The lack of emotional intimacy "you're out of my league"

Hello, hello, hello everybody. Welcome and welcome back to my channel. Let's get another message to see what it is that y'all need to hear at the moment. As always, take what resonates and discard the rest. So, let's see what's happening in the ethers today. I hope everybody is doing fantastic. We have Mercury. Alrighty then. And Saturn, Scorpio in the sixth house. Okay. So someone I feel like is someone's overthinking. Who is overthinking? Let's see. Uh Leila. Oh, we have a lot of runes. Okay, so we have a star with a fairy. She was a fairy. We also have the sunstone. Okay, so this could be positive thinking. We also have runes. So maximum protection's here. Okay, give me a sec. Yeah, give me a minute. So maximum protection. Okay. All right. All right. 23 and 11. Ice. Okay. Calm reflection. Victory over obstacles. Okay. I feel like you're protecting your thoughts at this time. All right. Thinking about what you would rather have instead of thinking about problems. What's that? Uh, what's that SixL song? Um, stuck in my [Music] stuck in my ways again. Stuck in my ways by SixL. Okay. All right. And then we have 23. So, ownership, home, assets, inheritance, family, learning from the past. So stuck in my ways again, learning from the past, maximum protection and um calm reflection. Okay, so this is giving like past thinking patterns stuck in my ways again. But then this is learning from the past and overcoming obstacles. So I feel like you're overcoming some sort of obstacles. We have the sunstone here which is like a happy cheery type energy and maximum protection. So protection over your thoughts. I feel like I kind of want to dig into the subconscious here. Someone is trying to get over their negative thinking or old ways of thinking about certain situations. We also have Mercury here with Scorpio. So there is a transformation happening when it comes to habitual thinking with the sixth house. And we also have Saturn and Sagittarius. in Sagittarius is all about higher learning. Okay? So, overcoming um old belief systems and old ways of thinking about something or old ways of seeing certain situations. Um, you know that meme where it's like um I'm proud of myself because the old me is handling certain situations that the old like the new me is handling certain situations that the old me would have like blown a gasket for or crashed out over. It's given that. So there's something about habitual thinking and transformation of habitual thinking maximum. So protecting your peace and learning from the past, learning from old stories, old paradigms. Yeah. Okay. What's happening here? Clear sentience. So clearly feeling. So clear feeling. Uh, physical imbalance. Okay. So there's a gut feeling here that something is imbalanced. We're going to get into a There's uh something here. What's going on here? Oh, physical student. So, learning from the imbalances. Okay. Courage and emotional ignorance. Emotional block. So, blocking and ignoring certain emotions. Okay. [Music] What emotions are so courage having courage? Oh, so we're learning from our environment in some sort of way. Okay. Mental balance. So that's protecting your peace, energetic stability. So you're maintaining a mental equilibrium by ignoring certain emotional surges. It's almost like you're allowing it. So there's physical triggers going on, honey. There's environmental triggers to allow certain emotions to come up, emotional ignorance and emotional blocking. So I feel like you are blocking said emotions from reaching your your mental space. Yeah. So that you're not going on a negative tangent with your thoughts. Learning from the past. There's something here about triggers, emotional triggers from your environmental, like there's environmental clues, cues that are triggering something emotionally, but it's almost like you're mentally detaching from said emotions and kind of allowing them to come up and then leave. And you're you're protecting your peace at all costs. Like at all costs. Okay. What are we learning here? But then we have clear sentience and physical imbalance. So your your environment is causing some sort of imbalance. Clear sentience. It's clear feeling in your emotions. Emotional ignorance and emotional block. Clear sentience is in the body, right? Clear feeling. So these imbalance, you're learning from some sort of like environmental cues or something going on in your environment. Yeah. Emotional introspection. See, there's something here that's causing a lot of like emotions to come up. Emotional lesson, emotional stagnant, energetic student. So, and then courage. So, have so dropping into courage instead of fear, worry, doubt, anger. sadness, regret, something's triggering in the environment which is causing there's an emotional lesson here for you to introspect which which emotions do you want to hold on to? Is it like resentment? Okay, so it could be like resentment, jealousy, envy, hatred, um, even like a nervous system spike where it's like danger, um, okay, uh, survival even, but you're maintaining mental equilibrium. You're maintaining mental balance which is helping you like learn this emotional lesson. I feel like there's There's definitely something here with emotion. We're going to figure out what kind of emotion this is, but it could be like it could be a variety for a lot of you cuz a lot of you watch. So, it could be anything really. Just think of the emotion that's been coming up for you lately or the triggers that have been coming up for you lately. The emotional ones, right? Clear feeling, physical imbalance. All right, she is over there. You're fine. You're fine. You're being good, girl. So, what's the clear sentience and the Oh, god. So, the nine of cups. Okay, so here's the introspection. See, we have emotional introspection going on here. And then we have the hermit. So, the nine of cups is like a wish fulfillment, right? And then we have worry and doubt. So, there's almost like a a worry here. Is this my wish fulfillment? Is this going to be am I happy? Am I happy with this? But then we have mental balance and we have the nine of swords. So, so am I happy? I feel like you're questioning things. Is this my wish fulfillment? Am I happy? There's a physical imbalance here. Clearly feeling something like and then we have the five of wands with the nine of swords. So it's like hey come on now leave her be. I know. Sit down. So good girl. You're such a good girl. That's my good girl. Okay. All right. And then we have Okay, let me concentrate because this is deep. This is deep. So then we have physical student. So you're learning from your environment emotional lessons and the lesson here is is am I happy? Is this a wish fulfillment? You're introspecting. Some sort of conflict is causing you to question something. Okay. What is the physical like what is that again? Student. Okay. So what is the what are we emotional lesson here? Four of cups. Okay. Things not being good enough. Oh, so there's a transformation going on. Okay. So, all right. This is almost like looking at what is wrong instead of looking at all the positive things that are going on in your life. It's like nitpicking things like am I truly is this good enough? Like, am I instead of looking at everything that's in front of you, this is like a feeling of it's not good enough or I'm feeling like something is missing. Something is missing. Am I truly happy? Like what is missing here? And I feel like you're learning not to worry about that with that nine of swords and the five of wands like participate in conflict. You're going to get conflict. I feel like you're introspecting your emotions of feeling undervalued or not good enough or things are a little bit stagnant because we have energetic student as well and emotional stagnancy like this is giving an emotional stagnancy. So, is it really truly your emotions? Like, are you feeling that way or was it your thoughts that are perpetuating this the the the situation? Right. Your Oh, God. She went to All right. Sophie went on full attack mode. She doesn't do that often, but she she'd be warning Raina. No, stay away from me. And then, she just keep pushing her boundaries. And Sophie is not one you want to push boundaries with. Okay. Anyway, what was I saying? Ah, is are you really not happy with the situation or are is it the story in your head that's perpetuating the s like the the feelings of inadequacy or not enough or things aren't good enough for me like things are not okay. Let me So, there's a transformation going on. Obviously there's the Scorpio energy. So and then we have Mercury with Saturn. So I feel like there is some sort of lesson around your thoughts and then making sure cuz you know emotions are energy in motion, right? It's the law of vibration. So with the energetic student I think you're learning how to maintain equilibrium on an emotional state like your emotional state. Okay. So mental balance. I just seen the two of cups. So mental. Okay. Queen of Pentacles. Okay. Then we have the Ace of Swords. So I feel like you're maintaining mental balance. Then what is with the four of cups? Why are we feeling what's the emotional something's missing, right? What's what's with the why physical student energetic student? We're learning something. It's an emotional lesson. We know that. And we're introspecting our emotions, which is the nine of cups. Is this truly what I want? Something is missing. But while we're learning this, clearly feeling something. We're we're clearly feeling that something's missing, Something's at an imbalance when it comes to our environment. But we're maintaining mental equilibrium. We're maintaining mental balance by having clarity. You know that you're going to be okay. You are good. You're solid, Queen of Pentacles, you're good. You're nurturing yourself, self-care, okay? Nurturing, self-care, focusing on you, you know, eyes on the prize. Yeah, you're going through something emotionally, like you feel like something's up or something's just not right, but you're maintaining that mental balance. So, it's making this lesson a whole lot easier. I feel like you guys have passed the test or have done something with your mental thoughts. Like you're not letting your your mentality or your your perception or perspective go off on a tangent just because you're feeling some type of way though. Okay. So, what is with the four of cups? Judgement. Okay. Two of cups. Oh, this could have to do with a relationship, you guys. a relationship with somebody, family, friends, someone close, romantic. This could have to do with judgments or you're awakening to something. Oh god. Is this for me? Is this for me? Tower. Ace of cups. The moon. See, there's fear there. Okay. But then we have courage. Why do we have courage? I feel like you're pushing. So there's a change happening. 10 of cups, the queen of wands, the queen of swords. So there's that mental balance. Okay. And then we have energetic student. So here you are looking over at the 10 of cups, right? I'm going to make myself happy. It's my job to make myself happy. This four of cups could be because there's a judgment being placed that there's something missing. But perhaps it's like I'm gonna focus on me and make myself happy and then see if something changes. Right? So you're having courage to push forward, maintain mental balance and equilibrium. And really there's a focus heavily on the self. Nine of swords, five of wands. See, why am I going to why am I going to worry and conflict like being in a Yeah, the seven of cups. Like why am I going to worry about somebody else? Like I'm going to introspect and do things that make me happy. Okay? Because it's not whoever this person is. It's not their job to make me happy. That's my job. Right? So there's something here with there's a imbalance in a relationship. friend, family, lover, co-workers, don't matter what type of relationship, but I feel like your your focus is reverting back onto you. Okay, let's see. Uh, what was I going to do? Oh, yeah. So, what are the energy dynamics that we're working with here? Yeah, the second house. Okay. Oh, Virgo. So the sixth house there we go. So there's the clear sentience. Okay. Methodical. There's the transformation. Scorpio Virgo here. Sixth house and Scorpio aligned. So is this aligned? So you're realigning your emotions like you're realigning your focus and you're having the courage to push through a situation. That judgment like are you judging the situation or are you judging them? Are you judging yourself? Or are you awakening to something? What's this column? Okay, the moon. So there we go. Well, we have emotional lesson, emotional stagnancy, emotional introspection. So you're feelings. There we go. Intimacy. So there's a feeling here of intimacy or of closeness. Something's missing. I don't feel close to this person. And then with the introspection here, the nine of cups, is this my wish fulfillment? Is this really what I want? Does this make me happy? We have instinct here though. And then here's gut reactions. And what did I say about clear sentience? There's gut feelings here. So there's a gut feeling happening around intimacy. Scorpio 8ighth house investments. Okay. Is this a good emotional investment? This relationship whatever the relationship is then we have mental balance. So Taurus energy there's that self worth right focusing on the self. So this is an opportunity. Okay. So an opportunity. Then we have cancerian energy which is the moon feelings. So obviously so we have collaborates, explains, provides opportunity. So there's a okay opens doors, promises, brings insight to Ace of Swords is a some sort of insight. I think this whole situation here with somebody is like bringing more mental clarity or some insight into what it is that you're actually looking for in a job, in a relationship, in a friendship. I feel like you are getting triggered by environmental cues or things that are happening in the environment between you and another person or you and something and it's triggering feelings of inadequacy or it's awakening you to your own emotions. Like you're not you're no longer discrediting your own emotions or how you feel in certain situations. Like does this make me happy? Forget if it makes them happy. Does this situation make me happy? What's with the courage the courage here having courage being brave to go after it and focus on okay the 11th house and the sun so there's the there's the happiness there and then we have the 11th house so friendship group community humanity hope it is the star card right so there's hope here hope courage the future startups Right. Then we have the sun and here's Aquarius again with the star card energy. So I feel like there is something here with emotional intimacy. Yeah. Yeah. Then we have the sunstone. We have the sun there. Courage is all about that's Leo energy. Bravery. Courage. So, you're being asked to be brave and courageous in a situation, protect your peace and learning from the past. So, judgment and the two of cups with feelings. Obviously, we're feeling the four of cups energy. So, we're feeling a little bit neglected, emotionally neglected, but then we're doing some emotional introspection and there's stagnancy here, right? Emotional stagnance. So, stagnant is like still water, right? You think of a a pond or it gets murky, it gets gunky algae and then it can kill you. Stagnant water is not not so good, right? So the four of cups is a stagnant energy. So you're introspecting happiness. Feel like you're focusing on what's making you happy. There's some sort of stagnant pond water emotions that are going on. of feelings of give me this but you have an opportunity here. There's an opportunity for insight. Okay. Learning from the past. So there's obvious. So passion has to do with passion and intimacy. You don't feel like something is passionate. But you know what though? You know what's safe? Like safety feels like boredom. It feels like no. You know what's the feelings? Help me. The challenge. Okay. And the self. Okay. So, here we go. So, again with the focus going back on yourself. So there's a challenge here with your outlook, how you're seeing things, outlook, okay? How you're viewing a certain relationship. So your outlook on a relationship, it's challenging here. So mental balance will bring clarity. It's an opportunity for clarity and bringing insight to something. So we feel like we're lacking passion. Healing that though. Healing the feelings here. self soothing, right? Self soothing emotions. This is giving a whole new level of emotional maturity. Mhm. Introspecting, focusing on what makes you happy, right? Caring for the self. Okay. Okay. All right. Let's get a little deeper. What's the Virgo energy exactly? Okay. The nine of wands. So, there's that persevering and the five of wands. So, there's the conflict. So, what is it? First cut is the baby. Listen, you could have been through a lot of. What are the feelings? So, we're having conflict. See? And then here's the hope. Okay. Hope, courage, having being optimistic about something. I feel like you're being like, I'm not going to lie, it's a little pessimism with whatever relationship this is. It's a little bit of like, is it even worth it? Is this even worth my time? Like, you know, is this worth all the cuz I feel like you're getting triggered by whoever this is. Whatever environmental cues or whoever this is, you're being a little bit triggered by it and you're like, is this even worth my time? Is this worth how I'm feeling right now? Because I could just I would I could be alone, have no friends, be my be by myself, or I could, you know, not talk to no co-workers. I don't need no lover. I don't need no friends. And spirit's like, "Bitch." But you're like, "Is this even worth it? I don't want to have to worry about this. I don't want to have to worry about what you're doing. Who you talking behind my back? I don't want to worry if you're ratting me out at the co or at the job. I don't want to. Is this even worth it? Are you even Are friends even worth it? Are people even worth it?" And spirit's like, "Bitch, this is an opportunity to bring insight to something. Mental balance, I feel." Okay, cuz that nine of swords and the five of wands is bringing Listen, you're making me worry and question about things that I is this even worth? Are you worth it? Is this situation worth it? I think it's bringing up your trust issues, You know, a little bit. So having courage, okay, to refocus. Refocus. Focus on what makes you happy. Why? It's like we're worrying a little bit a little bit too much about those gut like a gut feel. What exactly is the gut feeling though? Cuz that we're Okay, so the ace of cups and the devil. Woo. That's a little bit of codependency here. What's the devil? That's a lot. Okay. The king of pentacles and the seven of swords. Oh, hell. Whoa. Listen. Okay. I shouldn't have asked. Okay, hold up. What's the seven of? That could be a strategy. Oh, the tower. Oh, and temperance. Okay, so listen. Temperance. [ __ ] [ __ ] I was like, what did I just open? Okay, listen. All right. So, tower and then he So, this is crumbling some sort of codependent. Now, you see this king of pentacles. It's the feminine king of pentacles, but they're by themselves, right? And they have the city above their head, right? This is someone who's very financially stable. We have the two of cups here, and then we have the queen of pentacles and the king of pentacles. Okay. I feel like there's toxic see that that emotional stagnancy. Okay. And emotional introspection. There's some sort of pond water emotions caused by previous cuz we have the overcoming learning from the past, right? Learning from the past. There's still some feelings that maybe someone is bringing up and it's like dirty pond water still still up in you. Okay. All right. So I feel like with the tower and the temperance, this is an opportunity for healing to get rid of the emotional stagnant pond water created from previous friends, lovers, whoever the Okay, co-workers. Okay, that's what I feel like is going on there. So what's with the feeling? So here we go. The change that's to get things flowing again. We were talking about stagnant pond water. Well, you put a pump in it. All of a sudden, it's got some flow. So, there's something here that's going to be flowing again. Okay. Wheel of Fortune, eight of Pentacles. I feel like spirit is working really hard on your emotional state right now. Okay. You have a gut feeling that this listen the gut feeling here is that you know that you got to do some some introspection. Like the gut feeling here is that you know whatever this is is good for you. Okay? It's it may not feel good at the time but it's good for you. So you know even though it don't feel good. It's you know in the gut feeling that it's good. This is for me. It's meant for my healing. I need to be is this even worth it? But you know that yes because there's a point. You can see the bigger picture. But at that moment you're like I don't you're worth it. Okay. ain't worth it. All right. The feelings. Yeah. The hierofant. So here we go with the teacher the sun over here. So this is spirit do. So courage. Okay. being brave. This is teaching you something because we have energetic student physical student emotional lessons. It's teaching you something about your emotions, about happiness cuz we're introspecting the nine of cups which is all about wish fulfillment, happiness on your own. The nine of cups is on their own, right? mental balance. Okay. So, King of Wands. So, there's action, leadership, two of swords. You're unsure. See, there's the five of cups. Am I going to regret this? Four of cups. It's almost like you've been through so much that now nothing is like good enough. It's like, no, this is not even worth it. You're not not worth it. Not worth it. This not worth it. Not worth it. Now the walls have become so damn high, Which which once was like a protective armor has now become a prison. Okay? Cuz now all of a sudden nothing's worth it. All of a sudden, no nothing's worth it. Now your now your barrier has become your own little cage, your prison. Okay? So have courage. So we have the king of wands here. So fire energy. You have a gut feeling that this is for your own. It's meant to teach you something. So you're learning something here. It has to do with previous stagnant emotions. Okay. And you're getting triggered again. So what is the courage here? So you're not even sure. You I don't even know if I'm worth it. The is that? So we have courage here with the 11th house empress. Okay. This is knowing your worth. And then we have justice. So having courage to to really focus on yourself, have that faith, right? This is self-worth and love. Queen of Wands, Queen of Swords, they're both looking over at this 10 of Cups. Okay. And the Wheel of Fortune. That's getting something moving again. Okay. That's getting that stagnant feeling of of like listen, I feel like you're showing somebody how you would like to be treated because you're treating yourself that way. All right? Whether this be a friend, lover, I don't care who it is. You're teaching people how to treat you because you're treating yourself at a higher standard. Like, well, this. I'm going to do what makes me happy. Forget about that. I'm I'mma do what makes me happy then. Who is this? Two of cups. What What are they? What is this? What? There's the tower. So, here we go with the tower, the devil, the seven of swords, the ace of cups, and temperance. Who is this two of cups situation? Well, tower. They are shaking up the pond water is what they're doing. Because listen, you was in the pond water for a bit of time and spirit's like, "Okay, you've done as much healing as you can do by yourself, honey. Now we got to we got to get a disruptor up in here. All right, cuz you've done what you can by yourself. Now it's time for the pond water that's been sitting for a while to get unstagnant. So, we got to send some this two of cups. Okay, we got to send the two of cups because you've done what you can by yourself. But honey, you know, we need to be learn. We're learning now. We're learning. So, here's that tower. Like I said, so there we go. Death card. There's a transformation happening. It's feeling very uncomfortable. You don't like it. All right. You don't like it. Yeah. There's a there's the ace of but this is an opportunity maintaining mental balance whilst taking action not letting your not getting your you know in a reactive state. We're going to think before we act. We're not going to just react based off of our emotions. We're not going to be like, "Oh my god, I saw something. It triggered me. It reminded me of how I felt when I seen that in a previous situation and now I'm mad or now I'm getting emotionally reactive because now you're reminding me of the same thing that made that pissed me off that made me put up these walls in the first place. Is this even worth it? But that gut feeling is telling you, hut, those are the stagnant ass emotions, paw water, that are sitting deep down inside you that need to come up for air. I feel like I feel like, you know, yeah, this king of pentacles. Okay. Six of swords and the magician. Keeping thy peace. Keeping your peace. focusing on what makes you happy. Okay, because you are the Empress and there this is justice with the wheel of fortune. It is giving karma. So yeah, the 10 of cups and the six of swords. So focusing on the 10 of cups, your ultimate happiness, like focusing on your happiness. It's almost like letting like the universe kind of take care of some things. Where's the four? Yeah, the ace of swords. What's the four of cups though? Like what what what is like causing that? We know it's judgment and the two of cups, but like what? So here we go. Okay, so intimacy. Intimacy. Chariot. Cancerian is feelings around intimacy. Okay. Emotional intimacy, feeling seen. And if you're with somebody, it could be like third parties and cheating and this and that. But then we have the Empress here. So knowing your worth and focusing on what makes you happy and doing this and doing that. So that's the energetic les. There's a you're being an energetic student by focusing on yourself. You know, it's like somebody if you're with a friend or something and they're not treating you the best, but you're like, "Fuck it. I'm a I'm not going to worry about how you're treating me and and worry about an intimate connection like say you know there's emotional intimacy within friend groups too right it's not just partners but could be very well a partner but you're you're like you know what I'm not going to worry about how you're treating me or the lack of like emotional intimacy I'm not going to let that get to me I'm going to fulfill my own needs and then kind of like let it so there's a detachment here not going to be codependent with the Ace of Cups and the Devil on you fulfilling my emotional needs solely. Emotional intimacy is important, but for you to rely on that type of solely is stagnant. So that's where the emotional reactions get because if we do if they someone does something that we don't like and it's like well that makes me feel less close to you or something like that then we get reactive. Okay. So, you're having courage to stay very sovereign, stoic, sovereign is the right word. The devil, two of swords. See, it's providing the opportunity to clear up this devilish these devilly emotions. Okay. What is the seven of swords with the devil and the tower? Okay. That's either strategy. I feel like spirit has a little bit of a strategy here. So mentally purified. See a mental need to level up. So it's your thoughts. Okay. Law of rhythm. Ah the pendulum swing. It work coincides with the with the um law of vibration and the what is it? The law of polarity. Okay. It's the law of rhythm the pendulum swing up swing down. So here so there's a need see mental balance queen of pentacles ace of swords it's an opportunity okay so there's something here about the law of rhythm you keep going back like like we all know that every relationship it has its ups and downs honey so sometimes you'll feel less close to people and sometimes you'll feel way more close to people it's the law of rhythm right it works on every plane of existence with every single thing that ever happens around us including relationships. Not all relationships are up high all the time. Closeness and this and that and you know law of rhythm is in in effect here. Okay. Physical need to level up and energetic mirror. So something is mirroring your emotional state and your thoughts in your environment. has to do with feeling close or intimate. Could be a lack of intimacy or emotional intimacy within yourself. Are you are you pushing aside your own emotions? Something like that. Okay. Something could be mirroring it back. And remember the law of rhythm works within us too. So it's teaching. It's teaching. Okay. Astral traveler, dream walker, and a healer. Okay. So, astral travel, dream walker, healer. So, feeling rejected. This intimacy. Okay. They can't love you proper. Four cups. Okay. Wanting to explore every inch of you, but feeling rejected. Has to do with intimacy, Okay. Your guides are speaking through other people. See, teaching you something. Okay. Then we have this rejected energy. Four of cups. Feeling rejected. [Music] Okay. So, we have healer. It's a lack of emotional intimacy and feeling rejected. People are healing hearing stories about you. What the All right. What's Okay. And then we have competing for you. Oh lord. Okay. So, someone's feeling rejected. Like this could be someone that you are hanging around too. Like if this is not you directly, this could be someone that you're you're dealing with. What's this? Astral traveler, dream walker. Oh god, we have the Queen of Wands. Okay. Okay, the Queen of Wands is over here. We have the Empress. So, that embodies all Queen. See, here we go. Five of Wands. There's the competing for you. Queen of Wands. Okay, look at all these phones and stuff, right? Someone might be feeling a little rejected. Okay, so this could even be someone that you're dealing with, honey, a feeling of inadequacy. It's an opportunity to take action. So, healing something. this Queen of Wands, Empress energy with the Queen of Swords and the Queen of Wands over here with the T of Cups and the Empress and Justice like this this divine feminine. Oh, she a baddie. And sometimes, you know, we divine feminine, this could be you too as well. Divine masculine, divine feminine, don't matter. Someone is like dealing with feelings of feeling like rejected or is this does this make me happy? Like this Queen of Wands, I feel like the Queen of Wands is a astral traveler, dream dream worker, and healer. This Queen of Wands is a healer. We have the King of Wands, Queen of Wands as well. We had the King of Pentacles and the Queen of Pentacles. We have the two of cups. It's definitely talking about some sort of relationship where there's intimacies, intimacy issues, feelings of they can't love you proper. Introspecting. Is this really a wish fulfillment? Like, okay, what's this? Blue balls rejected. What's this? Feelings of being rejected. Okay. The five of cups. So sad tower. There's the devil, the ace of cups, the seven of swords, and the tower to temperance. Five of cups. That five of cups came out here with mental balance. Queen of Pentacles and the Ace of Swords an opport. And then we have the King of Wands. Listen, somebody is feeling rejected when it comes to emotional intimacy. They feeling sad about it. See? Okay. This Queen of Wands, whoever she is, is a healer, an astral traveler, a dream walker, very energetically aligned and healing. We have a tower. So, and then here's the queen of swords. Queen of swords is over here with courage, empress, and justice who okay, they can't love you proper. That's the tower. Okay. What's What's they can't love you proper? Six of cups. Okay. There's the past. Learning from the past. Eight of pentacles. Mastering the past. People from the past could not love you properly. Okay. I don't know if that is where the feelings of the four of cups this inadequacy the emotional lessons coming from rejection in intimacy re like emotional this is closeness I'm not talking about like doesn't have to be sex although it can be but this is it's giving emotional intimacy we have the five of cups okay so in the past people couldn't love you proper or this person. So, is this even worth it? Is this even worth my time? You know, tower. There's a tower going on in a relationship dynamic where someone is really introspecting like, is this even worth my time? I've already learned my lesson here and I'm feeling like something's missing. But then your gut feeling is kind of telling you like, hey, ate the weight up. There's some stagnant emotions going on in there. So, I feel like you're worried. So, what is it? Like it's not your biggest fear to stay alone and single forever. It's the biggest fear to like get in the wrong type of relationship or friendship or something like that, right? Wanting to explore every inch of you. What is this? Okay, so it could be sexual. Okay, what's this? The Knight of Cups, which means emotions. Three of Cups. Oh lord. Ding. Done. Eight of Wands. Ding. Who? What is this? Listen. Three of Cups. Three of Wands. Three of Pentacles. The Knight of the King of Cups. Listen. Three. Three. Three. Wanting to explore every inch of you. They can't love you proper. Six of Cups. Is this a repeating cycle? What's with the threes? What is with the threes? 10 of Wands. A burden. Knight of Pentacles. Okay. So, there's a burden here. This Knight of Cups is wanting to explore what? Emotionally, like hello, King of Wands. It's an opportunity. There's something to do with communication. What do you This is a wanting to explore, but there's a cups there. It's not the Knight of Wands, it's the Knight of Cups. So, this could be emotional exploration. What do you mean they can't love you proper with the six of cups? The nine of cups. See, is this really my wish fulfillment? But there we go with the thinking. And then we have justice, courage. Have courage. Okay, they can't love me proper. Six of cups and the nine of cups. It's almost like you're not giving someone a chance to even love you properly because at like the first sign of rejection or remember the law of polarity and the law of rhythm. It's like at the first sign of like turmoil or rejection or like this and that, you just like is this even worth it, this. And then you're like, am I even happy? Does this even really make me happy? I'm happy. This Right? So, it's like, it. I have had people in the past that don't know how to love me, and I'm already going to label you as you don't know don't know how to treat me proper. You don't know how to love me, and you will never learn how to love me. And same goes with friends and co-workers. You know what? I've dealt with a lot of pieces of in the past and you ain't going to know how to do it proper. So, there's the stagnant emotions that got there's the stinky pond water that's got to come up, okay? cuz someone wants to explore every inch of you which means emotionally as well. Okay, but you at the first sign of rejection we're like so okay so your guides are speaking through other people. All right. Oops. So, seven of pentacles. Okay. This is investments. Three of wands. B optimism. Three of cups again. So, here wanting to explore every inch of you. Knight of cups. Your guides are speaking through other people. Something about investments. Hold up. Oi. Okay. Okay, [ __ ] We're back. So, they're speaking through other people. So what are they say saying like be optimistic someone wants to explore you every inch of you which means emotionally as well but we're we're like no no you don't does this even really make me happy okay what do you mean what are they trying to say through other people ace of wands what are you creating five of wands conflict okay what are you creating Okay, eight of pentacles. So this is mastering and then here we have the empress and then the ch the wheel of fortune which is a change and then we have the star honey. So what are they communicating? What are so we have energetic student learning through the environment there's some sort of conflict. So what are we creating? Remember participate in conflict get conflict right? So mental balance, maintaining mental equilibrium. Okay. So if we're going back in the past and we're saying and we're rethinking and everything and every little trigger is like, you know, you don't know how to love me proper. The person and people who did this last time didn't know how to love me proper. There's a stagnancy there, energetic cord to the past or some sort of stagnancy that's recreating some sort of conflict. But there's also the law of rhythm. So polarity happening. It's like we need to maintain neutrality in some sort of relationship dynamic. And Empress here is knowing your worth and focusing on what makes you happy and the positive. And there we go. High Priestess here. There's a lot of healing. You have a gut feeling here that you're going through a deeper level of healing or that someone is going through some healing. Could be this person that you're connected to, whoever that may be. Who's hearing stories? There's someone hearing stories about you. What's that about? Well, we have the knight of swords, the king of this king of wands and the knight of wands and the queen of cups. Okay, knight of swords and the knight of wands is very quick. Same with the king of wands here. We have the king of wands with mental balance, stories, hearing stories. This is stories in your head. Queen of cups though and the king of cups. This is a partnership. Three of Pentacles. So, King and the Queen of Cups over here. And then we have this King of Wands. So, who's this King of Wands? That's action. Oh my. We have the Seven of Wands and the Four of Swords with the Tower. Oh god, someone's going through a. I feel like uh I feel like somebody is telling stories about them about they're making up some sort of they're making up some There's the two of cups and the ace of cups with the tower. Remember the devil, the ace of cups and then we had the seven of swords. There's some sort of lies. This is giving like quick action. Okay, with the knight of wand or the king of wands, the knight of wands and the knight of swords with the tower, this is like quickly see and here we have a feminine approaching a masculine. So this masculine energy could be feeling rejected due to the stories that they tell themselves in their head. And I feel like you know what though I feel like you are speak spirit is talking through other people. We have the astral traveler, dream walker and healer. I feel like you are speaking to somebody through mirroring them because you're the healer. The feminine in this in this energy is like the healer is the and I feel like you're with the law of polarity. You're mirroring back someone's conflict. Is that it? The eight of pentacles. Is that Yeah. The devil here. Okay. I feel like you're you're helping somebody overcome something. They can't love you proper. See, is this really my wish fulfillment? Is Yeah. and the Knight of Wands. There's see intimacy, sex, and intimacy. And I feel like you're Oh, Lord. Yeah. The five of swords and the world closing out. Yeah. See, self-sabotage. Four of cups. Five of swords. Four of cups over here. Emotional lessons here. Someone's going through a. I feel like you're triggering someone or you're being triggered. What is the rejection though? Three of cups, king of wands, hearing stories. Three of cups, that's celebration. That's third party slowing down and then burden. See, there's the king of pentacles. So, I mean, yeah. See, hearing stories. Ace of cups, the king of or the king of wands, and the page of swords. That's hearing gossip. So, somebody's hearing gossip about something and it's making them feel a certain type of way. They someone wants to explore every inch of you, but they're hearing stories about who? 10 of cups obviously about you or something. Ace of cups, 10 of cups, 10 of pentacles. Damn. Holy. It's good. It's good stories. Well, then what is with the sadness? What is with six of swords? Oh, it's over here. Okay. They can't love you proper from the past. Six of swords, eight of pentacles. Okay. Just got lost there. So, this is good really. They're hearing stories. 10 of cups, 10 of pentacles, ace of cups, the six of swords. But somebody is like um yeah, five of wands here and someone is creating conflict. Here's this empress. So who is this empress? The star, the wheel of fortune, the high priestess. Like someone's hearing a lot of good things about you and they feel like is this, you know what it's giving? It's giving like out of your league type energy. Someone's feeling like Yeah. Five of cups, five of pentacles and the 10 of wands. Like someone is feeling like you're out of their league or seven of swords. There we go. Okay. And the nine of wands. So here we go. Clear sentience, clear feeling, emotional introspection. Nine of cups. Is this my wish fulfillment? Queen of cups. How am I feeling about this relationship? Nine of wands is persevering here. Seven of swords though. What's the seven of swords exactly? This is getting long. Sorry guys. Five of pentacles, four of wands, the death card, and the king of swords. So here this is a this is the masculine thinking about this. Four of wands, five of pentacles, and the chariot. Got a masculine energy questioning an empress energy. Wow. I feel like somebody thinks that they won't be like they won't this is a self worth thing honey. They feel like they won't be able to meet up to your level like meet up to your standards and someone's feeling a little bit type of way. They're like can am I going to be able to like what is with the nine of cups like are am I going to be able to Yeah. The king of wands and the two of cups. Am I going to be able to step up to the plate? Someone is feeling like they are someone is feeling like you you're making someone feel a certain type of way. Okay. You're making people, this person, this two of cups, whoever it is that you're close to right now, they feel like they can't like they are questioning like, am I going to be able to the nine of cups emotionally fulfill this person? That's that's what someone's question. Am I even do I even have it in me to be able to do this? You know, that's what I'm getting. That's how that's how some like am I okay tried and true corrective action. So, I feel like someone needs to like purify their thoughts. They they're on the breaking the habit immediately jumping to the worst. See, someone is immediately jumping to the worst. Like, am I even going to I can't keep I can't I can't make this per but it's not their job to. So someone is really like like they might even be blaming themselves for like previous things like they can't love you proper they might have been told like you can't do this proper you can't do this you can't you know there was someone who put a lot of like weight on someone's shoulders a lot of emotional responsibility on someone's shoulders and they're like well what if I can't what if I can't do this I can't satisfy this see I can't do this for them I can't do so you know and they're watching you when you aren't looking. Quick glances and stuff. Breaking the habit. So who what do you mean watching you? So you know escapism. Okay. Emotional focus. Declutter. Choose you and feeling alone. Observe. Self love. See there's a lot of self- love.

Validating your own feelings in situations and people will do what's best for them, and you will do what's best for you. Self-love is validating your own feelings. Observe. Okay. Feeling alone, you're choosing yourself. Emotional focus. Transmute present emotions of feeling alone. Okay. All right.

So, I feel like you are choosing yourself here. You're observing some sort of like feeling of feeling alone because someone else is going through this, which you could be mirroring it back. See, your guides are speaking through other people. So, you could be feeling alone in a situation, unheard, unseen, and you're just you're mirroring back the conflict of somebody thinking, "I can't provide this. I don't know how to do this. I can't do this proper. I can't, I don't know how to figure them out. I don't know how to do this prop."

So, I feel like you're mirroring that collective with somebody, a friend, a lover, okay? Where you're like, "I'm feeling I've got to focus on myself because I feel like, uh, I don't know why you're next to me. I don't know why we're out hanging out in the movies, having doing going doing friend things, but I feel like you're not there, you know?" So, I'm just going to focus on me because I feel like you are at that place, and this person is like, "I don't know how to do this proper. I don't know how to." They're freaking out, which is causing a big tower because you're naturally like, "Listen, you're a Queen of Wands healer, Empress energy." This person's coming up as a King of Wands and the Knight. So, they're learning to step up into an Emperor energy, but like, there's a lot of, they're creating some sort of conflict here. And the feminine energy is mirroring back. You know how they say the masculine steps up and leads, and then the feminine energy will follow, or there's a mirror dynamic. The masculine will lead, and then the feminine will reciprocate whatever it is that he's leading. So, there's something here going on like that in this dynamic. Man or woman, don't [ __ ] matter. Okay.

So, yeah, collective. That's what's going. Spirit's saying have courage right here because you know, and hope and faith. There's a breaking this habit. There's a habit here of somebody thinking like they're jumping to the worst-case scenario, like rejection, and they want to explore every single thing emotionally, but they just don't know like how to do it. And I feel like you're mirroring back this like this feeling here. Where is the collective's energy? Hold on. Yes, honey. Hold up. I just want to see quick. Where's your energy in this? What a, what is that's a complicated scenario here. I feel like there's a lot of deep [ __ ] going on. So, just focus on you and keep, keep that. And I feel like you're just, you're trick, you're Oh, yeah. Walk away from the conflict. Eight of Cups, Five of Wands. This is what you're doing here. Okay. Four Cups and the Six of Cups again. They can't love you proper. Six of Cups and the Four of Cups. Emotional stagnancy. Walking away from this conflict. Eight of Cups. Moving away from it because I feel judgment and the Nine of Pentacles. You're solely focused on themselves. If they can't, you know, the Sun, you're focused on your own happiness, right? If they, if this person can't like step up to the plate, then, you know, it's going to be separate ways. The Moon, there's fear there. So, what's the future hold for this dynamic? The Devil and the Four of Wands. Isn't that good? Then we have the King of Pentacles or the King and the Queen of Cups again. Mm-mm, lordy. What's the Devil? Three of Wands. What's the Devil? Three of Pentacles. Three. Three. Three. Seven of. Your guides are speaking through other people. Okay. So, they're, what's the Devil here? Three. Three. And the Devil. The King of Swords. Oh, listen. Listen. The future is a little rocky. Could be options here. It's looking a little [ __ ] you. You might end up moving away, but I don't know. This three, three is like given, and the Seven of Cups is given like, little bit of options here. What's the King and the Queen of Cups? This has to do with emotions. Five of Swords. Okay. Looks like it's going to be a little rocky. This, this relationship. Wow. Ten of Swords and the Death Card in the future. There might be an ending here. Okay. With this because I don't feel like, I feel like there's no, I feel like, I feel like you're mirroring somebody's emotional turmoil or something going on here. Okay, that's what I feel like. And I feel like if, if someone can't do what you need, step up to the plate and do something like with emotional intimacy, it's going to end up splitting. I feel like you're going to be choosing yourself and like, I think that spirit is talking like through other people like how like this is very, yeah. Three of Cups and the Strength Card. So, there we go. Rejected, right? Spirit's talking through other people. Rejection. There's some sort of like, someone's having a hard time. The Tower, the Ten of Wands. Are you currently with this person? Like, yeah, the Moon and the Six of Cups. This could be like a past dynamic. What in the [ __ ]? So, if you're with someone currently, I feel like the World. Yeah. The Death Card, Ten of Swords, Devil, Four of Wands, Five of Pentacles. Spirit is going to be moving you away from somebody because they could not step up to the plate. Okay? And I feel like you're mirroring something back to them, and they want to do this. They have the intention to do this, but they can't do it at this time. So, I feel like you, and whoever this is, this friend, lover, whoever the [ __ ] this is, spirit's going to be removing them because they can't, they can't step up. They're not there yet, and you're, you're there. Okay.

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