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Hello. I am so, so glad you're here. My name is Christina, if you don't know me. And today, we're going to dive in and check in with how your person is feeling about you. Actually, let's see how they're doing in their lives in general.
So, this already feels like before I started this, like the camera, I was tapping into the energy, and it feels like you're in complete separation. I don't think there's any contact at all, at least from one party. So, I already shuffled, and we're checking in with how they're doing in their lives right now. So, let's start there. Let's just like, how are they doing? So, I think they're spending some more time with friends. Okay. Um, let's see what comes up though. Whoops. Okay. Ooh, they're trying. Okay. Oh, I already have a lot coming out. What's this? We already have a lot coming out. Okay.
So, it feels like they are starting a, they, the energy is very like, "I am throwing myself, propelling myself forward. I have to." It's like, "I can't." They can't get you out of their mind, first of all. So, it's like, "I have to move on. I have to move forward." Are they moving on, though? We'll find out. But they have the fool starting new. It's like a new chapter. They want to build a new foundation for themselves. Very fast-moving energy. Um, it's like they're avoiding their feelings, their emotions about all of this, and they're just in their head like, "I'm going to, I'm fine. I'm going to move forward." So, that's interesting.
So, what else is going on in their lives right now? What are they going through? Yeah, they, they're like, not letting anyone see how they're feeling. So, it feels like when they're out with their friends, they're pretending they're fine, and like they're like, "Oh, how was, how was so-and-so?" Or like, "How did that end?" or whatever. "How are you doing?" And they're like, "Oh, I'm fine. That was no big deal." Like, it was whatever. They were crazy. Like, they may have been saying some things that like were not true, but to help themselves move on, they are making you seem like the bad guy in their mind, when it doesn't actually feel like that's what was actually going on. So, that's interesting. I don't know if I like this. I'm kind of mad at them for you. Because what the [ __ ]? How, what else are they doing in their lives? How else are they doing? Okay. Yeah. I didn't mean to smile. Like, I'm hurting for them, sure, but like, they've got some big endings coming up. God, it's like, it feels like, okay. It feels like a wave, an ocean wave pulling back from the shore, like that undertow, that like pulling back right before they get propelled into a spiritual awakening. It's like their, their world is going to crumble, whether it does or not. Like internally, their world might start to crumble, and they're going to be starting to have these realizations about this connection, about you, about what it means for them, about their lives, about themselves. Things that you probably wished they were having when you were together. But there's got to be a death of some kind. A death of a part of themselves, an ego death, a death of old way of ways of thinking. I feel like they're in for a rude awakening.
What else? What else is going on in their lives? What else can we, can we know? Yeah, they're not feeling great. Okay, look at this. First of all, they're feeling abandoned. You may have been the one that walked away. You may have, it feels like an energy of like, "I'm choosing me. Like, you're not treating me how I need to be treated. I'm walking away." That's only going to be for some of you, but damn. And of course, all the roles can be reversed. Um, but look at this. It's like they're trying to date. They're trying to offer their cup to someone else, but they're looking back at you. As I turn around and like act it out, they are, they can't quite move on. They can't move on. They're trying to move forward steadily, and they're not working. Not working. You are the one that's on their mind. That's interesting.
So, on that note, let's see how they're feeling about you right now. How are they feeling about you? And it doesn't matter how long you've been apart. How long, I mean, how are they feeling about you? How are they feeling about you? Okay, I'm starting to, oh, I'm starting to get like, kind of emotional. How are they feeling about you? God. Oh, when they're alone, they're deep in their emotions. Oh, wow. I think there's a part of them that only you were able to see. The part of them that has always wanted to be seen and feel seen, that maybe they didn't get from their parents or their upbringing. You saw, and you loved, but that scared them because it was foreign. Wow. Okay. Okay. They're feeling like, it doesn't matter what great things are going on in their lives right now. It feels like something's missing.
How else are they feeling about you? How else are they feeling about you? They want to know how you're feeling. They have no idea. They're like in the dark about it. It almost feels like you're in your own little world. Like they feel like you're just like, "I'm fine." And this reminds me of Beauty and the Beast, like Belle reading books like in this beautiful little village behind her. Just like grounded, moving forward. It's like you've moved on, and they're like, "I don't know. Did I mean anything to you?" Okay. There's a part of them that can't let you go. Like, they are hoping that you meet again in the future. And so, take that as it resonates. You don't have to want that either, but that's kind of something that they're feeling. They're playing with in their mind like, "Well, maybe we can meet in the future. Maybe it can work."
How else are they feeling about you? Okay. Well, you're the Empress, and you're their guiding star. You may be an Aquarius. Um, it's like you, you knew, you know what to do. You know what to cut, cut out. You might have short blonde hair. All of these people have short blonde hair, or they may have short blonde hair. Um, wow. You are, you are like top tier for them. You're like the person they're going to compare everyone to. You feel like a very strong energy. Like they see, they, they see you. They like, they have you on this pedestal. Like no one's going to compare to you, but they're trying to not make it feel that way or seem that way. Like again, they're trying to like make you the bad guy because they're, you're not. And it's so, it's easier to let you go if they pretend that you were the one in the wrong. That does feel like a childish energy. They are feeling a bit imbalanced in general. Like, it's like you shake their foundation. They don't like that. I'll tell you that. I feel like this is someone who likes to be in control, and they don't have control regarding this situation, regarding you.
How else do they feel about you? Yeah. You've always been the intuitive. You saw things in them that they did not share with anyone, and you could just see it. They didn't share it with you, but you saw it. They felt very seen by you, which was both, it was like equal parts, holy [ __ ]! I've always wanted to feel seen, and I didn't even realize it, but also, this is terrifying. You see me, I'm going to peace out now, or I'm going to sabotage this. Like, they may have started like, again, sabotaging, not committing, maybe saying things they didn't mean.
Anything else? How else are they feeling about you? Nothing else. Nothing else. Anything else? Okay. Yeah. Oh, interesting. Okay. So, they feel like this ended. Oh, that's interesting. This is like an unconscious thing that they're not going to want to admit ever. But you are someone who feels deeply. King of Cups, master of your emotions. Whether you're emotional or not, that doesn't mean anything good or bad. It's just they are not someone who can crack open their heart and show it to anyone. I don't know that they ever have, and they wanted to with you, but imagine how vulnerable that felt. Again, like that's a reason to sabotage for them. Doesn't mean what they did or said was okay, but there was so much fear. So much fear of being truly seen. Because when you're truly seen, people can reject you. Oh, interesting. Wow. Okay. Okay.
So, are they like, what are they doing? Are they like pretending this never happened? Like, what are they, what are they healing through, going through? What do they need to heal through? Let's grab a different deck. I, I want to grab an animal card for them. Let's grab an animal card for them. What is your person? Okay. Squirrel. Always prepared. I never see the squirrel in this, this card. I always see the birds. So, it's interesting. This world kind of blends into me. You are the expert of hard work and hard play. Your cheerful and fun disposition is a blessing to everyone. Don't let life's distractions take you off course. Make a plan for the future, and life will give you all you need. Oh my god, this entire energy is like, okay, they're going to throw themselves into work. They're going to go out with their friends and party, maybe a little bit too much. Uh, everyone appear like, to, to everyone else, they appear happy, positive, like chill, and they are considering you currently as a distraction. I know that's not easy to hear, but they're trying to shove away the emotions. They're trying to stay on the surface because it's safer. That like, that's really going to [ __ ] them up later in life, huh? Wow. I'm sorry. I'm like totally biased and like, again, mad at them for you. Um, yeah.
Okay. So, what do they need to heal through? Let's check. What do they need to heal through within this connection? Because it sounds like they have some unhealed stuff. It sounds like they have some unhealed stuff that they need to figure out. What do they need to heal through? Okay. What does your person need to heal through? Okay. Recognize divine timing. They are, wow. They just ignore everything, don't they? And you're probably sitting there going, "Yep, they ignore when [ __ ] gets real. They shy away from it. They avoid. They run." You may be dealing with an avoidant. Recognize divine timing for this. It's like, wow, there's so much. I'm so sad for them, and my heart hurts for you because loving someone like this is so hard because they're not willing to heal. I'm really feeling for you. So, they need to work on being really, really honest with themselves about how they're showing up. Like the other card, examine their integrity. It's like a puppet master, and it feels like they're just showing up in life how they think people want to see them. Like, they're going out with their friends, and they're happy, and they're positive, and they're never going to be like, "Man, I'm really hurting," to their friends. Like, they're not going to go there, and they need to, they need to be honest about what they're feeling. They need to be honest with themselves first. You can't be honest to anyone else if you're not honest with yourself. And that's their big issue, their big struggle. And then they have to take action on that. Like, look at this big red flag. I know it's like a boat sail on a, in a bath, but it's like, to me, I'm seeing a red flag. Like, look in the mirror, examine your integrity, and then take action on the things that you are projecting outward and hurting other people with. Like, heal through those things. That's really tough. That's so tough. My heart feels so heavy.
Okay. Well, I'm not leaving it there because that's depressing. What about you? What about you? I automatically feel lighter just shifting the energy to focusing on you. I feel so good. Okay, let's check in with you. Let's see maybe what you need to heal through, and then some animal cards for you, and then we'll pause it because I feel like I'm already like, "Yes, this feels better." All right. What about you? What do you need to heal through? What's something that you maybe need to focus on during this time? Because this time is obviously not easy. Focus on higher truths. Okay. Don't focus on the fact that like, "I'm not good enough. They left me." No. The truth behind that is they have way too much to heal. They weren't enough for you in those moments. And I don't want to say like, they're not enough because everyone is enough, but they weren't ready. They couldn't give you what you needed. They can't right now. They cannot give you what you needed. And you, you deserve wonderful, beautiful things. Someone who's willing to do the work. Look in the mirror. Be honest with themselves. Examine their integrity. So, focus on the truths, not the things you think are true. You are enough. It was never your fault. Do not blame yourself. You're not responsible for someone else's healing. Okay. Focus on higher truths. I love that.
What else? Anything else for this beautiful viewer? There's a lot in that card. A lot of clocks. Relinquish control. Okay, I get it. I know. You are not letting them go. You can't. Like, I can hear some of you saying like, "I don't want anyone else. I don't want to let go." But hear me out. Hear me out. What if you told yourself, okay, for the next month, not even like for the next five years, no, for the next month, let them go for a month. You can reconnect to their energy in a month, but for one month, focus on you and making yourself happy and becoming who you need to be. Because when you elevate, if they ever want to be with you, they are forced to elevate, too. And they need to elevate for you to be together if that's what you want. But I really, really, really, oh my gosh, wait. Look, the scissors. Can you see that? I wish I had better. No. Okay. She's trying to cut this, this tether, this rope. I know it's so hard. Oh my god, I've been there so many times. It's so hard to cut that rope. But ask yourself this, like, why are you afraid to let them go? What are you making it mean about you? You get to love them for the rest of your life, but I don't want their, them to have control over you, right? Like, you need to be able to be your best self and heal and grow and expand and evolve and step into who you're meant to be and chase your passions and find joy. And you can still love them during that. But wanting to control the outcome is what's hurting. Resistance brings pain. Acceptance brings peace. Accepting that they're not ready. The time is not now. The time is not now. Simply put, I, I know you may not want to hear that. But you will feel so much lighter when you can say, "Okay, I choose me. I choose me." Please do that. Please choose yourself. I'm sending you so much love.
All right, we're going to finish with an animal card for you. What do you need to hear? What do you need to hear? What do you need to hear? Whoa. Grizzly bear power. "I am indestructible. I honor my intuition and go where it leads. Love and gentleness are my real strength. I never give up. I will succeed." This actually feels very much like it goes with this relinquish control. Like, you will succeed. You are going to find happiness. You are going to be happy within yourself. You don't need someone else to do that. And remember, you get to love them every day. It's not like you don't love. Never hurts. It's the focusing on the lack or the loss that is hurting. But focus on higher truths. Like if you're like, "They don't love me. They never did." Is that true? I'm pretty sure with a connection like yours, they love you. Okay? They do. It's just you can love someone and not be ready to, to be with someone you, with anyone. Like, they clearly have some healing to do. And I think you both do. I think you both have things that you need to go through. You also got bee if you're connected to bees in any way. Community. "You are a powerful creator. Your work blesses everything you touch. Be open to receiving sweetness. You are the queen of abundance." This actually feels like if you own a business, keep going. Keep going. There's something coming up. Like being the worker bee, there's something for you. Like, be, be open to receiving. That goes for relationships, too. Be open to someone new coming in. Just be open to it. Get curious about it. You're not like replacing someone else. It's a new, every love is different. Every love is new. You can't compare anything. I want one more. One more. One more card for you. What do you need to hear? Eagle mastery. "You are on a spiritual journey beyond the sky. Let go of the past and soar. You are guided by the winds of spirit. Your wisdom inspires the world." I mean, need I say more? This is all part of your journey. This turmoil, this pain, this, yeah, I know it's hard, but you are being guided. Just take one small step forward at a time. Okay. H, I'm going to leave it there. I'm sending you so much love. I'll see you tomorrow.