I just look at women and I’m exhausted

I'm working and, uh, all these women that I meet when I deliver and pick up stuff from them, dude, it always goes the same way with a certain percentage of them. They, they're just, they're bubbly and they're nice and, uh, they try to strike up conversation, but it's not like I'm rude, but I, I really don't talk to them. I don't, I, I only say what I have to. Like, I'll reply with like a one-word answer like, "Yeah," or "Good," or whatever. I don't ask them anything.

Honestly, I only really asked, you know, who I asked questions to is like the fat chicks or like the ugly chicks. But if she's like pretty or something, there's just, I mean, there's just no point because, um, I just, I just know how much effort would it, it would take to, uh, to be with a woman like that, you know? How much effort it would take to even get her into bed, and how much effort it would take if you were in a relationship with her, and how much you'd have to do.

And, uh, when I look at women, the only, the only thing that I can think is, man, like they just look like, uh, man. Like, you know when you're looking at something that, like when you're looking at a huge pile of rocks that you're going to have to shovel into your backyard or something from the, from your front driveway with like wheelbarrows and stuff, and it's going to take all day, or you're looking at some big huge project, all this snow that you're gonna have to shovel, and it's all ice, so you're gonna have to chip away at it. It's gonna be a whole day thing, and just like looking at it like, man, like this is gonna take so much. That's, that's the feeling that I get whenever I even see a woman or meet a woman or come across them.

They have this bubbly, like, nice sort of vibe, but, um, I have, I just, I can't. It's just not in me anymore, man. I, I can't, uh, I can't do that back to them, you know? I can't act like I'm interested and all this stuff because, uh, it's just, I can't try, you know? I just don't feel like trying anymore. And, uh, there's just too much things that you have to do. It's just too exhausting. It's just too exhausting. I just look at women and I'm exhausted, you know? I just look at them and I'm exhausted, dude. I can't even talk to them anymore.

I, I don't talk to them. All these women that I deliver things to and they, they try to, they do the, the what everyone does when they meet somebody for the first time. It's just, "How's, how's your day? Is it busy out there?" or, uh, "Oh, thank you so much for doing this with all this snow around and all this ice, you know? The whole right side, right half of the United States is covered in an iceberg, as you guys know. It's made my job extremely difficult, but all these," nearly impossible, actually. All these women, they're, they're so, "Oh, thank you so much. Oh, thank you for getting it over the ice and through the snow and all this stuff." And, and I just, I don't even say anything, you know? They're, they're just, it's, it's like they're, it's like they're talking to themselves at this, you know? Like, I really don't say anything.

And it's not like I'm rude. I'm not mean. I'm not, I'm not trying to, I don't insult them. I'm not mean. I don't, I'm not throwing things around and I don't have like angry energy or anything like that. I'm very calm. I'm very calculated. I, I just do what I need to do. But I'm not, I guess I just feel like we've all been acting like women our entire lives. You know, all of us men have been acting like them. You know, they do the whole, and you, and you do the same thing. "Oh, yeah." And then you're, you're talking back and trying to get [ __ ] going.

And the only thing I can think is like, again, this is part of this psychological operation where they, they just all, Agent Smith us. They just all like put the hand in the chest and then just copied themselves onto us. And, uh, they, a lot of, a lot of this was done through our mothers, you know? Our mothers did this to us. But, you know, when you start to come out of this, it's, it's actually a mind [ __ ] man. 'Cause you just really have no, you just start to realize that basically everything you ever did was like not even masculine or like it wasn't even what being a man is. And that's a huge trip, dude. That's a huge trip.

And, um, you know, I just, I don't feel like, I don't think men, it feels natural to me to like not really say anything to them, like, you know, especially now. May, maybe back in the day where saying things to them actually got you somewhere, but now, you know, in today's society, saying, saying something to them doesn't do anything except just validate them or give them attention. There's no point in doing all these niceties anymore because we're not getting [ __ ] from you. You know, we're not getting [ __ ] from you. We're not getting children from you. We're not getting a nice, uh, potential future, and you're like, submissive and warm and all this stuff. Like, no, you're radicalized and you're feminist and you want to conquer the world. And, uh, there's just no, there's literally no, there's just no point, you know? It's, it's just exhaustion for nothing, you know? Exhaustion for suffering, exhaustion for exhaustion's sake.

And, uh, and but they seem to still do the same things, like, you know, just bubbly and nice and saying all these nice things and trying to get a conversation going, and then they get all pissy and like moody and they, they take offense and they completely shut off this, this performance, this facade when I don't play it back, you know? When I don't play the game back, when I just, I'm just like, "Yeah, good." You know, it's over. It's over. Like, stop. Like, it's over. It's over. You know, there's, there's no, there's no more of this. There's no more of this. That's what I want to tell them is like, "Hey, you just stop. It's over." You know? Like when they start to talk to you or when they start to be all bubbly, "Hi. Oh, thank you so much." I just want to be like, "Really? You can just stop. Like, it, it's pointless. It's pointless. You can just stop. Just, please, like, just be quiet. Let me do my job, and, yeah, I'll have you do the signature and you can tip me, and that's how you can show your thanks, but really, I don't need anything else, you know?"

Um, it doesn't mean anything to me. So all your, all your [ __ ] all your niceties and your fakeness, it just, it's just garbage. So, I mean, look, I get tired of this with men, too. 'Cause men act like this, too, you know? 'Cause men are a bunch of women now. And they, they have all this crazy energy when you, when I deliver them and pick up stuff from them. Even these dudes are like, they're all over the place, man. They're, they're saying all kinds of stuff and really expressive and, oh, and having this energy that's really like nervous, and I'm just like, "Bro, like, what the hell is wrong with you? Like, would you just [ __ ] chill? Like, would you just relax, bro? Like, it's, this is nothing. Like, can you just be what you are when you're like sitting on the couch? How are you acting when you're sitting on the couch? Are you?" "Oh, yeah. Oh. Oh, yeah. No, they were great. And, oh, yeah. Yeah. What are you doing? What is this? Stop it. You're ridiculous."

Women do the same thing. I mean, maybe this isn't really so much a, a, uh, me. It's possible that I'm just an [ __ ] right? Obviously, we all know this. Maybe I'm just an [ __ ] and I deserve to get a lightning bolt through my head one day. Um, or I, you know, I deserve to be hit by a bus or something. But maybe I'm just an [ __ ] but I don't think I am. I think everybody is like a woman. It's weird. And, uh, they're all just faking all this [ __ ]

Um, and it's also possible that this isn't something where it's, maybe it's, which I don't think, but maybe it's not a female psychological operation where, you know, all these men are acting like women now. Maybe it's just, you know, people act like this when they're still, when they take the material world seriously. When they take all of this that's going on as if it's real, you know? As if it's serious. As if it matters, right? They believe it. They believe it. They believe all this. "Oh, wow. So real. It matters. Got to get to my job. I got to put on a good first impression. I got to, oh no, I'm scared that I might get to work late. And, oh, my coffee wasn't made right. And he didn't text me back. And blah, blah, blah." You know, maybe that's, maybe it's just, maybe it's just a simulation, and that's not really, it's not a female thing. It's not a guy thing. It's just, it's just a people who believe in this thing.

And for people who like don't really believe it or just like don't really take it seriously, it's like, "Y'all are clowns. Like you're just complete clowns. Your energy is all freaking crazy and this and that and you're saying all this crap. You're not aware of your own motives. You're not a, you're not aware that you're just an animal and that you're kind of like, I feel like we're all shitty, you know? We're all kind of shitty at base level. Maybe I'm just shitty. Maybe I'm just shitty, you know? Maybe everybody else is. Maybe you are all actually this nice. Maybe you're just all kind. You're just kind. And the golden rule, treat people how you want to be treated. I mean, I do treat people how I want to be treated. I feel like, you know, I don't want to be treated like, 'Hi, how you doing?' All right, relax, please."

But, uh, yeah, dude. It's just over, dude. It's just over, you know? I'm just, I don't even talk anymore. All these women that I drop off to, it actually, you know what it does? Kind of suss them out to be honest. They get weird. They get weird. They start reacting to their own reaction to me. You know, like they just start to think that I, they have all these ideas in their head of what I am. Little do they know, you know, I'm, I'm a misogynist. I, I think all the world's ills are caused by women. I, maybe I am just angry at women. Maybe I'm just really not, I don't know. I just, I'm not interested in them. They're just, they're just too much, dude. They're just too much. But I'm just tired of them mostly. I'm just tired. I'm just so tired, right? It's just so tiresome.

But they, they probably have all these ideas in their head of what I, you know, maybe what I'm thinking or what I because of my behavior because I'm just so like nonchalant and I'm just not, I'm just not talking to them and I'm not like upbeat and I'm not like nice or whatever. They're just all like, "Oh god, they're probably all sexually frustrated. Maybe I'm sexually frustrated too." In fact, I'm sure I am. You know, semen retention, no women since forever. You know, that'll do it. But, you know, they're probably sexually frustrated, too. You know, my, I'm thinking that maybe my behavior is like the first behavior that they've ever kind of, maybe not the first, but, you know, it's, it's masculine behavior and it kind of, it kind of throws them all off because they're all on birth control and they're all masculine, too. They're, they're men and, uh, you know, maybe it like tingles and touches some little vestige of, uh, femininity that's still in them and, uh, and it sparks some sort of, oh, can we say desire? Desire for, for the opposite sex. Holy [ __ ] Did I get your fallopian tubes wet and, uh, get you a little, get you a little moist down there? Get the blood rushing a little bit, a little pumping. You feel something? They feel like they kind of want my seed, but it doesn't make sense to them because I'm just being like, just like I just don't care. Like, I'm just a dick. Like, I, I don't even like try and just like, "God, I just want to." Maybe this is just me. Maybe I'm just so sexually frustrated. I'm just, this is all in my head. I'm just imagining it because I, because I don't have the balls to actually [ __ ] talk to them. That's a possibility. Look, all these things are possible. I'm just throwing them out there. It doesn't really matter to me what's what's true or not. It's just fun. It's just fun to think about.

But, uh, but I will, I will, I'll stand on that though. I think it actually is. I think it does actually get to them, you know? 'Cause they get pissed. I think when women get pissed, they're also turned on as a weird thing because they're, they're pissed that they're turned on, but that they have no power. Like, they can't actually get me and I'm not interested in them. So, then they're just pissed. And, uh, and they're pissed that they're a feminist. They're pissed that they were made this way. But they don't actually know any of this consciously. All this is going on at the, the furthest bottom layer of their, of their psyche, and they, they have no idea what's going on. But all of this is buried, and, uh, but it's still there. And they're just pissed that they're feminist. They're pissed that they were made the, the way they are and, uh, how, how no men like them. And, and yet how there's all these dudes in their phone, but they, they can't feel anything. And, uh, they can't get a real man that's checks all these boxes because they've been brainwashed into thinking that they're, that they're freaking Cleopatra, even though they're a, a six, you know, when they're dressed up and, uh, it's their best day, you know? And they're just have all these, uh, all these expectations of men that are looking for Prince Charming. Since that's all, all these rom-coms, all these rom-coms that all these women got were gorging on their entire lives when they were growing up. Everything that they've ever known is the man pursues, no matter how terrible you are. And, uh, he, he's a bad boy, but he's, but he's sophisticated and he's nice and he's funny, but he's romantic and he's emotionally aware and intelligent and he understands you, but he's also aloof and he also has his own mind and he doesn't care sometimes and he's just this magical superhuman perfect man that all these women are holding out for. And it's just like they were sold this lie, and it's like, you know, you're just going to hold out forever and then you're just going to be alone and, you know, you're going to be dried up and you can't have kids anymore and you're just, and you're just bitter. And, uh, look, we tried to tell you, but, uh, you know, women don't listen to men because that's also something that they've been brainwashed not to do. And, you know, it's all the same [ __ ] It's all good, baby. It's all good. Let's go. I got one more stop to do. Going to play some Tool right now. Some "Invincible." Let's do it. Peace out. That's it. That's the video.