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My dad had a one-on-one encounter with Christ. Shot up into the clouds. Jesus was standing there. "Do you know who I am?"
"You're Jesus."
Jesus said, "Yes, I am. I'm going to stop time for you, Fabian." Everything just stopped. The holes in his hands. He says, "It's not in my wrist, it's in my hands, as you can see."
Is Bigfoot real? Yes, Bigfoot is real.
Concerning the aliens, I had asked Jesus about that. "What's going to happen to the pyramids, Lord?" That's when Jesus told me that when he returns, that he'll destroy the pyramids. "What about the rapture?" Jesus looked at me and said, "Yes, the rapture will happen."
Ryan: >> Hello. I'm Ryan.
Lel: >> And I'm Lel.
Ryan: >> And if you have not watched our testimonies of how we encountered Christ, our testimonies will be linked in the description below.
And just to give a little recap of our first encounter with Christ, it happened in November 23rd, 2023. And there was six people present. Um, and Jesus came and visited and spoke to each of us and told us the sins we've ever committed and told us that he forgave us of those sins and told us things that only he could know and, you know, told us many other things. But it was an amazing time. Something that I'll never forget and my family as well, and that we all feel blessed to have the opportunity to speak to Jesus.
My dad, that night as well, was able to speak to the Lord just for a brief moment. But because of his alcohol that he was consuming that night, instead of hearing what the Lord was saying to him, you know, he cussed the Lord out and ended up storming back into the living room. Jesus told me, "In time, your dad will understand. And just to pray for him and to love him and, you know, to forgive him because he loves him as well." Jesus loves my dad. And so, there's a great blessing that happened.
My dad actually had a one-on-one encounter with Christ about, uh, 3 weeks ago. Not drunk, sober, in his right mind. This encounter happened because, you know, he was he was drinking again. He was staying out here with me in Arizona and, um, it was time for him to go back to New Mexico, near his, um, his mother, because, you know, he was just causing a lot of chaos. And so we took him back to New Mexico on Saturday. I was going to take him back to, uh, his hometown or where he grew up. Um, but instead, we allowed him to stay another night where my mother, uh, resides. Sunday morning it comes and, um, he tells us he wants to go to church. And so we're like, "Alright."
Um, there was an amazing, uh, preacher that came, you know, guest speaker, and he was a blind guy. He's talking about Jesus being a healer, a provider, and he talks about the woman with the issue of blood and how she told herself that if I touch the hem of his garments, that she'll be healed. And so she ends up touching Jesus's garment and ends up getting healed. So the guy was kind of preaching on that. And at a pivotal moment, he started saying, "Jesus is here. Jesus is here. Jesus wants to heal you. Call upon him and he'll heal you." And so he's like, "I'm gonna sing a song and I want you guys to worship and I want you to get a hold of Jesus because Jesus is here." He starts playing the guitar. He starts singing. And then my dad, he gets up from his chair and he's just standing there and he puts his hand behind his back. And he said, "Yeah, I put my hand behind my back and I remember hearing the song and hearing the guy sing." And he's like, "Then all of a sudden, I closed my eyes." And he said, "I shot up into the clouds." He said, "And I appeared before Jesus." And Jesus was standing there. And Jesus asked me the question, "Do you know who I am?" You know, kind of like what he did to, uh, Lethal here. Well, he asked my dad that, "Do you know who I am?" And my dad said, "Yeah, I know who you are. You're Jesus." Jesus said, "Yes, I am. And I'm going to stop time for you, Fabian." So Jesus ends up like stopping time. You know, my dad was like, "I don't know how it happened or what, but everything just stopped." And he's like, "That's when Jesus told me, 'Let's go to your hometown where you're supposed to go.'" And he said it was like they walked on clouds and they ended up getting to, um, where he was going to go, where I was going to take him. They were standing on a hill. That's what my dad said. They were standing on a hill and he said that he just seen where all the houses were and everything. And Jesus told him, "Baby, and I'm going to show you all the evil, all the demonic stuff that is in this area." And so he ends up showing him. And my dad sees all these demons, bad stuff that is happening. And Jesus tells him, "I recommend that you don't come here because if you come back, he said, 'Then you're going to get back into alcohol. Then he said, your life is going to turn out worse.' And he's like, 'I suggest you stay with your family. I suggest you follow me. I suggest you read the Bible. Your family loves you and I know you love your family.'"
That's when, uh, they walk back to where we were at at the church. The church is in a small town. Jesus takes my dad there and starts showing him the streets. And even at one point, my dad said that Jesus showed him like his life, the moment he would turn to alcohol and what would happen. And my dad said that, "Yeah, it, it turns out worse for me. He said, if I go back to alcohol, my life turns out worse. It's like Jesus showed me." That's when Jesus tells my dad, "You know, Fabian, read my word. Read the Bible. You read the Bible when you were in Wyoming when you were young, but you need to read the Bible again because you just read the Bible just to read it. You didn't read the Bible to understand. You didn't read the Bible to understand me." And he told my dad, "I love you, Fabian. And I want to heal you." And my dad said that that's when Jesus stuck out his hand. And my dad said that he saw the blood of Jesus. And Jesus said, "See, see, I died for your sins and so I want to heal you." And my dad said that that's when Jesus touched his hands. And my dad said that all this pus was coming out of him, all this pus. And my dad said that all the anger, the resentment, he said, everything that he hated. He said it, it was like a burden just lifted off of him. And he felt light. And he's like, "But man, I felt this love that I've never felt before." And he's like, "I've never experienced anything like this before." And he was like, "Man, God showed me." He's like, "Jesus showed me." And he's like, "Yeah, you know, it's cool, too." I was like, "What, Dad?" And he was like, "You remember that night I told you when it was Jesus's birthday? And when I turned over and I said to you, uh, 'Tell him.' I said, 'Happy birthday.'" And I was like, "Yeah." He's like, "Even Jesus said, 'Thank you for saying that to me. Thank you for telling me happy birthday that night.'" He's like, "I saw it." And my dad was just like, "Man, that was, that was cool when he told me that."
And Jesus told me too that, you know, um, I think my mom or my sisters bought my dad a Yahweh cap. It's like a maroon cap, I, I believe it was. And, um, Jesus told him, he said, "I'm Yahweh." He told my dad, "I'm Yahweh. And don't be ashamed to wear that cap." He's like, "Because I'm Yahweh." He told my dad so many more things that, you know, um, it's just between my, my dad and him. But, um, yeah, Jesus ended up coming and healing my dad. And to close to the end of the worship, I guess my dad shot back into his body. And when he came back into his body, he said that he started seeing these stars. He started seeing stars and he was like, "Yeah, I noticed that I was crying." And he's like, "I talked to myself." And I was like, "Why am I crying?" And then that's when he said, "Man," he said, "I couldn't stop shaking. It felt like hours talking to Jesus up there." He's like, "I know that, you know, down here it was probably like a short time, but when I was up there, he said, it, it was like hours." And he's like, "But man, when Jesus told me, 'I'mma stop time for you,' and everything stopped, that was cool."
And Jesus told me to read John 1:1. And that's when I remember my dad, too. He pulled out the Bible. He's like, "Where's my Bible? Where's my Bible?" And he pulls it out and he reads John 1:1. And he reads it all and he's like, "Man," he's like, "God showed me." So now my dad believes in Jesus and he reads his Bible, um, just about every morning. And he even recently asked me about how to pray and how to, um, understand the Bible, asked me certain questions about it. And, and I do my best to try to answer his questions. Um, so that's a big praise report for my dad from him being an alcoholic and resistant to Jesus and now him encountering Jesus.
And one thing too that was pretty evident to my dad too was that Jesus told him not to deny him because that night when he had cussed him out, he said, "You denied me." And he said, "But don't deny me." And that's when my dad said that, "Yeah, that's what Jesus told me was like not to deny him."
So, the question about, uh, mixing Native American beliefs with Jesus during our visitations, one of the visitations, Jesus expressly, um, told us to not do it. Um, there is like scripture, I believe it's in Matthew, it talks about you cannot serve two masters, for you'll love one and hate the other. Um, in the context, it is talking about money too, but it also can apply to anything in our lives, you know, um, anything that can rule over our lives will become our masters. And so, are we going to choose that object or are we going to choose Jesus? And so when it comes to syncretism, it's where you're mixing beliefs of, um, different ideas. And the only thing I can picture is like if you have clean water and dirty water, they're both water, right? But one is dirty and one is pure. If you start mixing it, it, it all becomes dirty and it, you know, dilutes it. You know, Jesus being God and him being holy and pure, you know, he can't be a part of anything that is dirty. And so, you know, he really taught us, it's either him or it's the world. It's either a Navajo tradition or him. In my testimony in the description, you know, I talk more a little bit about it, but he really expressed that you have to choose. And I don't think it's just limited to Native American tradition. You know, you got to deny yourself, pick up your cross, and follow him. You know, that includes all your desires, but also your cultural beliefs and your, your identity on who you used to be, because those that are in Christ have a new identity. They're a new creation. And, you know, the old things passed away and, you know, the new things have come.
What does Jesus look like when he appears to us? And to us, he appears as light. When I first encountered him in November 23rd, 2023, and this was even before I left, I had his encounter. But the night that he came to us, you know, even then I seen light. I just heard his voice call, say, "Ryan, look up." And I looked up and there he was, shining like light. The scripture says that Jesus is light and in him is no darkness, you know. When Jesus radiates, you know, his love and you as well could feel that, um, when we encounter him, it's like, it's like once it happens, man, it's just like all this peace and love and everything that you ever, um, fixate on, like the stresses of this world, it seems to all go away. And it's just like Jesus's peace and love. And you just feel like a child, like you're just like just waiting for him to say something or waiting, waiting for him to do something. And certain times, uh, I see Jesus wearing a white garment and a, a purple purple sash. That's what I have seen him, um, wear in certain instances. You know, Jesus, um, as well, is is able to pick up things. At one instance, he picked up our, my sister, my older sister's dog, uh, Maple. He was able to pick her up, be able to pick up the Bible, you know, seeing him being able to eat, uh, grapes and seeing him, uh, drink water as well. Those are some of the things that have we have seen and encountered when with Jesus.
Concerning, uh, Jesus's height, uh, I mean, I can't give like an exact number, but I would say that roughly it's close, you know, to 6 feet tall. I never gone out and pulled the measuring tape when he was standing there. I was always just focused on him. Or most of the time it was us sitting down and him sitting on the couch or, um, you know, us sitting down and him standing. Even when we're sitting and looking up, to give an exact number, it's, it's kind of a little difficult. I would say it was probably around like 6 foot.
Ryan: >> Yeah, he was notably, um, taller than us.
Lel: >> Yeah, we shorties.
Ryan: >> Yeah, we we short men. Short kings, brother.
Lel: >> But yeah, uh, notably taller than than us.
Ryan: >> Yeah. Um, we're
Lel: >> sure
Ryan: >> we're kind of the tall ones out of our families, but to see Jesus kind of standing above us gave us an idea that he's obviously higher than 5'8" or 5'7". And so I think six foot is around that area.
During the encounters, the the main thing too, because I know that Jesus talks about that many will claim to be Christ and say that there is the Christ, he is there, he is there. And, you know, the main thing is to test the spirits, to ask the question, "Did Jesus Christ come in the flesh?" to make sure that it is him, you know, because in certain instances of my testimony, I kept asking in my mind like, "Did Jesus Christ come in the flesh? Did Jesus Christ come in the flesh?" And at one point, he stops talking and he's like, "Yes, Jesus Christ came in the flesh. Yes, I am Jesus Christ of Nazareth." And Leon and my cousins, they all looked at me. And Jesus said, "I say this because of Ryan. He's always asking it in his mind." So, make sure you always do that. Make sure you're always testing the spirits because even the Bible says that, you know, the devil can come as an angel of light, that he can portray something like it's of God, but really, you know, it's not. And, you know, the testing of the spirit is very important because that distinguishes what is from God and what is from the devil or the antichrist.
When I would see him, it'd be, you know, just kind of like how I'm sitting here and it would be transparent. Could see obviously the couch and the wall, but you could obviously make out the line of Jesus. And his face was always bright. Um, I would always be able to see from his shoulder on down and, you know, see his hands. And it got to the point where during a couple visitations, Jesus would show me and Ryan his, his hands and he would say, "Look, look at the the holes in my hands. I am he who, you know, been crucified and I'm he who is alive." And so that was another way that you could say verified that we were talking to Jesus was the holes in his hands. And I know a lot of, he brought it up too, that a lot of people said that it was in his wrist, but he says, "It's not in my wrist, it's in my hands." As you can see, there was an instance where he's like, "Look, uh, let me show you." And he grabbed each of our hands and he was like, "Put, put your finger out like this." And he made us put our fingers through his holes and he was like, "See, I'm telling the truth." Um, what Ryan was talking about the testing of spirits of biblical scriptures, 1 John 4:1, um, really talks about the whole testing of spirits.
>> So the question is, is Bigfoot real? And I would say yes, Bigfoot is real. Jesus didn't deny or say it was fake. I remember one night that I had asked him the question when I was spending like a one-on-one with him, uh, at my mother's house when I had visited her. But, um, Jesus just told me that they are demonic in nature. They weren't of him and that, um, to stay away from them, to not trust them. And that many people have spoken to them and they have told them things of this earth, that they're their protector of this earth or that they're here on a mission. But at the end, he told me that anything that leads you away from me is is demonic and to not trust it.
Concerning the pyramids, I had asked Jesus about the pyramids at one point in time in our visitation, cuz I remember we were asking him certain questions about certain things and I said, "So Jesus, what, you know, what about the pyramids?" And so Jesus said, you know, that the, um, that demons and fallen angels had influenced men to, um, worship them as gods and eventually influence them to build these structures in a way that, um, made it seem like they, um, were smart or like they had some type of untapped intelligence. But realistically, you know, like Jesus told me, they were worshiping demons. The fallen angels were teaching them things that were not of him. And then I asked him, I said, "So what's going to happen to the pyramids, Lord?" And that's when Jesus had told me that when he comes back, when he returns, that he'll destroy the pyramids.
So during, uh, one of our visitations, a friend of ours who was, uh, present, um, he ended up asking him about the whole flat earth theory and he was like, "Lord, what about flat earth? Is that really real?" And, uh, you know, Jesus told him, he was like, "You know, Sam, if, if I really made the earth flat," he was, "I would have made you flat, too." And he was like, "So do you think the the earth is flat?" And he was like, "Uh, no." He's like, "Right." He's like, "I, I made the world in, in a, a sphere or a globe." Yeah. Round. He's like, "Just think about it. If I made the earth flat, he's like, all you guys would be flat and be like this." And so, yeah, this just one of the things that he, um, shared with us about the whole flat earth theory.
Concerning the aliens, um, I had asked Jesus about that and Jesus had told me that what is happening is demonic encounters. That, you know, the fallen angels and demons are making an illusion to people and convincing people that these aliens are from another planet or from another universe. But Jesus told me that, no. He said they're demonic. And he said, "Many people are being deceived by them. Many people are being taught that I'm on their side." And even some people are believing that the, the aliens will come and rapture you." He said, "No." He said, "That's not what's going to happen." He said, "Many of these fallen angels and demons are visiting people and putting this illusion and making them feel like they're special, like they have this purpose to be on this earth is to, you know, make a peace." He said, "My peace is a different kind of peace." And he said, "Their peace is what will eventually make a way for the, um, Antichrist." Um, but he said, "Stay away from them." And he said, "If they do come, then he said, you can ask the same question, 'Did Jesus Christ come in the flesh?' or you can ask him, 'If you are from Jesus Christ, then, you know, show me the sign of the cross.'" But anything that is steering you away from Christ, having you believe in a false Christ, that's of the antichrist. Plain and clearly, Jesus said, "Stay away from them. Do not contact them. Do not speak to them." And if they come, then use my saying, you know, rebuke them.
The end times. He did say that we will face trials and tribulations and persecution and all these things. And there was a couple visitations where he would say, you know, "The end times are near. The end times are near." And one instance during the visitation, he was like, uh, "The end times are now. He's like, 'You guys are in the end times.'" And since those visitations, you know, he's really been stirring us up, uh, not to be asleep, um, to be awake and to be to be ready because, you know, in his word, it says that he will come like a thief in the night. The servant won't know when the master will come back. So, we must be ready. Or like his parables with the 10 virgins, you know, how five of them were foolish and they weren't ready and five of them were. And those five were able to go with the bridegroom. And those that weren't ready, you know, they were left out and kicked out. So, he really emphasized that what was talked about in Revelation is now happening. And obviously, we can see it in the news. We see it in everyday life. But he always encouraged us to keep going and to just focus on him, you know, keep reading his word, keep being in his presence, not to fall asleep because we don't know when he'll come back. You know, he's even, it says in his words that even the son of man don't know, but the Father does. And whenever the Father says the time is now, then the time is now. So he really emphasized to always be ready. We must be careful. Um, we must be watchful. You know, we're called to be watchmen and just be aware of the signs that the end times are now.
And there was a point in time where during the visitation was talking to me about reading the Bible. And I know, uh, some of you have some questions about the whole Bible situation that we won't have the Bible. I think the, the main emphasis behind that was to show how, how important his word is, that we must continue to always read his word. If you also look at it, you know, there's 195 countries and already 52 of them have already either banned the Bible or have put restriction onto the Bible. And knowing the enemy, his purpose is to, um, not let people have or read the word of God. You know, we see that in the, the Middle East, we see that in South Africa. Um, so, I would say not to be scared. I would just encourage you to continue to read your word because it says that out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaketh. And it also says in Joshua 1:8, you know, "This book of the law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night." And so, ever since then, you know, I always tried to read, tried to read the word as much as I can, trying to not really make it legalistic, you know. Um, I know some people would say you got to read the Bible 10, 10 chapters a day, two chapters a day, but, you know, at the point it becomes, uh, legalistic and that's not something that Jesus wants. Um, he just wants you to know his word and treasure his word. You know, his word gives life. His, his word brings freedom. His word brings, uh, love, peace, and joy. And the more you dwell with him, it says that, you know, "If if you abide in me and my word abides in you, ask whatever, and it, it will be done for you." And so we must always continue to read his word and just be, I would say, prepared in the event that, you know, the enemy will one day attempt to take away the Bible, especially during the end times like we are now. You know, I myself struggle with that sometimes and, you know, I always ask forgiveness, but I always try to, uh, read his word. So, I would just encourage you guys to read your word.
Concerning salvation, um, you know, in certain, certain instances, uh, Jesus has told us, especially that night, November 23rd, 2023, to me and my family, that if we held unforgiveness towards our father, that they would take us to hell. And that's a clear indication that, you know, certain things we hold on to, God doesn't want for us, like unforgiveness, which is a really big one, can take us to hell, you know, because we're choosing to hold that in, we're choosing to not release it to the Lord, because the Lord is calling us to, uh, forgive because Jesus forgave us for our sins, you know, and the scripture says that if we don't forgive, then Father in heaven, heaven won't forgive us of our sins. Uh, I remember one time we were sitting down and Jesus was teaching us about counting the cost and truly following him and that we needed to be disciples, that we needed to obey his word, and that we needed to, um, have an intimate relationship with him. And then at one point, he pointed to the door and he said, "If you believe that it's too hard for you to live this way, that that I'm not the person that I said I am, then you can walk out that door right now." He said, "That's your choice." He said, "At any time you can walk away." He said, "You have free will." He says, "I'm not going to force you to stay with me." He said, "I've shown you my love. I've shown you my forgiveness. I've shown you hope. I've shown you what a life with me can be like, but he said, you have free will. He said, and I won't take that away from you. I will not take your free will away from you. He said, this is a thing that I have given you. And he said, so if you walk out that door, that was your choice. That was not my choice. He said, I was there for you. I showed you. I told you that I died for your sins. I told you that I will never leave you nor forsake you." He said, "You have to trust in me. You have to have faith in me." He said, "Because the enemy will come. People will lure you away. But at the end of the day, he said, it's your free will. He said, yes, the scripture is true that I hold you in my righteous right hand and by no means will no one pluck you out. But he said, you can choose to walk away. You have a choice to not deny yourself. You have a choice to live in your sin. You must crucify your flesh every day." And even I remember him telling me too, like, "Ryan, he said, 'When you crucify your flesh,' he said, 'Pray to me.' He said, 'Pray to me.' Cuz I, I prayed to my father when I was in the garden. He said, 'My flesh is weak, but the spirit was willing.' He said, 'I knew what I had to do, but he said, I asked the father if there's any means that this cup could be passed from me, let it happen.' But he said, 'Nevertheless, let your will be done.'" And I'm kind of paraphrasing that scripture. Um, but Jesus clearly showed that, you know, even him, he had to make a choice and his choice was to die on the cross for, for our sins. But yeah, that's what I would say to that.
Concerning salvation, I don't believe that once you do something bad or say something bad that you're done with, because I believe that lie. I believed one time that I said something bad about Jesus and that I had blasphemed the Holy Spirit and I thought that was a one-time thing. And, you know, but Jesus showed me that that wasn't a one-time thing, that, you know, that, um, it's a progress of the heart being hardened over time. But I do believe that you can fall away. I believe that you can choose to walk away. I would say probably a better way of putting it, choosing to walk away.
Concerning the rapture, I had asked Jesus about the rapture because certain, um, people that I had watched had said that the rapture was made up and it won't, it won't happen. So that was kind of my main, um, concern. Maybe they're right, maybe they're wrong. I don't know. I'm not sure. So I was like, Jesus is standing right before me, so might as well ask him. Um, so then I asked him like, you know, Jesus, what about the rapture? And Jesus looked at me and said that, "Yes, the rapture will happen, Ryan. He said, it will happen. And many believe that it won't, but it will happen. And he said, 'Be ready. Pray and continue to obey my words, you know, continue to follow me. He said, 'It will happen, Ryan. Be ready.'" And like Gustiles had said, you know, keep reading the Bible. He said, "It's important to build your relationship with him, not to be afraid of what will happen or future events. But he said, it's more important that you build your relationship with him. Because if you can build your relationship with him, then anything that comes or anything that happens, you're not going to be worried. You're just going to continue to praise him, continue to worship him, continue to follow him." But that was probably like the main thing that he said was, um, not to worry about what will happen in the future, but to just continue to build your relationship with him.
Ryan: >> Yeah. I don't think he ever like specified if it was a pre-tribulation, mid or post. He just emphasized that it, it was real and it was going to happen. Um, but I had a dream of the rapture. It was kind of in a place where I didn't know Christ, where I knew of Christ. I knew of Jesus, but I didn't know him to the extent that I do now. In my dream, I was in the middle of a city, you know, um, all of a sudden I heard this loud trumpet go off in the air and it started raining, started hailing, tornadoes were going up, like just chaos. Supernatural, um, disasters were happening. I remember seeing people getting beamed up into the sky. Deep down inside, I knew I missed it. As soon as that trumpet sounded, I knew deep down inside I missed it. I missed the rapture. And I was afraid that that was it. That was, I was done for. I hid. And during my hiding, um, as described in Revelation, the, the beasts that will come and torment men. I think it was faces of men and, you know, they had tails like scorpions and, you know, it talks about, uh, more description in the Bible in Revelation. Um, but these were the things that I seen were flying back and forth and people were screaming and, you know, there was fire and chaos everywhere and I was like, man, I really missed it. I really, like, I knew of God at the time, you know, I knew what he did, but I didn't have a relationship with him. And he did emphasize that you don't want to be down here whenever that happens. He said, "You'd rather be up there with me."
Concerning sin, I would say, uh, Jesus had made a clear emphasis that he doesn't like it. Especially from my visitation when he called out our unforgiveness towards our father. He had said that it would take us to hell and he made that really clear to us. And as well as, you know, the, the sins that I had committed, things that I had done. And through that, he showed grace and mercy and showed, uh, true forgiveness, especially when I doubted him greatly, you know, because I was like thinking, maybe it might not be him, maybe might be something else. But when I was like, "Oh man, I got to ask for forgiveness." In my mind, I was thinking, "I got to ask for forgiveness." And then immediately he said, "I forgive you." And, you know, I was like, "Oh man," just feeling that peace and that mercy. And, you know, as well as I had said some things to some people and had a view, a view of people that was, um, not biblical, that was wrong. And he even called that out as well and and told me how to, uh, pray about it.
I remember him telling me in one visitation, "Ryan, he said, 'You will sin. But he said to stay away from willfully sinning. He said, 'When you willfully sin, you begin to flee the flesh more.' And he said, 'I, I had told you that you need to listen to the Holy Spirit and to follow the Holy Spirit.' But when you do sin, he said, 'It's important that you be honest.' And he said, 'It's important that you bring it to me.' He said, 'It's important that you confess it to me.' He said, 'Because if you don't,' he said, 'then it stays in your heart.' And he said, 'And that's not what I want.' He said, 'I have forgiveness. I have love.' He said, 'And I will forgive you.' He said, 'So when you do sin,' he said, 'Come to me, confess it, and ask for forgiveness, and I will forgive you.' He said, 'I want to forgive you.' He said, 'I don't want you to have that sin in your heart.'"
During the visitations of when, you know, Jesus was calling out our sin and teaching us about it, um, like what Ryan was saying, being honest about it, um, not downplaying your sin, being truthfully honest with not only yourself but with him and just say, you know, "Lord, I really loved it. You know, I love how it made me feel. I love when I was in it." And just be honest with him because, you know, he knows everything. He knows your heart. And just know like as it says in First John 1:9, he's faithful. He's righteous. And that he'll forgive us of our sins if, if we confess it and cleanse us of all unrighteousness.
Concerning like spiritual warfare, I would have to say that many instances Jesus has always reminded us and has always told us that we need to be putting on the armor, uh, that it talks about in Ephesians. Christ was saying, you can even act it out, you know, cuz that's what I do. I was like, "Is it okay if I do it?" And, you know, he's like, "Yes." He said, "It's okay that you can act like you're, you know, to help you, um, better understand, I guess." Um, you know, because my sister had an armor of God, uh, picture that was near our TV, top left, um, but he, you know, pointed at that and he was like, you know, "You need to put on the full armor of God." He said, "Continue to, um, pray." Oh, and a big thing was fasting. He was telling us that, you know, concerning like when, when demons attack us and certain things, he said, "Yes, you know, you do need to be fasting." He said, "I do call you to fast." And you can do three-day fast, four-day fast, but made a clear emphasis that we ask him, you know, like how many days we should do, because sometimes in our own human nature, we want to fast, you know, just to prove a point to people or to exalt ourselves. But he had said to us to ask him how many days we should fast and that he would give us the appropriate days to fast. He even said it to us, "You can fast one day a week." He said, "To help you if you're not used to fasting. He said, 'You can start off. Choose a day throughout the week. You know, whether it be Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, or Sunday. He said, 'Just choose a day and fast that day and focus on me. Pray and read the Bible.'" He said, "That will, that will help you."
Concerning bad dreams or sleep paralysis, uh, that was a big thing that I dealt with was sleep paralysis. Demons will come and give me sleep paralysis. And Jesus would tell me, you know, "You need to pray that my my blood covers you. Jesus, God, cover me in your blood because his blood is holy. You know, he shed his blood on the cross. His blood washes away our sins. You know, it's, it's amazing the power in his blood." Um, and that was one of the things he had said concerning like spiritual warfare as well, concerning dreams and stuff to pray for that, that we, that he covers us in his blood.
The whole fasting part, um, personally, just seeing the growth that I have seen in my own life, fasting, um, it's been tremendous, including the gifts of the spirit. Jesus did emphasize that, you know, he wants to give us gifts. And so I've noticed that when I would fast, I would be more in tune with the spirit because I used to, I would say, doubt, um, sometimes with certain gifts, especially like words of knowledge. And there was an instance where I fasted and ever since then, it's just been knowing the discernment of those words of knowledge and just stepping out in faith and trusting it that, you know, the word that God has given me is, is from him. He gave us a picture of what each gift was, um, and he was kind of saying it was like a, like a ball and it was like glowing and he would just give it to us and plant it inside of us. Um, and concerning speaking of tongues, he always tells us, um, during times where we would be praying to speak in tongues. Um, and but also, you know, to just speak regularly or, uh, pray regularly, but to speak in tongues, especially when it comes to, uh, deliverance, those that are, uh, supporting to be actively praying and actively, you know, um, being in tune with the Holy Spirit during those moments as a, as a means of support.
There was a lot of things that Jesus has taught us about deliverance. Um, one of the key things was not to be afraid. There was an instance where an individual was afraid and the demon called out that person and was on the verge of lashing out onto that person because of it. And, you know, Jesus had to correct things and he told that individual, "If you are going to be afraid, you need to step out because, um, fear, fear has no, no place in this, in this setting." And so he showed us that fear or any doubt needs to leave the room. And it's also biblical when Jesus did the healing with the little girl of Jairus, you know, he called out all those people that were mourning, um, you know, were acting and they were like, "Oh, like who is this guy? Like who, what is he going to do? She's already dead." You know, and he kicked him out of the, out of the whole house, was saying, "Get out." And he only let certain individuals inside of to see what was happening. So that was clearly evident that that was biblical when that incident happened. He showed us different things that to him, demons are very small. They're, they're very tiny and they can just be like gone in an instance like that. And that, um, you know, if we use his name and we cover ourselves and armor ourselves up, that we too can cast out demons. Um, he was, you know, showing us how to do it. He, he even gave us gifts of seeing in the spirit during those times of deliverance, um, especially words of knowledge of which spirit was going on or what fiery darts or crystals that were being implanted or like witchcraft. Um, he even showed us that there was like witches, um, during the times of deliverance and all these lineages and all these other things that, um, were tied to our sins and that opened the, you could say, like a doorway. And he said, "The enemy will always attack us. You know, there, there will never be a given moment where he's just going to stop. You know, especially if you're on the right path, on the straight and narrow path, the enemy is going to try each and every single tactic that he can, even sounding like Jesus and making you go in a direction that may sound like the truth, but it's completely misaligning with the actual will of God." So, yeah, I just, we're just teaching us how to deliver people, um, you know, and to call out the spirit to say like, "Who, who are you? What is your name?" And we're just using the name of Jesus. Luke 10:19, I believe it was, that he's given us all power and authority to trample over snakes and scorpions and over the power of the enemy. All the power of the enemy. Uh, it says in Galatians 2:20, you know, "I have been crucified with Christ and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me." And he was saying that, "You can do it, too. You can deliver." And just know and have faith and, um, be led by my Holy Spirit in those moments, you know, not to lean on your own understanding or flesh, you know, because that will cause a break or, um, a, you could say, a compromise during that time when the enemy can, you know, flip the script. And so you must always be cautious whenever you say something if it's, if it's going to be out of your flesh or if it's going to be Holy Spirit-led.
And so, yeah, I know that there's many people that don't believe that the Trinity is biblical. I've encountered people like that that have told me the Trinity is not biblical and that, you know, many of the Hebrew Israelites, um, I've encountered a couple and they've all told me that. And, you know, I know that there's a certain sect in, um, Pentecostal that are called the Oneness Pentecostal that I kind of believe that, you know, the Father is the Son and the Son is the Holy Spirit. And they all believe essentially like Jesus was talking to himself when he was praying in the garden and stuff like that. But from my encounters, that has not been the case. Uh, it's always lined up with the biblical narrative. One God and three distinct persons. Even Jesus had said in one visitation, I had asked him like, "Lord, what about the Trinity?" And he's like, "Ah," he's like, "The, the Trinity," he's like, "uh, one God and three eternal persons." And he said, "My Father is greater than I." And he said, "I obey my Father." The Holy Spirit, he dwells within you. And every time he talked about the Holy Spirit, he referred to him as a "he." He never referred to the Holy Spirit as an "it." And even times during our visitations, like I remember at one point, Jesus, he looked up. He looked up and he started talking to the Father. And there was a communication there. And one particular time, I, I had told Jesus I doubted him and I felt like, "Oh man, like," and he had told me, "Why did you doubt me, Ryan?" And, and then that's when he ended up forgiving me. Then a couple of moments later, that's when the Father spoke to me. And the Father had even forgiven me for, for doubting. But even that was pretty evident that the Father told me, you know, "I sent my Son to die on the cross for your sins." He didn't say, "I sent myself to die on the cross for your sins." He said, "I sent my Son." And so that was a clear indication to me that, "Oh man, the Trinity is biblical." I just want to state that out there. One God and, uh, three distinct persons.
Jesus does have a sense of humor. There was a moment in a visitation before this visitation context was, uh, we would always get together for a Bible study and any time something was given by the Holy Spirit, we'd always do this like dropping the mic and we'd be like, "Oh, that's the Holy Spirit." Like, "Yeah, that's fire." Like, drop the mic. And it was just only between us. And the visitation comes and Jesus was talking to us and we're all sitting around him. And I can't really recall what he said, um, because there was a lot of stuff and I usually write stuff down, um, but there was an instance where he said something so profound and we're like looking at each other and he, he does this motion like he
Actually, like, drops the mic, and we all looked at each other and we're like, "He dropped the mic." He dropped the mic, and he was like, he's like, "See? He's like, I have a sense of humor too. He's like, I can be funny." He said, "Um, but if you want me to be serious, I can be serious, or we can have a fun time, and you know, this can be all a fun moment, but it's up to you. You guys can decide whether or not you want this all to be serious, or we can, you know, have have moments like these where it's fun." And so that was one of the moments that I, I can recall, um, Jesus displaying humor. Yeah, for me, uh, that was a pretty big moment too of his humor being displayed.
And another one for me was when, uh, one time we were praying, and it was me, Lethal, and our other cousin, and we were praying. And that's when, um, Jesus started praying, and, uh, he was praying to the Father. And then all of a sudden, I had gas, and I let out one. And, uh, all these guys looked at me. And Jesus, cuz he was praying like this, looking up, um, he looked, he looked at me like this, looked back at those guys and said, "It's okay, guys. It's natural." And I was like, "Oh man." And I just, I just started laughing. And I was, we all started laughing. Yeah. It was so funny at the time. I was like, "Did this guy really just fart?" Like, I was like, "It's a pretty serious moment. Are we allowed to like be funny during this time?" Cuz Jesus was praying and, uh, was kind of like, "Oh man, like, are we allowed to even do that?" And he brought it up. He was like, "Yeah, it's natural. I, that's how I created you guys. So don't, don't be ashamed. Depart." So we're like, "Oh, all right, Lord." Oh, bro.
Then another instance was, um, our cousin, she, what did she say? She was like, "Bro." Oh, yeah. It was a, it was a time where, um, um, Jesus had spoken to her. Jesus told her to sit down, and she, so she sat down, and she like criss-cross applesauce. And Jesus sat down the same way, and he told her, "Let me see your hand." And she grabbed his hand, and, and he started saying some amazing things to her. And she started crying, and she pulled her hand away to wipe her tears and stuff. And that's when, um, she's like, "Bro, you're so awesome." And I was kind of like looking down. I went up, and I was like, "Oh, can, will you say that?" And then Jesus looked up at me and he said, "Yes, you can say that." He said, "I'm everything. I'm your friend. I'm your Lord. I'm your Savior. You know, I'm your Father."
Another instance of his humor was, um, me, Lethal, and, uh, Sam. We, and our cousin, we were, um, dancing because the Lord said, "Let's worship tonight." And he told us to play a song. And I can't remember what song was playing. Um, but he told us, "Dance." He's like, "Worship?" He's like, "And then that's when, uh, uh, our cousin, she was just all dancing and moving and everything." And, um, and then that's when me, Sam, and Cherry were just like holding our hands like this. And he's like, "Come on, move. He's like, "Don't just be all still." He said, and he's like, "Move. Dance like David. He's like, "David danced." And he's like, "David moved his body." He's like, "Come on, let the Holy Spirit move in you. Allow the spirit to help you to dance." And I was like, "Oh man, this is probably the only move I know is doing the robot, bro. Oh man." And, uh, Lel kind of, uh, yeah. He was, he was like, "You guys are standing like statues. I didn't think you guys were statues. He was like, "You're created in my image. He's like, "So dance." He's like, "Don't be ashamed to dance." He's like, "Don't think about what anybody thinks of you when you're dancing. You're dancing for me, so you guys better dance."
And man, that was the most joyful moment I've ever had. And there was a point of time where I was like getting out of breath, and I was like, "Oh man." And I kind of like sat down, and he was like, "You're not tired?" And I was like, "All right." I got back up and started dancing again. And then, uh, he's like, "My angels, my angels want to dance with you. He's like, "Go ahead and dance with them." And I don't know how long I've danced, but it was a long time. And that was, I would say, the most free, one of the most moments where I was free and I didn't care. It was so much fun. And we even got to see, you know, Jesus dance. And that was pretty amazing. You know, I didn't, I was picturing something else. Um, you know, we're so used to like seeing all these fancy dance moves like Ryan displayed earlier. And but the way he danced was just so undignified. It was just like he was free, you know, he didn't care. Um, and it was just amazing to see that, and it was so encouraging, like, oh man, to see Jesus dance right with us, you know, we're so blessed to even have that moment. And so, yeah, it was just, it was just a funny moment cuz he called us out of being statues. When I worship now, I, I think of that and I'm like, "Oh, I got to dance. I got to move. Can't be a statue now because that moment will always come up and, you know, I will, I allow the Holy Spirit to, you know, just float."
What's, what's even amazing too is that Jesus even danced when, um, when someone had given their life to him. Like, cuz I remember it too, like, um, a little after that, um, he, he stopped. He said, "Someone has given their life to me." He never told us a name or anything like that, but, uh, he just started dancing and he's like, "All, all of heaven is rejoicing. My angels are rejoicing. He said, "Even I am rejoicing. He said, "Look at me dance." And he was just dancing and going, you know, because someone had given their life to him. And, and that was pretty, that was pretty cool. I was like, "Wow, you know." Jesus probably danced when, when I gave my life to him too. Yeah. That's, I was like, "Oh, man." And, uh, he invited us when, when that moment came. He was like, "Rejoice with me. Let's rejoice." And so we all rejoiced. When we don't, like Ryan was saying, we don't know who it was, but we're just grateful that they gave their life to Christ in that moment.
Yeah. And so we should all do the same. When anybody gives their life to Christ, even on this earth, we should all be praising and worshiping that the devil has lost another one, that heaven has gained, that Jesus has found one.
Concerning Jesus's birthday, Jesus had visited us on December 25th, 2024, and that was a confirmation that that was his birthday. Um, and, uh, he did, um, visit us on, uh, December 25th, 2025. Before he had visited, he told us that, um, to celebrate, he wanted a chocolate cake. The first time I had bought the chocolate cake from Walmart. But anyways, I, um, the second time though, uh, our friend, she was, uh, generous to, uh, bake a cake for Christ. And, you know, um, he had even revealed to us that he'd seen her make it, and he had even tasted the, the ingredients that she had added into it, which, you know, he really tasted the, the coffee. Um, and she, she did confirm to us that, you know, coffee was put into it as well. And Jesus ate the cake, which was pretty cool. And, um, Jesus just said, "I know that she had put a lot of time and effort into it." And before eating it, he, he prayed, "Father, bless her abundantly, as well as her husband, bless him abundantly." And that, you know, that the many, uh, disciples that they do discipleship with, that they would, um, that they would be blessed in doing that as well, which was pretty cool.
Just to remind you guys, you know, that this, this has happened before, um, where Jesus has appeared, um, to other people, his disciples after, you know, his resurrection, and that he made, uh, fish, or when he went to go see them, and he ate with them. And, you know, that's where he reconciled, uh, Peter and did other things that was probably not spoken in the Bible. But yeah, he has definitely eaten, you know, physical food after his resurrection. So, you know, to see that happen with a chocolate cake was, uh, a blessing to see. You know, in his time on the earth, they didn't have chocolate, but he said, "I already knew chocolate existed because I, I created chocolate." I said, "Why, Lord? Like, why? Why chocolate? Out, out of all the stuff he could have chosen, why chocolate?" And then that's, that's what he told me. He said, "Yeah, I didn't have chocolate in my time that I was here on earth, but he said, I created it. He said, "I know, I know what it is."
Another instance of where he's eaten food was when, uh, we brought some fruits over. Uh, we brought some grapes and strawberries and stuff like that. And he was teaching us about the fruits and what they represent, and helped us to like picture the fruits of the spirit using fruits. And he was eating them. And he was like, "Yeah." He's like, "Grapes. Grapes are my favorite. He's like, "I love grapes. He's like, "I also love fish." And there was an instance where he, uh, he looked up and he was like, "I hope the Father isn't eating my fish and my grapes." And we're like, "Oh, man. So, they eat up there, too?" Cuz, you know, it talks about having a feast up in heaven. So, it's just amazing to see that Jesus also eats up there. And we just imagine the taste of purified fish. So, yeah, I just thought I'd share that with you guys, too.
Yeah. So, our, um, our friend has been pretty blessed to be able to make that cake for Jesus, and she's pretty excited about it, and we're glad that Jesus was very happy that she had made that cake. So, I think she's the only one that made a cake for Jesus. So, that, that's pretty cool.
Regarding wearing turquoise, because I know, I know a lot of, uh, Native Americans, or particularly Navajos, are really big on wearing turquoise. Uh, I myself am not against wearing turquoise. You know, God created turquoise, and as you guys might have noticed, you know, I am wearing a, a turquoise, um, watch. God did create turquoise. God did create, um, stones and stuff like that. But the moment that you begin to use it, um, in ritual or ceremonial purposes, or even viewing it as like, oh, it protects me, it's my protection, or idolizing it, that's when it becomes an issue. That's when it becomes a thing that you must, uh, cast away because God wants our full devotion and our full worship. Like with, um, sage, and stuff like that. Sage is not inherently evil. God created sage. But the moment that she used the sage as a way of protecting and, um, warding off evil spirits, that's when it becomes wrong because now you're putting your trust and your faith in that sage to, um, protect you against these evil spirits. But in reality, that's not what's going on. These evil spirits are coming in, and you're inviting them in because now you're separating yourself from God's protection.
To my Native American brothers and sisters, I just want to touch on the topic of like clansship. Before I was a Christian, I would always attach myself to my clans, but I just want to say that I don't agree with it. I think that it's better to identify with Christ because we are now a new creation. So the old things have to go, and the new things have come. You know, and so I think that it's more important that we identify with our identity in Christ because that is more important. I know that a lot of our clans are based on, um, deities, other deities, you know, other, you know, gods that created the clans, you know, like I know in, in the Navajo tradition, it ties more so with, uh, changing women. And, you know, for me personally, I don't want to identify with a deity that, you know, named these clans that is not an origin with Christ. Identity with Christ is more important because that brings true freedom, that brings, uh, true love. But identifying, identifying with our clans doesn't.
I would say to follow Jesus daily is that denying yourself, um, picking up your cross and following Jesus. During our visitations, it was always clear that Jesus said, you know, you must deny yourself, pick up your cross and follow me. When becoming a believer, I think it's important to start to learn to be a disciple. Start to, to read the Bible, start to pray and spend more time with him because the, the more time you spend with Jesus, um, you start to walk in what he has called you to walk in, you start to operate in the authority, and you stop being afraid of darkness. You stop being afraid of Satan. Like what Jesus said, to deny yourself, to crucify your flesh, um, daily because every day we're, we're tempted by the enemy. Every day we're tempted by people that, um, are living in sin, that want us to join them in sinning, willfully sinning, you know, but as Christians, we're called to not be, um, willfully sinning, you know. We will sin, but we should not be willfully sinning, you know, because once we know the truth of the word of God, and we've, you know, tasted God's goodness and tasted God's mercy, our heart should show that we want to follow Christ. And remember that, you know, you are a child of God, and that you won't live a perfect life, um, and you're not called to live a perfect life, you know, but we are called to live a repented life, to repent, you know, and to turn away from our sins and to choose Jesus every single time because ultimately that comes down to the counting the cost to, um, live a life for Jesus and not to live a life for ourselves.
The world is going to view you as funny or strange or weird, or, you know, just some creep, or like you're all high and mighty. Based upon my own experience of following Christ, I have lost some family members, um, and Jesus did tell me that I will lose some family members, um, but he also assured me that he will save them. And so I've been hanging on to that. You know, I, I've tried everything that I thought would have made me, you know, feel fulfillment in my life. And it wasn't until I found Jesus. And I knew the cost. And the cost is great. If it was easy, anybody would do it. But it's not. It's truly not an easy walk. He did say in his word that we will face trials and tribulations. We will be persecuted. We will be mocked. We will be spit on. You know, all these things. We will face rejection. But Jesus will always comfort us. Jesus will always lead us and love us as his sons and daughters. It's worth it. It's really worth it all. Um, if I was to do it again, I, I would, I would give my life to Jesus again if I was to live another lifetime. But it says that man's appointed to live one life, then comes judgment. So, I'm just grateful that I can, you know, deny myself. You know, it's not perfect. We all fall and stumble, but it says calamity will fall on the evil one, but a righteous man will get up seven times. I flipped that backwards, but you guys get the point. We don't have to live a perfect life, um, because we never will. We never will be able to live that perfect life. No matter how hard we try, we'll always fall short. But there's hope in that because Jesus lived that perfect life. We must always live for Jesus.
Like in the discipleship that I'm going through, it talks about a wheel. It says Christ is the center, and the top one is the top spoke is, you know, prayer, and the, the bottom one is the word, and the left one is witness, and the right one's fellowship. Then the wheel is obedience to Christ. And if any of those, um, things are lacking, you know, it's going to be a rocky road. It's going to be a rocky ride. And so we must always continue to work on those areas: prayer, word, fellowship, witnessing, and obedience to Christ, while keeping him the center.
Concerning the Hebrew roots movement, uh, Jesus just told me that the Hebrew roots movement is false, and that it's not of him, and that it's a way of trying to earn his love, um, through obedience. That's not right. It should be the other way around. It's that we love him, and then we obey him. So our obedience is the fruit of our faith in him, and not that we obey him so that we can earn his love. And that's kind of the way that the Hebrew roots movement pushes it, is that you earn God's love through keeping his commandments and his statutes and abstaining from unclean meats and just eating clean meats. You know, they think that by, um, doing that, that they are remaining holy or righteous in God's eyes. But Christ told me that, you know, um, righteousness only comes through him, and that, you know, um, the law can't provide righteousness the way that Jesus provides righteousness, uh, for us. And that we should only trust and put our faith in Christ, and that our faith, um, alone justifies us, and not that our works, uh, justify us. Because I know a lot of the, uh, Hebrew, uh, roots movement will teach that your works, uh, justify you. But really, your works justify you in the sight of man, because man, when they see your works, they know that you believe in what you believe, cuz your your works are showing that. But to God, God doesn't need to see your works in order to see your heart. God sees much more deeper than humans. And so that's why we're justified by our faith, and that we don't earn God's love, but we receive God's love. So there's a difference there. And that's what Jesus was teaching me. He was teaching me that, you know, righteousness only comes through him, and that the law was there to show us that, you know, we were sinners and that we were in, in need of a savior, but he was the only one that could fulfill the law. And because Christ fulfilled the law, now we are under the law of Christ. And that we can eat pork, we can't eat shellfish and stuff like that because Christ did the finished work on the cross. And so now we're justified just by our faith, you know, because in the scriptures it says that the law is not of faith. And I think that's pretty evident when you read the New Testament, and even Jesus confirmed that for me because he even said, you know, "Ryan, I'm the only one that could fulfill the law. No one else could. And he said, so now you are under my law, the law of Christ." And he even said that verbatim: "You are under the law of Christ."
Concerning praying to Mary and praying to the saints, I would have to say that Jesus was against it. Jesus strictly told us not to pray to his mother, not to pray to angels. You know, um, he told us, "Pray to me." He said, you know, "I'm the one that died on the cross for your sins. I'm the one that gives you salvation, not my mother. My mother does not provide salvation for you. She did not die on the cross for your sins." And that was the main thing too. He was like, "If Catholics ask you, you know, is it okay to pray to Mary?" He said, "Tell them, you know, did, did, um, Mary die on the cross for your sins?" And he said, "They're going to say no. He said, "Because I'm the one that died on the cross for your sins." And he said, "I told you in John 14:6, I am the way, the truth, and the life, and no one can go through the Father except through me." In the Bible, it says that Jesus is our mediator. That Jesus is the one that we go to, you know, to speak to the Father. In the Bible, there's many instances where Jesus receives worship, you know, and he never declines it. He never says, "No, don't worship me." You know, he's, he's the only one that claimed divinity. Mary has no divinity. And he even told us, you know, "Guess my mother what she did by, um, birthing me that played a key role, but that does not, um, put her at the status of where I am at." He said, "She didn't live a perfect life. She sinned as well." And, you know, even in, uh, the book of Luke, it talks about Mary's song. And in the song, she even, um, calls God as her savior. You know, Jesus was the only one to live a perfect life. And even in, in my testimony, I had spoke that when I had told Jesus, "I feel like I have to live a perfect life." Even Jesus said, "You can't live a perfect life, Ryan. I'm the only one that lived a perfect life." And he even said, "I am here, and you all are here, all down here." And, you know, so it was pretty evident to me. And even when we saw the angels, Jesus told us not to worship the angels when they had come in certain visitations that we had. Like, I remember in one visitation, um, the angel Michael came to me, and then Gabriel came to Sam, cuz I remember we were both on our knees before Jesus. And Michael had said some things to me, and then Gabriel said some things to Sam. But Jesus told Sam, you know, "Gabriel's going to touch you on your left shoulder." And the angel Gabriel touched Sam on his left shoulder, and Sam started crying, and Sam felt it. But Jesus told us, you know, time and time again, that we shouldn't worship the angels. And even when concerning asking for angels, Jesus told, told us to go to him, for him to send angels, you know, not to call upon angels ourselves. He told us to go to him. And I know concerning the apparitions of Mary, you know, I believe that those apparitions are, are a demon, and possibly fallen angels portraying, um, this, uh, savior Mary because I know when I've read in certain of those testimonies, the Mary that visits these people is saying that they have to pray to her, that they have to say, um, the Hail Mary, and that they have to do the rosary. You know, and a lot of emphasis is put on to go through her. But Christ is always there. Jesus is always there. There's never a time where Jesus is saying, "Well, I'm going to, I'm going to take the day off, you know, and I'm not going to answer their prayers, so Mary, you go ahead." There's never a time where Jesus does that, you know. Jesus always told me, too, that "I'm there. I see everything. You know, speak to me. Ask me. I'm speaking to you. Um, I see all the things that you're doing." So Jesus has showed us that there's never a time where he doesn't hear our prayers, that where he's too busy, you know, to, to, to answer our prayers or to speak to us. So the whole idea that Jesus is too busy or can't hear us, so we have to go to Mary, you know, that's, that's all false. That's, that's not true.
I would recommend a book that is really good on the topic is "Queens of All," which I have read. And certain Catholics say that Mary is the Queen of Heaven, but in the Bible, the only title that is given the Queen of Heaven is to a goddess, um, that people were worshiping in the Old Testament. In Jeremiah, it talks about God being angry or frustrated with the people that they're worshiping this Queen of Heaven, that they're making cake for her. And it's clear that this is idol worship. And so I would say the same, that praying to Mary is idol worship. It's, it's not of God, and, and Jesus doesn't desire for us to do that. And even, I remember when Jesus had said, "Even my mother is here," and he even told us, you know, "I don't like it that you're praying to my mother." And Jesus told us, you know, "I'm a jealous God." And you, you know, Jesus desires our attention. Jesus desires for us to love him. He died on the cross for us. You know, that showed the greatest love, the greatest, um, redemptive story ever told.
Concerning false prophets and false teachers and wolves in sheep's clothing, you will know them by their fruits. If you have been reading your word, if you understand the word of God and you abide in his word, that you will know, not even false prophets, but like people in general, you will begin to see their fruits. Are they bearing the fruits of the Holy Spirit? You know, love, peace, joy, goodness, kindness, gentleness, faithfulness, self-control. Are they displaying all these things? Or, you know, what, what they're teaching, is it biblical? And are you asking the Holy Spirit, um, is what this person is saying, is it true? It was the main emphasis of, "You will know them by their fruits." I know some people don't necessarily have the, the gifts of discernment, but I do pray that each and every single one of you do, and that you would receive the gift of discernment, um, just out of the sound of my voice, that, you know, you will receive the gift of discernment, and you will begin to know who is of God and who isn't, and that you wouldn't fall to the schemes of the enemy, but you would continue to align yourself with the will of God and continue to trust and know who is of him and who isn't.
For me, concerning false prophets, and I guess false Christians, people claiming to be Christians but not real Christians. The Lord has really spoken to me about learning to listen, learning to hear, to pay attention to how they say the things that they're teaching, and relying on the Holy Spirit because the Holy Spirit will bring remembrance of what Christ taught and what Christ said. That has been a big one for me because, uh, in a certain instance, I went to a church, and at the time I was a, a beginner Christian, um, but then just going to different churches and stuff. But anyways, uh, certain person came, and certain person said certain things, and this person was saying a word that really was, um, hitting me like in my spirit. And at first, I thought, well, I'm just kind of judging this person. And, you know, I'm just judging this person. I'm not, I'm not really listening to what they're saying. So I was like, "All right, I'll just listen to what they say." And, um, so then I was like hearing the mound. Then all of a sudden, the thing would hit me again. And then that's when, um, so I was like, and then that's when in my mind, the Holy Spirit told me to listen clearly again. And so that's when I was like, "All right, I got to listen." And he goes into his teaching. And then immediately, that's when I'm like, "Yeah, this, this, this is not right." And so then in my mind, the Lord tells me to leave. And so I'm like, "Do I leave? Do I stay?" I close my eyes. And then that's when, uh, Jesus shows me this image of me leaving the church. And I'm like, "All right, I got to take that. I got to take that." So then I asked Jesus in my car on my way back to my apartment, like, "Lord, why did you tell me to leave?" When there's this notification on YouTube where your suggestions of videos are, you know, how the algorithm pops up and everything, it, a certain video just shows up, and it's talking about that particular thing that that guy was talking about. And, and it's the particular person. And anyways, that's when I realized, yeah, Lord, I needed to leave that church. And needs to listen to the Holy Spirit. It's important to look at their fruits, look at their lives, but more importantly is to, to, um, ask the Holy Spirit because the Holy Spirit knows, and, you know, the Holy Spirit will reveal to you who is of God and who is not of God.
Lord, we just thank you for today. We thank you for your words reaching Native Americans, people that have never heard your gospel. Lord, we thank you for the lives that are being saved. We thank you for sending your son to die for us. That you took upon our sins and you knelt onto the cross. That your blood washes us clean, and that we are reconciled with the Father because of what you did, Jesus. That you are a good Father, that you're a wonderful Counselor, you're a mighty God, you're everlasting. And Lord, we just pray for our fellow brothers and sisters, Native Americans, Lord, that you would just reach into their communities, that you would send people of truly of you, Lord Jesus, men and women of God to evangelize to the communities of the Native Americans, Lord, the Lakotas, the Navajos, the Apaches, the Snowquamies, the Pawnees, the Seminoles, all of them, Lord, each and every single one of them. Not only those that are in the United States, but those that are in South America, those that are in Canada, those that are in other parts of the world, Lord, that you would just touch each and every single one of them. That they would get to hear your gospel, Lord Jesus. That they would begin to know your name. That they would begin to accept you as Lord and Savior, Lord Jesus. And so we just ask that you would peel the scales off of their eyes, Lord Jesus. That you would soften their hearts, Lord. And that you would just visit them in, in dreams and visions, Lord. That you would show them that you are who you say you are. That you are the way, the truth, and the life. And that no one goes to the Father except through you. That they have no need for medicine as in, you know, sage, peyote, or cedar. They don't need faith in the, in the fire. They don't need faith in the feathers. They don't need faith in man or trust in man or anything that is man-made. That they would put their trust in you, Lord Jesus. That they would begin to accept you and know their identity in you, Lord Jesus. That they would begin to be have a heart of repentance, Lord Jesus. That they would grow deeper and they would begin to know your word. And Lord, that you would continue to strengthen us each and every single day. That you'd help us to put on your full armor: the helmet of salvation, the breastplate of righteousness, the belt of truth, the shoes gospel of peace, the shield of faith, and sword of the Spirit. Lord Jesus, we pray that you would continue to lead us, Holy Spirit, into speaking the truth and to knowing the truth and to have a love just like Jesus has loved, and to show that love to others despite how they treat us, how they view us. Lord, that we continue to be true disciples, that we continue to deny ourselves, pick up our cross, that we begin to not put our identity in man-made things, but put our identity in you, Lord Jesus. So, we just give you the honor and the praise and the glory that you deserve, Lord Jesus. We thank you for touching each and every single one of us. We thank you for opening our eyes. We thank you for saving us from the pit that we were in. We thank you that you love each and every single one of us. Lord, help us to spread your truth to those that have not heard, that they would begin to know you, Lord Jesus. And Lord, I just plead the blood of Jesus over each and every single one of us. Lord, help us to continue to walk in righteousness. Help us to continue to teach and be trained in righteousness. Help us to deny ourselves each and every single day. And Lord, we just give you the honor and the praise in Jesus name.
Lord Jesus, just thank you, Lord, for the things that you have done for us and for those that are watching, Lord Jesus Christ. And Lord, I just pray for the lost. I pray for those that are on the fence. Lord, I pray for those that are seeking more truth, Lord Jesus Christ. Lord, I pray that you would provide all the answers to their questions, Lord Jesus Christ. I pray, Lord, that you would, um, provide them your peace, that you would provide them your love, Lord Jesus Christ. And Lord, those that are questioning whether they have lost their salvation or not, that are in that, I just pray that you would give them clarity and peace, Lord Jesus Christ. I pray that you would help them to understand, Lord Jesus Christ, your love for them. And I pray, Lord, for those that are bound in addiction, those bound with thoughts right now. We pray, Lord, that you would, um, bring peace to their minds, that you would bring peace to their hearts, Lord Jesus Christ. That they would be free from their addiction. That they would be free from those thoughts, Lord Jesus Christ. And Lord, those that are bound by demons, that are being lured away by demons, Lord Jesus Christ, that are being deceived by demons, Lord, I ask that you would bring freedom to those people, Lord Jesus Christ. I ask that you would bring peace to them, Lord Jesus Christ. I pray, Lord, that you would deliver them, Lord Jesus Christ, in your timing. And I pray, Lord, for those that have sicknesses, those that have cancer, Lord Jesus Christ. I pray, Lord, that they would be healed in your name, Jesus, that their flesh would be made well, Lord Jesus Christ, that they would continue to glorify you, worship you, and praise you, Lord Jesus Christ. And Lord, I just pray for those, um, sons and daughters that are dealing with father issues, Lord Jesus Christ. I pray, Lord, that you would, that you would bring peace to their hearts. That you would show them how much you love them, how much you care for them, how much you cheer them on, Lord Jesus Christ. How much you want them to be with you, how much you're speaking to them, Lord Jesus Christ. And Lord, I just pray that they would just come to know you as a loving Father. That they would come to know your kindness, Lord Jesus Christ, and to come to know you as Lord and Savior. And Lord, I pray for the atheists out there, Lord Jesus Christ, that may be watching this video, Lord, or those agnostic. I just pray, Lord, that you would bring clarity to their mind. That you would bring revelation to their mind, Lord. That, that you would prove to them, Lord Jesus Christ, that you are who you say you are. That you did in fact exist, Lord Jesus Christ. And that our testimony is a testimony that is true, Lord, that can touch their hearts and show them, Lord Jesus Christ, that you too care for them, that you too are there for them to heal their wounds, Lord, just continue to be there for them. And Lord, we just thank you for all that you have done for us and all the things that you would do for us in the future, Lord Jesus Christ. In Jesus name I pray. Amen. Amen.