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I'm hearing someone who knew you as a fighter. Someone who had a firsthand account of the way that you process certain difficult situations, the way you allow yourself to see the bright side and honestly just focus on what you have at hand, the way you progress so effortlessly and what you put your mind to.
You had somebody in your life that had a firsthand account of this and you held this person close. They were your friend, your confidant, your lover, somebody that even your mother for some of you, someone that you truly you thought you resonated on the same level.
I'm gonna tell you this person, if you've let them go, or they are going to give you reasons to let them go. And when you do, they have this mentality where they will set out to destroy that very capability of yours that they witnessed firsthand. That very capability that tried to assist them in their difficult hours. Because more often than not, this is a person that was going through a lot of difficulties and you didn't quite know because they weren't even willing to open up about them. But the reason that they wouldn't is because they felt like they failed themselves multiple times. They had several opportunities, even some like the ones you were offering to them, that came and went into their lives.
And I'm not shaming this person, but this is the part that crosses a line. They saw this capability of yours. And instead of grabbing the rope that you were sending them, grabbing the rope that you were giving them in that time that you were giving them, if you're still giving them, they measured it. They were measuring it. You have a lot of people measuring this type of this rope of yours, how far you are able to sink into the depths and how much you're able to bounce through as opposed to let the depth define you. You use it as a jumping ground. And a lot of people have tested this about you is what I'm hearing. They've tested this purposefully, malevolently so. But this person takes the cake.
This is someone who didn't unconsciously test it like the others. The others were testing it because they wrongfully believed that you would succumb to the pressure. But this person tested you because they knew you wouldn't. And that was they were trying to prove a point. They were trying to prove a point that they're not flawed, that they're not weak in comparison to you by purposefully chipping away at this central column of yours. That's what I'm seeing. This is a central column of your character that a lot of people may have unconsciously or indirectly attacked. But this person watched it, studied it, and measured it and got other people to measure you in that accordance to actually target this element of you that is willing to learn lessons, is willing to learn and grow.
In fact, for some of you, as this person was opening up this portal, whether it be through spiritual violation, rituals, which I really feel like takes a large, it's there's a play a factor here about that. When this person was doing that, those around you were changing. Like that's what I'm hearing. Those around you were beginning to change subtly. And they may have even iterated these things to you. And it may have come off very strange because these may not be people that observe you as much as they were, as much as those words or those observations of theirs was insinuating. Like, for instance, they may have said this to you. "You know, you, you really, you really have that capacity to learn. Like, I know this about you. Once you really achieve something, once you really learn something, you don't really go back to you." Like saying even things about your boundary, like, "Oh, you're a tough character, aren't you?" Stuff like that. That's a sign for you to see the fact that yes, that's a positive observation, but you have to look deeper behind the intent. Why that observation is being made and who is making that observation. Is it a person that loves you or is it a person that has always been iffy about you, but all of a sudden they're connecting? All of a sudden they want to kind of, you know, encroach deeper into your life, open up new chapters with you. That is a sign that whoever this person you disconnected from is not only doing rituals but hyperfocused on trying to bust up and chip up that column of yours to prove something to themselves in hindsight.
The fact that you weren't their only opportunity. The fact that there's going to be more. The fact that you are not the mirror that you were in their life. The fact that if you supposedly overcome every single thing that you may have disclosed to them in the personal connection you had with them, then they were somehow weak because they knew, and this is someone who didn't divulge a lot of things about themselves. They knew that they weren't doing enough. That's the part that really haunts this person. They weren't doing enough. So, they want to make you feel what it's like to be demoralized. What it's like to not have the energy to wake up. That was their intent. And God is shining a light on that at this time. God is shining a light on that.
If this is a lover, this is someone that hypersexualized you. They wanted to hypersexualize you because they wanted you open enough in the most sensitive vulnerable aspect of you so that they can allow spectators, is what I'm hearing, people energies in to destroy the creative source that fuels everything about you because they weren't able to digest the fact that you were open on every single level, that you are still open. That's the word. You are still open after every single thing that you've overcome. You are still open and receptive. You are still making the most out of life. Not only that, but you are still engaging with them. You were still putting them first, even though they knew that, not to compare pains here, but they knew their struggles couldn't hold a candle to yours. But yet you still had the audacity, the capacity to not only deal with your burden, but also put theirs on your back. And rightfully so, for a lot of you, you stopped doing that because that was a lesson too. You stopped doing that. And that's when this person went completely haywire. They went completely berserk because they didn't want them, that relationship you had with them to be another lesson learned for you because they'd studied you. They'd studied the fact that once you absorbed something, there was no way of convincing you otherwise. So, they weren't trying to.
For some of you who think that this is someone who loves you, I, I feel like there's a few who think that, even though the majority does not, that this is someone who loves you. This is someone who regrets. They do regret. They do regret messing up the connection, but not in the way that you think. They regret the fact that they didn't understand something that was hidden about you. And so, they wanted to make it about cruelty. They wanted to attribute your capacity to host grief, resonance, and revelation as cruelty. They wanted to associate that because they felt like if they were able to chip away at that center of you, they were going to not only have access, even though they didn't care about that, they were going to be excused from their life. Like they were going to be excused from what their guides were telling them.
This is someone who has had so many spiritual nudges to get up off their ass, spiritually speaking, and especially to get up off your back because for a lot of you, you haven't been in connection with this person for years and they're still managing to show up in your energy. And I'm going to say this because a new leaf has been turned. The people that were watching you for this person specifically, they can't do anything. There's a very new leaf, a very new sheriff in town. And it's very freaky because your power isn't associated with what you give people. It's associated with what you can take from them. And that right there is a card that this person never expected and now it's making sense to them full circle.
That part about you that they were missing was this, what I've called in this channel, cheat element. It was this element that when you woke up that you were the master of the game, and you were the master of the game because you've allowed the game to be you. You have allowed the game to be who you are. And that is the part they tried to make into cruelty. But now people don't understand it, but they believe it.