She Was Spiritually Tormented for Years Until This W/ Alexi

When you have like zeal without wisdom, it's just an open door for deception. And I started getting deceived by churches, spiritual manipulation.

They degrade themselves because they were just trying to live. They had to eat human flesh. What a horrible place to be, being gifted, but surviving.

They're having really crazy supernatural encounters after I go to this church. But they were all demonic and they were all counterfeit blessings that I ended up having to get delivered from.

When she had prayed and put her hands on my eyes and prayed for my spiritual sight to be open. I wake up in the middle of the night and my door is open. I sleep with my door closed. It's slammed open and a demon walks in my room and I've never seen in the spirit and I knew that I was seeing because of what she prayed.

I'm waking up at least 7 to 10 times a night. Um I'm seeing spirits everywhere. I'm dead animals everywhere. There's hair all the way to the door and they say, "You must eat the hair in order to enter." And all the leaders, the ministers of this church are on black and white satanic thrones. They're all in cloaks and they have marks on their face.

I'm having illness, sickness. I'm having narcolepsy. I'm having cataplexi, which is like muscle issues. I'm having face paralysis. I'm going into seizures, like three seizures a night. When I'm going into these seizures, I'm going into visions of death. I'm being taken to demonic realms. And when I'm taken to these realms, I'm being tormented literally by demons every night.

Torment, sleep issues, exhaustion. My I literally wanted to die. And I had churches that would say they don't want it to come on them. No. I took photos of it because people wouldn't believe me. But these marks would appear after these encounters.

The devil thought he was destroying me, but it was building my spirit. I I get up and I just start I tread on every snake and scorpion and over all the power of the enemy. And I just get back up again. No, no evil shall befall me. I will not fear any terror of night, any arrow that flies by day, any pestilence in the stalks of darkness. For a thousand will fall in my side, 10,000 in my right hand, but you will not come near me, and I will only watch the recompense of the wicked.

It built and cultivated a compassion in me to say, I want to see people of the darkest caliber free because if churches don't know how to free them, who's going to know? Who's going to set people that are satanically richly abused free? Who are going to set the people in the psych words free? Thank God. use me in the areas that other people are unwilling. Send me to the dark. Send me to the witches. Send me to the warlocks.

And they get scared. I'm like, that person's probably crying out for an answer that they're intimidated by their level of witchcraft. And it's like, you carry the kingdom of God inside of you. Their maker. Come on. You carry their maker. Why are you scared of them? God is more powerful than any demon, than any witch, than any warlock, than any blood sacrifice. Jesus Christ can set you free. He is the name above every other name. The great I am, the one who was and is to come, the lion of the tribe of Judah.

And the Lord reveals himself to me. This is not a podcast. This is a deliverance ministry. God is going to deliver just as many, if not more, here than he does inside of church buildings.

And you got to keep giving yourself over to it. It's proving it to you over and over. And the weightiness of your anointing, the Lord says thousands will be delivered.

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I'm here with my sister Lexi Maru. Welcome to We Need to Talk. Well, thank you. Thank you for having me. I'm glad that I'm here. Listen, I saw a bit of your story as as powerful as it was. There was a lot of disturbing stuff that happened, but we you wouldn't believe how many people endure some similar things and I want you to get into it. But before we go there, I just kind of want to understand how did you wind up in that position? So, you got to take me a little further back to how did you come into that place?

Yeah. So, do you want me to go all the way back to the beginning of my walk with God?

Pick a significant whatever you think.

Yeah. I would start with I grew up I grew up in the church, right? You hear that a lot, like I grew up in the church. When I grew up in the church, um I wrote letters to Jesus. I always knew that, you know, he he was he was the real deal, you know. But it wasn't until my junior year of high school when I had never heard about the Holy Spirit, though. Didn't know about signs, wonders, miracles. Didn't know that God could have a relationship with me and speak. But yet, I went to church my whole entire life.

My junior year of high school, my mom went to eat with this woman named May Powers at a Chinese restaurant. And we're going and we're sitting there and May so happens to be a traveling evangelist. She was on fire filled with the Holy Spirit and she starts to prophesy over me and I'm like, "How do you know this about my life?" She's telling me my father issues. She's telling me all the things that I had endured cuz growing up um although I had amazing parents, there was a lot of divorce. My mom had like four divorces. We were constantly moving around. There was constantly instability in my life, anger, rage, resentment, that the Lord had to heal. But as we're in this restaurant with May and she starts to prophesy over me, um I'm getting so encountered by the Holy Spirit for the first time. Um and at this time co I think co like is starting to happen and so churches start to shut down and so she is running a house church and she's like come to my house church I'll mentor you. So, she starts mentoring me, teaching me the word, teaching me about the Holy Spirit. I start getting deliverance. I start getting inner healing from all the father issues, all the rejection wounds. Um, and I just start to feel like on fire. I'm like, if this is Jesus, I want to live all for him. I want everything. Like, I want to be crazy for him. And, you know, she set me on fire. I start going out and, you know, preaching into my like the Dollar Tree and the Walmart and all this stuff with my friends. And next thing you know, revival breaks out in my high school. And so as revival breaks out in my high school, um there's college students, there's middle schoolers, there's high schoolers, there's even pastors that are showing up because it wasn't a move of people. It was the Holy Spirit. There was no one running it. It was just like we set the place and people come, but Holy Spirit just move how he wants and it would just be ours. There was even a um a church, a pastor and a youth group, and they would come from Mississippi, drive an hour out every week just to encounter the power of God. There were middle schoolers that were confessing like molestation and like rape and pornography and masturbation, all this stuff for the first time. And they're like weeping and they're getting free of all these lust and trauma. And from that point on, I was like, I just want to be on fire. You know, if Jesus encountered me, I was like, I want everyone to know about him, you know?

And so I graduate high school a year later and I'm like, I'm not going to college. I knew college wasn't for me, but I was like, I'm not going to college. I was like, I'm going full into missions. And I did. I started traveling with a group named Jenzie for Jesus, the circuit writers for a bit. We would go into high schools, colleges, see people healed, delivered, and saved. But the reason I share all this is because the torment I had went through happened after when I was a Christian, which most people would be like not expect, right? But yeah, so I'm traveling and all this stuff and I'm seeing signs, wonders, miracles. I'm walking in destiny. I feel like I'm walking into alignment and I'm just like on fire for God, right? And like I'm seeing people delivered and saved from these things. And then fast forward um I I go out of missions. I stop serving that organization and the Lord has me in a place where he transitions me into a place of really deep prayer because I had been praying for months. God, take me into the deeper things with you. I really, really want to be sold out. I really want to be consecrated. Like what other people I would pray what other people aren't willing to do, let me do what other people are scared to do with you. I just wanted to be poured out completely because I didn't have anything else to live for, you know. And so I was like, I might as well live for Jesus, you know. So fast forward, a lot of fast forwarding. Um, I start getting really involved in Nigerian churches and

uh, what team did this? What do you mean?

No, literally it's like I feel at home like know which sounds funny but like I mean the bodies are home, right? But like I started getting really involved there and they taught me how to pray.

Yes.

They taught me how to pray.

You never seen a Nigerian pray.

Oh, yeah. Like I mean the screams, the travail, the all of it where it sounds like eagles are flying in the room. You're like what's happening? like that became like normal to me and I loved it because it was a place where I finally felt like that passion in me that other people would judge like I could let it out and there was just if anything they were going even crazier and I was like I love this you know

and so I started to get really deep into like prayer and consecration and like really really seeking God and like you know there were certain people that didn't like that you know like there were compromised crowds that were like why are you doing that they you know like when when you're when people are in compromise are lukewarm. They'll take your passion and love for God is like legalistic and it's like no I just love God that I don't want I don't want to spend my time doing that like I just want to seek him you know

and so I start just seeking him in the place of prayer I become really hidden and everything but with that attracted a lot of witches and so all of a sudden I'm praying and I'm praying and I'm entering into things but then next thing you know I'm having witches like physically appear to me. And I even had a time I was at a church and there were these two girls that posed as pro uh prophets. They weren't though. They were witches. And they came up and they literally came up to me and they looked at each other and they were like, "You know what that means?" And they look at me and they point at me and they're like, "I'm standing right here." And they're like, "You're our next assignment." And then like literally I'm like, "You just gave yourself away."

So they were telling me I'm their assignment. And um yeah, they tried to put stuff on me. And they would try to prophesy over me, but it was very, you could just discern. It was degrading. And later on, we come to find out they were witches. And they were infiltrating my whole friend group, putting um like curses and hexes and vexes on them, praying over them, and touching them, doing certain things. But we were all getting deceived at the time.

So, at this point, I'm very new to all the deeper things of God in the spiritual realm. So, I'm still learning discernment. I'm still figuring out like, oh, like witches are real, like um the spiritual war is real, like angels and demons are real, all this stuff. So, it's becoming very real to me, but I'm still learning, right? And so, in this place, I was very um I was very vulnerable because I'm still learning, you know? And so, that wasn't only the that wasn't the only time. I had many other witches where I would go to tent revival and they would come up to me and they would be behind me and they'd be like scribbling and writing like demonically writing like curses and stuff and then they would like rip it off and they would like hand it. They'd be handing it to people and then they would get caught by the leaders and we would be like, "Hey, like we preach the gospel. We're like, you can receive Christ or else you need to you need to go. You can't stop. You can't curse our people, you know." And then they would, you know, like blow a kiss, which they were cursing us, you know, they were It's weird because like in witchcraft they'll do stuff that's like hugging or kissing or um, you know, shaking your hand, but in reality like that's like ways they put stuff on you, you know. And I ended up having that happen as well. There was another woman. It was just like it was like witches were just attracted to me after I started praying. They were just everywhere. And I had a witch that also came up to me and um she shook my hand and ended up putting a spell on me um against my dreams and it was crazy.

How did you know?

So it all ties in, but I'll I'll share more about it later, but there was this guy named Phoenix that helped me in my deliverance journey after I went through tons of witchcraft attacks. And by the spirit, he found that out and saw her and saw that she was a good friend of mine and that when she was shaking my hand that she had been spelling my dreams. Um, as well as we found out the the names and the city of other witches that were attacking me as well.

What did the dreams end up feeling like? What were you seeing in your dreams?

Yeah. So, at this point, um, sorry I'm all over the

Yeah, no, that's fine. But I do want to share um because I feel like this might be important leading into when I started having all the tormenting dreams because that's where my biggest attack was and that's also where God spoke to me the most. And so the biggest attack was on my sleep, my dreams, my rest, my mind and and my voice. And so at this point, you know, I'm getting really excited about, you know, the things of God's spirit and I'm like growing with him and, you know, I'm getting activated in in my gifts and I'm just like growing with God and I'm so excited. But when you have like zeal without wisdom, it's just an open door for deception. And I didn't have that. And I started getting deceived without knowing it. I started getting deceived by churches, spiritual manipulation. And um fast forward as all these witches are coming on assignment physically, I'm also simultaneously getting invited to go out to this church um in in California. So I go to this church in California and I'm like, "Wow." Like this is the first time I'm going to a place where they understand certain encounters I'm having, prophetic encounters. So it drew me. But like I said, without that wisdom, I started getting deceived.

Wow. And so I didn't know that it was witchcraft. I didn't know that they were spiritually manipulating people. I didn't know that they were putting spells on the audience. I didn't know that they were warlocks. I just thought, oh, these are people that finally I feel I can be understood.

And that was my question is I was thinking, how is there so many prophetic people in this church, but they can't discern that these men are warlocks? And then the Lord showed me it's because you know the walk of a prophet there's a lot of betrayal. There's a lot of misunderstanding. There's a lot of isolation. There's a lot of loneliness. So when you finally feel received in a place you'll overlook what you're spiritually discerning because you're still human. Cuz some prophets are some of the most some bleeding out people. They bleed out a lot. Not I mean God wants us to be healed but there's a lot of prophets that are bleeding and prophetic people that are bleeding because they're using their gift but not tending to their soul and that was me at the time too, you know, like there was gifts but then I was so there was still a lot of brokenness in me. Sometimes I think we underestimate the fact that if God gives you particular giftings and God is calling like you just talked about when you you're zealous and you're on fire for the Lord, there's a level of rejection that comes with that.

And they're rejecting this what the spirit of the Lord may be trying to do, but the human human side of you still receives that rejection as they rejected me. Say that part of your soul bleeds while you're still juggling these gifts. And so if that side of you is not tended to, then you'll look for the safest place to survive. And like you said, God did not call us to survive. Like when you survive, you do things you wouldn't normally do.

And people are in like, you know, those those shows, Survivor, they eat stuff they don't normally eat. They they degrade themselves in ways they wouldn't. If you've ever heard of survivors like, man, they had to eat human flesh because they were just trying to live. And so, what a horrible place to be being gifted but surviving. But go ahead.

No, that was so good. I was like, "Oh, that's I'm getting wrecked by that."

Um, no, that's exa that's exactly like how I felt is I I was just I had so many questions. cuz I was like, how does no one how is so many prophetic people and they're just like not dis like how are we all missing it? How are we not discerning it? And God was just like because they feel understood. And so they're staying because in those unhealed places as a prophet or a prophetic person, they finally feel understood. So, it's like tending to that unhealed human soul part of them and they're staying and they're overlooking even if something feels off, even if something feels a little greedy, even if something feels a little manipulative, they're like overlooking it because they feel accepted and loved. And I know that I was doing that. And I would have family warn me. I would have uh friends warn me. And the the manipulation, the programming that they teach you is like they're just not, how do I word this? They're just not deep enough.

Yeah.

Such then there's no

It's a pride.

Wow.

It's a spiritual pride that deceives you and veils you. So then when my family would warn me, I'd be like, they don't have discernment. Like they don't know. They don't know the deep things of the spirit. So, I'm just going to keep going. But in reality, they were discerning what was off. And I realized that deceived people are the most defensive people.

Come on.

So, I was very defensive because with everything in me, I believed I was in the right and they were in the wrong. And for a long time, I had shame about this area because I had done I had walked with God and then fell into such a heavy deception. And I feel like the devil wanted to bring so much shame that I didn't even like even coming here today, I was like scared to share this part. Like I was like, but then I was like, "No, no, no, no, no." Like if there's shame around it, like he wants me to hide, that means I probably need to talk about it to set people free. You know that I'm not the only one.

Um,

and so fast forward, I'm at that church for 6 months. And it's weird because I even remember calling my mom and being like, "Mom, it's really weird because there's power here, but there's no love. I don't feel God's love. I don't feel God's presence, but yet there's power. or they're doing deliverance, they're doing healing. And I stayed because I also had another deception that was that they that I could trust someone dependent on how accurate their prophecy was. I thought that's what approved them. And that was another lie. It's they're known by their love. They're known by their fruit. They're known by their intimacy with God, not by their accuracy and prophecy, not by their gifts. Because a witch can accurately read your life, you know. So there was a lot of deception going on. Um and the thing is I had a right intention. Like my intention was passion for God. I want to grow in God. I want every piece of me to be activated and awakened so that I can serve God and see his people free. But the devil was playing on that zeal. Like I said, he was playing on that hunger for the deeper things God put inside me, bringing me a counterfeit. And it was so crazy because I saw people delivered from new age. I saw people delivered from astral projection. I knew witchcraft. I literally even taught about it. But the deception was so hidden because it was literally like it was it was crazy. It was just so hidden. It was a deeper deception. You know,

I think the enemy's strategy is never to diminish what he starts, but in fact to bind you in a more deceptive manner. Wouldn't it have been just genius if the enemy could trick people that they were getting set free while binding them in a more deep way? No. Get out of new age but go into a deeper deception because now what I'm presenting seems right while it's wrong. That is the biggest deception. It has the form of godliness yet denying the power thereof. The power is not the display. The power is in the love. The power is in is the intimacy. And so that's crazy because when you're saying people were getting set free, getting healed, but healing and deliverance and and all of those things, it's a two-part process is being pulled out of darkness into light. But they were pulling people out of one level of darkness into another level of darkness and deception. That's crazy. And people are jumping, thank God, I'm free.

Yeah. How can you get out when your when what you think is freedom is actually bondage? How can you be set free? How can you wake up when what the scriptures talks about in Revelation, you think that you're rich, but you're naked, you're poor, you're blind? Like the scriptures, even when the the Pharisees were like, "Well, so are we also condemned too?" He says, "Because you say you see, your sin remains with you." They think they can see.

Wow.

Where is the where could he said I didn't come for those who think that they are well. I come for those who are sick. But if you think that you're well, oh man, then there could be no deliverance for you. So that's why some people are stuck cuz God has to wake them up to realize, oh, I'm in trouble. And so keep going. I just want to

No, this is so good. Everything you're saying like you're right. Like it really is it really is a deception and it blinds you and it blinds and binds you, you know, and that's exactly how I felt. I felt like I was going in deeper into bondage, you know, and I used to be someone that would dance and sing. And I remember they would even make fun of that. And so then I would be I would start making not make fun of it, but I would start just being like, "Oh, maybe I'm not supposed to do that." It was just so deceptive. And it's not until you come out of the deception that you realize like, whoa, I was really far in deception, you know. Um, and so yeah, so I'm doing that for six months in California. But I'll basically I'll get to the dreams cuz that's a whole another testimony of itself. But I start having um I start having really crazy supernatural encounters after I go to this church. But they were all demonic and they were all counterfeit blessings that I ended up having to get delivered from which I'll share that part later too. But um I had a woman that was the spiritual daughter of this minister and she had prayed and put her hands on my eyes and prayed for my spiritual sight to be opened. Yeah. But you see, it's all counterfeit because even if God gifted me with that, it was it was all perversion and trying to defile and trying to dilute the purity of sight, you know, with God and hearing God.

Um, and so she prays for my eyes to open. And then after that, um, funny enough, it was around the same time, like Halloween, and they're doing a fast. And I had been into fasting and stuff, so I was like, "Oh, okay." like I'll I'll do a fast and I break it on this it was a 21-day like um fast intermediate or whatever and on the 17th day I break it and when I break it I wake up in the middle of the night and my door is open. I sleep with my door closed. slammed open and a demon walks in my room and I've never seen in the spirit and I knew that I was seeing because of what she prayed but it was demonic sight but I thought it was God and so a demon walks in my room and I'm just like in the name of Jesus leave and it vanishes and I'm kind of freaked out cuz I'm like I had always felt but I had never seen so it became really really real to me

and The next thing you know, the next day it appears again, but now it's closer. And the next day it's closer. And I'm praying. I'm just like, "In the name of Jesus, leave." Right? And then a week passes and next thing you know, there's a dead woman standing in front of me. And I'm like, "What the heck? In the name of Jesus, leave." And I'm worshiping and praying. The next thing you know, now I'm waking up seven times a night because these spirits are coming and they're tormenting me and I'm seeing them and they keep coming and it's like I'll pray and I'll worship and then they come back and they come back and they come back and I don't speak to them. I don't want anything to do them. I'm confused why they're why they're coming to me. I'm trying to figure out what's happening and they're um they're tapping me. They're u my hair is being pulled and I'm confused because I'm like what is happening? Like why am I being tormented? like I just fasted again. Like I'm in a deception. So I'm like I just fasted. Like I just prayed. Why am I being tormented like this?

And so next thing you know my dreams start getting heavily affected where I used to encounter God in my sleep. Now I'm just seeing demons. I'm just like having these encounters where I'm being unwillingly astral projected out of my body. And so I never even really understood what astral projection was. I never tried it or anything. I remember I was just sitting in my room one day and I was about to go to sleep and next thing you know I'm I I feel something grab my hand like really tight and I'm I'm just ripped out of my body against my will. I don't try or anything. I'm just trying to fall asleep and I'm taken to my ceiling and I'm like what the heck? And this keeps happening over and over and over and now months have passed and I'm getting violently tormented. I'm not sleeping throughout the night. I'm waking up at least 7 to 10 times a night. I'm sleeping in intervals of like every other couple hours or during the daytime. Um, I'm seeing spirits everywhere. I'm seeing dead people walking in my room. Um, I'm seeing dead animals everywhere.

How do you know the people were dead?

Cuz they looked dead. Like they it looked like a dead person. Like it looked like their skin was like peeling off their face and they were just like standing there and they would it looked like a horror movie. I feel like I was living a horror movie. And at this time, I'm I'm now I'm rep praying and fasting. I'm having people pray for me. I'm asking God questions. I'm going to churches. I'm like, I need deliverance. What's happening? You know, and people were like, we don't know what's happening. And I'm renouncing stuff. And yet, I'm still in this deception. Some even more bound. You know, I'm trying to get free, but I'm like so bound and deceived.

Wow. And so at this time um my dreams start to get just super violent and um yeah and then I have a dream that God gives me that exposes that church. Also sorry I'm kind of all over the place.

Whoa.

In the midst of all this then I have a dream because I was like what I was praying a lot and I had people praying for me and I was like what's going on? Like what is happening? And no one could give me an answer and I couldn't figure it out. And I have a dream where I'm with the leaders of this church and we're walking to this beautiful white mansion and it has a big gate that no one can see past and there's a code and we get there and they enter the code and as the door opens it looks like a beautiful mansion but there's hair all the way to the door and they say you must eat the hair in order to enter into the into the uh house. And I knew that this was ritualistic in the dream and so I ate it but then I threw it up and I was like this isn't right. something's off. But everyone else ate it. All the leaders of the church ate it. So, we get to the door. It looks like a beautiful house. They open the door, but when they open the door, I hear in the dream, "Bride of Satan." And when we walk in, it's black and dim and it's literally a church of Satan.

And it there's all these many rooms and all all of a sudden we walk in and I'm trying to open the doors and all the ma leaders, the ministers of this church are on black and white satanic thrones. And I'm walking and I'm shutting the doors and another one and another one and the spiritual daughter on that one and the spiritual son on that one and they're all on these satanic thrones. So then I tried to escape because I'm realizing something's wrong. So I open the back door and as I open the back door there's a black and white checkerboard which I knew was like Freemasonary and cultish stuff and I see Satan and he's making deals with them in the backyard and they're shaking hands and it's like these blood covenants and um they look at me and they're like, "What are you doing here? you shouldn't be here. Go back. So, I go back into the house in the dream. And now when I enter back in the house, they're all in cloaks and they have uh marks on their face.

And my good friend who ended up getting way more deceived than me, he was there as well. And I whispered to him and I said, "You need to get out. Don't make it obvious, but you need to get out and go through the back door." But he didn't listen to me. And that happened in real life. He's now free from the deception. And I go to fast forward. I go to the the outside and there's a remnant of people of God of truth and they're filled with light and they're on the other side of the door and they're breaking the bars and the gates off of this place which is I believe it was God saying that there it's the remnant of God exposing the false prophets and um literally just breaking off the the gates of deception.

And I look at them and I say, "You have to prepare because more people are coming than just me. more people are about to get delivered out of this church of Satan. Wow.

And next thing you know, it's I'm talking thousands of people, but they're all wounded, which I believe was the spiritual manipulation and church hurt. And they're all like a stampede coming and we're lifting them up and they're coming out of this deception. And I wake up or at the end of the dream, the church that I meant, sorry, the mansion that looked beautiful now has um bullhorns at the front all of a sudden. And there's a crown around it. And I hear mockery of Jesus. and I wake up. I start repenting and I'm like, "Oh my gosh, Lord, I've been in deception. You've been talking to me and I'm sorry." Then I have people start confirming it. I move back to Texas. I leave LA. I repent. I renounce. I'm like trying to get deliverance from this place, from all the demonic blessings. I'm like, "Oh my gosh, Lord, I repent to my family. Anyone that I showed that church to, I start repenting to them. I start coming back into truth, back into alignment with God." M

and um as I'm doing this um I'm still getting very very tormented but God have freed me now from the deception.

Okay.

And sorry also I know I'm kind of all over. Let me know if I need it right.

That's clearing me.

Um but this is an important part cuz for a long time I didn't understand where it was starting but I believe the biggest open door was deception. Mhm.

And so next thing you know, um I'm going to churches to get deliverance from this place, but no one's able to help me. Everyone's freaked out because now it's getting really bad where I'm astral projecting out of my body consistently. Like it was like I could do it at any time and I wasn't trying. It was against my will. It was so defiling and horrifying to the point where like I would weep and be like, "God, like I don't want to be one of the people that are in sorcery that don't inherit the kingdom of God." Like it was like witchcraft was choosing me and I wasn't choosing it. I wanted nothing to do with it. I would cry, I would weep, I would repent, I would fast, I would pray. And it was like it was possessive of me and wanted me because of these legal rights I didn't know I had. And so um yeah, my heart was just broken cuz I loved Jesus. And now I'm just like all these doors had opened and I'm just like heavily oppressed and I'm tormented in the night. Now I'm forming I'm having illness, sickness. I'm having narcolepsy. I'm having catyplexi which is like muscle issues. I'm having face paralysis. Um, I'm literally like falling, fainting. Um, when I'm going I'm going into seizures, like three seizures a night. When I'm going into these seizures, I'm going into visions of death. I'm being taken to demonic realms. And when I'm taken to these realms, I'm being tormented literally by demons. And it was horrific. And I realized that I was being like ritualized. And now all of a sudden, my dreams that are tormenting, now this is like a 2-year process. I'm in like year two of this. And it's just every night torment, sleep issues, exhaustion. My emotions are whack because I'm not sleeping at night. I have to quit all the jobs I had because I can't work. I'm falling asleep. I fell asleep while I was driving a car. Almost got into a wreck. Praise God I was fine.

But I mean like it really tried to destroy my life. Um, yeah, and I at this point I dreaded life. I literally wanted to die. Um, but I knew that death wasn't the answer. And I was also too scared. And I couldn't go to sleep though. Like I was like, maybe if I sleep I can escape it.

But then sleep was where all the trauma was.

Oh my.

And the very place that should have been safe became the most chaotic. And so I remember I couldn't fall asleep until around 6:00 a.m. hit and my family was awake in the living room. And even then when people were around me and I felt safe, um I was having such torment. I would have dreams of people stabbing me and ritual knives going through my hands. And now I'm having dreams where I'm like being sacrificed. I'm having sacrificial dreams. I'm seeing people cut my body open. I'm seeing people stab my eyes out. I'm having so many different things happening. And you weren't someone Were you like obsessed with gore and murder?

Oh, no, I could I can't watch blood. I will literally I I can't stand watching that stuff. And I even when I was in the world before Christ, I I never watch horror movies. I was always like very against it. So, this was very traumatizing because now I'm going through all this stuff. Um and it's a lot at once. Like there's a whole SW. It felt like I was in a web because it was like all these different things. I'm having witches that are coming after me just cuz. And then I'm having a church that I was just deceived under that honestly was being spiritually ritualized by.

And then now enter in to make it worse. There is now a voodoo high priestess that she specifically hoodoo that she was doing on me in Africa. She calls herself queen of Malawi. And now when all this stuff is happening, she enters the photo. So now I'm getting attacked in all these different angles. And you might be like, "What the heck? Why you? Like why is this happening?" And I was thinking the same thing.

And fast forward, I'm having many different dreams. I'm having sacrifice dreams. I'm having dreams of me at that church. I'm having um I'm having encounters where spirits are raping and molesting me, holding me down where I'm waking up with my hands behind my head. Like so traumatic. Um, I'm feel like I was watching myself from the back and I felt like I was what's it called? I feel like I didn't even feel real anymore. I felt my soul was so fragmented at this point. I didn't I literally felt like it felt like if you're in an abusive situation and but like it was by spirits though like I was being like spiritually abused and spiritually molested and spiritually um ritualized and people didn't understand how horrific it was and it came to the point where churches rejected me.

Churches thought I was ins

cuz they thought I was insane or it was over them. I would ask for help and I even had churches that would refuse and I had churches that would say they don't want it to come on them.

No.

Yeah. And I'm over here getting tormented. I don't want to live. I'm like to the point where and it was multiple. I had churches that would refuse. They would say we we don't know. We don't know what's happening. We can't help you. There's only so much we can do.

Churches don't

And then there was churches that were saying we don't want it to come on us. There were churches that were scared. And then there were also churches that um yeah they were just scared a lot of them or they were unequipped which it's you know it just happens. And so now I'm very isolated

and at this point a lot's going on at once.

My car gets stolen cuz now there's chaos. The the the queen of Maloi woman, she was sent on assignment. We ended up finding out she was sent on assignment by my aunt.

Oh

Your aunt in America? my aunt in Greece. I know cuz I have half Greek family and I was thinking why is all this happening at once? What is happening? Why? But it was confirmed by so many different people. And not only that, but I would see her astral project in my room.

Who?

The queen of Maloi, this woman. And she would come in my room and she would literally project and she would literally be cursing me and she'd be trying to touch my head. She'd be trying to touch my stomach in the middle of the night.

I reject that. And I reject that too. Yeah.

I would have dreams of her piercing my head, my shoulders, my feet, my stomach. I would have many dreams of voodoo going through my sto needles going through my stomach. But the craziest thing about it is that I would wake up with the pain in the dream. And it wasn't just an ache. It was like my I was freaking my family out. I was screaming, waking up screaming like I mean bloody murder. Like I was dying. I was like, "Oh my gosh." And it would feel like someone was stabbing me in my stomach for like 5 to 10 minutes and then it would go away. And these marks would start appearing all over my body. And it was I took photos of it because people wouldn't believe me. But even with photos, people were like, "That's bad marks. You're just you're you're insane. Like that's nothing." But these marks would appear after these encounters and it would feel like someone was clawing me from the inside. It would feel like someone was stabbing me. I even have a picture of it looked like a knife and then it looked like blood was splattered inside my hand. Like I would have uh these feelings where it would feel like a needle and a thread was going through my hand. I would have encounters where in the middle of the night I would feel someone put their hand on my stomach or my head and it would be like this strong like vibration going through my body.

I would hear them cursing me. I would have dreams of rituals. I had dreams of sacrifices. So at this point I'm like what is going on?

Yeah. It's just like it felt like the floodgates opened and the devil just like tried to do everything he could with that door.

You know what? I'm assuming it got worse after you started to wake up from the deception.

Yeah. Yeah. After I woke up from the deception, it it definitely got worse. And again, like I'm actively pursuing deliverance. I'm actively pursuing freedom. And at this point, I'm telling my family and I'm telling my friends and I'm like, I know something's wrong.

Yeah.

And they were just like kind of taunting me like, well, if something's really happening, but yet I'm being like, like I said, ritualized, abused. I'm going through like what feels like an abusive relationship by myself, but with spirits and with witches. And I'm no car cuz my chaos is going on. Every relationship starts to get broken. All my finances disappear. I feel like I'm going crazy, but I know I'm not because I know it's witchcraft that is attacking my mind.

Um,

and I also would feel a hand on my head a lot all the time. I would it would feel like someone was going like this on my head.

Did you begin to feel like your prayer God was not hearing you pray?

Oh yeah. Oh my gosh. All the time. And it was weird because like I would be in between because like some days my spirit was super strong and then I would just like get back in my in my like the human part the feels like there would one thing that it did teach me even at midst of torment one thing that it did teach me is uh perseverance.

The it's funny because what the devil tried to destroy me within God really what the devil tried to destroy my life in God destined me for.

Come on. So it's like even in the midst of this, it was never a waste. And I would get up at like I had

No other choice but to stay up from the hours of 11 to 6:00 and pray. I didn't have a choice. And then I would sleep during the day because I wasn't being tormented in the day. It was only in the night.

And so I had no other choice. But in that, the devil thought he was destroying me. But it was building my spirit. And so I start praying and praying and I have no other choice. It's like the devil tried to back me into a corner and I was like, "God, why is you why are you allowing this?" But he was like, "Because I'm calling you to soar higher. Let it push you to make you stronger. Let it push you to grow stronger. Let it push you to the point where you say enough is enough." And that's what it did.

And I got to the point where I would get up and I would have my flag in my room and I would be there'd be some nights where I'm weeping to God. And then there's some nights where I would start getting attacked. I'd get up and I just start I tread on every snake and scorpion and over all the power of the enemy and I just was praying praying and then I'd go back to sleep and I'd be tormented. I just get back up again. "No, no evil shall befall me. I will not fear any terror at night. Any air that flies by day, any pestle in the stalks of darkness, any disaster that lays waste a new day. For a thousand will fall at my side, 10,000 at my right. But you will not come near me and I will only watch the recompense of the wicked."

And so it started to build something in me. It's like the devil thought but he was doing something. God used it for his good. And now I'm going to see people of that caliber free because in the places of rejection, in the places churches rejected me because the level and depth of oppression, it built and cultivated a compassion in me to say, I want to see people of the darkest caliber free. Because if churches don't know how to free them, who's going to know? Who's going to set people that are satanically ritually abused free? Who are going to set the people in the psych wards free? Who are going to set the people from governmental mind control free? MK Ultra. Who's going to set those people free? Who's going to set people free that come out of a heavy deception, heavy torment?

And so this compassion started to stir me of like, God, use me in the areas that other people are unwilling. If other people are unwilling to go, those people, send me. Send me to the dark. Send me to the witches. Send me to the warlocks. So now my heart started to burn and now I start to pray for Queen of Maloi. So now I'm praying, God, if she's going to come [clears throat] and attack me. I pray you would turn it on her head and make her the most wild evangelist and that Africa would be changed. And something started to shift when I prayed that. It's a dangerous prayer, but I started to pray that.

No, I wanted to just wait stop you right there because you're powerful. You are so anointed. But you said God wanted to do something in you with this. You said the dark the depth of darkness because what you were pray go back to your original prayer. You said God I want to go deeper in you. The route that he took you was not what you would have recommended. And yes the enemy you were caught up in deception. But the way God plays chess in this thing, the way God will engineer something for his glory, the depths of darkness that you endure, first of all, I'm sure you wouldn't wish it on your worst enemy. But there are people that are enduring and have endured that level. You saying that is the level of endurance that he put inside you. That is the level. Oh my gosh. Because that level of passion or compassion doesn't come with this. It doesn't come by just, you know, uh, hearing about it.

God allowed you to experience it as long as you did because your eyes are now are are fueled by his compassion. When you see those people, you don't you don't you don't even have the capacity to reject them like those churches rejected you because now you know you can. Jesus.

And so for everyone that might say, "Yeah, I get it. That's all cute. That's sweet. But what I went through was so deep, was so horrific." Would you allow God to to to be the master engineer in your life? To allow the depths of darkness that you endure to expose the brightness of his glory. Cuz now the levels of freedom that people are going to experience, it matches the depths of those darkness.

Man, that type of freedom. And now I mean before in your situation you wouldn't even have thought twice to pray for a witch that was attacking you. God had to do something in your heart and your mind because even you know what it means to be deceived. Now God has given you the level of spirit to want to pray for someone that's not just attacking you. What's even worse about her is that she's deceived. She thinks that she's doing something right. She thinks she's serving the right master, but she's deceived. Because you know deception and God delivered you from it. You are now an ambassador for freedom.

Jesus. Oh my gosh. Preach. Oh my gosh. Beautiful. Oh my gosh. This is speaking to me. Oh my goodness. That's so powerful. And it's making me look at this podcast so much differently. I'm like, God, like for real, like some of this stuff is not fair. [laughter] It's not. Yeah. But Christ on the cross, it's not fair. Mhm. And the Lord is literally allowing you to share in sufferings because my friend says it like this and I'll never forget it. He said when Jesus wanted to feed the people, he took the fish and five loaves. He took the loaves and he broke it and he broke it into many pieces. The scripture says it was broken into many pieces. And then he looked at that and he said, "Ma'am, there are certain people that get broken and there are other people that get broken again and again and again." And he said, "The the amount of times or the intensity of your brokenness is is parallel to the amount of people that you have to feed or to the the depth of the people that you have to feed. So like you got to feed deep. You got to go far. You got to help many. And so your brokenness is just parallel to that. And so we should say, Lord, the fact that you were like, man, why did these witches choose me? No, rephrase that. Lord, how did you how did you decide to use me like this to show forth your glory like this? You broke me so much that there's nothing left of me because you want your glory to be that much more seen in my life.

That's crazy powerful. God broke you down to nothing. Nothing. I had to get to the point where I actually like, you know, the word is alive, right? But like I had to get to the point where it was like it really was like my breath. Like I was surviving off of the word. Like I could not live without it. It was like a second was too much to go without God. I realized through what I went through, I was like, I can't afford to go to bed without like sitting with you, God. I can't even sleep without you. I don't even have the ability to wake up and live and have purpose without you. I don't even have the ability to rest without you. Like it really showed me like I can do absolutely nothing. Even everyday life, I cannot function. I cannot even be in my same mind without Christ. I need Christ in every single place of my life. And it, like you said, it broke me, but it also showed me too like the compassion for the witches because so many people look at that and they're like, yeah, there's a time to rebuke what they're doing and everything, but like they'll just, you know, discard them. And I'm like, well, actually, they're so gifted that the devil has tried to take them to the dark side. Because most people that are actually, if you think about it, not all, but a lot of people that are in psych wards actually have a gift to see, but they're being tormented or it's perverted or they're being traumatized by it and they feel like they're crazy. Not all, but there is a lot of people like that that have spiritual encounters or there's people that are in the occult and there's people that they're prophets. They're prophetic, but the the devil's like taking them into the counterfeit. And so it's like in order to see how Christ sees, I have to look at a witch and not say not define them by what they are now. Because when I look at a witch, I'm like, "You're not a witch. No, you're a prophet underneath that." And God wants to bring you into your destiny. Cuz it's like even when I'm on the streets evangelizing people, there's war. So I've been on Hollywood Boulevard and ministered to warlocks, but I don't sit there and just start rebuking them. I ask them, "What got you into that?" I get to the part of it and then they start opening up and they're like, "Oh, my dad rejected me when I was younger, so now I have a hatred towards men. So now I do black magic." Because it's all deeper than that. You got to reach the the the heart, you know, the key into their heart. And then when you minister into the key of their heart and you don't just rebuke them, but you call destiny inside, you call it destiny inside of them, then they they realize, whoa, what am I doing? And they turn and they repent and they're like, they're so much better in Christ. What am I doing? And I always tell them, I'm like, dude, the encounters in Christ are much better than your counterfeit encounters in new age, in the occult. They're 20 times better with Jesus. I was like, all the things you desire are in Jesus all the places. And I was like, and also, you have to keep sacrificing to your demons to please him. But Jesus already laid down the sacrifice. Just receive his love. Just come into sonship. And more than anything, too, people that come out of the occult understand the revelation of the blood better than some Christians. So then I've seen so many occultists when they come to Christ, they have this such deep appreciation for the blood of Jesus because they're used to doing blood and sacrifices and having to keep laying down. And so to them, it hits them in a deeper way because every person I've seen come out of the cult, they're on fire. I don't know what it is, but it's like the altar they built in witchcraft, they built it in prayer. They built it in the secret place. They built it with God. And so it's just like if anything, like people don't understand if you if you get the witch, like there's a revival happening in in in that in the witches. I'm like, Lord, cuz when the witches come out, oh my gosh, and he starts removing the defilement of their voice that they were in and they start coming into the pure prophetic and they start walking in their destiny and they start walking in sonship and authority. Oh my gosh, they're going to be crazy for God because new agers and all these people, they're called truth seekers. They just want the truth. They're willing and hungry. Witches will fast more than some Christians will. And so it's like these people are hungry. They're just deceived. They have the character. They have the endurance. They have the hunger for it. They're ready vessels. They just are deceived. So when you bring them into truth, they're on fire.

Come on. You It's like they have to tap. You want to help I want to help them tap in because like you said, I was deceived too. And so I know kind of went on to rap. He had to try to grab them because they're too big of a threat. You were too big of a threat in truth. M He had to keep you blind because in truth you are a problem. Jesus. Come on. And that's a crazy thing too is we found out by the spirit which I I'll tell you later. There was so much like I was having dreams. I was also having people at church come up to me and saying there's a woman doing voodoo on you. There's people praying for me. They'd randomly be like can I pray for you? And then they pray for me at church and they'd be like I cancel all voodoo dolls. Like and I wouldn't even tell them. So there's like there was so much confirmation. There's dreams. There's visions. There's random people coming up to me warning me um seeing her astral project. And then fast forward when I had my deliverance also the the guy that did deliverance is a very strong seer and he was seeing the city she was in, the curses and vexes she put on me, where it came from, what her name was. So it was crazy. And so one of the things was there were two um it was two vexes I believe that were put on me. And one was consistent chaos in my life, which is exactly what happened. And the second was spiritual blindness so that I never walk in my gift.

Yeah. Yeah. And so um and we found out she was like currently living in Africa. And I'm just it was crazy cuz you know I'm asking all the same questions people are asking. I'm like why me? Why? Where are they coming from? Did they find me on Facebook? I'm like I don't understand. But now I realize why? Because those are the people I want to see revival in. Those are the people I want to touch. Those are the people I want to see come to the kingdom. And so

What makes you not angry to want to see them die? Like why don't you just want revenge? Yeah. Well, for a while I did. For a while I was like, you know, I was like angry and I was like, God, like, do you hear me? Why are you why why are they able to do this on me if your wings cover me? I I had so many questions. I didn't understand why there wasn't why I didn't feel protected at sometimes and all these things. But

Um sorry, my mind blanked out. Wait, what did you like? Why don't you want revenge on the people? Oh, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I think when I know the love of God and the mercy that he had on me when I was deceived, I can have it for other people. And so I realized like if I was deceived, I was deceived a good bit. But if someone's a full-blown ritualistic like blood witch, you know, high priest, I'm like my thought is how broken do they have to be to feel okay with hurting someone like that or pursuing someone like that. And so it started to shift my mind because when you see them like a daughter and a son, when you see them as someone that God created, you're like, if anything, you want to weep for them because you're like, "Oh my gosh, like number one, your eternity like is on the line, but number two, it's like dude, like I understand what it's like to be deceived and the shame and the guilt that comes from it and how right you feel when you're in it, but like man, also the unhealedness being unhealed." And my heart just started to break because it's an untapped place. So many people are scared to minister to people like that. But in reality, they're some of the most open people. They understand the spiritual realm. They understand covenants. They understand all this stuff. They've had spiritual encounters. They're not scared of angels, demons, cuz they they know it's real. The thing is, they just need to know it's Jesus, you know? But so many people on the street when they evangelize, they're like, "Oh, evangelize to this person, but that warlock, oh no, no, no, no, no." And they get scared. I'm like, that person's probably crying out for an answer.

Wow. But then they're so that they're intimidated by their witch, their level of witchcraft. And it's like, you carry the kingdom of God inside of you. Come on. Like the the the king of all kings, the one that created them. Yes. Come on. Their maker. Come on. You carry their maker. Why are you scared of them? Come on. And so, if anything, you know, it says in the Bible, like a fool says in his heart, there is no God. Yes. And so everyone has a desire like it was set uh what is it? I think it's in Ecclesiastes where it talks about eternity was set in our heart. I I believe that I might be getting that wrong. It talks about eternity was set in our heart. And so like we all have a desire for something deeper. Again, like I said, it's just they're deceived. And so

So how did you get like completely free? Like how did you get completely free? And now you're on a totally different page. Um, and then I got to ask, are there still residual attacks? That's what I got to ask. So, if you can, how'd you get free? And like, yeah, I'm sure the enemy is mad. So,

Yeah. No, that's a good question. And so, it was a process because when I started getting attacked now for like now there's a three-year. So, it was a whole three-year process, all that torment. So, now there's doors that are freshly opening as I'm trying to get free because now there's trauma. Now there's um yeah, there's a lot of trauma, there's church hurt, there's bitterness, and there's even a form of resistance towards God because now I'm even though I'm declaring and decreeing, the human part of me is still so hurt. And I'm like, God, like, do you hear me? There's still parts of me that are wandering, you know? There's still parts of me that are like, are you protecting me? Why would you watch the spirits rape me? Why would you watch them do this? So there started to be a numbness towards the things of the spirit without even realizing it. And it was so hidden because I would still declare and decree and believe it. But really deep down there was a lot of trauma. There was a lot of pain because um at this point too there was so much going on at once. But to make it short, even in the dreams of like sacrifices, I started to have these dreams around year three where now I'm having dreams where it's like I'm having the trauma of a cult member. It's like I was enduring someone else's trauma and I would have these experiences where I don't believe they were just dreams. I was taken in the spirit places, whether it was the woods, whether it was a house, or I would have these dreams where they were so real, where I would be running in the woods and there would be these grown men that I knew were cult leaders and they would be like chasing after me and they would be whipping me and abusing me. And it was like I was living satanic ritual abuse, but yet I never went through that.

And so so much trauma was happening at this point. I'm having a witch that was sent by my aunt. I'm having deception in a church that's ritualizing me. I'm having church hurt. I'm having no one understand. I'm having my family, my friends, uh, betray me, leave me, thinking I'm insane. I'm having, uh, I used to be very close with a lot of ministries and min uh, ministries and missionaries, and all of a sudden, they all start rejecting me. They think I'm crazy. I'm stuck in my mom's house in Louisiana. No car, no community, no friends. I'm just stuck in this torment in my sister's my little sister's old room by myself. Wow. It was terrible. And I couldn't escape it through death and I couldn't escape it through sleep. So sometimes I just sit there and I just felt frozen for days. And then also I'm enduring sickness and illness. But where I'm going with this is the dream now. I'm also trying to ask God, am I going through satanic ritual abuse? Am I being ritualized by this church? Is this something in my family line? I'm trying to figure out what's going on because now these dreams are on year three. It's now getting cultish.

So now I'm having dreams of books like um what's it called? Like hidden wisdom books like Freemasonry books, satanic books. I'm seeing um like cult leaders in my dreams like laying hands on me. I'm seeing like I don't want to be too detailed. I'm seeing like children sacrifice so detailed that when I would wake up I would literally I would want to start throwing up and I couldn't even talk to anyone for like 3 days because it was so traumatic what I was enduring in my sleep. Um and no one understood it. Like I would tell people and they'd be like, "Oh, I'm so sorry you're going through that." And I'm like I'm going through hell. I'm literally living in a realm of hell. That's how it felt. It was terrifying. And so going to the deliverance story, I had to share that because that that's a big part of it, too. And so then, um, I'm scrolling on TikTok one day and I find this guy named Phoenix. And if you've ever seen him, like his his kind of like anointing is going against principalities. Like he has a very strong seer gift and the Lord has sent him on these adventures against principalities of like different nations and everything. And it's really powerful. And he was the only guy that I had ever heard that was going through stuff that I went through. Like he went through like abductee stuff and like uh ritual stuff and like torment for years. He said more nights than sleeping. He was tormented his life. And I was like, "Wow, that's the first person that understands me."

So um I end up getting on a call with him and it's like a three-hour long call and he's like praying and he's asking the Holy Spirit, "Holy Spirit, what's happening in our life? Cuz I'm confused. I'm all this stuff is happening." And that's when we find out and confirm, okay, there's a witch that's putting these vexes on you, sent by your aunt. Um, we see where she is, the city she's in, that she calls herself queen of Malawi, that she's a high priest, that she's African. All of it's just getting exposed. We see um that up my dad's line, 60 generations, that there was a man that was on fire cuz all my dad's side isn't believers yet. Amen. And so up 60 generations, he was an onfire man and he was going against covens. Kind of like how I'm doing. He had a passion like me and they cursed him. And he said that the the only curse that it fell on after him was me after 60 generations cuz I'm the first to go after people in the occult again. Like that mandate, that mission.

Wow. And so all this stuff and then he sees a demonic blessing that's on my spiritual eyes placed by that woman at that church. So I was my although there was a prophetic gift, it was being tainted by that church. It was being perverted. That's why I was being so tormented and only seeing tormenting things, feeling like I was going insane, paranoid, fear. Uh there'd be times, sorry, I know I'm going all over the place. You're not. There would be times where I literally felt like I was losing my mind. Like I and there was like hypnosis involved in mind control. And that was another thing that I got delivered from was a spiritual device of mind control that was placed into my spirit. It was a against you or for you to use on people? It it was against me. So, there would be times, this is around year three, when everything's really intensified and I would be sitting in my room and it would feel like, you know, in a movie like where they turn a robot off and they'd like fall. It would be like that. It was like I would just be sitting there and I'd be like and I just fall out and then I would be it was like something was controlling my head. And because I could see in the spirit although it was demonic, I would see literally I would text my friends this. I'm like, "What is this?" It looked like a black bionic eye and it had this red light and it would fly right in front of my forehead. Then I would just like and I would see this grid. It would surround me. This grid surround me and there would be four spirits that would walk out of the four corners of my room. It looked like portals. Like it would be an orange grid. They would walk out and they would come and then this thing would come and I would just I would fall out and I would wake up confused. I would wake up not knowing how long I was out. My memory felt wiped. I felt like I was being used. Like I would wake up feeling like either someone raped me or that I was used for evil. Like it was like they were using me as a vessel. And I would also feel um I would also um have these encounters where I would like look at my wall and I wouldn't remember what house I'm in or city I'm in for like 5 minutes. It was like my memory was wiped completely. Like I would sit there and I would just be like like as if I had dementia. Like I was like where where am I? But it would be weird because I would be hearing like it it was just crazy. M There was an attack on my head. And so fast forward going all the way around. That was another thing that I had got delivered from is they saw fire on my head. It was an attack of insanity. And there was um a spirit that they had seen, another friend had seen where um it was a spirit standing by me and it had this like sign by it in the spirit and it said my assignment is to make her go insane. So there was an attack on my mind. There was an attack on my gifts. There was attack on my destiny, on my purpose. There was an attack to make me resent and hate God, which he failed at, you know, and so I'm going through this deliverance session and it's very different because I wasn't like manifesting or anything. It was just like it was very powerful because he was just going in the spirit to the courts of heaven and he was saying that like he would see all these spirits on trial and they were all getting arrested and more than anyone that ever prayed for me that night ever since I just boom all night terror all this stuff everything just started leaving the vexes the hex's the witchcraft cuz sorry I'm all over the place that's good. I would see so much like I would see black cages around me and it would be like black lightning it would be witchcraft all over over me. I would see these gigantic like 10 foot spiders, you know, witchcraft crawling all over me. I would feel like snakes and spiders and were crawling all over my legs and all on me and on my head and in my eyes and it was just so tormenting. Um and then um sorry I'm all over the place. I'm I'm trying to make sure I get to the deliverance point. That's that's fine. Take your time. But when I get to um Yeah. So all this stuff is happening and when I get to the moment of deliverance and all these spirits are being arrested, the hex's of exes, the witchcraft, the enchantments, the spells. We also see the that's the time where we see my the friend that was spelling me through shaking of hands. Um we see I'm trying to think of what oh I got delivered from the principality of nightmares which I didn't even know existed. Yeah. And distortion of dreams which came from that church. The distortion of dreams. Whoa. Yeah. And so um which made sense cuz I would have people sleep over like my friends would sleep over and they would have so much fear because of Yeah. Because of the spirits that were oppressing me at the time and they would say they would wake up and be like I didn't even feel fear. They were like, "I felt like horror." And it was that it was a principality of nightmares cuz that's what I felt. It It felt much deeper than just small little fear. It was like paralyzing, you know. And um so yeah, so I get delivered of all this stuff um of a spiritual device that was implanted into my um into to attack my mind and it was implanted into my spirit, which there's a lot of stuff I don't even understand about that, but I knew it was real cuz I had seen it and felt it. Um end up finding out the ritualizing stuff and then start getting a lot of inner healing from that. like Jesus starts to encounter me with his love and his power and healing those places, you know, cuz when you're being raped by spirits for like 3 years straight and you're being ritualized, you don't want anyone to touch you. Like it messes with your intimacy with God and with people. Really. I remember people would want to pray for me and I'm like, I don't even want you to touch me. I don't even feel safe because, you know, how traumatic what I was going through was. But God started to heal that with his love and his power and his safety. So I go through this deliverance session, all of it gets delivered. I feel this peace and then we fill myself with light like light and filling me uh his presence, his holy spirit, right? Um and he just starts seeing and prophesying over me like you have a very powerful anointing on your dreams. And he was like God's going to use you to deliver people and see people delivered when you sleep. And he was like, "This is why you were attacked so heavily in your dreams because that is your number one anointing God has on you." And ever since I was young, I would have like five dreams a night. A lot of dreams. And so I could see why the devil tried to attack my dreams. Because a lot of times the very places of pain are the very places of your purpose. The very places of struggle are really where God is calling you to. Is where God destined you to. And so um it's it's an indication to your destiny, you know. And so I get delivered of all this stuff. That night I sleep amazing for the first time in 3 years. I don't get attacked. I don't see spirits. I don't have traumatic dreams.

And I'm sleeping. And I start all of a sudden as the weeks pass, I'm having dreams from God again. I'm hearing clear. I'm not having memory loss or wiping. I'm um like seeing purely. I'm having heavenly encounters now.

What? Yes. So everything just starts to get restored. Like it was just like a river flew over uh flushed over me. And I remember like I would just keep weeping and weeping because I'd wake up and like even if I was in the shower or I was like in the bathroom or I was just like walking downstairs, I would just start crying because I was like I was like, "Oh my gosh." Like I was delivered from hell. Like I was literally delivered. Like the gratefulness of freedom, the gratefulness of being healed, the gratefulness of what he took me out of. And a lot of people will make fun of the way I praise God, but I'm like, if they just understood

I never seen it. I hope I see it soon. Yeah. No. Yeah. I'm like, if they understood what God put me out of, they would understand the way I praise. Like, they would understand why I don't care if I look crazy because I had nothing to live for. He's all I live for now. I I'm I've died to myself. I only have one goal and that's the mission of heaven. That's salvation. And that's what he wants because he really did bring me to emptiness. And so

Let me ask you this before we move forward. What was the difference? You prayed so much. You were delivering. People were praying for you. Why was this instant instance different? What was it? What was the catalyst? What was the words he said? Cuz some people were just like, "Well, I need that script." So

What do you think was different about that? Yeah. No, that's a good question because I was wondering the same thing. I'm like, "God, I've been praying and fasting and declaring and for three years, you know, and people praying for me and interceding and even Phoenix, he had prayed a couple times before that and it was just like at first it wasn't working, but the third time everything shifted. It was crazy." And so there was like moments of freedom, but then it would come back. And then on the third time when he prayed for me, that's when I had full freedom. And I'll share more about that, but he I asked him and I said, "Well, what are the open doors that are not allowing me to maintain freedom?" And there were a couple. Number one was self-hatred. A deep self-hatred and unforgiveness. I wasn't I didn't realize I didn't know how to receive God's forgiveness. So the shame from deception, the guilt from deception was keeping me in the past, was keeping me in that torment and was an open door. The shame, guilt, condemnation, deep self-hatred, not forgiving myself or accepting God's forgiveness um was an open door. The trauma. So, I had to really work with the Lord for inner healing and get into his word and let his presence and his glory restore me and refresh me and let him be father again. Let him be protector. Um really believing truth and breaking off the numbness, giving me a heart of flesh where there was a heart of stone restoring me and letting rivers of living water refresh over me and heal me and everything. Um and so I would say it was trauma and then it was that that whole self-hatred thing cuz I had already come out of that deception. But those doors were keeping me in where I couldn't maintain it. And so when I asked him that, um, he had me get my phone and he was like, "Put put your camera on you." And then he's like, "Look at yourself and say, I receive the forgiveness of God." And it was and so I'm looking at myself and it was like hard. I'm just like, I forgive you. Like I forgive myself. I forgive myself because I forgave everyone else even for the deception. I could forgive witches that were trying to kill me, but I couldn't forgive myself for the deception I let myself in. And so, um, yeah, it was very deep.

That's So, do you hear that? What are those open doors? Self-hatred, lack of forgiveness of oneself. We just talked about that yesterday. Oh my goodness. I when the one time the Lord like checked me and I said this before like it is insulting to Jesus Christ when we as his children carry the weight of condemnation. He says how dare you carry what I died on the cross and shed my blood for. How dare you? Like what it was like an angry what are you doing wearing shame and guilt? That does not take that off. That is not that does not belong to my children. Like imagine Christ shed his precious blood and we still are trying to look for what you on the cross again. Give me that. Let me hold on to that. The Lord says that does not belong to you. And any voice that compels you to carry that does not come from Jesus Christ. Even if you think it comes from yourself, it is fueled by the enemy to keep you bound in a cycle that keeps you distant from the Lord and creates some level of separation because as long as you don't really truly receive his forgiveness, you don't receive his love. And then intimacy is at a halt because now like he's not really father. Like you said, I had to learn to receive him as father.

And all this time he's knocking on the door. He's trying to give you and be father. But until you receive him as father, he's not father for you. And that is wow game-changing. So keep going. I'm sorry. No, that was so good. I'm receiving right now. Yeah, we both receive [laughter] from each other. Yeah. Yeah. That's that's exactly what it felt like. It felt like I had to go back to square one and uh cuz you know like I had come out of missions. I had come out seeing that. And I think too like God was like really gentle with me as a father in this time and just being like Alexi like I forgive you. Because too when I was in that deception there was a spiritual pride and there was a legalism because legalism doesn't mean you just don't believe. You can be spiritual and legalistic. You can be operating in spiritual things and be just as legalistic as someone that doesn't believe in spiritual things and that's what I was. I also got delivered from spiritual pride. [laughter] So yeah, there was a there was literally like a very strong spiritual pride that was over me. I had to repent everything and just so much work with the Lord. But I just and he was just like rest Alexi like learn to be a daughter not not a minister. Learn to be a daughter and not earn it by what you do or this or that. Like I forgive you. So it was a journey and I just had to sit with him, journal with him, you know, make time with him, a lot of walks at the park, you know, a lot of moments in my car before it got stolen, you know, just like all this stuff or yeah, after it got stolen before friends cars, wherever I could find a place was just I just had to keep coming with the Lord. And I realized that like the biggest breakthrough was when I was just really vulnerable with God. Like when I wasn't trying to like put on a facade and I was just like, "God, I'm tired. I'm exhausted. Help me. I don't understand, but I want to understand. And I'm here and I'm listening. And in those places, like he met me. And um I'm still in a progression, but the the narcolepsy, the cataplexy, the illness, the sickness, the migraines that were putting me in the ER, the witchcraft attacks, the demonic sight, the the sleep paralysis, the torment, the spiritual rape, all that left. All of it. All of it. Yeah. You you end I seen on Instagram you were in the hospital a lot, right?

Yeah. Because of migraines. Such heavy migraines I couldn't stand up. It was it felt like someone was literally piercing my head. And that's another thing we saw when he did see in the spirit. It was like a spirit. It was sent by witchcraft and it was like a spider and it was sitting on my head and it was piercing me with its legs. That's what was happening when I was having those migraines. But in the spirit it was something sent by witchcraft that was affecting my head. Um and so yeah, so God um restores me and refreshes me and encounters me with his love and you know the devil like you said tried to make me numb and tried to make me be so terrorized by sin to forfeit it and get scared of it. But God had to really restore me where he was like no you don't have to be scared because you know when I was going through the torment and I would be astral projected unwillingly I would try to sit with God and like sit down like this and just try to rest in his presence and then I would be ripped out of my body. So intimacy became scary for me. I I started dreading my secret place with God because it didn't feel safe anymore. It felt like I was being hijacked even in my own body, even in my own secret place. Even in prayer, I was so deceived thinking, am I praying demonic tongues? Is that why it's so am I being cursed? Am I cursing myself? Is that why it's getting worse? So the assignment to make me stop praying, the assignment to make me not intimate with God, the assignment to make me not in community, you know, but God restored everything. And so fast forward, things start shifting like it was like, you know, if something's clogged in a drain and then it lets go and it's just like rivers. That's what it felt like. It felt like all the prayers for 3 years, all the weeping, it felt like boom, doors of favor, clarity, vision for my life, vision in general. um seeing finally pure, feeling safe to sit with God, feeling safe to sit in silence, feeling safe to go to sleep, feeling safe to go to sleep alone, sleeping throughout the night without waking up. And if I do wake up, because you see the devil, even though I kicked, you know, he got kicked out and the door's locked now and the door's shut, he's still going to try to come and knock, right? And try to intimidate or be like, "You're not free." But I had to really this time I was like, "No, I will stand on it. I am free and you're not coming back." you know, and so when he would try to come back, I remember um one of the things Phoenix told me that the Lord had told him is um for me to start praying, God, make me aware in my dreams, make my spirit super strong in my dreams that I would see the recompense of the wicked. So, I started to pray that. And then um that week after I got delivered, I had a dream where a door opened and these two demons came in the room and I became aware of my dream cuz I've been praying it. And I grabbed this huge sword, like heavenly sword, and I went like this and I slayed them. And I woke up and there was no fear. It was like I had to face fear in the face to be fearless.

And it was like I had to overcome. I just I had to overcome to become who I am right now, you know? And it's funny because I would pray these dangerous prayers but didn't realize God would take me through that. Like I prayed before all this happened, I would pray, "God, make me fearless." I would always pray, "God, make me the most fearless person. Let me be scared of nothing." And then he brings me through every form of fear and paranoia and insanity to literally be like, I had to face it in the face and realize like Jesus is much greater. Like demons shudder at the name of Jesus that he carries all dominion, power, authority over every principality and every name that is to be named in the past, present, future. That he has given me the authority to tread on snakes, scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy. and it shall by no means harm me. That it it that he will contend with those that contend against me and fight against those that fight against me. That he will do a good thing to me and put my enemies to shame. Like I'm telling you, when I went through it, the word became written on my heart.

Come on. Because like you said, it was not something I learned in a Sunday service. It was something I lived. And I finally understood David when he wrote the Psalms. Now I understood where he would weep and he'd be like, "Lord, deliver me from bloodshed, men of bloodshed." And then the next verse, two verses down, he's like, "God, you're so good. You're my protector." I literally lived that. I lived I would pray, "God, save me from these pursuers, but you're good and I know you're my protector." It's like, I understood the word in a different way.

It became alive to me. It became real to me. And so God crushed me, but produced oil out of me. I had to go through it to overcome it so that not only can I be delivered from it, but I can deliver other people from it.

And so it was just although I went through that and I don't wish that on anyone, I'm thankful cuz I know that God is a God that doesn't waste anything, but he turns beauty to ashes and he can shift anything in a sudden. And that's the thing about God is people look at my situation and they're like, "But you were tormented for 3 years. How did you change it?" I was like, "Cuz God can do it in a sudden. He can do it right now. If you want to be delivered now, he can do it right now. You don't have to wait. You don't have to keep waiting." Like God can shift anything.

And literally when I tell you the doors of favor started opening up, I'm telling you, people started handing me money. I was so broke. I was so broke. I was literally living with nothing. Like not even able to eat some days. And literally I would go to like different states and like people come up to me and be like, "God told me to give you this money." And they just like hand me $80 cash. I'd have people randomly sending me like $300. They're just like, "God told me I'm supposed to send this to you." Like everything. It was just like doors of favor. And then like jobs started opening up. I'm no longer sick. And then it's like even if the enemy tried to come, like I didn't have a paralyzing fear anymore. It was just kind of like the laughter of he who sits in heaven and laughs. It was just like, "What?" Like I would even look and be like, "You're stupid." And then I fall back asleep. I'm like, "I'm not even going to give you the time."

And I think it was Smith Wigglesworth who was like a revivalist in general in the faith where I think it was like Satan appeared to him and he was like, "Oh, it's you." And I always wanted to be like that. Yeah. And I feel like God started to produce that in me of like, if I see him, I'm just like, "Oh, it's you." You know, like I've encountered Jesus. Like he created you. Like, you know, you're nothing to him. And so, but I had to go through that to get to the place I am. And I say that because I want people to be encouraged that it doesn't matter how stuck they feel in their situation. Like, in a sudden, God can shift you. You can be in paralyzing fear now, torment now. But God can deliver you and make you a powerful deliverer for people. He can use what the enemy tried to destroy your life with and cause it to be your destiny. And it could all shift so fast.

And I'm talking community started to open up. Um, living here started to open up, friends, family members, like I mean restoration, it was just back to back to back to back to back. And then I recently I prayed for someone on um, I shared my testimony on this like Hispanic church's live and that night a woman um shared a testimony that she had a dream of me doing deliverance on her and she said she woke up and felt different. And it was crazy because they had said that was a prophecy over my life is that you were going to see people delivered even when you're sleeping. Like not only have dreams about it, but like people would testify to like having like in the very places the devil tried to oppress me in my sleep. When people sleep, I'm like, "God, when people sleep, may they get delivered. If I was oppressed so much in my sleep, turn it back on the head of the enemy and let them be delivered even in sleep." Let your angels go and deliver them. Jesus, deliver them when they're sleeping, you know. And so, it's not me, but it's Jesus. But I'm just very thankful and I'm shocked. And some days I'm like, "God, why me? Why would you even choose me? Like, am I even ready?" But I just know that it's not me. And that in my weakness, his power is made perfect. And that I had to come to the end of myself, which I'm so glad because now I can let God's power be made perfect in me, which is the most powerful thing you can do because I can't do anything, but Jesus can do everything.

And I just believe I just feel this. I feel the presence of the Lord here. Like there's a reason why you're here. And one of the reasons why you're here is what you experienced with uh brother of Phoenix. And as he prayed, we're going to experience that now at the end of this uh program. Like there are people like that migraine thing, the sleep issues, the tormenting. There are people that are going to be watching this and they're going to say, "This is me. I've been praying. I've been looking. I've been searching." Like the woman with the issue of blood, she waited 12 years and she saw nothing. But today, just the hem of his garment, God is going to use the foolish things, the small things, the insignificant things, and God is going to do you. Jesus. Yes. So just I just you know I just pray that God gives you the the utterance. Even if it's just a short prayer but for those that are watching that are experiencing what they think is life-crippling issues that they went to the big, the heavy, the great, they're going to experience today through you and even some even while they sleep. So I'm just opening the floor that God does it. If the Lord gives you any word, whatever it is, the floor is open. The floor is open.

Yeah. I would say I want I definitely want to pray and I love that you like open the floor to that and before like I pray I would just encourage you that if you're going through a situation where you feel like it feels impossible, where you feel stuck, where you feel like you were just like in the pit of the pit, the bottom of the pit, underneath the pit, God wants you to know that he could set you free. That not only can he and he has the ability, but he wants to. And the lie that says that you, that God doesn't want to free you is a lie from the pit of hell. The lie that says God can't free you is a lie from the pit of hell because there's nothing you have to prove or strive or earn or um, you don't have to prove yourself to God to be delivered. He delivers you because his blood is powerful and his blood can overcome and that he can deliver you, that he can free you, that he can heal you, that he can shift your life, and that what the devil tried to destroy you with, he lost. Because you're alive today and you're watching this live, which means you still have a purpose, which means that you still have a destiny, which means God's not done with you. And what God started, God will finish. He will not just abandon you. He will not just leave you to um, be forsaken, to be used by the devil. No, he will rescue you and he will make a testimony out of the tests that you went through. He will use everything. Everything. For nothing is a waste in the kingdom of God. Even in the areas of torment, even the areas of trauma, it will be used to see other people free. It will be used to see people healed. It will be used to see people encounter him in a greater way. And so I just want to encourage you that if that's you, that not only can God deliver you and he will deliver you, but you're going to come out and you're going to come out stronger. You're going to come out greater. You're going to come out with power. Even like Jesus was in the wilderness led by the spirit but came out with power. You're going to come out of this wilderness season with power. Because you see, God is a God that can make rivers where there was dry land. He's a God that can do anything. For with man it was impossible. With God all things are possible. And maybe God's bringing you to the end of yourself where you know that maybe you're at the point where you're like, I can't even find a minister at church. Well, maybe you just need to seek Jesus. Maybe you need to get in your room and say, "Jesus, I will not leave until you encounter me because I realize that Jesus, it's only you that can free me."

And so God's getting you to a point. God's getting you to a point where he's not trying to destroy you. It's not trying to. The stuff that he's bringing you through was not to destroy you. It was to mold you. It was to make you. It was to create you. It was to break and activate something that was always inside of you for the kingdom of God. And you're, and he shall do great things through you. And every lie that says that you won't is a lie from the pit of hell. Every lie of insufficiency of uh, not being enough, of being worthless, of being purposeless is a lie from the enemy. And God is more powerful than any demon, than any witch, than any warlock, than any blood sacrifice. It doesn't matter if your whole generation is a generation of witches, a covenant of witches. Jesus Christ can set you free. He is the name above every other name. The Great I Am, the one who was and is to come. The Lion of the tribe of Judah. And with his roar, he breaks chains. For he strips the force bear with his voice. He is the great deliverer. He is the great counselor. He is the healer, the mender of your soul, the lighthouse, the shield, the refuge, the lifter of your head. And he shall lift your head above your many enemies in Jesus name. And they shall by no means harm you, but he will do a great thing to you. And put your enemies to shame. For do not fear, do not envy evildoers, for they're just like a chaff in the wind. And the angels of the Lord shall run out your enemies like a chaff in the wind. And make their ways dark and slippery. For they shall fall in the nets and snares and the pits that they had set up for you. Cuz today God's freeing you. Today God's delivering you. Today God's bringing you out of that pit and bringing you into the kingdom of light in the kingdom of darkness. And and and it's getting to the point where you need to say enough is enough. He isn't. He's allowing the devil. How do I word this? You might be like, "Why is the devil backing me into the corner?" But it's only because God knows that it's bringing you to a place that pushes you where you will soar higher into what you're called to do. Yes. It's pushing you that you can get go higher. It's pushing you so that you can grow stronger.

So, I just want to encourage you with that that God can do anything, you know, and he can restore any area and every aspect of your life. And so I'm just gonna um, I'll pray that for you. Sorry, I just felt the Holy Spirit. I was just flowing. Yes. I felt his flow. And so um, yes, if that's you, I just want you to lift your hands. And I just believe that the Lord is going to meet you. It's going to be Jesus that's going to encounter you. And so Lord, I just thank you for today. Lord, I thank you for the way you brought me out of the pit of darkness, where it seemed impossible, where it seemed like endless, where it seemed like my life was just going to be a a cycle of misery. Lord, I thank you that you have brought me out. Lord, I thank you delivered me, that you've healed me, that you've transformed me, that you've wow, you've realigned me, that you have brought me into divine places. And Lord, I just pray that you would do the same for your people. Lord, I pray that every distortion of dreams, that every deception, that every um cycle that tries to keep you bound, that that tries to keep you tormented, that tries to keep you stuck, that tries to keep you away from your intimacy with God, everything that tries to make you numb towards God, let it be broken by reason of the blood in Jesus name. Let it be torn down by fire. And I pray right now that God would strengthen you. God is strengthening you. There's many of you that are watching right now, and God just wants you to know he's strengthening you. That you will soar on wings like eagles and not grow weary. He will strengthen you for those that wait on the Lord will not be put to shame. You shall not be put to shame as you wait on him. Lord, I thank you that you're strengthening your people, that you're lifting their head, that you're reminding them that you see them. And God wants you to know today that he has not forgotten the dreams and the prophecies and the words and the visions that he has spoken to you. But it shall be fulfilled in the volume of the book. The things he has spoken about you and written about you shall be carried out in Jesus' name. And I just speak over you that every lie, let every open door even be exposed. That God will reveal to you the open door so that you can maintain the freedom. So that you can walk in abundance, so that you can walk in restoration. Lord, I just thank you for what you're doing over the screen. I even pray healing, supernatural healing, signs, wonders, miracles, deliverance that even right now as people are watching that they would just begin to get delivered. That you would send angels, Lord, to even go and to minister, Lord, into the people's houses that are watching. That they would feel the presence of God. That they would feel your glory. That they would feel your wraparound presence. It says you go before and behind and you encompass me with strength, Lord. That an angel of the Lord encamps around those that fear him. Lord, I thank you, Lord, that you are here. I thank you, God, that you are with your people. And I feel like today there's many of you that need to know that God is fighting for you. That there may be some against you, but God is for you. And there is more for you than against you. There is more for you than against you. And you're coming out alive. You will live and not die. And you shall walk in everything that God has for you. And you shall walk in power and boldness, holy confidence, heavenly courage. Lord, I just thank you for identity and authority, revelation. And I just pray right now that everything that I went through, whether it's SR, whether it's did, whether it's uh insanity, whatever, if someone's in a psych ward, Lord, whatever they're going through, whatever they're experiencing, Lord, I pray right now that you would deliver them, that you would touch them, that you would heal them with power. I pray the power of God would fall on them, Lord. That every chain would be broken. That every muzzlement on their mouth and voice would be broken. That everything that hinders them from hearing and knowing and discerning, God would be removed. And I just pray, Lord, for the blood of Yeshua on every aspect and part of them from the top of their head to the bottom of their feet. That you'd cover them, deliver them, protect them, and open doors, a divine destiny connection. So that in this next week, let there be a shift. I command and say, let there be a shift in your life today. Everything is about to shift. You need to know everything is about to shift in your life. And that's not not just a cute phrase. God means it. Everything is about to shift in your life in a sudden. The God of suddenly can shift everything. Thank you, God, that you are restore. That you are a redeemer. Lord, thank you that you live. That you died so I can live. That you died so that I don't have to be tormented. That by the blood, but that by the crown of thorns, I don't have to be mentally attacked anymore. I don't have to have mental anguish anymore. I don't have to have confusion anymore. That I don't have to have illness anymore. That by the blood of Jesus, by his stripes you are healed today in Jesus mighty name. Jesus. Amen. Thank you Jesus. Hallelujah. I felt the presence of God. Hallelujah. Yeah. God just wants to affirm that you are his daughter. Jesus. Like he repeated that so much and there was just this level of, you know, like a proud father. And like he, I just continue to hear that and I just saw that while you were praying angels were being dispatched. Angels for healing, angels mending, angels dealing with all the brokenness, dealing with all those chains that they were being dispatched. So if you were listening and you were watching and you experienced, you encountered something that you, I mean, you went to sleep and the nightmares went away, you experienced healing, I want you to email in. Even if you're in the comment section and something happened, maybe manifested, whatever it is, go ahead and comment or you can email us. I'm going to put the um email address on the screen. We want to know what God has began in your life and what he starts, he will complete. In the same way that she said, uh, that there are some open doors, like I pray that the Lord opens your eyes to every open door. That all those areas of brokenness, all those areas of unforgiveness, all those areas of contamination, wherever that seed was sown, wherever the damage was initiated, that God opens your eyes and allows you to surrender to him. Um, like you said, there's many people that have just been waiting for the right prophet, waiting for the right pastor, waiting for the right church. And what she said was so powerful. She said, "What if the Lord is saying, I want to do this work myself?" And this opportunity, just a prayer like this and being in full surrender, you can see your life could literally be changed. So send it to somebody. Send it to somebody you care about. Send somebody you love. People are going through so much. But God literally is serious in this season about setting these people free. And I'm just so grateful that you came and shared. I'm grateful, too. This is awesome. God just made it work. Opened the door. Gosh, so powerful. And I can't wait to I want to see you praise tonight. You've been, you've been talking about this praise. So I will be there. I go crazy with the flag. Let me tell you that. I see. But thank you so much again, Lexi. Yeah. Thank you. I appreciate you. Now, you might be asking, what is the gospel? The gospel is very simple. That you are a sinner and that you are on your way to hell without a shadow of a doubt. You were born in sin and the wrath of God abides on you and you do not deserve to go there by way of your sin. But while you were still a sinner, God sent his son Jesus who loved you and died for you as your substitutionary sacrifice. Which means he died in your place so that you could live his life. Which means he died for your sin. He was buried and three days later he resurrected from the dead. And if you would confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you shall be saved. That's out. That's out here. No, no. I'm talking about the real Jesus of the Bible, the eternal son of God that became a man. God manifested in the flesh that became a man and in 33 years he died on the cross providing redemption buying us back translating us out of the kingdom of darkness into the kingdom of his dear son which means he redeemed us back to God he reconciled you back to God by way of his death on the cross and so you're probably saying how can I be saved? Very simple. All you have to do is repent of your sin. I'm not talking about 360, talking about 180. You turn, you turn from your sin. You believe in the gospel exclusively, just Jesus. I'm not talking about Jesus and Mary. I'm not talking about Jesus and Buddha. I'm not talking about Jesus and some other centralized figure. And I'm not even talking about Jesus and your spiritual father and destiny and all of that. No, no, no. There's only one way to heaven. Jesus said, "I am the way. I am the truth. I am the life. And nobody comes unto the father except through me." Jesus is exclusively the only way. You want to know why he's the only way? Because he's not only the only way. He is the door to enter in. And the only way you could get in is by way of repentance. You must repent and become born again. Why? Cuz only sons and daughters can become citizens in the kingdom. Outsiders can't come in. But Jesus died on that cross and he made the way open for you. And if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you shall be saved. I'm not talking about all this other stuff to get saved. No, no, no. Just believe. Believe in him. The efficacy of Christ's work on the cross as the substitutionary sacrifice in exchange for your sin, which means you give up your sin. You give it to him. He exchanges it and takes on your sin, but he gives you his righteousness. And then you are righteous and justified by faith in Jesus. And when you have justification because of Jesus, now you have peace with God. You have peace with God. And watch this. And now he will no longer be just your God. He is now your heavenly father through the person of the son Jesus. Why don't you pray that prayer right now? Just repeat after me. Say, Lord, I believe that I am a sinner and that I deserve to go to hell, but God, you sent your son. Go ahead. Those of you that are watching, repeat what I'm saying. Say, "God, you sent your son, Jesus Christ, to die for my sin. He was buried. 3 days later, he resurrected from the dead. I now confess you, Lord Jesus, as my Lord, as my Savior. Come into my heart. Come into my life and wash me from my sin." And now say this. Say, "Holy Spirit, I surrender my life to you. Make me born again in Jesus mighty name." My friend, if you said that prayer, whichever way you said that prayer, as long as you believe, confess with your mouth Jesus is Lord and that he died on the cross for you and 3 days later he resurrected and you repented and believe that message, the Bible says, "Whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved." You are saved, my friend. Here's what I want you to do. There's going to be an email that's going to be put on the video right here. And I want you to write I want you to write this channel and tell them that you accepted Christ as your savior. And brother Ezekiel and this the administrative staff of this channel will help you find a local church in your area. They will point you in the right direction. But we need to hear from you. Who say man of God and that broadcast. I know you guys are talking about demons and devils but I ended up getting saved and I ended up renouncing all other gods. Yeah. Which means you got to renounce all other gods and believe exclusively on the son of God. And welcome to the family of God.