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April 22nd, 1901. Volume four. Lessons about the imitation of his life. While I was all afflicted and confused and almost without hope of seeing my adorable Jesus again, all of a sudden he came and told me, "Do you know what I want from you? I want you similar to me and everything, both in operating and in the intention. I want you to be respectful with everyone, because respecting everyone gives peace to oneself and peace to others. And that you consider yourself the least of all. That you meditate constantly on my teachings within your mind and keep them in your heart, so that on the occasion you may find them always ready to be used and put into practice. In some, I want your life to be an outpouring of mine." And while he was saying this, I saw behind the Lord an intense cold and a fire coming down upon earth, which caused damage to crops. I said, "Lord, what are you doing? Poor people." But not paying attention to me, he disappeared.
April 22nd, 1927. Volume 21. How creation is the ornaments of the Divine Being in capacity of comprehending it. Great delight in the creation of man. Continuing in my usual state, my sweet Jesus made himself seen as a child, all afflicted, and his sadness was such that it seemed as if he felt himself dying. I squeezed him to my heart, I kissed him several times. Who knows what I would have done to cheer him. And Jesus, sign, told me, "My daughter, look at how beautiful is the whole creation. What charm of white, what enchantment of variety and the frere beauty. Yet these are nothing but ornaments of our Divine Being. If our ornaments are such, our being surpasses our very ornaments in an incomprehensible way. And the creature is incapable of comprehending the whole incomprehensible 'ti of heart being, just as the eye is incapable of enclosing within itself the whole vastness of the light of the Sun. It sees it, it fills itself with light as much as it can contain of it, but as for enclosing the whole of it or measuring the length and breadth of the extension of the light, this is impossible for it. Such is our divine being for the human capacity. It is our ornaments that man always sees and touches with his own hand. He sees the Sun, he touches it's light that makes him feel its heat. He sees the immensity of the waters of the sea, he sees the azure vault of the heavens with many stars. But asks for knowing what the light is made of, how much light it contains, how much water the sea contains, how many stars there are in that Azure of ought and what it is made of, he will not be able to say anything about it. He sees and enjoys all this, but he is the first little ignorant one in arithmetic. Wait and measure. If it is so with our ornaments, much more so with our divine being. However, you must know that all creation and each created thing gives lessons to man. They narrate our divine qualities, and each of them gives lessons in the quality it contains. The Sun gives lessons in light and teaches that in order to be light, one must be pure, stripped of every matter. Light always contains heat united with it. One cannot separate the light from the heat. So if you want to be light, you must love your Creator alone, and this will bring you like son the fecundity of good. The heavens give you lessons about my celestial fatherland. They call you continuously to your Creator. They give you lessons and detachment from what is earth, in the height of sanctity that you must reach, and how you must adorn yourself with all the divine virtues more than stars. So each thing gives lessons and calls man to reflect himself in them in order to copy them and imitate them. I did not put out my ornaments only for them to be seen, but so that by imitating them the creature might adorn herself with them. Yet who pays attention to listen to so many lessons? Almost no one." And all afflicted, he kept silent.
Then I followed the supreme will in the act in which the Divine Being was about to create man, so that I too, together with my first father Adam, might love him with the same love with which he loved him in that first instant of his creation. I wanted to receive that same divine breath, that outpouring of love, in order to give it back to my Creator. But while I was thinking of this, my sweet Jesus, all delighted, told me, "My daughter, for one who lives in my will, there is not one act of ours at which she cannot be present, nor any act that we issued from ourselves that she cannot receive. Here is my breath to you and the outpouring of our love. How great was our delight in this first act of the creation of man. We had created heaven and earth, but we felt nothing new within ourselves. But in creating man, it was very different. It was a will that was being created, and this will was free, and in it we enclosed our will, as though putting it in a bank, in order to collect the interest of our love, of the glory and of the adoration that be fitted us. Oh, how love are flowed within us, how it's rumbled with Julie and pouring into this free will to hear it say, 'I love you.' And when man, filled with our own, released from his breast the first word, 'I love you,' immense was our delight, because it was as if he were giving us the interest for all the goods we had placed in him. This free will created by us was the depository of the capital of a Divine Will, and we would content ourselves with a small interest without ever demanding the capital back. There for great was the sorrow for the fall of man, because he rejected our capital so as not to give us our small interests. His bank remained empty, and his enemy banding with him filled him with passions and miseries. Poor one, he went broke. Now, my daughter, since the act of the creation of man was a solemn act and of great delight for us, we call you and want you in this act in order to repeat the solemnity of it, placing in your will the great capital of ours. And as we do this, how love overflows and trembles with joy, with great delight, because we see our purpose realized. Surely you will not deny the small interest to us, you will not reject our capital, will you? Even more, every day we will do the accounts. I will call you to be present at that first act when we created this free will, you to give me the interest, and I to see if I can add some more of my capital."
My mind was wandering in the divine Fiat and I thought to myself, "Oh, how I would like to receive that first act of creation, that divine outpouring of intense love that he poured upon the first creature when he created him. I would like to receive that omnipotent breath to be able to return to my Creator all the love and the glory that he had established to receive from the creature." But while I was thinking of this, my sweet Jesus, clasping me to himself, told me, "My daughter, this is precisely my purpose for coming to you so often, so much so that it may appear strange to some and almost outside of my usual ways, since almost with no one have I done this up going so often. All this is to reorder my prime act of the way I created the creature, and this is why I returned to you, staying like the most loving father with his daughter. How many times have I not breathed into you to the point that you could not contain my omnipotent breath? I have poured in you my contained love to the point of filling you up to the brim of your soul. All this was nothing other than the renewal of the solemn act of creation. I wanted to feel that great delight of when I created man, and therefore I come to you not only to renew it, but to reorder the order, the harmony, the love between Creator and creature in the way he was created in the beginning. Of the creation of man, there was no distance between me and him, everything was familiarity. As soon as he would call me, I would be with him. I loved him as my son, and as my son, I felt so drawn to him that I could not do without going and being with him very often. With you, I am renewing the beginning of creation, therefore be attentive in receiving such a great good."
April 22nd, 1928. Volume 24. When the truths are not taken into consideration, their life is aborted. How the love of the sovereign Queen is spread throughout the whole creation, because in its infinite surge the Fiat diffused it everywhere. Evils of the human will. I continue with my abandonment in the Divine volition, with the almost continuous torrent of the privation of my sweet Jesus. I felt the sea of light of the Fiat fellow within my poor mind, that seemed to want to tell some truths that regarded it, but the pain I felt from the privation of Jesus was so great that I would not pay attention to the light that wanted to speak to me. Can my beloved Jesus, moving in my interior and clasping me and his arms, told me, "My daughter, when the light of my Fiat wants to manifest itself and the soul does not take it into consideration, the birth that it wants to deliver in order to communicate it to creatures is aborted, and they do not receive the life of this birth of light from us. And if you knew what it means to cause our light to be aborted, you must know that when our Fiat wants to manifest a truth, it places all of our being in activity, and overflowing with love, with light, with power, with wisdom, with beauty and goodness, it forms the birth of the truth it wants to deliver. And since all of our qualities place themselves in the act of rising, we cannot contain it, and so we release this birth from us to give it to the creature as gift. And if she does not take it into consideration, she causes our love or light to be aborted, she causes our power, wisdom, beauty and goodness to be aborted, making them die at birth. And so she loses this dear birth from us and does not receive our life that we wanted to give her by means of that truth. And we are left with the sorrow of having aborted, and we feel the good that we wanted to give to creatures re-enter into us. In fact, if the creature aborts, she loses that birth, while we do not lose it, but it re-enters into us. It is for the creature that it is aborted, and therefore be attentive when you feel that the sea of light of my Fiat forms its waves to overflow outside to deliver the birth of its truths."
After this, I felt I was good at nothing, and I prayed the sovereign Queen to come to my help, to lend me her love, that I might love my sweet Jesus with her love of mother. And Jesus added, "My daughter, the love of the celestial sovereign has spread throughout the whole creation, because that Fiat that had merely being pronounced had Unleashed into the whole universe a great variety of our works and had given them life. Dwelled within her, and she emitted her love and all of her acts in the divine Fiat that not knowing how to do small things but only great and without limits, and it's infinite surge diffused the love and all the acts of the celestial mama in the heavens, in the stars, in the Sun, in the wind, in the sea, everywhere and in everything. Her lava spread everywhere, her acts can be found in every place because my Fiat diffused them ever we're and animated everything with her love and acts. Hi would not be satisfied, nor would I feel loved and honored, if I did not find in all things, even under the earth, the love and the glory that my momma gave me. It would be a broken law and a divided glory if I did not find her in all creation. More so since I had loved her in all things, and therefore it was right that I find her love diffused in everything and always in the act of loving me and glorifying me. Nor could a broken love that would not run after me everywhere have breached its way into me, and therefore she would not have been able to draw me from heaven to earth into the narrow prison of her maternal womb. Her chains of love were as many as the things I created, in such a way that I descended from heaven like a king, all bejeweled and surrounded by the chains of love of the Queen of Heaven. And if her love reached such extent, she owes it to my divine Fiat that reigning in her, a sovereign captured her love within my will and expanded it everywhere, and all of her acts received the tints of the divine acts. Therefore, if you want the love of the Queen mama, let my Fiat dominate you, diffuse your love and all of yourself within it, so that my Fiat capturing your little love and everything you do may expand it and bringing it wherever it is present, that is everywhere, it may find your love United to the love of my mama, and you will give me the contentment that the little daughter of my will does not give me a broken and divided love, but love in all things and everywhere."
Then I was thinking to myself, "But what evil does the creature do when she does her human will?" And Jesus added, "My daughter, the evils great. My will is light and the human will is darkness. My will is sanctity and the human is sin. Mine is beauty and contains every good, while the human is ugliness and contains every evil. So by not doing my will, the soul makes the light die, she gives death to sanctity, to beauty and to all goods. And by doing her well, she makes darkness rise, she gives life to sin, to ugliness unto all evils. Yet doing their own will seems nothing to creatures, while they dig themselves an abyss of Evil's that leads them to the precipice. And then does it seem trivial to you that while my will brings them its light, it's sanctity, its beauty and all of its Goods, and only because it loves these creatures, it receives the affront of seeing its light, it's sanctity, its beauty and all of its goods die in them? My humanity felt so much this death that the human will gave to the light and sanctity of its will within creatures, that it can be said that this was the true death it felt, because it felt the torment and the weight of a death of an infinite light and sanctity that creatures had dared to destroy within themselves. And my humanity moaned and felt crushed by his many deaths for as many times as they had dared to give death to the light and sanctity of my divine will within them. What evil would it not be for nature if they made the light of the Sun, the wind that purifies the air that they breathe, die? There would be such a disorder that creatures would all die. Yet the light of my will is more than Sun for souls, more than wind that purifies and air that forms their breathing. So from the disorder that could take place if they could make the light of the Sun, the wind and the air die, you can comprehend the evil that takes place by not doing my adorable will, which is act of primary life and center of all creatures."
End of April 22nd. Fiat.