WTF!!! 🤯 Your Person's THOUGHTS OF YOU TODAY 📝 BLEW ME AWAY!!! 😲💌 Very Specific Message

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Okay, I've got somebody watching this today who's connected into a person who the relationship didn't end because they didn't love you. Okay, very, very straightforward. I'm hearing they still love you. They always loved you, but they wouldn't let you get close to them. Okay, you might have thought you were close. It might have appeared that you were close, but they were always holding something back. And what I'm hearing is that they were criticized when they were younger. They felt they had to earn love. Okay. So they—this is how they acted in their relationships. But I feel your person was quite a happy-go-lucky person. I'm going to take that one. Um, was quite a happy-go-lucky person. Okay. I think they masked a lot. They hid—they hid their pain. All right. And they self-sabotaged most of their relationships. I feel that they had sabotaged—or a relationship that was quite a meaningful relationship to them went wrong for some reason before they met you. So, that should narrow it down for you today.

I'll give these another quick shuffle. Just while I'm shuffling though, like I say, I hope you're all well wherever you are, whatever you're doing, whatever time of day it is. Uh, thanks so much for watching, all your support. I do read all my comments and I send you all my love and a massive hug for those of you who are going through some tough times at the moment. I send you love and energy. If you'd like a reading, just click on the title of this video. The links are in the description box to the website and check out the free relationship report as well.

Okay, spirit guides, let's have one more. Yes, six of cups. I just saw it. They're stuck in the past. Childhood. Childhood. They can't let go of it. They haven't processed it. You know, this card, my memory is not radar sharp, but I had this energy in one of my readings recently. And it's that same stuck energy, stuck in the past, childhood memories, nostalgia, childhood influences. But the problem with this is your person wouldn't admit it. Okay, they wouldn't admit it. I don't even think they know it. I don't think they know it, and I don't think they see it. What was this card? This wanted to come out. Whoa. They do sabotage—the world in reverse. I'm hearing that the world in reverse today is feeding into that initial energy. They get to the finishing line. They put the effort in, and the world is theirs for their—for the taking. Your relationship was, you know, let's use an analogy, a gift from the gods. It was a beautiful relationship you had. It was everything they wanted, everything they dreamed of. Okay? And then they get to that finishing line. You know, they're about to get the trophy. I'm just painting the picture of what I'm hearing. Vo—what can I do to destroy this? What shall I do to wreck it now? Okay. They feel deep down that they were a burden. Okay? Somewhere in their formative years, they became almost a joker, a clown. They laughed it off. They pretended it didn't matter. They almost tried at times to be a peacemaker. I'm hearing from this card. Okay? But deep down, they always felt a lack. There was something missing. Okay. They were frightened of being themselves because in the past when they were themselves, or they questioned—cuz they do have a bubbly personality, this person you're connected into. Okay. They—they were criticized or ridiculed. I just heard the word ridiculed. Yeah. They weren't allowed to grow. They weren't allowed to grow. Okay, it was do as I say, not as I do, follow me. Um, it is a classic—classic energy of generational behaviors and generational beliefs that we all get. You know, by the time we're seven, our brains have soaked up so much stuff, it's not even ours to own. And then you throw some schooling into it. And you know, it—it's just a classic, well, we've always done it this way. Nobody's questioned it. Nobody questioned it at all. Just everybody trying to keep everybody else happy. But I feel that your person tried to laugh it off and they peacemaker kind of energy, but what they would do in the end was to sabotage it. They'd literally be about to collect the gold medal, okay, and they'd either disappear or maybe they had some addictions, but they would self-sabotage, you know, shoot themselves in the foot as we say in the UK.

But I can understand why. This is the real reason. It's not that they don't love you. It's not that they don't care about you, okay? But if you think about our brains like a computer system, okay, all these stimulus and all the other people's opinions, beliefs, and all the—I'm going to say all the crap that goes in here, right? Unless you consciously realize that most of the things you're doing or a lot of the stuff you're thinking, it's not even yours, you have to change that program, okay? So that it projects out a different image on the screen of your life. You know, your—your person's got loads of malfunctioning, let's call them programs running, okay? And it's almost like the—their brain, their system just kind of blows, and instead of—I'm hearing doing something about it, they're just—they're gone. Okay. But definitely—definitely they were not allowed to grow. Now there could also have been a financial control in some shape or form. Whether that was not having enough money or somebody having more say on the money—could have been the parents. One person controlled the money. But there was definitely something that it bothered them growing up. Okay. It bothered them. I also feel that your person has a very distinct fear of loss, specifically loss in the physical, loss of status, maybe—maybe loss of money, just loss of—of being able to provide for themselves. Okay, that's a very big fear with this because you know, in the—in the past they've also got an energy of something that they—they could have achieved. Like I say, they just keep getting to that finishing line, but something stopped them. Okay, something stopped them. Somebody here also has fear of unpaid bills deep down in their psyche. So, that is where we are at today with your person.

Let me see what they're hiding. What else they're hiding? Let's have a look at this deck, please. What else are they hiding? Ah, emotional storm, turmoil, unstable. Yeah, it's all—it's all in the—it's all in here. They've just got this turmoil that's going around on a loop. All right. That's what they've hidden from you. That is the real reason. And that card has just clarified it. Yeah. It's—they—they just—they had something in their life that was unstable that has affected how they process their emotions. All right. It gets a bit difficult. They can't face it. Or it could be really something minute to an outsider, but it's their trigger. And off they go. Off they go and leave everything with the world that they should have stepped out to collect that was theirs.

Are they fearful of success? You'll know if this is your reading. Are they fearful of success? There's a very, very strong energy of somebody who was told at some point that you're not good enough, you'll never make it. It's—it's classic imposter syndrome energy. You won't make it. You—you haven't got the skills. And in the end, that's what the brain is. It's just—think of it like a computer. The subconscious doesn't know what's real or imagined. And that's science. Okay? It will pump out or replay after a period of time everything that it's fed—just takes it in. And the thing is it runs in the background like a website. Unless you—if you change the code behind a website, then you change that website—what it looks like. If you change your brain code, but you have to be really go in and do that. I call it work. Yeah. Because sometimes it does feel like work because your subconscious, your—the part of the brain that wants to keep you safe is fighting you on it. They were told that they wouldn't succeed. Okay? So what they do is they put distance between you. They put distance between you and the unknown—to you about all of this was their foundation. This is what went wrong. The foundation went wrong here. It was the family. It was their security. Okay, even on paper, you know, if it looked like it was a relatively normal setup, it's not always the case. It's not always the case. They can—it can appear normal. What's normal?

One more, please. One more. What they're hiding? And then I want to see what they want to say to you. What else are they hiding, please? Obsession. Well, they could have had some addictions, okay? Or there could have been addictions in this energy, but I feel what they're hiding actually really is they are still infatuated with you and they still adore you. Okay? They're just not telling you. They're just not telling you. They're hoping one day, someday, sometime, somewhere that you'll be able to paint a new story, okay? But they're not telling you. They're holding that back. They're holding that back. They're just repeating. You know, the world in reverse is also, you know, here we go again. It's an unfinished cycle. So, within that energy towards you, although you are in separation, you're not speaking, I don't feel. And that there's just this unfinished cycle, unspoken words that have yet to be spoken, but I feel are being spoken energetically. Okay, let's see what else I'd like to say and then I will do a quick look and see if they're going to come forward. Chemistry. I've never felt a passion this intense. Yeah, that mirrors this obsession. They've never ever felt this way about anybody. And you're probably sitting there quite rightly thinking, well, they're not showing it. They were really horrible, and you know, this all fell apart. The real reason is their lack of self-worth. Their lack of self-worth. Very sad. Very sad. I think on a general thing when I get energy like this, it's just so sad. Especially when you get older, like now I'm old—old, and you look back and you—you can see just how much damage—just as a general message for you really—just how much—how much damage that other people's opinions and beliefs can have on other people because we're not taught as children. We're not taught that our minds create our reality. And if we change the thoughts and we believe—we—we go through life, you know, subconsciously running patterns that were never ours to own. And it is—it—it just—it's sad. Um, you know, maybe one day—maybe one day people will start to—I don't know, not educate. I don't even like that word, but allow children to be. Allow them to be.

Mend. I want to fix our connection. Okay. I felt—Oh my god. This is the last one. I felt like you didn't care. That's it. It wouldn't matter who was with them. Okay. I believe they've had another relationship that was sabotaged because of this in some shape or form. They've got low self-worth. You know, you—you can't do anything unless they start changing their thoughts. They're self-concept. Self-concept is everything. Whatever you think about yourself predominantly and the programs you run will be mirrored back to you. Okay? So, they need to work on themselves.

Let's see if they're going to come forward. Okay. I'm going to set a time on this. I'm going to see if they're going to come forward in the next couple of months. Don't know why I heard that. I don't normally do timings, but I'm being told to do it right. There is a possibility you will suddenly hear from this person. Okay. In the meantime, I think what they're going to do is they're going to move out of—I feel they're starting to wake up and become a little bit skeptical about the people they're surrounding themselves with. They're starting to recognize that they are spiritually empty. Okay, that the situation they're in or the things they've been doing are very narrow-minded. I feel what they're going to be doing, okay, is keeping an eye on you. I don't mean in a stalker way. There's always ways to watch people, okay? We always managed long before mobile phones and the internet. We just had a phone box at the end of the road, but we always knew what was going on. So, they're going to keep an eye on you, okay, in some shape or form to try and find out what you're doing. And this—I feel there's going to be a sudden communication. Okay, I'm not taking this as a bad energy today. I feel this is going to be suddenly out of the blue—the whole—and it happens. You know, you can be pinging around on a Tuesday, not having spoken to someone, trust me, for years, and then by Wednesday you're talking again, okay? And you never thought you'd speak to that person again. Everything moves as you—just because you can't see it. It's only when you look back you can see how pieces of a jigsaw fall into place. You will suddenly just get some communication from this person. Okay, totally out of the blue, and it will be a shock. It will be a shock because bottom of the deck—10 of Pentacles. Okay. And the Empress. I think this person is going to ask you if you'll give it another go. They want to build something stable with you, but I think that's what you were heading towards or you had. Okay, this—this is sad. It's sad that this happened, but they're going to come back in. It's going to be sudden. I just want one card off the top. What should you do? Oh, there you go. The lovers. I don't know why I went for that, actually. The lovers. Gosh. What should you do? It's your choice. You get to choose, but you always do. Okay? I know it's difficult when you look around you and you think, "Oh my lord, this is happening. Look at that, and this is all going wrong." No, no, no, no, no. Pull it back. Your imagination will create what you want if you just let go of the old story. Okay? But at the end of the day, you get to choose. Okay? It's a choice card as well. It's not just—I mean, it's about love obviously, but you get to choose in this instance. Okay. But either way, this person is still very, very much in love with you.

So, I'll leave it with you. Just remember though, you are always enough. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. You're amazing. You're wonderful. Okay? You're always chosen, and you're the best and you're the only—only option. Okay? You've always been the best. You've always been more than enough. Okay? Always work with yourself and always tell yourself this. All right? Even if you don't believe it, just keep hammering away at that, and you yourself will start to feel brighter about stuff in general. You know, after a few weeks of that, you'll just feel your confidence rising a bit. Even if the whole thing still looks like a—something show, I won't say the words. You will start to just see glimmers. Always look for glimmers. You know, sometimes as humans, we want it all. All right? So, we want the whole crystal. Don't you see how that's sparkling? Just look for a glimmer and build the glimmers up, okay? And you will notice a difference. Anyway, I love you all so much. Take good care and just remember you're amazing. Always. Please remember that, okay? You are enough and you make a difference. You make a difference to this world, okay? Just that little sparkle of you lights up the whole world. Anyway, I'll stop wobbling. I love you all. I'll speak to you soon. Bye.