more confident in knowing that there's nothing wrong with you, but there's a lot wrong with this world. Whereas it's like in your childhood or younger years or just in the past, you believed what your eyes were seeing, you know, on the outside and the false matrix, you believed there was something wrong with you and you had to change or deny your true self in order to fit into this world. But now you're understanding you were never meant to fit in because that's like, you know, being the infinite soul, the infinite being and trying to fit into this world is like being rammed into like a jam jar with the lid screwed on tight. You could never do that. This is a sign that you are the earth angel. The you are the old soul. You can't like repress yourself too much because you could always feel the truth of who you are, which is an infinite being, which is liberated. It's a good thing. It's like you're seeing everything as there's nothing wrong with you. There's a lot right with you. You know, you're aligning with the truth beyond all of the oppression in this world. And that's a good thing. We have the eight of cups. Yeah, this is like the walking away, moving away from this old perception again of, you know, feeling so weighed down cuz of feeling like there was something wrong with you. That that was such a heavy energy. Eight of cups, this is you daring to walk towards or choose like more happiness, choosing yourself. There's this sense that you felt subconsciously like disempowered for most of your life because it's like you felt as though you were never really receiving the reassurance to validate who you truly are. You were constantly meeting people who are out of alignment with your true self. But I feel it's cuz there was confusion like in the past you were like who am I really? cuz there was like the true self that um you connected with through a lot of introspection. You may have felt the need to hide your true self away. And then on the other hand, there was the false self. There was the mask. There was the perhaps making out like everything's fine and you're happy, maybe even being a joker. Um but really there was like sadness beneath this and hiding away like your sensitivities. It was like you were dimming your light, like trying to play a role, but you feeling in the dark about it. It's like you've definitely reached some sort of clarity about what's been going on here and why you felt pressured to live like that. And you're walking away from all of this heaviness. You're choosing yourself. You're choosing to love yourself just the way you are. You're choosing to see the positives, you know, a blessing and a curse. You're choosing to see the blessings. And this is um transforming your reality. It's transforming what you're attracting in. Like you're really having some sort of powerful clarity. For some of you, like immense love, a deep reflection of your soul. Could be twinflame or soulmate energy is coming in to show you to give you that validation of who you truly are. And this is creating confidence within yourself to come out of your shell a lot more to embrace who you really are. Walk away from what isn't serving you. Walking away from the anxieties and walking into empowerment. And this enlightenment is you connecting more consciously with the divine and feeling the divine's love and support like your spirit guides love and support. Everything is shifting in really powerful ways and you are bringing in you're manifesting in much more alignment. You know, you you are actively understanding why you felt so repressed and imprisoned and you realize that because of intuitively just feeling exhausted all of the time and then you're looking into that, you know, what isn't serving you. This is about releasing all kinds of baggage and daring to be who you really are and putting yourself first. And this transformation and all the clarity as you're concentrating on yourself and your own needs um loving yourself so much more. This is drawing in the reflection of that the reflection of that frequency that you are aligning with within and it's bringing in soul tribe or deep connections where you feel you can be your true self or it's just becoming easier to um just come out of your shell and not hide yourself away and not caring what people think. If you're still around people who don't understand you, we have the three of pentacles. So this is collaboration. This is teamwork. This is spiritual. So again, it's like ve very much like a soul tribe. You building something with others. The pentacles is the earth element. Feeling very grounded. You could, you know, this is collaboration, working together as a team, teamwork. So, this could be you actively going out there and connecting with a spiritual group or something or some sort of group that is aligned with your true self, meeting like-minded people. Like you could some of you, you could be actively like choosing to do that. Um, and then meeting people who deeply understand or for some of you this is just alignment where there's lot there's lots of synchronicity, serendipity. Um, the alignment is just attracting in people like fated connections. This is like teamwork, building up like each other's self-esteem. But yeah, very much like a spiritual community or you're going to meet someone where there's a profound spiritual connection, resonance, like you recognize each other um on the soul level. I mean this is why like your soul chose to come into this world and feel so misunderstood and so disconnected. It was to make you go inwards. This was to help you remain connected to your deep true infinite self and even your soul family and inner guidance and intuition. Whether you consciously realized it or whether it was a subconscious thing in your past or childhood, you're connecting powerfully to your intuition. This has caused you to ask a lot of big questions. Who am I? Why do I feel different? These are important questions to ask in this world, in this life. And you've discovered a lot of things and you've intuitively known how to really align with your true self. And like I said, this is what's allowing you to align with deep connections with others. Like you experience life so much more deeply, so much more richly. Um everything holds a much deeper meaning. This is an absolute blessing, okay? Cuz a lot of people without realizing it, they're living lives where they're striving to achieve things that they believe will bring them fulfillment, but they really don't because they're looking outside of themselves. You've always sort of been forced to to look inwards. And this is what intuitively guides you to deeper meaning, to realness, to authenticity. You're drawing in like connections or a soulmate or twin flame where there's deep authenticity. deep meaning and you're not going to feel alone anymore. The resonance is like a deep understanding between you and someone or you and a group of souls. Strength like everything has been happening to strengthen yourself. Okay, you're very powerful, resilient soul. This is the taming of the lion. So, this is the taming of all of all of those negative thoughts or self-doubt or you've gone through a lot of adversity. Some of you have literally been like bullied for being different and it's made you incredibly strong. It's made you embrace yourself. Okay? Like I said, if you would just if it was so easy for you to fit in with everyone else, then it would be a huge distraction. You wouldn't be as awakened as you are right now. you wouldn't be as liberated. You'd feel insecure, you know, when when when we have like shallow connections, you know, we can have lots of people around us. Maybe this was your experience in your younger years cuz we're all trying to find ourselves, okay? We're all kind of lost when we're in this world until we find ourselves. So you may have experienced like times where you were wearing a mask and you had a large group of friends or you had a lot of people around you but you kind of felt more lonely than ever because it was sort of holding you in a more shallow sort of frequency and you couldn't be your true self. Um but you developed like great strength. You're attracting in some sort of infinite bonds. Like seriously, someone or several people that you know on the soul level traditionally it's interesting because in some decks strength is number 11 but in a lot of decks it's the number eight card and this is normally a infinity symbol. So connecting with the infinite, drawing in like bonds where you know each other from the infinite. But again this is really showing you with the halo here that you are this earth angel deeper levels of like enlightenment. We have the 10 of pentacles. Cuz I'm telling you, this is like soul family. Even in like your physical family, you bring a lot of love. Okay? Spirit really wants to acknowledge how that they want you to know how you bring in a lot of love. You bring in a lot of stability that perhaps you don't fully realize or you don't give yourself credit for. You can be very down to earth, like you're an earth angel, very connected to the higher dimensions, but you can also be like down to earth and practical and bringing a lot of stability, bringing a lot of positive energy and support. Okay, this is you like supporting others like taming like there's some sort of message about you being so empathic that you are here to like help others to love themselves or you're here to help others who where you deeply recognize that they could have some issues with or difficulties with self-esteem like you're deeply empathic because I feel like this has been very much a part of your own journey um overcoming some self-estm esteem blocks that heavy weight that you've been carrying for a long time in your life. Overcoming that, seeing yourself clearly, seeing yourself as an incredible person, and being able to recognize um when others are like struggling with their self-esteem and you helping this could be helping family members or anyone, okay, you are this great support and this is stability. You're manifesting some sort of stability, teamwork. soul tribe. Your efforts are being rewarded. Okay. Sometimes you may have felt as though you know you've got such a big heart and you're so loving and kind and generous but you felt unrecognized. There's some sort of recognition coming in here where people can see the truth. People you know others that are these earth angels coming into your life. They can see your heart. They recognize you. Love you for who you truly are. Appreciate you for who you truly are. You may have felt unappreciated. You may have experienced certain people taking advantage of you for your kindness. I'm hearing the word undervalued, but it's like you're valuing yourself. You're recognizing your own value, your own worth. There's some huge metamorphosis that has been taking place. You've been working hard on this and there's the huge breakthrough where souls coming are coming in who deeply recognize and appreciate you for who you really are. We have the Queen of Pentacles. So yeah, you're very grounded. You're very loving, very nurturing. This is like the family card. And then the Queen of Pentacles, it could be the mother figure. For some of you, you could be a mother or a father and you're very grounding. You're very like dedicated to helping others or just being so loving and nurturing. There's some sort of deep recognition or you needing to recognize this within yourself and appreciate yourself. Let's look at some of these cards. What does spirit need you to know? Health. The light is shining on you or very soon will be. I'm telling you this is the divine pouring in this love healing you but also this is you being rejuvenated. You know the self love is o opening you up to receive love from the divine from the universe. The universe delivering all of this love and support that you've given out throughout your life is coming back to you. Now I'm telling you this is soul tribe coming in. This is those who deeply recognize and appreciate you. Could be a twinflame connection for some of you. This is the light. Okay. Someone who's also like an earth angel. The light is like the halo that's also around the hanged man's head here. Showering like this light and love on you. This is like rejuvenation. You're very hardwork. Um you may take on a lot. You have a lot of endurance, a lot of strength. You may take on a bit too much sometimes. You're very independent. You've always felt like you have had to be. But six is the number of love. Love is showering into your life. You've given so much and there's this this time you're shifting into where where you're learning to receive. Others are coming in to give you this love, this nurturing, the the mirror of who you really are. Health is being restored, mental health, emotional health. Look, we have the sun again. Wow. Fortune is shining upon you. This is source energy. from way beyond this false matrix. You're embracing this, okay? You're embracing who you really are, that you're deep and, you know, consciously aware and living way beyond the false matrix, living in the higher dimensions. You're embracing this a lot more now. Like, you're not subconsciously thinking there's something wrong with you. You're embracing this and life is becoming so much sunnier, so much more optimistic. You're changing like your perceptions. This is what the hanged man is. Like you're flipping a lot of things on its head. A lot of things that you saw as negatives. Um you're you're learning to see the positives or choosing to see the positives. And this is why so much light is shining down upon you. This is why you're able to receive this light, this love, this nurturing fortune, abundance coming into your life so powerfully. We have domination. And look, there's all like these religions here. So, you could have had some sort of religious upbringing or religious pressures where you felt like you had to hide yourself or it doesn't necessarily have to be that. This could be you felt like you had to be something that you're not. You had to wear a mask. Domination. It's like someone trying to control you. Someone trying to sort of mold you into what they expected you to be. This could be from childhood, you know, this could be from the world around you. All kinds of ways in which we're all bombarded with expectations to conform. This may have felt very threatening um cuz you felt so alone. You may not have known in the past how to stand up for yourself or you didn't know who you truly are. So, or you didn't even know what's truly going on with all of this oppression or pressure or bullying. I'm telling you, you could have experienced people trying to dim your light cuz you are this sun. You are this bright light again with the two suns that have come out here. This could be twinflame energy like you're both shining so bright. You really support each other, working together as a team to love each other, to help you help each other love yourselves. You're overcoming um whatever this domination was, whatever this threatening, oppressive energy that was dimming your light and making you feel like you had to live that um split self, like the false self, the mask, and then the true self hidden. The tables are turning with the hanged man. It's turning things on its head. It's like the real you is coming out now and the lesser aspect of you is the false self, you know, and patience. This may have been occurring over a long period of time, this transformation. But again, there's like this powerful feminine energy here of near the Queen of Pentacles and the 10 of Pentacles. This is like your quiet strength. This is like people can't knock you off your throne. You've become very stable in your self-esteem, your self-image, and again, some sort of patience, some sort of nurturing. Like I said, you could be like a mother or a father. And spirit wants to really acknowledge like um you are a very positive, powerful force, very healing as a parent. Wow, we have the six of cups. Seduced, longing, desire, intoxicated, euphoric, aroused. Six of cups is a reunion card. Six of cups is like the soulmate reconciliation or twinflame reconciliation. And I'm telling you, there's someone who's pure, who's coming in um offering their heart, someone who is genuine, someone who's sensitive, someone who is like an earth angel, so they're able to appreciate the deeper aspects of you because they are also longing for the deeper aspects of themselves to be seen and to come out. And they they've been on this same journey where they felt alone and isolated and afraid to be who they really are. And then the love that you share allows you both to really just be free to be who you really are. There's like this soul longing like I'm telling you everything happens synchronistically. It's also that you were you have some sort of soul agreement that you made before birth that you would meet like your twin flame or soulmate. And so all of this isolation and going inwards to feel free to be who you really are and therefore connecting with your higher self and spirit and finding that alignment within. This is like what's been helping you to align with the right person. Okay. So interesting with the apple here. It says seduced. The apple is like the devil sort of energy. You may have experienced a lot of like toxic situations, a lot of karmic situations where there was magnetism, but that those connections have massively helped you to realize who you are. Helps you to realize your worth. Like you may have hit rock bottom. You may have been in situations where they were like these bullies with this domination card like bullying you to the point where you hit rock bottom. And it made you realize that you're so kind, loving, generous, giving, and then these other people are like bullying you and trying to oppress you, control you, dim your light, and you're like, that's what made you realize that you are this incredible person, and that you do deserve so much more and led you to really powerfully put yourself first. Then that's why there's this immense energetic transformation that's completely transforming your life and drawing in like all of this light and true love cuz overall this six of heart six of cups energy is soulmate or twinflame reconciliation reconciliation of you and another soul that you know from way beyond this temporary human experience to help you both embrace who you really are. We have the five of pentacles. You've been held down or weighed down with shame, sadness, feeling alienated, leading to so much anxiety, loneliness, feelings of unworthiness, feeling very hurt and very wounded. Traditionally though, this shows two people, a masculine and a feminine, walking away, like the eight of cups, walking away from being so tied to these hurtful experiences from your past. So, walking away from taking it so personally. Now, this transformation is making it so that other people's judgments or projection or using you as a scapegoat or trying to bully you, coers you, dim your light, it's making you more strong and resilient and not taking those things personally and it's like water off a duck's back. You're out of alignment with that toxicity. You're no longer absorbing that. You're knowing that isn't who you really are. It's a reflection of other people's unconsciousness and then projecting onto you. So, you're much more resilient. You have much more of the thick skin. And you're no longer soaking in all of this shame or projection like a sponge. You have clarity. You're unstoppable. This powerful movement forward. So this could be like you and your twin flame moving down the path of the unknown. But then you arrive eventually at the six of pentacles which is receiving. It's like this. receiving so much abundance, health, happiness, joy from the divine by you. You and your person are helping each other come out of the comfort zone of hiding yourself away. We have lonely, broken, alienated, feeling unworthy, hurt, feeling confronted. This is the five of swords. People trying to defeat you, people trying to control you in the past. Interesting. We have a king of pentacles to match the queen. So yeah, divine union. You really helping each other to become stable and secure, nurturing yourselves, loving yourselves, knowing your worth, moving into being successful, confident, fulfilled, stable, wise, proud. So, a divine union where you're really working as a team to help each other so profoundly with your self-esteem, loving yourselves as these earth angels, loving each other as these earth angels. Yeah, you were both stuck as like this two of swords energy, scared. This world felt unsafe. It felt unsafe to be your true selves. It made you blocked, worried, stressed, overwhelmed, uncertain, anxious. So, there's a deep understanding. Two of swords is like you and someone mirroring this and having this deep understanding. You are both really trying to hide yourselves away. But with each other, it's like opening, releasing those swords of self-p protection that were over your heart. Releasing that two of swords normally has the person with a blindfold as on as well. You are like the light in each other's lives, the sun to show each other the truth that you are these beautiful earth angels. So, you're both learning to let go of the defenses with each other and open up and you're experiencing like the heaven on earth with the 10 of cups together. Ace of pentacles. This is a brand new beginning in stability. It's like the sun. It's so much positive energy. It says loyal, stable, mature, wise, positive, blessed, grateful, abundant. So, this is someone coming in and really appreciating these amazing qualities that you have. and you're also attracting in the person who has these amazing qualities. This is why you're going to both really value each other and um have this deep understanding about valuing the beautiful gift that you both provide and bring to the table. Look, there's so much understanding. Nine of Swords, this is like the sleepless nights card. Anxious, stressed, worried, insecure, uncertain, panicky, nervous, scared. So there's a deep understanding between you both and you really really helping each other to overcome these wounds and you you're no longer going to feel misunderstood. Okay? You're either drawing in like a twinflame soulmate or soul family. No longer going to feel alone and misunderstood. You're going to really love yourself as the earth angel and you're experiencing others who really love you for being the earth angel as well. So, if you've appreciated this reading, please consider buying me a hot chocolate by leaving a super thanks comment below. All donations are humbly appreciated. 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