I really like off that stage. I'm like, "That was awesome." I got this feeling when you were gone. I pushed my car into the back. I threw your [ __ ] into a bag and pushed it. I pushed my car into the bridge. I don't care. I love it. I don't care.

Can you tell me about like what happened this morning when you guys left your house?

I started crying because, well, I'm getting anxiety because last time I went on tour was not fun at all. You were there and I felt not good. Um, and I was getting anxiety 'cause I just was getting PTSD. I'm not kidding. And then we got to the airport and my car wouldn't fit into the garage. So, it was a little rough start to our morning. As I woke up with my period and still recovering from a cold. So, that's not fun. But, nonetheless, first day, so that's good.

Let's get some more energy out of you, too. Come on.

I'm hungry.

So, today I got I got my set on my glasses.

Wait, are you serious?

Yeah.

No. Does it come off or no?

No.

You just plug it in like just like you stick it in.

Shut up. Bazar given it to me as a gift. He was like, "This is so performative, but low key really funny. I still want to gift it to you." I was like, "Okay, go." I like it.

Do you actually have your set on here?

I I actually do have my set on there. I say we order food now. Then we get there and then we eat and then we do soundcheck and then we walk around and explode.

God, someone's happy.

No, no one else is happy.

You got some energy back.

Yes.

Hello. Apologies. Wishing you a good show. And I want to say hi to you. And I hope you have a very exciting night.

That's so sweet. I wish you were here.

Do you want to say hi to your best friend?

I do want to say hi to my best friend.

Hello, best friend.

Hello.

Okay. Well, I appreciate your call. That's so sweet of you.

Of course, man. About to turn on this first show.

Woohoo.

What What menu are you guys?

Regency Ballroom.

Oh [ __ ] That's lit. I showed Miles this, but like look at me performing on stage with the Iranian flag when I was a little kid and I'm going to put it up today, too.

Oh my god.

Isn't that cute?

I was a little singer.

Little baby.

I know. Most people don't know that about me, though. I did like Iranian radio in LA when I was a kid. Like the kid station. Yeah.

What?

Dude, you drop new lore every day.

I know.

Like enough.

It's 'cause I say yes to almost everything. So.

You were like three. I was four and I made conscious decisions. So, I knew what I was even at four.

Why don't you sing anymore?

'Cause I can't. 'Cause I went on Accutane and it literally gave me like nodes and I'm a terrible singer. You know that. No. Mackenzie's convinced I'm a pop star.

I've seen her sing on stage before.

Do you think you could swim from Alcatraz?

Yeah.

No, you can't.

Yes, I did.

Aren't there sharks in the water?

Probably.

And that's why people die. Um, that plus smashing into the rocks because of the waves.

But you'd survive.

I'm a really strong swimmer.

So am I.

Are you a really strong swimmer?

I'm a really strong swimmer.

I don't believe you.

We all are. That's how we became who we are.

I did water polo.

We were all strong swimmers at one point.

You did.

Dude, this is gorgeous.

Oh, it is pretty.

This is Carrie, your stage manager.

How's it going? Nice to meet you.

So nice to meet you.

Hi there.

We just did a regular table for you.

Thank you. Yeah, usually it like comes up to here, but it's perfect. Thank you so much. It's perfect.

Yeah.

Imagine I forget my USB.

That's not funny.

What you mean darker though? I feel like.

Now it just got dark again. I feel like it was a little bright a second ago.

Miles, what do you think about the stage setup so far?

Man, I think this [ __ ] is so yummy that I can almost taste the gummies. I'm feeling dummy.

Miles. Oh, I'm going to [ __ ] be punching all these little girls in the face.

Go all out.

Look at the dust. Do you see it?

I'm just nervous that like something's going to happen during set where I'm like, it's not dark enough or it's too flashy or something. Just 'cause like in New York, what the problem was is I couldn't communicate to anyone like, "Can someone do this?" Because.

And I'll be right here the whole time.

Okay. So, if anything, just look at me and I'll just like awkwardly run over here, but I'll hide under.

Okay. Can we just see a final lighting before? Thank you so much. The. There's still flashing.

The strobe. Sorry, it's messing with my vision a little bit.

I just, I'm being so nitpicky because I need, I, I'm worried 'cause at that point it's my fault. At that point, it's my own fault.

What time is it?

[ __ ]

I mean, you have an hour.

An hour to eat and get ready.

Well, no, an hour to work. You still have tons of time.

Yeah. Is my food still warm?

Thank you so much. Sorry if that was like crazy. I'm what?

The strobes are crazy.

Yeah, I, I was like this.

I, I love me some good strobes.

Yeah, they make me shut down my perception. Yeah, I can't. But I do. It's, it's annoying 'cause I do want like them to have it. But for me, I'm like, I do love like all these are fine. As crazy as these get, like this is fine for me. For him, whatever. Yeah, thank you. It's really late.

I think we're actually upset.

I'm just upset about New York.

Okay. Well, we're not in New York, though.

I know.

I was worried.

Worried about what?

That's why I was scared to do like the show that anyways, New York went so far.

Well, we're not in New York. It's a fresh chapter. And we also learned.

I know. I just like, I don't know. I don't know. I think I'm just like, like the best idea.

You can't let those expectations set you up for this one. This is a completely new vibe. Completely new.

I just hope that everyone's like having fun and stuff.

Yeah. As long as you're having fun, I think that's the most important. You're the one that's going to be radiating energy.

You have to remember that.

Yeah. And I'm anxious and it'll radiate that.

I'm anxious, too. I mean, obviously you have, I'm going to play in front of a crowd that nobody knows. Nobody.

I know you're music. Like, you don't know. You don't [ __ ] up.

Yeah, but nobody knows that. I [ __ ] up, too. I [ __ ] up a lot. I [ __ ] up a lot. It's about how you play it off, though. You know, it's all good.

What happened at your New York show that made you feel so anxious about?

Things that were supposed to be set up weren't set up in a correct way and it led to a bunch of actual security issues. I would literally say security threats. Like, it could have been way worse. And in my mind, while I was DJing, it's all I was thinking about. I got off stage. I think I stopped DJing maybe five minutes early and I tried to hang out and dance around, but like my team was like trying to like rush me off the stage because of how many security issues there were. So it was just multiple, multiple things that it's so hard to explain to someone that wasn't there how many things went wrong. I saw people pushing and getting like squished against the barricades and that's not what I want at all. I can't even get into details about how bad it was and how much like actual like, not exaggeration, PTSD it's caused me.

You like didn't want to do it anymore or anything anymore.

It takes a lot to like.

I feel like people talk about my confidence all the time and it takes a lot to crush that and to crush me believing in myself, but I didn't anymore. That's why I think before tour, the feelings that I'm having are the feelings that I'm having.

Trust.

I need to eat. Is this mine?

Yeah. I also felt bad 'cause I was like, "Can you do this? Can you do this? Like, can you make the light of this?" But it's just like, dude, it matters so much that you that's the process of every single show. Now, imagine having an actual production setup.

Well, I did in LA and I loved it and I regret.

Yeah, but I mean, I mean like I mean like arena setup. You know how much [ __ ] you have to like communicate back and forth? Like that was nothing. That was no, that was literally no problem for them. Anybody you looking for me?

No. Okay.

You got to see this massage chair.

I know. You know that [ __ ] fits.

Okay. Miles is going in. I walked in there, shoes were off.

I didn't find if you want to eat, I would just eat.

[ __ ] I'm sorry.

No, it's okay. Thank you so much.

I think it's better because we were just like working on lighting, but I'm okay. I appreciate your call.

Of course. No problem.

But just wanted to wish you good luck.

That means a lot. Thanks, Asmin.

Are you kidding?

What's up? I test it out to see if it would be good for you.

It's, it's good. You ought to try it.

I bring you on tour. So.

Yeah. A little R&R.

I'm going to kill this man. You're the craziest assistant ever.

I come into the room. I'm sobbing. In the other room, I come.

Are you crying?

Yeah.

Why?

New York [ __ ] me up, I think.

N girl, just hop in a massage chair and everything will be fine.

Yeah. You can't be sad in a massage chair. Oh, it's getting my butt.

Are you derking or is?

No, it was doing that.

I'm out.

Wait, wait, wait. You want to try it?

No.

Hop in. I wanted to open for this for sure. I was like, my friends like tagged me in the comments when you posted it.

It was so cute. Like they less. So like.

My team sent me like a bunch of options and I liked your stuff.

Thank you. I appreciate that.

Of course. I like your hair.

Thank you.

Not that that matters, but like.

For this booking was that.

Hop in that massage chair. Take a nap.

It's nice.

I like it.

[ __ ] awesome. Please try it. Miles was moaning.

Well, it's because it gets like right in there. You're just like.

You know, like you can't.

Walk out of the room.

Yeah. Leave me be.

Oh my god.

Hi. How are you guys?

Hi.

How are you?

Yeah, sure.

Oh, someone smoked weed.

Thank you. You're so pretty.

Thank you so much. Have fun tonight. The people outside didn't even realize it was me for like a minute. It was so funny.

Well, I was like, they have to be fans 'cause they're standing in line. Like.

Yeah, it's 10 minutes before doors. But there was a couple straight guys and it threw me off.

Yeah.

It reek of weed.

Loved it.

I know. I know those people are getting.

Oh, that's true. I don't condone drugs. So.

Hi. Does you look like morning?

No. Stop it.

This is Sophia. Me after no drinks.

That's a lie.

That's a lie. I.

Was really too enthusiastic.

Bender last night. That's irrelevant. Then bus club, another club at the airport. Then we go right to the Barney's Beanery.

Barney La and we get a margarita.

Then we get here. You guys weren't here for like a while. So then we just went to a random Mexican restaurant and we got a Cadillac margarita there. And then we went to um Dude, this is just making me seem like an alcoholic. I'm not. I'm not.

I know, but sound check was just a pain in the ass. Like I was freaking out and I.

I literally, I literally asked Miles immediately when he got back. I said, "I just started freaking out because I could feel it."

I could feel you freaking out.

But it's going to be great.

What's crazy is like I think I was way over in, way over my head with my transitions. They're too hard. I might not be able to do them and I might just have to like vibe out, like press play, DJ to the max. I don't know. I'm scared.

I, you've done it perfectly a hundred times now at home. I just think it's going to be okay.

I feel like I've got too confused more.

I don't agree. I think you sounded great. I mean, obviously, whatever you're comfortable with, but I really.

Distractions.

I know, but I like, I really, really think that you can nail it.

I mean, I've heard you do it. There's just going to be people there, so who cares?

Yeah. It's just, I mean, me and Miles will be there and we've been there the whole time.

Yeah, just like we're in.

Just look. Just look at us. If you feel like weird about anything, I'll go in front.

It's like we're about. Yeah. Goose is going to get drunk as [ __ ].

I'm going to get drunk as [ __ ] and I'm going to surf and I'm going to get everyone lit, shaking ass, and then if you feel uncertain about anything, just know that like we're there and it's.

I need you guys to go crazy behind me.

Oh, I going to be.

What are you talking about?

Exactly. That's not going to happen. Um, but no, I, I think that have your alone time right now, but I just wanted to say my peace to you that I'm so excited. It's so special and it's going to be great.

Okay. I love you.

All right. I love you.

Bye.

Oh, I'm a little.

Now I know that when I'm nervous, my throat gets really dry. Oh, so now it's like a telltale like, "Oh [ __ ] Like I'm feeling nervous."

Yeah. Do I look too much like a Powerpuff Girl?

No.

And she wears her laminate, everyone.

Well, here's the thing is like last time in New York, I didn't get London in my own [ __ ] green room. So, um, okay, fit check. I'm wearing this to every show in different colors. Revi sent them custom made it for me. I like they had a design like this in a dress and I designed this. So, I was like, I kind of want shorts and this and it has a hood 'cause I feel like when I DJ, I love to wear a hood, you know? It's just like such a vibe. Originally, this is like was a dress and I told them I want it into a shirt with matching shorts 'cause I feel like I'm most comfortable in shorts. Put some glitter on under my eye. I was actually telling McKenzie um that I feel like, I mean, correct me if I'm wrong, but I feel like so far every show I've thrown the green room feels like a mini tara party. You know what I mean? And I wish there was a way for the fans to experience that, but these shows might be the closest thing. I wonder what my Aura ring is going to think I'm doing. Do you think it's going to think I'm under like extreme stress?

Probably. Especially during soundcheck.

Oh my. I have to check.

How are you feeling about tonight?

Obviously not good. Um, I'm not going to lie. I'm trying to be in like high spirits right now, but my throat keeps going really dry. You know what that means? 'Cause like my parties, like when it comes to like my actual parties, I'm like a [ __ ] seasoned vet. My parties don't stress me out anymore. I'm never nervous to throw a birthday party. But this is so different because I'm like actually going up there and DJing. And I, contrary to popular belief, I do do everything live. Obviously, not everything is my own remix 'cause I'm not a producer. But I mix live. So, it's frustrating when people don't think I do. Or that's why I'm nervous. If I was just pressing play, obviously I wouldn't be [ __ ] nervous. What was the question? How are you feeling about tonight?

You guys look super hot.

I feel like Hannah Montana.

Should I go say hi to them?

Yeah, we'll do a group picture.

I'm going to cry.

Take a group picture.

Oh my god, my heart's beating so fast.

Okay, wait. Wait. Can I take a photo? I LOVE TIA.

I love.

You guys are so cute.

Can I take a selfie with you real quick?

Yeah, we'll do it real quick.

Oh my god, we love you so much. Oh my god, my legs ARE SO EXCITED.

ARE YOU GUYS GOING TO HAVE fun now?

Of course.

Thank you.

You guys have to dance.

Wait, we love you. Can you take one with the afghan? Like a real afghan?

Oh my god, I love you.

Oh my god, we love you so much. Hi.

Back.

Thank you.

I can't believe you came.

Oh my god. I just met like the most baddy girls out there. This looks lit.

Yeah, you're doing a good job.

Wow.

I can't believe y'all pulled up. So.

I've had probably.

I can't see. It's really bright. Probably four more shots since then. And I'm feeling good. And I'm going to go get the crowd really excited because I'm going to GO till I die.

DO IT TILL I DIE.

OH [ __ ] I JUST HIT HER IN THE HEAD. Oh my gosh.

Yes, I'm.

Are you? Oh my gosh. Hi. How are you?

Thank you for everything.

Are you kidding me?

What the [ __ ]

You're real.

You're real. It's crazy. OH MY GOD.

OH MY GOD.

ARE YOU OKAY? DO YOU NEED ANYTHING?

OH MY GOD. HI, I'M T.

HI, I'm Sister Natalia. Nice to meet you. Hi.

Hi, I'm Jasmine.

Oh my god, you're so cute.

The set's already so great. I was out there bumping.

Shaking.

They have passes, so they're could they could come up there and dance.

I know.

I'm more than ready.

Did you pick Friday the 13th AS A.

NO, BRO. I'M [ __ ] TWEAKING.

I think I'm way in over my head with the transitions I picked. I might have to just turn it down and vibe out and then press play. and press play DJ. I'm scared. I'm not.

But you have good like selection and that's.

As long as you're playing.

Do you remember when I didn't know how to like do anything?

Yes. And I went over and you were like, "Now you."

No, I do know. I'm not a pro. You've been practicing. You have CDJs.

I've been practicing a lot. I know I'm practicing a lot, but I feel like not enough. I'm so scared.

I don't want to [ __ ] up.

It'll like come to you naturally 'cause I feel like you're lock. It's okay to lock in.

Hopefully. I know people are so black out right now. No. [ __ ] no. I'm not drinking. Oh my god. Are you crazy, dude? People People comment people comment like, "Ty is so [ __ ] up." I'm like, "I don't drink before I DJ."

I can't.

I drink for the most.

Yeah, she drinks it enough for the.

So, I've had I've had probably three more shots since our last conversation.

DJ in my hometown.

I really hope I get off that stage and I'm like, "That was awesome." Like LA. I'm less anxious right now than I was earlier. I'm like going over my transitions in my head, but I like literally can't like I feel like I'm going to be so distracted with the lights and screaming. It's okay. First show, so I'm nervous. I bet I'll I won't be nervous for the next shows. I bet I won't. Depending on this, how this one goes, though, 'cause this one goes [ __ ] too. We'll see. I hope people came in like big groups of friends. Like I hope like there's like group chats about this to be like, "Let's go," you know. Also, someone made me this. It's really cute. I love when people bring me bracelets. First day of my period and getting over a cold. It's crazy. I'm like trying to tell myself that I'm going to be on stage in a few minutes and it's like I can't believe it.

Yo.

Get out of here, bro.

It's.

It's good.

[ __ ] my fire.

You look fire. It's going to be fire. IT'S A [ __ ] TARA YUMMY PARTY IN THIS [ __ ] Getting [ __ ] ready for MY GIRL TARA YUMMY THOUGH. LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, MAKE SOME [ __ ] NOISE FOR TOMORROW. Take a deep breath. Super. Oh my god, it's hard as [ __ ] Huh?

I feel bad. I feel like that was so short.

Was that short?

That [ __ ] Yeah, a little bit. But it's okay though. We ran over. It's okay. THAT [ __ ] LIT THOUGH. That [ __ ] was lit. I'm not going to lie. That [ __ ] was lit. That [ __ ] was.

Yeah, that [ __ ] was.

I didn't mess up once.

That [ __ ] was tough. Should we go back up and play faster marker?

Is that loud?

Go. Run to pick up the mic. Run through the mic. Run. PICK UP THE MIC. HURRY. HURRY. HURRY.

Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god.

Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Hold on. HOLD ON. HOLD ON. HOLD ON. HOLD ON. HOLD ON. Hold on. Hold on. 1 2 1 Hey, hey, hey.

Okay, that was too little. I love you guys. We still dominate [ __ ].

Oh my god, I did so good, bro. I literally. So good. That's so good.

I have a period today.

No.

Well, I think you're good.

Yeah.

That was perfect. They made you.

Do.

Dude, that was so good.

Thank god I didn't mess up.

No, I feel like that's like a festival set. Like that was really good.

You're just saying that.

No, I genuinely have heard sets that are like that festival. I'm not kidding.

Really?

Yes.

Well, someone's going to say something mean tonight.

I had fun. Like it means a lot coming from you 'cause you know what the [ __ ] you're doing. Even though people don't think she does. Actually, funny enough, you actually are like one of the best days.

It was really.

The fact that you like liked it made so much so much fun.

Are you sure? I feel like I'm sweating balls.

Oh my god. So [ __ ] like a million [ __ ] bucks.

Yeah.

Dude. [ __ ] yeah. Dude, [ __ ] yeah.

Good. Good. Good. Good.

As long as you guys think it was good. I feel like it was short. That's why I came back out. No, I think.

No, that was perfect.

It was. It was in the moment. I go, "Lam, you think it's too late?" He's like, "No, go, dude."

No, I'm glad you did that because people were hype.

Oh my god.

Holy [ __ ]

The crowd was perfect.

Yeah, the crowd was good.

No, you did it.

I did it. I did it. I did it.

IT WAS AMAZING. AND I DIDN'T [ __ ] UP ONCE.

You didn't. Fun fact.

Why did I add better than LA?

Better than LA. OH MY.

I really hope no one has anything mean to say on Tik Tok 'cause it was kind of short but a lot of people were asking at merch when you were going on because early.

Perfect.

After party. I'm going live so no one say anything stupid.

Go white girl.

Wake up. By the way, tour stop one, which is so scary to think about.

She about to be lit.

Uh, Texas, Chicago, Vancouver. Right. Right.

She's not.

They all came to the show and Jessica's.

No, Jessica's gone.

They're like literally right there.

No, it's not. Yes. You're watching this. Please wake the hell up.

Jessica.

Oh my god. I feel like I'm.

Hey, what's up guys?

Wait, your lashes.

Oh my god.

Did you have fun?

I'm going to cry. You have fun.

Oh, I'm so happy. Try to tell her.

Try to tell her.

I don't know.

You're so cute.

Did you have fun?

Okay, good. That's all that matters.

Yeah. Come here.

Make sure you're okay.

I don't know. Some random.

I'm so glad you woke up. I really don't. Thank you.

Are you sure it's okay to put this on the internet?

Um, yes.

Well, yeah, maybe I won't. Okay.

Can I hold your.

No, don't be sorry. A.

I'm so glad you guys had fun.

I had so much fun. I love every so much fun. I got to go. But I like.

Oh my god. Right here. Everything is so [ __ ] up right.

What the [ __ ]

Somebody get on the plane. Hi.

Did you remember your headphones?

I forgot them last time.

I almost forgot mine.

Are you excited?

Yeah, I'm really excited. I put my outfit in this Brandy bag. Chicago. Every time I say Chicago, I went to the Trina Vegas Chicago. I had a meet and greet in Chicago today. Not actually, but there's like a million people. I mean, like, think about it. Like, there girls 18 to 24 are out shopping. I'm going to see them 'cause I'm shopping. We're all doing the same thing. And then we went to the bean. And um I usually don't care about landmarks. It's the beans.

But it was like really fun.

How do you feel?

Like I feel like landmarks are like, "Okay, cool." Like you go look at them and you're like, "Nice, it's a landmark." But this one was just like it was a vibe. We stayed there for a sec.

You want to flick it?

Yeah.

Do it. My eyes happening.

It's really shiny, too. I understand why it's called the windy city. I was literally not a good hair day in sight. I had to redo my hair and I don't know how good I did. The wind is actually like sinus infection causing. Like I hear myself getting like stuffy. I almost forgot my outfit.

You guys are freezing your ass off.

Why are you guys doing that?

You guys are insane.

Oh my god.

Oh my gosh. Chicago.

I'm actually in love with you.

Oh my gosh.

You're so wearing a coat.

Y'all look a little sluggy.

Everyone say hi.

Everyone say please stay warm. Like just huddle up.

It's going to be so hot in there. So I get it. This is going to be in there. You guys are going to be.

No, it's my outfit.

I'm like the most type person ever. I just stuffed my outfit.

I can't believe you're real right now. Like I feel like I'm looking at.

I'm 3D. AI.

I'm not AI. You guys are lunatics.

Oh, this is so cute.

I can't believe people are already waiting outside. It's so cold.

Are people also going to be upstairs?

Yeah. Yeah.

Oh, sick. That's also where merch is sold. And there's a bar up there as well.

Oh, cool. So, it's going to be like whoever wants to go wherever.

Yeah, that's cool.

I like that.

These girls, I think they're mostly women outside and they're freezing their little asses off. So, we're going to go give them these are the new mindset stickers. We don't. This is the. They're the first people to have it. I'm the only one like me and my team are the only people who have it.

Okay. I have like.

Oh my. Oh my god.

WHAT THE [ __ ] KEEP CRACKING ME UP. OKAY. I don't These are not out yet. I'm going to give stickers.

Oh my god. Shut the [ __ ] up.

I'll get everyone. I'll get everyone. I'll get everyone.

Yeah, of course. These literally the only people who have these are like me and my team. These are all new.

You guys are insane.

Oh my god. Your nails are.

Oh my god. Thank you.

So cold. You guys are insane. Oh my god. I feel so bad.

I literally love you so much.

You guys are so.

Oh my god, you guys are nuts. I got this for you. I got this for you. I wanted it at round one. I won it at round one for you.

Stay warm. I feel so bad about it. I love you.

I feel so bad. It's so cold.

And it's colder than San Francisco. And there was no one in San Francisco waiting outside.

Thank you so much.

Not a problem.

Yeah.

I wasn't lying when I said.

You can't DJ like this, dude.

I can't see the top of the thing. Barely.

It's like every time I DJ and they have the low table like by the end.

That's what my friend Liam, he goes on before me. He's literally like a shrimp bent over every single time. I feel so bad. Can I look at upstairs?

God, those girls are in [ __ ] sane. Oh my god, I felt so. They're in little club dresses. Did you see their little outfits?

Yeah, they all looked adorable.

And some of them had like sweats over them.

I love it.

Oh my god, this is sick. Look at this. This is like when we saw Frost Children, remember?

Yeah.

Wait, this is really cool. Wow. They're going to see the top of my head. Do I have any dandruff?

No, you're good. That's good. That'd be embarrassing. The venue is really cool. I love it. I feel like it'll look really good when it's full up here and like full like underneath me. I feel like I won't get a vibe until soundcheck, though. This girl's [ __ ] nuts.

Like, I'm trying to think of someone I would do that for.

Harry Styles.

Harry Styles. No.

No.

No. I, I don't like the cold. I love Harry Styles. I don't love him that much. I love those girls that were standing out. I had to go up back a second time. I felt so guilty that they were just standing out there.

Oh my god.

Cool.

And he screen printed all of them like by hand.

That's crazy.

All right.

Fun fact. This signature isn't like my signature for like documents and stuff.

My my signature for like documents and stuff. I don't know if I'm supposed to say, but whatever. It's like Tara Tara and cursive with devil horns and a tail, but it's just so funny that like this isn't like this is just like my like for some reason I'm famous signature and not like Oh my god, I think I just snotted on that one.

Ew.

It's extra special.

I wonder if there's going to be a girl in the crowd tonight to be like, "I have acid. I have Molly. I have weed. I have coke." This girl was like, "Anything Tara wants." And I'm like, "I don't do drugs."

That was so funny. Who did she tell that to?

I think Miles.

How funny that like people Miles is insane.

It's so funny. Oh, San Francisco's show was freaking everything. I If Chicago is Are we in I literally just like panicked. I was like, "We're in Chicago." If Chicago is anything like San Francisco, then I will be more than happy. San Francisco, I think, so far was the best show I've ever played. I think because I didn't make any mistakes and because the crowd was just so fun. These are so I saw Tarumi's mindset in 2026 is so cool. I know because hey, there might be a 2027.

Depending on how this goes. If anything is like San Francisco, we are going states. I kissing my Swedish boy over FaceTime. Who knew?

Mindset Europe.

I would love to do Europe. Europe's fans would be the most [ __ ] insane. I know they would be.

You have such a dedicated fan base in Europe. I'm not kidding.

Really?

Yeah. When we did.

I would do Australia.

When we did data, it was like 50% UK.

What? That's crazy. My stickers are getting really ugly. Who's up here? Where could we put this next to.

Shakira? Is that real?

No way.

No real.

I kind of want to do it when like you walk and you just.

Yeah.

Yeah. I don't want to cover anyone else's either. I'm going to put it right here. And we will scrape stickers off. It's happened. No one's scraping this one off.

I have it set up so it'll be just like using your ex.

I know. People need to come and like put their bodies in here.

People are coming.

I wish there was a place I could watch from secretly.

Look. Okay, guys. My friend Griffin lives in Wisconsin and he drove here and he brought a rugby team with him. I'm not kidding. His rugby team.

We're with the rugby team tonight.

Yeah. So, there's going to be a bunch of dudes here 'cause I don't know anyone in Chicago besides one day when you actually run for Congress.

Nice.

This is going to be in this documentary.

Flip it.

And you're going to be like, "What the [ __ ] was I thinking?" And then when I'm in the oval.

When you're in the oval, you want to be in the oval.

You know that office, right? You know, it's the one that's like a little bit farther away from the other one.

You're so weird.

You're like being I feel like you're being extra weird tonight.

Give the boy a chance.

I did.

Okay.

How are you?

It's just how are you?

Sorry guys. Give me one second.

We're in the wrong place.

People here. Hi guys. Hi.

How you doing?

Hi, I'm Tara.

Name?

Oh, cool.

I'm John.

John.

Eric.

Daniel. Nice to meet you.

Daniel, nice to meet you.

Emilio.

Amelio. Nice to meet you.

Nathan.

Preston.

John.

Charlie. Best.

Wow. There's a lot of boys here.

Oh my god. Okay. Well, do you guys want a drink?

I would love a drink. Yeah.

Come on. Vodka or tequila?

Oh, tequila, please.

Oh my god.

I know. It's crazy.

Hi, boys.

How's it going?

Did you pick the outfit tonight or what went into it?

Um, I wear like the same thing in different colors at every. Do you guys need like a.

Taking a shot with.

I can't I can't endorse underage drinking.

Why do people huge? That's very honorable.

Do I hear an accent?

You do. Yeah.

Where are you from? Are you faking it?

Nope.

He's faking it. He's faking it.

Where are you from?

Uh, England.

Where?

I grew up in London.

Oh, you know. Let's go. Let's go.

That's good. That's good.

Okay.

We're a rugby boy.

All right. Cheers.

Cheers.

And we're going to be dancing our little.

Jumping our salsa the whole time.

Do you have any choreography for us?

Choreography?

Yeah. Show some.

We were thinking pitch perfect.

Okay. I was thinking I was thinking like halfway through whoever's comfortable can take their shirts off and swing it around.

Honestly, disco lines and Dom Doll and [ __ ] always have like a bunch of girls behind them. I could have a bunch of dudes behind me. Why not?

You got to be different. You got to stand out.

I got to stand out. Can everyone consent that I'm putting these on them?

They all consent.

Thanks.

What are the What are like the um what's it called? It's like the.

Positions. Is there any tight ends?

I mean.

Where do you want it?

Maybe in the middle.

It's like getting a medal.

Right on the heart.

Where where you belong.

Oh, wow. That was That was Rzzy for sure. I like this guy. See, I love the British.

Oh my god. Wait, do you know um I'm like I start naming the British people I know. I'm like, "Do you know this person?"

No, probably not.

You guys are going to be so good. Try and get everyone dancing. You know.

Energy.

Don't worry, we stretched before this.

We stretched.

Yeah, we're stretched.

We're loose. I'm ready to break.

I know you can go lower than that. I don't know why you pushing me.

So, someone gave me a sugar dress from the crowd and Mackenzie or.

She gave it to us.

This is amazing. I'm going to put sugar in a dress.

I'm trying to review what I do like my first transition 'cause believe it or not, I'm the 10th time in this documentary. I do mix live.

Is everything done? Are my headphones on? I live in the sky. I from my feet on the floor. I'm not high up by some with my real shades on my chains on my you know J on my you know J's on my you know so like J's on my you know J's on my tripping J's on my tripping soap Like Shout out TO THE SEXY BOYS BEHIND ME. My headphones weren't working the entire time. I didn't like I couldn't hear. Did you hear anything out of those headphones?

Yeah.

I couldn't hear a thing out of those headphones.

Why not?

I don't know.

I don't know if it was low anytime. Like I heard one song and then I wouldn't hear the next.

Uh.

Like it was cutting.

It was probably the actual like jack where you put the [ __ ] in. Theirs might be [ __ ] up because sometimes.

Thing I would hear it for one song when like the bass was really loud and then I wouldn't hear it for the ass.

You don't know.

I just I don't know. It was like.

Hey, you did it for yourself.

It was okay. I messed up.

Literally, we all thought your [ __ ] was fine up until [ __ ] were like, "Tell me."

Did someone get in a fight?

I don't know.

There was a fight. I think there was like pushing.

I feel like you left it on high.

You did. You did. It's a good good spot to leave it. I literally was like, it wasn't an hour yet and I was like [ __ ] panicking because no one was [ __ ] with music so I changed it quickly and 'cause someone taught me to read a room.

I think everyone here loved like Kesha and like that vibe and like last week I feel like everyone loved everything. They didn't care. Um, I do need a water bottle really.

Oh my god.

Do you see this shirt? Yeah.

We got to get you to.

All I got was this [ __ ] t-shirt.

That's all you got? All I got from this time.

What is this?

Oh my god. Are these for sugar? What's in here?

From got a lot of stuff this time.

Oh my god. A.

I love you. Still sealed is so cute. Harmony. Thank you, Harmony. From Indiana.

Indiana.

Someone from Indiana.

Wow. They wrote you a love letter.

For my dog.

That's so sweet.

Thank you so much for everything you guys. I really appreciate it. Thank you so much. Thank you guys too. She's now.

Thank you.

Let me say.

Girl.

Chicago loves you.

Let me say hi. Really like Chicago loves you. Oh my god. No. Chicago. That was so much fun. Oh my god. We love you.

We love you so love.

So much. You made my day. They don't have a cigarette.

Six vodka, two amoras, one whiskey coke, one margarita. Holy [ __ ]

Get it together, you guys. Turn over.

Yo, drive by the hair is crazy.

He got dragged out. He got dragged out. He got out. He's not in LA.

We're not in LA.

Margarita. Margarita. Vodka Grand. Vodka Grand.

Thank you, Tom.

Whiskey. There's no way.

No, wait. Wait. No. I didn't need to talk to you. Wait. Can we go outside and talk?

No. No. No. There's actually no way.

There is a way.

No. No. There's no way.

Nice to meet you. That was really scary.

Push that [ __ ] off. I'm like, yo, this [ __ ] empty as [ __ ] but we made this [ __ ] our place. We at mom's house right now. Look at that.

We at mom's house right now. Shout out mom. I'm so hung over. Remember when that person got dragged out by their hair?

Oh my god. I can't believe we're doing this. We landed in LA and we immediately came back to the house because we're going to the Dares DJ set. He does a thing called frequencies and we're going. So, so we have to get ready. I have to get you really quick. Grace is quick. I have to get ready really quickly and I convinced her to come with me. So, um, that's fun for me. Are you excited?

Yeah.

I think it's going to be fun time.

I think it's going to be fun.

I've had 3 hours of sleep. I have no idea what I'm going to wear. I literally landed, washed my body, and now like we're ready to go. So, I don't know. It's literally bus, another bus, plane, club, next place. Like, it's just insane that we were in Chicago a couple hours ago hung over. Yeah. I feel crazy. Like, I feel crazy bones. But I'm excited. That's just the life. It's 365. Where's my mascara? The line is apparently around the block, too. And I'm like, "Oh, God." But we have a way in. We know some people. Thank God. Could you imagine? I feel like if I'm not moving, I'm going to fall asleep. I just feel like if I had come home and like done nothing, I would have felt really like sad and like post show depression. So, I'm really glad that I get to go see someone super talented DJ because I feel like it's going to just like be the perfect end this weekend because in a few days we go to Vancouver. So, I feel like I should just non-stop. But I also I.

like prefer it that way. I'd rather be non-stop than like be someone that I'm like looking for plans all the time. You know what I mean?

>> Oh my god. Thank you. Bad news. I have no gas in my car. Okay.

>> So, we're going to have to get gas, too. But we'll be quick.

>> Yeah, we'll be quick.

>> Good boy, Shook. I like washed my bangs in the shower and only my bangs because we are young hoes. I have the worst sinus problems. I definitely need to get like surgery of some sorts and I'm too scared and I won't do it. Okay,

>> sugar. You want to say hi to the camera? Say hi.

>> Really don't know what I'm doing. I don't like the way I look, but we are in such a rush. I feel like it doesn't really matter.

>> Switching to iPhone cam. Dude, I feel like I missed something in my makeup. Like, I feel like I I'm forgetting something. There's no way we're drinking tonight. I drove. I feel like this is part of my job, right? Like, I could count this as part of my job. Like,

>> absolutely.

>> Cuz I'm going in to go see someone DJI. Like, technically,

>> it is. We're doing We're researching.

>> Partying is my job.

>> Yeah, it is.

>> Technically. And when your dad looks at you in the eyes and said, "You can't party forever. Watch me." Like, yes, I can. Actually, I hate getting gas. It gives me anxiety. Like I hate getting out of my car and like putting the thing like it's just like you know I thought I was gonna be really mature about tour and be like okay I need to go to sleep like I need to like lock in because the thing is is I do take care of myself so I was like you know like I I thought I would be really mature about it and so far I have not been mature about tour at all. I've been like let's go out after every show. I we're so overt tired that me and Grace on the way back from the airport were like yelling at each other. Not like because we're mad at each other, but we're just so wired, like overt tired to the point we're like yelling at each other's faces. And it's like, God, like how are we out right now? That's I don't know how we're I don't know how I'm doing this. I genu and I feel like everyone's going to be like, "Weren't you last night in Chicago?" And then I have to be like, "Do you know how many times like when I'm out they're like, "Weren't you just here?" I'm like, "Yes, but now I'm here." So

>> teleportation,

>> dude. If anyone can teleport, it's like Alex Earl. She's awesome. She's like in like 10 places at once. That's how I'm trying to be. [ __ ] me in the ass. Are you kidding?

>> Did you miss a turn?

>> No, this [ __ ] place is closed. It's a Saturday night. I was my favorite gas station post. And also, I am on zero.

>> This is where I ran out of gas last time.

>> You run out of gas, right?

>> That would really suck. Hi, sir. We're crazy. We've lost our minds.

>> Tummy pumps her own gas.

>> I do. No, depends. window.

>> Car off my girlfriend right now.

>> No.

>> Your girlfriend?

>> Yeah,

>> dude.

>> Crazy.

>> Hello.

>> Okay, cool. See you. [ __ ] me. You remember when you were like, "Thumps your own gas." So that I We're going to blur his face, but that guy was just like, "Is it okay if I call you my girlfriend?" And I was like, "No." Like sometimes you just really got to put your foot down. I'm really nice when people come up to me. But he was like, "Can I film and like say like I'm with my girlfriend?" I was like, "You can't call me your girlfriend." He's like, "It's just to make my like ex-girlfriend jealous." I was like, "I don't know you. No, you can't do that." Like that's [ __ ] insane. Like like that was a perfect example of why I don't get out of my car because every time I do I get harassed. So basically I'm always okay. I always say yes to photos.

>> That was so crazy.

>> But that was the craziest request ever.

>> Well, maybe not the craziest one.

>> That's not No, no, that's not the craziest request ever, but

>> it's a good example.

>> That's a good example of why I don't get out of the car at 11:00 p.m.

>> Oh, Sophia got in.

>> Oh, what? How?

>> So, we cut the line and we're in. Perfect. Oh, Cobra Snake just texted me. Hi. Let's go. Are you going?

>> It's going to be funny. Going to be so Oh, is it done? You know what? We're in a rush. Young hoes don't Oh, [ __ ] me. Young hoes don't fill up the gas all the way. We're in a rush. And I put my foot down. I'm not someone that like I have respect for myself and like if someone asks me something uncomfortable, I say no. But sometimes I'm in a position where I don't feel like like Grace makes me feel like empowered enough where I know that if I if he kept pushing he would have got he would have been like what the [ __ ] dude no. But there's times where I feel like it's just me like against against someone else. And it you know it I'm always scared and you know you never know what that person's going to make up about you online and call you a [ __ ] And it's like well you don't know the full story. Like that's a weird thing to ask someone that's like uncomfortable as [ __ ] I feel like I'm making it too big of a deal out of this.

>> You're not. was so weird.

>> Like that that should not happen to people.

>> Do you see how like isn't it sad that I feel suddenly guilty for even thinking that was weird? I just hate [ __ ] like that. It makes me so upset. And I still said yes. I've been like, "No, I'm leaving."

>> Yeah.

>> I cannot I can't believe we're out right now. Like this is crazy.

>> Guys, I'm trying to convince Tara to get a tour bus next.

>> Yeah, right.

>> I want it so bad.

>> Said, "Yeah, right." to tour.

>> Like, it's so fun that we all get to do this together.

>> I know. And it's I was talking to Liam about it. It's like we're all such close friends and it's like I feel like I brought everyone together in like such a special way. Like everyone loves each other. I hope it shows in this video.

>> Yeah, we're so

>> we like I think and we're all so mean to each other. I think if we didn't get along, everyone would be quiet and everyone just keeps talking at each other cuz we love each other so much, you know?

>> It's really funny. I'm excited for the next shows and I feel like going to shows in between like that aren't mine are so like hashtag inspo. Like, I'm so excited for this. Especially cuz this is a club bar that

>> I've been to quite a bit. So, it's it's going to be cool to see him do his thing. I'm going to sweat my ass off in there. I know I am. I'm going to come out disgusting. I'm like I don't know why I'm anxious right now. So, I'm looking at Cobra Snake's website. Good morning. Cobra Snake uploaded, which means I know I'm going to be in some of these cuz I saw flashes of light cuz he was like, "Dar, come here." And started taking pictures. Now, where the heck am I? Shout out Cobra Snake. Oh yeah. Yeah. Here we are. Oh yeah. Here we are again. Damn. This is Oh my god, there's a picture of me, you and Sophia.

>> Oh, cute.

>> Oh my god, I look evil. Why do I look so evil? Got some eggs up there. What? Got some eggs up there.

>> What are you talking about?

>> In the nest on your head,

>> [ __ ]

>> My hair. I haven't washed my hair since before my set. So, yes. Probably.

>> You want to say hi, sugar? Say hi to all your fans. You know, you got a you got fans. You got a lot of

>> sugar.

>> Around like 11:30, 11:45, if Miles doesn't show up, he starts tweaking out.

>> Oh, really?

>> He loves Mommy. Miles.

>> He loves the camera.

>> Loves it.

>> You know who hates the camera? Zoro.

>> Really?

>> I'll be like He'll know. It's weird.

>> I think you need a bath. He's just staring at the camera.

>> Sugar's really good around the camera.

>> Remember during Halloween?

>> Mhm.

>> I'm I still feel a little crazy because I didn't really sleep much again. Do you hate or love mama? I threw up and I had to sleep at Vinnie's house.

>> You got too drunk.

>> Oh yeah,

>> the Beatles were also hot.

>> No, they were not. Maybe if Barry Kyogan is playing one of them and it's like such a good match.

>> Okay, that's the only one that's not hot.

>> John Lennon was not hot.

>> John Lennin was hot. Kill John Lennon.

>> Bro, John, do I think Elvis was hotter than the Beatles?

>> Yeah, but you know my type.

>> I don't know your type, baby.

>> I feel like if I had gotten drunk last night, it would have been like an actual problem. Like, I was evil maniacal laughing all night. There's a video of me. It's bad. I didn't even hear my own voice until I sent it to Alyssa and Alyssa's like, "Your laugh is insane." It's like like Justin Bieber. Like, I like your laugh. Well, like I was having fun and I just posted it.

>> Yummy.

>> Can we explain what's going on here really quick?

>> Oh, sugar doesn't need food. Sometimes he puts some cheese in.

>> Sometimes every time he wins the battle like you ever seen that meme where it's like, "Oh, I'm I'm doing a hunger strike until I get my cheese in my food." That sugar every single

>> Who who's going to come to Vancouver? Jake said he might, but I don't know.

>> Jake,

>> like in Texas, I know that like obviously Macy and Brad are coming. In DC, I can't have anyone else come because it's all like my family friends and my cousins.

>> A lot of people.

>> A lot of people. Yeah.

>> Oh, wa. He just texted me saying, "So, am I doing Canada?"

>> Who? Jake?

>> Yeah.

>> No way.

>> Whoa.

>> That's us as [ __ ]

>> Yeah. Every weekend.

>> Like usual. Uh yeah,

>> shout out Stinny Stone. This person's awesome. Oh, fish island.

>> What if people don't have an iPhone and they can't get into Canada?

>> Today is one of those days where I'm like, Grace, I can't film right now.

>> I thought there'd be impossible to be more tired than yesterday, but I was wrong.

>> The flight got cancelled.

>> Bro, what the [ __ ] The longer you leave me out, the higher my temperature rises and the more I spoil.

>> Hi, I'm Milk.

>> Hi, I'm Milk. Born and raised on the farm.

>> Hi, I'm Milk.

>> Doesn't that sound like Liam?

>> Born and raised on the farm.

>> Does it make No. Can you do like a temples like

>> like right there? Yeah. No. No. No. more in

>> here.

>> You know, like right there on the other side, too.

>> Guide me, sensei.

>> Okay. Yeah, this makes me look like a diva, but this was your idea.

>> This was just to wake her up because she's feeling a little brain groggy.

>> I am a bad [ __ ] I am Tara. Yummy, yummy.

>> I am an entity.

>> I'm so [ __ ] tired. Like I I can't think of anything else besides my like tiredness. I'm getting food. I think you need

>> I I will eat.

>> You just need like energy.

>> I do. We should

>> because Oh, I guess we're not leaving. We're just going to the green room

>> to eat. Where my eaters at?

>> I'm not going to jump.

>> You should. That'd be sick.

>> Dude, you have like the worst advice.

>> That's literally the best. You know how

>> viral that would go.

>> I don't think I've ever been this tired in my life,

>> bro. You're going to get adrenaline. Trust me.

>> What do you always do? Every show you always do.

>> Take one. Pass it down.

>> Oh my gosh. There you go.

>> Of course. Let me go over there.

>> Hi guys.

>> Take one.

>> Take one. Pass it down. Take one. Pass it down. Enjoy.

>> Take one. Pass it down.

>> I love you.

>> Thank you for coming. Love you.

>> Love you. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD.

>> You told me at 9:00 p.m. just go to sleep right now. I'll set up your thing. And I have the worst fellow in the world. And I feel the need to be everywhere all at once. And I like I just It's my own fault that I don't have sleep.

>> Telling you though, do you trick

>> usually slap me across the face before I go? I do think once you're out there, you'll like snap into it.

>> Yeah. Like the adrenaline.

>> I just think you should worry right now about hydrating and

>> hydrated. Hydrated.

>> Hydrated. Not

>> and lie on your back.

>> Make sure that you are warm enough and that you are able to remain comfortable and still for the duration of the practice.

>> I've never felt this exhausted in my entire life. I felt like I was in psychosis. The only thing I kept thinking about was how tired I was. That was the I think your brain does that when it's like exhausted. That's all you could think about. It taught me a lesson, I think, because when I was about to go on stage like 10 minutes before and I had to lay down and when I was trying to like meditate and lay down and all my physical body kept doing was like twitching and convulsing, that's when I knew that it wasn't mental anymore. Like my body's in physical exhaustion. I will say though, that's when I posted on like a close friend story that like no one's on, so they're going to feel left out, but that's okay. My friends who are DJs swiped up and they were like, "That's the life, baby." And it felt very validating, weirdly enough, that I was like, "Oh, wow." Like, yeah, it felt like, you know, it felt like I deserved I deserve to be on tour now. Okay. Like, I did it. But yeah, no, in that moment, I thought I was going to die. It felt really scary. I think I genuinely was like, I need to go to a hospital. I don't Looking back on the footage, I don't remember it, which is like, does your body do that? Does your body black out? I felt like I was on drugs. My eye keeps twitching. I just I was meditating. I just keep twitching. Like my body's like my jaw is like clenched. Like it's like I'm on drugs. It's like an overdrive. I think I'm so scared. Like I want to [ __ ] up.

>> Dude, it's all heels.

>> Guys, you guys are [ __ ] I hear your heels upstairs. I hear them. You guys are dancing. Oh my gosh.

>> We're going to break this room.

>> I said I have to be doing this or else I am going to throw up.

>> I have a bucket for you.

>> Oh, thank you. All my life I've been good, but now thinking what the hell. All I want is to mess around. And I don't really care about I feel like you get my TV. You guys have some of the baddest [ __ ] and you guys do usually have some of the sexiest men. So, WE'RE PRETTY in a banana costume. I just feel so bad. I feel like I didn't give it my like all and like the crowd was good and I just wasn't. And like that's a first.

>> I thought you were great.

>> Maybe I'm biased, but thank you.

>> I don't think I like when people go on after me.

>> I know

>> it feels like I left. I just feel like I didn't like properly like

>> I just have a feeling this is going to be New York all over again.

>> Definitely not.

>> No.

>> Cuz I kept [ __ ] up and then I handed it to Liam and that's what happened last time because someone got on stage. It's like people are going to think that I can't DJ when in reality like someone's just posing the show.

>> It's after 1. It's 10:05.

>> [ __ ]

>> Like you played for an hour, you know?

>> [ __ ] killed it. I messed up more than I've ever messed up in my life.

>> I couldn't tell once I had a best I had so much fun. Did you hear Did you hear me screaming?

>> Did you FaceTime Jake for me?

>> Yeah. Did you love that?

>> I loved it. I was in love. I just feel guilty all the time when I like don't give it my all.

>> You did give it your all. That's what that just was.

>> Yeah,

>> that that's exactly what that just was.

>> I just feel guilty. Like I literally was going to throw up. Like I looked at you and I was like I might throw up.

>> Yeah, but you didn't.

>> But you did great. and no one could tell anything. You know, you looked a different person than the person who was here before, you know, when you were out there.

>> I think you'd agree. And I don't think anyone

>> I think this feels like like everything just dropped when you walked off stage. So like this feeling I feel like is normal. Like you're on 2 hours of sleep.

>> Yeah.

>> You did amazing.

>> You did give that your all and you did amazing and everyone's having so much fun

>> still. It's just people are so cruel and mean sometimes and I just like want everyone to have a good time and I feel like I don't know. I think we should go home. Like I need to sleep.

>> Yeah.

>> It's so crazy that when you listen to me crying in the green room, the same song that I left to is still playing. And I I don't think that that was a controllable thing for me. I think I literally had no choice. My body physically gave out the second I got off that stage. That [ __ ] was fun as [ __ ]

>> It was That's the problem is like for once I can't blame the crowd. Like it was my fault.

>> The crowd was so good. Like,

>> dude, so many guys were there.

>> I was so shocked. I was like,

>> "What the fuck?"

>> I'm pretty sure it's 12%. Which is pretty high.

>> 88% women.

>> Yeah,

>> that's really low.

>> Statistic. Good job, Liam. You killed it.

>> I [ __ ] it up like seven. Hey, in the first half it was a little a little wonky, but

>> I know that was so brain talk.

>> I know. We came back though.

>> I I I'm seriously like And I feel guilty. I feel like I left. Like I'm worried because you closed and so did Mads that like people are going to think that I like got tired of New York.

>> Oh my god. I don't give a [ __ ] bro. Like who gives a [ __ ] Like let them be [ __ ] mad, bro. They pick Bro, they asking for too much. Relax. Like I don't give a [ __ ] That [ __ ] is [ __ ]

>> I think Well, you did a really good job. I think that was your best.

>> No.

>> Really?

>> No, that was my worst.

>> Shut the [ __ ] up.

>> Out of the whole tour, that was my worst for sure.

>> Mine, too. We have like no sleep on.

>> You know what?

>> At one point I

>> We still did it. We real DJs, though.

>> Exactly. Exactly.

>> At one point, I went to go like grab a mic and it WAS YOUR WET SHIRT.

>> I'M SO I'm so sorry.

>> We were both like

>> and moved it.

>> Well, tomorrow night they're going to get Jake, which is crazy. live in action.

>> They're going to freak the [ __ ] out.

>> Oh my god.

>> That's so cute.

>> I love it.

>> Great. I yelled something at you and I

>> I heard that.

>> I'm so sorry. I was trying to make you uncomfortable, but then I heard like you said something at me and I couldn't hear you.

>> Wait, what were you saying to me?

>> Touch you and I was like 2 hours with them.

>> I got it. I got it. Oh, wait. Can I take my [ __ ] off?

>> I got to get my potassium.

>> I'm so glad you guys had so much fun. That's all that matters.

>> Huh?

>> How are you looking at Cooper?

>> I love Canada.

>> Oh, you guys have fun though.

>> Okay, good. That's all that matters. Oh, cute phone case.

>> I love it.

>> This is where you're from.

>> Yeah, I know.

>> It's so weird. I'm on Grace Tomland.

>> Grace Tom

>> GT.

>> How do you feel, Grace Tomland?

>> I'm so happy right now. throughout the journal.

>> Sorry. Yummy. I mean, I totally thought he was joking. I was like, "Oh, he's messing with me."

>> Surprise tonight. He hasn't been to any of the other ones.

>> Okay. Okay.

>> Are you coming as well?

>> Yes.

>> Oh my god. Okay. Are you guys going to dance?

>> Oh, yes, we are.

>> Okay. Good.

>> I'm so excited,

>> dude. We drove We're from Oregon. We drove all the way up from Salem, Oregon.

>> Shut the [ __ ] up.

>> We drove like 4 hours up here just to come see you. Yeah, we

>> did. We're singing.

>> What's your luck? This is awesome.

>> I'm only out for an hour today, too, cuz I need

>> She's never been to Seattle, so I was like, let's do all the tourist things, you know, get it all done.

>> Oh my god. What?

>> It's for a documentary, actually.

>> Documentary.

>> I'm in a documentary.

>> Wait, that's awesome. What What like perfect timing.

>> Oh my god, dude. I like had anxiety, too. Like, right as I saw her, I was like, "Oh my god."

>> They take a picture with us four like with Jake.

>> Yeah, of course.

>> J from Oregon.

>> Whoa, that's crazy.

>> Have you been to the last Blockbuster? My aunt owns

>> I was gonna say I was gonna say

>> I do. Yeah. Sandy, the one that uh she runs the whole thing. That's my aunt.

>> Literally been to it. It's in Bend, Oregon.

>> Yeah, I'm from Ben. Well, I grew up back and forth, but it's insane.

>> Oh, invisible string theory.

>> I know. It's crazy. We'll have so much fun tonight. I'm trying to keep an eye out for you guys. So many men that come. So,

>> yeah, you'll see my bald head.

>> All right. This is for you, Tara. This is your fortune.

>> I don't I've never seen this before. I don't watch Harry Potter.

>> Does Mr. Hat take Apple Pay? Hey, I am a hatch.

>> Hi.

>> Happy friend. Let your courage take flight. In the house of the lion, where valor burns bright.

>> Bold and daring, fierce and strong. With Harry and Ron, you now belong. With valiant heart, you'll lead the way. A hero's path both night and day.

>> Gryffindor.

>> Is that Gryffindor?

>> Yeah, if you're with Harry and Ron.

>> I don't know what that means. Thanks, Jake.

>> Means you're Gryffindor. Millennial down. Millennial down.

>> This one's the best one.

>> He took my money.

>> Oh, and I can see your fortune.

>> That is for you. Do you need more than a dollar?

>> Give me two now. One more dollar.

>> Ah, go ahead my friend. Give yourself a little treat today. After all, you only

>> learn just sold me. YOLO.

>> Terriyami is a mindset.

>> I thought that was my fortune.

>> Okay, here.

>> It's a lot of words. I actually wanted you to read it.

>> Actual size.

>> So tiny.

>> Go stand next to the world's tallest man. Yeah, I'm very excited about it. You guys having a good day?

>> Yeah, of course. I don't have a passion for fish. It's just the only meat that I don't feel bad about eating.

>> So, this is definitely the place for you, I would say.

>> I mean, I'm not going to ship a fish to Los Angeles.

>> I would like cut it into pieces for you for free. Nice little fillets into little pieces. Medium high heat pan. Uh, little bit of olive oil. Oh my god. It's freaking me out.

>> 3 minutes. 3 minutes on the pan. Medium high. It develops a crust. Once the crust is developed, it'll it'll release.

>> Okay.

>> And then it'll slide around freely in the pan. That's when you know it's ready. Flip it again. Uh, another four minutes. Baste it. Butter, garlic, dill, whatever. It's like it takes seven minutes.

>> I don't think I have it in me to ship a fish to myself. Like to know fish.

>> Well, I would do like imagine. Look at this. Doesn't

>> look so like appetizing.

>> Are you scared?

>> Wait, what kind of fish is it?

>> This is a This is a salmon.

>> Is it live?

>> I just ate that.

>> Oh, wait. Oh, you know, did you already did you just eat some?

>> I just ate some down there.

>> This guy. Oh,

>> I got to get this. I got to get a small.

>> You can ship that one home.

>> I'm okay. Thank you so much, though.

>> My heart's pounding.

>> Look at this.

>> I apologize for making you anxious.

>> It's okay.

>> I know. They're pretty.

>> It's got to in that

>> one. Sorry.

>> Everything is okay.

>> Oh my gosh.

>> Guys, you're supposed to cheer.

>> I smell like fish. I feel like

>> Yeah, but you kind of always do.

>> One fish.

>> Do you want to catch one for your channel? I'll throw it at you. You know,

>> it'll be like a nice

>> gentle toss.

>> We have like people do it relatively frequently.

>> Well, this fish just for throwing and Oh, good. No, but listen, it doesn't go to waste, though. Like, if it is if it gets beat up to a certain point, we'll bag it up, send it to the zoo, and then the uh bears and wolves will eat it. So, we're making sure it's at least not getting wasted. In any case,

>> this is the designated throw.

>> Okay. Where who do I throw it to?

>> I'll give you an apron and everything like your

>> So you wouldn't be throwing it. You just be catching it. Yeah. Nice gentle toss right to you.

>> Uh your name was Tara.

>> Yeah.

>> Got it. You'll be fine.

>> Oh [ __ ] Wait. Is it too high

>> a little?

>> Sorry.

>> No, you're good.

>> I guess I didn't register like your height. Yeah.

>> I don't think I can catch it. Like I'm

>> So just squeeze this.

>> What do you do? Are you famous?

>> I don't know if she's famous. Has a YouTube channel.

>> What's your YouTube? Yummy.

>> Oh, I've heard of you. Oh, that's

>> What's up, YouTube?

>> What's up, guys?

>> I wish I would like that.

>> You should use the use the accent like uh

>> What's up, YOUTUBE? WE'RE HERE AT PLACE FISH.

>> I got to watch the throw of fish.

>> It's one of those.

>> Yeah.

>> Okay. Wait.

>> No, you got it down.

>> I can't really get my hair plucked up.

>> Like this.

>> Eagle Town.

>> You're catching your prey.

>> I don't want to do it. I'm so

>> easy. Right there.

>> Wait. Can you can you just go really Can you come closer or no?

>> You got it. Right in this corner here.

>> Can you come closer to me or no?

>> Nah, you got it.

>> We like like you've had like little kids get this. So, you got it right up in here.

>> Will you be right FOR READY? Just try and catch me like that. READY?

>> HOLD ON. That's That's not it.

>> Oh my god.

>> I can't do it again.

>> Nice. It's yours now.

>> No, I'm good. Thank you so much.

>> High five.

>> You going to wash your hands?

>> I would love to. Thank you.

>> Again. Yeah,

>> guys, you're supposed to cheer.

>> What's happening?

>> What do you deliver to me?

>> Try this.

>> Okay,

>> it's dirty.

>> I got more, too.

>> It's like fingers and fish.

>> My fingers were in fish. I did wash them, though.

>> Good.

>> Well, thank you so much.

>> Yeah, thank you. This will be on the internet very soon.

>> Okay.

>> I would never touch that.

>> Everyone, this is Tar Yummy's gum. It's right over the purple one. Feel free to feel free to grab it and eat it.

>> Someone's going to come steal that gun and sell it.

>> Look, there's a J.

>> I wonder if it gets hard enough, you could rock climb it. Those posters are so sick.

>> They're hand They're like screen

>> hand painted.

>> They're screen printed.

>> I can't wait to see your foot tonight. on this one.

>> Um,

>> I already got one up.

>> God, I'm so happy I'm not as tired as I was last night. I'm still dying, but it's not half as bad. TO ILLEGAL

>> SEATTLE. You guys are [ __ ] lit. Can we fast forward to go down on me? I want to live a life. You come along because [ __ ] lover, my [ __ ] best friend. He flew all the way out here to be with you guys. Seattle. You guys are so [ __ ] fun. Holy [ __ ] This is one of my best friends hometown and she wasn't joking. This [ __ ] is [ __ ] lit. You guys are [ __ ] crazy. Are you guys still with me? up to treat you really nice.

>> I [ __ ] love you so much. Please, please get home safely and shout out Super Bowl. Go Seahawks. Like,

>> thank you. Seriously, you guys turned it the [ __ ] up. And you know what? I truly wasn't expecting it. So, you guys up my expectations. Thank you again. I love you. Pull back action. No clouds in my rain. I have a rain in the bank down the clouds. We gone. We raid.

>> Oh [ __ ] I forgot about faster and harder.

>> Do you want to do it?

>> It's a great crowd. It's up to you.

>> Yeah. Let me put my Do you have a hair tie?

>> Tell Liam to play it after this song.

>> Yeah. Yeah, I got it.

>> You got it?

>> Yeah. I ain't trying to stop this party yet. Let's see the pitch going.

>> Where are you? I just like really QUICK [ __ ] yummy. I haven't shouted Zetra out yet. He's the reason I know how to do this [ __ ] So, shout out you. Are you kidding me? He knows how to turn a [ __ ] up, right? I literally don't know what to say. I seriously seriously should have expected more from you guys and you guys killed it. I I came out like I I literally went back there. I'm like I I can't leave. I can't leave you guys. You guys are so [ __ ] loud. You guys might have San Francisco beat. I love you guys. Thank you so much again.

>> MAKE SOME [ __ ] NOISE. DUDE, this should feel mad good right now. Oh my goodness.

>> A great show.

>> That was a great show.

>> I [ __ ] up a couple times, but the crowd was so

>> You did amazing. No, you didn't [ __ ] up. You [ __ ] it up.

>> You killed it.

>> No, that was [ __ ] awesome.

>> You killed that.

>> Shout out GT

>> Grace Tom Seattle rap.

>> Seattle [ __ ] turn the [ __ ] up.

>> I [ __ ] WAIT, WHAT' I SAY THOUGH, TARA? WHAT' I say?

>> You were right. You were right. I was wrong.

>> Oh my god. Dude, look at this picture of sugar.

>> So proud of you.

>> Thank you. Thank you.

>> Did you have fun?

>> My number so bad.

>> I think I strained it during um the dubstep version of Yummy.

>> Yeah. And you know what? That'll happen.

>> Yeah.

>> I'm sorry.

>> No, it was so much fun.

>> I appreciate that.

>> Liam, I'm so sorry. Your hand I mean your like groin area is right where like my hand goes my way. I think I tapped your privates like three times and I was like

>> I didn't feel anything.

>> Okay, good.

>> Holy [ __ ]

>> All the adrenaline.

>> Oh my god, this feels incredible.

>> Yeah.

>> I was like, "That crowd's so fun." AND LIAM'S LIKE, "COME ON." And he grabbed me.

>> That was I would say almost equivalent to San Francisco, if not better, just cuz it was like smaller and like louder.

>> That was so much [ __ ] fun.

>> I had so much >> Jake. They lost their minds when you came out. I'm like, are my ears hurt?

>> Yeah.

>> Like, oh my god,

>> bro. When Jake got out there. Oh my god.

>> I was so scared. I was so scared for my eardrums.

>> Did you have fun though?

>> Is your stage fright a little better?

>> It's getting better by the day.

>> Okay, good.

>> That crowd was crazy.

>> You guys had fun. That was a good crowd.

>> [ __ ] amazing.

>> Thank you. Oh, thank you. I couldn't do it without Liam. He's the one who taught me.

>> Loved you.

>> Oh my god. I That was insane. Um,

>> that was insane.

>> They're going to think I'm such a diva.

>> I just feel like I'm going to pass out.

>> No. Hey guys, I just want the camera to know Miles is also rubbing ice pack.

>> Everyone's getting ice packs.

>> There's ice packs for everyone.

>> My neck is so sore. I was just saying thank everyone because the security here was dancing. Like, holy [ __ ] this venue is lit. Oh, there's a tampon on the floor.

>> Oh,

>> hi. Someone was on their period. Oh, wait. There's a nail.

>> Wait, this is a fun game.

>> Hold on. This is a fun game. Some lip gloss.

>> Okay. Okay. What else?

>> Earplugs. Good for you. More lip gloss.

>> You sold all the posters tonight.

>> Are you serious?

>> Oh my god. Thank you so much.

>> Holy [ __ ] That's awesome. Wow.

>> You are killing it. There's a video OF YOUR

>> [ __ ] YEAH, I WAS LOSING MY MIND.

>> DID YOU have fun?

>> I had so much fun. And for having me, thank you for keeping me safe and stuff.

>> Oh my god, girl. I got you. I need you killed it. Seriously,

>> thank you.

>> Thank you. I never heard so many people lose their mind for Jake though. That was wild. I know. I know. Was Madonna here? Like

>> my ear. My ear was hurting.

>> That was crazy.

>> I know. I knew they would too cuz like we've tried to keep it a secret. Like we like didn't post a word either.

>> But there was a couple in the crowd that saw us at the fish market.

>> Oh, he was with you. They were so excited to see him and I was like, "Don't tell anyone. Thank you guys for everything. Thank you so much.

>> That was insane.

>> Holy [ __ ]

>> Holy [ __ ] Holy [ __ ] Holy [ __ ] Pop this [ __ ]

>> She going to call me baby. Pop this [ __ ]

>> She going to call me baby. This [ __ ]

>> She going to call me baby.

>> Hi guys.

>> Thank you so much. You guys are amazing.

>> Thank you so much.

>> I love you so much.

>> Bye guys.

>> I love you guys so much.

>> Bye guys. Thank you so much. Eyes on Jake. Jake. Jake. Jake.

>> Oh my god. Sandra.

>> Yeah. SORRY.

>> All right. All right. Let's go. Let's go. Let's go.

>> Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop. Please stop. I'm right behind you.

>> Oh, baby.

>> Okay. Please. I'm begging you.

>> Chaos. Chaos.

>> Come on, ROCKSTAR. COME ON.

>> I love you. I love you.

>> [ __ ]

>> Are you [ __ ] clean?

>> You just sent a selfie.

>> Okay. Couldn't even

>> She's making me

>> so I could sleep better. Mhm.

>> This looks like a trio cuz Jenna's like making all the facial expressions.

>> Hey guys, welcome back to our channel.

>> Jenna, if she wasn't a manager,

>> Grace,

>> the cheesy three.

>> You like the Oh, my neck.

>> All right, grandma.

>> I was head bang near me, mom. I was

>> No, she is a grandma cuz she's like, eat, eat.

>> WHY AREN'T YOU GUYS EATING SLEEP? MY grandma keeps making me eat more.

>> Dude, my neck is killing me. I need you to put CBD on me.

>> CBD's nuts.

>> That was good. We're going to get kicked out of our own hotel and be like, "No."

>> That's so funny.

>> Oh my god.

>> Oh, wait. That's so funny.

>> Oh my god, that's so mean.

>> We're in We're in San Marcos. San Marcus, Texas.

>> Okay. Yeah. Is it San Marcos or San Marcus?

>> San Marcos.

>> Cuz they keep saying San Marcos and And it's not San Marcos. It's San Marcos.

>> San Marcos.

>> San Marcus.

>> And uh we're in San Marcus. We're at Zelix Tar Yummy at the M.

>> I got a SECOND CRAN COMING.

>> WHAT UP? Yummy vlog. We

>> thank you so much.

>> I wish Sugar was here.

>> I was like,

>> that's who we're missing. You think sugar hanging out.

>> Or do you think Sugar would take it? Well,

>> sugar would sit next to you.

>> He loves you. Remember?

>> I do. I do.

>> I love sugar. Should knock on the door. Be like

>> knock on the door house. Hi guys. Can I borrow some sugar?

>> Macy, you're right, bro. Ravage turn. around here.

>> Let's go to the strip club, please. Please.

>> Let's go.

>> I knew Tara was here cuz my nipples are hard.

>> Sam, do you remember in are you okay? I'm like, this is normal.

>> Yes, I'm I understand now.

>> I Yes, we got to go. I'm drunk as [ __ ] and I'm really scared cuz I think we're on a public bar and that's my demographic, but I love you guys and I know it's it's a Thursday and you guys are partying which means it's real. I was like I love you. My name's Meadow.

>> Holy [ __ ] [ __ ] I went for you to protect the stage. You're just a person.

>> I'm so sorry. We ran coming to find you.

>> We literally sprinted out of there on the square. I sound so psycho.

>> No, you're okay.

>> I like

>> Hey guys. Oh no.

>> Yes. Come on, boy.

>> I'm sorry.

>> I'm like, it's like this. Can I buy you a shot or not drinking any? I'm so drunk anymore.

>> But thank you so much.

>> I just wanted to do something. So I know I'm Cammy. Cammy.

>> I do have vapes if you wanted vapes. I took so many pictures and my shirt's completely see-through.

>> Nice to meet you.

>> Thank you.

>> You're popular.

>> Oh my god. Stop.

>> Everywhere we go like people just seem you like they seem to know you. Do you just like know a lot of people?

>> Yeah. I have so many friends all over the world. No, I feel like Hannah Montana. I feel like because I live in Los Angeles. Sure. people coming like coming up to me as normal, but not the way they do the rest of the world. Like, I didn't know this was going to be so crazy. And like, I love it. Like, it's fun. I get to meet everyone, but it's it's definitely overwhelming. Like, I know for a a couple times you guys are overwhelmed. I think that's what like upsets me is I hope that like people around me don't get too overwhelmed cuz I can handle it. I totally can. I think I'm meant for this life. I was made for this. If anyone can handle all this hate and all this love, it's me. I have thick enough skin. I think here's the thing. It's definitely different than how life was a couple years ago, especially going to bars and clubs and things I love doing. But of course, I'm going to meet the people who know me at those places because we're all one. Like, that's what we're all doing. So, I think that I'm more prepared for next tour. Maybe a security guard, maybe. because it does get a little cuckoo crazy. I feel like the footage as beautifully as you shot it on your phone. I'm serious. It doesn't even equate to how crazy it gets. When it does get crazy, we need all hands on deck. Like, and that phone, that camera needs to be down.

>> They escort him. That's what I like.

>> Police here.

>> They escort him.

>> They didn't escort [ __ ] bro.

>> I don't think I've ever been this overwhelmed in my life.

>> Good morning. We went to Dutch Bros. Everyone say good morning.

>> Good morning. Good morning.

>> Oh, I'm live, by the way. I'm live.

>> It's an I'm filming a dog.

>> I love it.

>> Are you excited?

>> I will. Yes, I'm very excited. And uh we we are all we're going to get there. Well, I don't want to say when we're going to get there live, but we will try to get there and uh be all ready. And we got outfits and everything.

>> All right.

>> Can he get a picture with you, too? Okay. Thank you so much.

>> Of course. How are you?

>> Good. What are you guys up to? Hi.

>> What?

>> Go eat.

>> Oh, cute. Guess where I'm eating right now. Hi, Jack.

>> Where are you eating?

>> They have a Freddy's here.

>> I haven't been to Freddy's since Kansas. Apron and everything.

>> Nice to meet you, boys.

>> Thank you.

>> Liam, do you think that there's going to be people

>> Oh, we have to make our bet.

>> No, not right now. Okay, then I guess we're on the same side.

>> It's too early.

>> It's too what people to be at the venue. There's like two or three girls, BUT WE'RE

>> OH, [ __ ] FIVE BUCKS. YOU would have won the five bucks.

>> Nice to meet you.

>> Um to the floor.

>> There's a big red button that I get to press. There's a Annie said I had a special surprise. Yep. This one. I'm just waiting to be allowed to press it to test it out.

>> What do you think about the venue?

>> It's awesome. This is like a good one.

>> I do like being on the floor, but this one wasn't allowed cuz we sold it out so quickly that there's no room for me to be on the floor,

>> which is a good and bad thing. I think

>> I know

>> it looks so

>> I know someone's like literally like move me.

>> They should Why they make it so like appealing?

>> What does it say?

>> Emergency stop.

>> That scared me. I thought he was going to press it.

>> I know.

>> Yes. My baby so good.

>> 20 people in here.

>> I love it.

>> Am I bugging or you have like four different versions of this?

>> How did you just notice this? You think I've just Do Wait, do you think I just coincidentally have been wearing the same thing?

>> Liam, this is

>> Liam. This is the whole This is the whole point. I got them custom made

>> in each color. How did you I'm kind of upset and offended that you just noticed.

>> No, they look good, but I I just realized they're different colors.

Thank you. You look really pretty. Let's try to take pictures before all the chaos.

It's already chaos. Oh my god. Holy [ __ ]

Oh, there's from the back. Yeah, I hit that [ __ ]

I want you to strike. Strike. I want you to strike. I want you to strike.

Every little thing. I don't know whose hats these are, but for signing us. Thanks, security. Security wanted their hat side.

Go like cowboy. No. Why? That's going to the only way you're going to be able to see.

I can't like I'm not straddling his back. You better. All right. Ready?

It's just for It's just Are you Are you in like a good position? Yeah. Okay. All right. You on? I'm on. One, two. Okay, that was fun. Like 20. 20. No way. Like 20. It got off. Like 20. I had I have 17 of the tape right now.

Okay. Who did? Security. They bought all the lighters.

Well, I want to say hi after this. I need to just shake your ass fab. Show your face. Show your face. I can show my ass, but I can only do so much. Come on. Like this is Tara. This is a Tara yummy show. This is Tara mindset.

Sorry. Are you having fun, Annie? Yeah. Really? Usual. Mhm. Why? All your friends are here. Yeah. Okay. Bye.

Favorite. My favorite was Seattle cuz all I had to do was this and they were I literally didn't have to be like like literally just this. Yeah. And they So Seattle is the best. Seattle and San Francisco. So far, no one's beat them.

Is tonight the night? Is tonight the night is a good question. It's about that time. Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on. Before I bring my name beats out real quick, T. Yum, yum. I got to see HOW LOUD THIS [ __ ] VENUE CAN GET. THERE'S A THOUSAND OF Y'ALL [ __ ] IN HERE. And I know y'all know every single word to this [ __ ]

Hands up. Hands up. Hands up. Let me hear you. in the air. Making my way making my way to the ground. Hey, what's going on with my left side right here? What about my right side? What about anybody? One of my close friends is here tonight. WE HAVE [ __ ] S in the house. All that drunk get you drunk. Get you love my my lovely little treat.

You guys are going to get something that no one's heard yet. Me and my friend worked on this the other day and I feel very very proud of it. It's super special. If you guys can sing along, please do. Okay, I need your help. Hey down just You say you are your name. I know you don't. Let's get out. Let's get out. me down for me just to keep it down. While I was out, I found myself just thinking about show up with her shining. stand. I'm so down. Hold on. Let me try that with you. Did you guys like that one?

Okay, they're still We're still like halfway. Are you guys still okay? I love you, too. is crazy. I do it on the day. They treat me really nicely. And they sharing all the money.

Yo, she she'll be on that [ __ ] if she hears we're stuck in the elevator. What the [ __ ] [ __ ] Yeah, you never in my life. Me neither. Oh, maybe we don't bounce. Oh, we're totally stuck. Holy [ __ ] We're stuck. We're stuck in the elevator. Today's just like not the day for this. At least we don't have to catch a flight, you know? Yeah. Time to Oh my god. Thank god. Just get off. Just get off. See y'all later.

Hi. I know. This is lit. I'm so hungry. It's 5:00 in the last Texas Roadhouse. Go in there. Oh my god. Why is your ear so cold? You're the only one who's ever noticed. Everyone thinks I No one thinks I actually mix it, first of all. Everyone thinks I No, I I I heard blood work and I was like, "Oh my god, you love the dare." Yes. Me, too. That's awesome. I I can't believe you You're the only person who's ever recognized ever. No, I I heard that and I was like, "Oh my god." Like, that's what works. She was my friend and she was like, "Oh my god." I played like three songs. They knew she was here. Yeah. I don't know how. I just won $1,000. One, two, three. Heartbreg in Maryland. I feel so normal because I'm with my family and they know what I do obviously and they know that I'm a YouTuber and they know that I've been dejing. But going from Texas to Maryland was like night and day because in Texas I felt like the [ __ ] Beatles. Like people outside the window like, "Oh my god, it's Tara. Yummy." And then in Maryland I'm crying at the dentist at a children's dentist. You know what I mean? I literally feel like Hannah Montana. Like sometimes I do feel like I'm living a double life. In LA, I feel like it's more normal for me because it's where everything happened. But when I go to like another state, it's insane to see all those numbers online that I would like in my office on my YouTube in real life coming up to me and being like, "Hi, T." I'm like, "Oh my god, hi." And sometimes it's, "Hi, Terry Yummy." And I'm like, "It's okay. Whatever." They can't help it. They don't know. Whatever. Especially if it's like a boyfriend like taking a picture like of me with for their girlfriend. Like, I don't care. Call me whatever. It's for your girlfriend.

I'm really upset because tomorrow is the last show and I'm not ready for this to be over. New rule. New rule. If I do bus tour, no video games. I'll bring my laptop. I'll play video games on my [ __ ] You know what? Y'all can be bored as [ __ ] Me and Liam playing Switch Sports. Us in a car and we're not going to be bored as [ __ ] We're going to be laughing and peeing our pants. No, we're going to be bored as [ __ ] cuz we're going to be exhausted. And half of us are going to be sleeping. The other half is going to be chronically. What? What? I'm just freaking out cuz you said bus tour. I said if I know. Dude, that would be so fun because we hang out all the time. Anyways, I'm texting Sam and Christina now. No, don't. Please don't.

So, we're in DC right now. I'm like already going to start crying. Um, we came in yesterday. You were You spent some time with your family. Yeah, I'm going to start crying. People are going to think I'm such a crybaby in this video. If one person says something to me, I'll just start crying. like I'm on the verge of tears at any point, which sucks cuz like in the beginning of this video I know I was just like sad cuz I was scared and now I'm like sad cuz I don't want it to be over which is like so crybaby but I'm also like bleeding from the b I'm just kidding from the b from the bed. You're getting me. I'm getting you. Ew. Stop. Like Grace, like you know, like for so long I've had such bad experiences on tour. And like I was so scared. Like I was like in the car with Miles on the way to um the first stop and I was like I was like sobbing on the way to the airport calling my mom being like I'm having so much anxiety cuz I just didn't I had such a scary experience in New York and I just was so scared that at least one of these shows are going to be like New York. Like there's no way it's not. And boy was I wrong. And like it's so hard to admit that I was wrong because I'm like I always have like feelings about things and I'm always right. But like I was so far off wrong about tour about this in general. Like the meanest thing someone has said to me is that I pre-record and I know I don't. So I don't care. Like I actually don't care what anyone has to say about me DJing because even if like a million people hate it, like the thousand people that come and dance and like it, that's what's worth it to me cuz I know they're having fun. You know, if I could do this forever, why wouldn't I? It'd be so fun if we were just doing this all the time. Like, I feel like like you deserve to tell me I told you so. So, go ahead. Not many people get it. So, go ahead. I told you so. Good. Good. That hurt a little. I was so hoping that you were wrong. I was hoping I'd go on tour and I'd be like, "It's over. I don't have to do it again." Now, I want to do it again. I feel like people watching this are going to be like, "This isn't that deep." Like it's not that deep. Like I'm acting like I just did like a stadium world tour, but it felt like one. Like I don't need a stadium world tour. Like that'd be fun though. It'd be fun to do a festival. When I get booked for my first festival, I'm going to like it's going to be everyone's problem. DJ Mandy's voice is literally echoing in my brain from what she said to me at the first show when I got off stage. She was like, "That was a festival set." And it's like she's done festivals and she's a serious DJ so it means a lot coming from her and I want to go back to LA. Like I do cuz there's the rap party and thank god that there's a rap party because if there wasn't I'd be so PTD postart depression and I know it's real. Like I'm going to be so sad. But I'm just telling myself that I have like events and cool things that I'm going to do. Wait, like I just don't know when the next time I'm going to DJ in front of like people is. And that makes me sad.

Hey Good luck, J. Good luck. And we brought cigarettes. Oh my god. Hi. Hi, I'm Sabrina. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you. Is it okay if I use it? I'm Desmond. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Did you really do this? I wanted to a Thanks, guys.

Once upon a time, Taro was 5 years old. We would all go to this summer camp and Taro would sit in the middle of like a group of teenage girls, right? She was five. All around all these teenage girls and tell just tell the the best stories. No, you've been in your So, moral of the story is Tara's been doing this all her [ __ ] life.

Do you remember when I fell at script roller blading and you carried me up? I remember that. Do you remember when I was showing you my pond and I fell in my pond at my backyard? I was flexing my koiish and then I fell in. It was LIKE This is me with my eyes closed or ears closed. Yes, that's our mom. That's so cute. Me and my mom. Look at my mom. That's our mom. That's me. That's you. So Oh, that's cute.

I just heard from two sources. Like Grace just said that she tried to get through the crowd right now and this early people are making out in the crowd. And then and then Christina just said that two country girls were throwing up on the side of the hood. That's what this is all about. You know, we got making out. We got throwing up a party. Love you guys. We're going to lose everyone. I'll be right back to you. Okay. Okay. last show. Now there was two. I love you, Grace Tom. I love you, too. Happy last show. Stop. There he goes.

I think WE READY TO [ __ ] PARTY. I think we ready to bring my girl Tara yummy on this [ __ ] WHEN I SAY TARA, YOU SAY YUMMY. TARA. YUMMY. ZARA, LET'S GO. LET'S GO. LET'S GO. LET'S GO. Let's go DC. Let's go. Let's go. Let's go. Let's go. Oh, you guys are so hot. My time is gone. But I will be staying with you guys right here while turns this [ __ ] up for another what? An hour. Can we do that? Can we KEEP DANCING? WE FEEL TURNED UP IN THE ENTIRE [ __ ] YUMMY PARTY in this [ __ ] like my [ __ ] Jenna, Mackenzie, Liam, Grace, Worm Agency. I'm going to cry. I couldn't do it without you. Send it. Couldn't do it without you. You literally are the reason I'm doing this. So, go ahead. I said turn MY GIRL UP. WHAT WAS THE QUESTION? HOW WAS DC? It was good. I think I was just trying to make the most of it because I knew that it was ending. And I remember I looked at Jenna. I started drinking when Liam went on after me to close up the show. I was like, "Could we just have 10 more minutes?" And she's like, "The venue is like going to say no." And I was like, "Just 10 more minutes." And I think that's all I needed. But I was really sad for it to be over. Like I wanted to party all night. It was like one of those nights, you know.

How do you feel now that everything is wrapped up? I feel sad. I don't even feel like happy to be home. If I could just like take Sugar with me. You can go all the time. He's like, "What the fuck?" I just feel sad. I didn't want it to be over. I was having so much fun. It was starting to get hard though to upload every Monday. And also, it's like having two full jobs because like people are full-time DJs and people are full-time YouTubers. And I I didn't slack on either. So, it was a little exhausting. All right. Someone's pissed. Sugar. It's okay. Come here. Ga.

So, I remember you told me that you wrote a thesis about the tour ending. When I was in Maryland, right before the DC show, I wrote a really long notes app of just like my thoughts. I was going to put it on Instagram, but I I just didn't feel like it belonged there. So, Grace wants me to read it. I started off by saying I'm not corny because I hate [ __ ] like this. But I feel like this documentary has caught my crybaby moments, which I [ __ ] hate. But everyone's a little bit of a crybaby. So, for a long time, I was really adamant about not traveling for work. I've toured before in the past, and it was not a very nice experience. So, somewhere along the way, I convinced myself that it just wasn't for me. It's hard to admit that I was wrong. Cuz let's face it, I'm almost never wrong. But the last few months completely changed my mind. And I think the reason it did is because it reminded me what a good night out is actually supposed to be. When you're surrounded by the right people, partying isn't just going out for the sake of it. Is a shared energy where everyone is letting loose together, dancing, laughing, and forgetting about everything else for a few hours. Being able to create those environments in different cities and then actually see it reflected back through the videos you guys post, the stories you tagged me in, and the faces in the crowd at the end of the night was really special. Watching people leave sweaty with a smile but not wanting it to actually end made every flight, every late night and every crazy travel day worth it. And the truth is, none of it would have worked out without the people around me. Our tour manager, Annie, ran the entire operation with insane precision. schedules, travel, venues, managing me, and we would have been completely lost without her. My lovely managers, Jenna and Mackenzie, somehow managed the impossible balance of letting me be crazy and out every night on the road, while also making sure I was functioning the next day, squeezing in naps between travel and shows, and literally rubbing my body with CBD when I was physically about to tap out. Thank you to Worm Agency for taking a chance on a new DJ, supporting me, and convincing me to do this. Also, thank you to all the local DJs in every set you kicked off the night before me and got people moving. You guys really started the party. The schedule was insanity. Playing the shows, going out after, getting a few hours of sleep, and then traveling the next morning, and somehow still making sure a YouTube video went up every Monday like normal. My assistant Miles somehow managed to be everywhere at once, coming to stops with me, and taking care of Sugar back at home because I couldn't bring him along. My friends, who flew out to different cities, and how much it meant to see familiar faces in those rooms. Liam, who you might know as Zetra, not only taught me how to DJ and is an incredible mentor, but opened every night and really knows how to move a crowd and set the tone before I even stepped on stage. and Grace, who captured the entire thing so beautifully and then turned it around and edited everything so you guys could experience it with us in real time. This tour reminded me that the best nights out aren't always about the party itself. They're about the people creating it together. And I feel really lucky that I got to do it with all of you to dancing forever and more to come. I love you guys so much. Thank you for either joining me through this video or sorry documentary. I'm used to YouTube. Or actually physically coming and partying with me. I love you guys. It's time to scadaddle. Bye.

Maybe like I I need to call Sam right now to see if there's something else we can book because I can't like this can't be the last one. Like is there anything that they're like keeping for me? Like I really hope there is. Sometimes my team keeps things for me to not stress me out. Please tell me there's something he's keeping from me. Yes, ma'am. Are you busy? Uh, no. It was good. I'm really sad that tonight's the last show. Really? Yeah. I'm like crying. No, dude. Is there anything else that we can book soon? Uh, yes. I like I had this Okay, I'll be honest with you. I had this conversation with McKenzie like I feel like we've been pushing you to like do something you don't want to do, but like I don't know. Do you want to do like another tour? Like a big tour? What do you want to do? Hey. Hey. Hey.

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Tara Yummy's: Mindset Tour Documentary 2026

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