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So, we made it back. We're We're back. Okay, this is a collective. I won't even say reading, 'cause I tried to jump into a reading for the collective and again, it just gave me a conversation. I just shuffle the cards like I usually do. Okay, I don't do this all the time, like pre-shuffle, but I do it a lot. It's kind of my way of doing things. But yeah, I just went into shuffling and, um, usually I could see where the energy is going. Three cards came out. Okay, I'll show them to you quick. You guys have a change in the wind. You have this card that says release with the dagger. And you have this card that says buy the book. What caught my attention was these two cards here. This, the, um, a change in the wind and buy the book. I'm I'm going to show you something. This is what my focus came in on. It wasn't the fact that the wind is whipping around, okay? It is. You know, I see the words, but what caught my attention was actually the zebra itself. And what I felt for the collective, for anyone that's catching this this video right now, yes, zebras, they all have different patterns in the stripes. And it made me feel like we're all different. The collective, all of us, we're different, um, in some shape, form, or fashion. Okay. No two zebras have the same pattern. Even siblings look different. And I've just thought about this, how different we are from each other. But as I speak to you guys, like we're doing a collective, okay? We we collectively, uh, go through similar things, even though we are all different here. All right. This made me feel this energy here on this card that even though the strip, the stripes vary in width, like, uh, some zebras may have thick stripes, some may have thin stripes. Uh, the direction may be different. Some zebras may have vertical, uh, diagonal, uh, curved stripes. Spacing and symmetry may be different. The pattern starts forming before birth, and then something clicked in my mind. The pattern starts forming before birth. And the number on here. Okay, I'm an angel number freak, is 12, which is three. So collectively, something was formed in us as a collective, even before birth. Okay, in the womb, something was set in place, especially in our younger years. Okay, there was some type of programming going on, and I thought to myself, it said a change in the wind, and I said, "Wow, collectively, what's happening to the awakened?" Not the ones awakening, the awakened. Okay, there's something happening right now, and most people can't feel it. I know you notice it here on YouTube, on Instagram, on TikTok, on on X, on different social media platforms, in your own personal life, that something is happening right now amongst us all. But all of us don't get it. We can't see it. Not us. If you're catching this, I'm not, I'm not talking personally about you. I feel like it's people outside of the awakened, okay? That can't see this shift, this change, or can't see beyond, like, the matrix or something like that. I try not to go too deep into this, but it kind of pulled me in because I don't know. It made me feel like people may look at the awakened, and some people may call us the chosen ones. Okay, a lot of people use that term. There's terms, there's levels to this, right? But they look at us weird because we have done what? We've released something. Release something. Awaken to something that other people are not ready or willing to awaken to. Okay? And yeah, they can't feel it. But you can. If you caught this video right now, you are the person I'm talking to. This message is for you. And as I'm saying this, I feel like you feel it. And that's the problem. A lot of us awakened chosen ones that you know what we're feeling right now. Woo. It's about to storm out there right as we get into this conversation. I'm going to keep going. Hopefully the power don't go out. We may feel like that's the problem. Why isn't everybody else waking up? Why is everybody acting normal? Why are you acting like nothing is happening? Okay. And I felt like that's why this card came out, by the book. It's just easier to follow. But you can't, can you? Okay? Because once you see it, once you awaken, you don't get to go back. Okay? You don't get to unknow what your soul has already recognized. The awakened ones, they don't just wake up into peace either. I know a lot of people may think that, like, oh, I'm going through a spiritual awakening and it's supposed to be all like illuminated and you're you're going through this crazy breakthrough and you feel free. That's a lie. Okay? You kind of wake up into awareness, right? The awareness is sometimes heavy and it's dark, and it feels like you're alone because suddenly you stop noticing things that didn't sit right with you before that don't feel right any longer. Maybe it's the way that you talk to people, but people don't say anything real. They don't go deep in conversations. Maybe it's the way systems are built that you're noticing. Um, that they're built not to free you, but to manage you in every way. I feel like the awakened has noticed the energy. Have you been feeling drained lately? I've been feeling drained for the last month. How any energy feels. Okay. How it drains your essence and your motivation, even after being in in certain environments or even around certain people that is also aware to you. It's like something is feeding on your attention, your time. I feel like the life force, something could be some some group of people, some system, and you start to question it. That's where I'm at right now. And that's why I'm I'm looking at this release card 'cause that's where you are. You're starting to question it. And it's not like surface level questions. It's like deep questions. But these questions shake up things inside of you. Why does everything feel off? Why does everything feel controlled? 'Cause it is, right? Why do I feel like I'm not supposed to question this? Especially as you see people getting like shut down and disappearing because they're questioning stuff. And the moment you answer, the moment you ask those questions, I feel you step outside of a system. You step outside of the system. And I'm feeling like it's like that because the truth is, most people are not living. They're operating. Their programmed patterns, repeated thoughts, conditioned responses. This is this is from birth. This is how it is set up. You wake up, you work, you consume, you sleep, you repeat. And even though we're all different, we're all doing the same damn thing. Wake up, work, consume, sleep, and repeat. I feel like you want to feel something deeper. That's the energy that I have. But you're seeing that if you feel something deeper, okay? There's always something to distract you. Oh, this is happening. That's happening. And you hear it. It's like you can't escape it. It's everywhere. Okay. It's definitely here. It it is on, you know, platforms. It's in conversations. It's in rooms. Your family's feeling it. Your kids are feeling it. Your parents are feeling it. Pe everybody, your your spouse, your loved one, your boo is feeling it. And you're being distracted. I feel like people that's not awakened, they kind of like being distracted or they've become accustomed to it. I don't I don't want to say like it. Maybe they become used to it, okay? That they can't feel something deeper, and when they do, they distract themselves before it fully rises, before they fully go through the awakening. But you can't do that, can you? Okay? Because you've already hit that point of no return. Okay. But other people, they're not catching up. And I could see it in the way they act. I know you can see it. The way that they behave, the systems that they continue to follow, they don't feel it because it requires change and change in their life. And it's it's not what the system designed was designed for. So there's always something put out there. It's like a shiny, you know, new thing put out there or another disaster put out there, a certain thing put out there. This is people, you know, this I feel like that type of energy is is kind of like quiet enslavement, and it's not of like chains or cages. I feel like this energy kind of shows up as comfort. Uh, Amazon just came to my mind. Okay. Even grocery stores, whatever. Convenience. That's the cage. Comfort, convenience, distraction. It's like a life that's made up to look normal, but it feels empty. And if you sit with it too long, and you know what I'm talking about, you get sucked into it, and it's hard to like break free of it. You feel so conflicted inside when you get back into that energy of comfort, convenience, and distraction. That's what people call doom scrolling, right? I feel for you, if you're catching this this conversation here, you're not able to sit in that anymore. Yeah. You're not able to go by the book. You've already released a lot. Uh, and that's why things continue to shift in your life, and that's why certain people fall off. That's why environments that maybe felt normal and okay to you at one point now feel unbearable or unbearable. Excuse me. It's not because something is wrong with you, collective. It's because you've awakened. Something woke up in you. And once that happened, you started to notice the cost of staying asleep. It's It's pricey. It's expensive. It It's like keeping up with the Joneses. And it's hard to do that, especially in this climate. But a lot of you guys, you have people in your life right now, and you see them. You see how people betray themselves just to fit in. You see, and I see it, how truth gets silenced to maintain this comfort. A minute ago, cancel culture was in full effect. When I look down at this release card, cancel culture was in effect. Okay. Just just by how you thought, how you moved. Okay. Oh, you not like us. I feel like the the awakened is like they call us weirdos. Oh, you guys are weird. Are we weird? I feel like what the awakened is, what's happening with us right now is that we see how people are ignoring their own intuition and just going by the book. That's how I felt about this energy when it showed up over and over again. We see this just to avoid standing alone because that's the real fear, standing alone, being isolated, being blacklisted in some way. It's this energy of the awakened path. A lot of us feel like it's quiet, and there's not a lot of people there. This path can be kind of isolating here 'cause I said, once you wake up, it's hard to it's hard to go back to that. You may drift in and out of it, but you're not going to stay there. And some of us feel like we're losing. Okay, this is how I feel the collective energy is. It's like you feel like you're losing in some way. You're awake, but you feel like, man, maybe that was a bad idea. But I feel like it's not because something wasn't meant for you. You You are no longer in alignment with that type of noise, and you are no longer in constant need of validation. So now, I I feel a lot of us, including you, okay, watching this, you're going to stop explaining yourself to people. You don't need to be understood. I feel like a lot of you, you're not or you're going to stop, or you haven't done this in a long time. You haven't shrunk just to make other people comfortable. And and I feel like that's where you need to be. And people start to notice you, and then they're like, "Oh, you changed. Oh, you weird. You one of those." Okay, they notice you, but it's not always in a good way. Um, because your presence, people, it it disrupts people, okay? It disrupts a system without you saying a word. You remind people of what they're avoiding. So, you're weird now. And some some people are not like that, though. Some people will be drawn to you 'cause they feel this like shift too. The hairs on the back of their neck standing up, like, I don't know if I want to be a part of this race anymore, a part of this thing, whatever this thing is. Okay. I feel like a lot of us feel like we're misunderstood, and that may be true, but you cannot be dragged back into what you've already outgrown. You're being told to continue to release, to let go. Don't be persuaded or led or convinced to go back to sleep. Okay? Because your awareness, it exposes things, and not everyone is ready to see it, but that's okay. Okay? Um, you're awakened in the way that you need to be. In a way, I feel like if you caught this conversation, you're one of those people that you are the change in the wind, but in the individual, in an individualized way. You're not here to fight the system. That's what I feel. You're not here to, uh, see everyone else through it and hurt yourself. Maybe you're just here to observe and see through it and lead by example. There's the difference, right? Lead by example instead of hurting yourself to get everybody else to wake up and see what you see. Because I feel the moment that you kind of like try to fight it head on, you get pulled back into it. You start doom scrolling. You start ordering again. You start thinking about, you know, having an excess of things. You are in this energy of being angry or fearful. You feel this energy of resistance, like it's show my mind, I'm I'm picturing the eight of swords, like you're trapped, you're controlled, there's resistance, there's friction, and that's still a form of control. Real awakening, um, I've learned, is detachment. Is seeing clearly without being consumed. Is choosing consciously instead of reacting automatically. Is it's kind of like building a life that aligns with your truth. That's what's important. That's what I try to bring through in the readings that we do together. Okay? And it's not going to make sense to everyone. It doesn't have to either. And that can feel isolating. It could feel lonely. But what you're actually experiencing is not lonely. Uh, loneliness. Yeah. It's, um, it's alignment because you're no longer surrounded by noise that doesn't match your frequency and who you used to be. I feel like a lot of you, if you've caught this, you're creating space for what actually is is matching the person that you want to become. There's this other feeling too, like you're not the awakened ones. They don't belong everywhere. And and I sense, and I read this in the comments that you guys leave on the on the channel as well, like, and I say this a lot, like you're entertaining the wrong crowd because you don't belong everywhere. You're not supposed to be everywhere, okay? Some rooms are just not made for you. And that's okay. You're not here to blend in. You're here to see clearly, to move differently, to live intentionally. That's what you're supposed to do. If you're wondering what your purpose is, and the more you step into that, the more I feel like your life is going to start to shift in ways you didn't expect it to. And it's not always easy, but it is real. I feel like a lot of you guys, including myself, especially these days, I'm valuing peace over approval. And I'm trusting in myself. Uh, I'm choosing truth over comfort, freedom over fitting in. And if you're doing that right now, you may see your life changing a lot, and you're like, man, am I the outsider now? You're changing internally. All of this, all of this awakening happens internally, okay? Not from the outside first, but inside because I feel like the real escape, um, was never physical. It's mental. It's energetic. And I feel like you're in this space right now that you are realizing that you don't have to participate in what doesn't align with your soul. I see you moving forward, collective, and you're not controlled the same way anymore. That's cause for celebration. So, if you're feeling this shift, this energy, the change in the wind that is showing up here, if you've been questioning like everything, pulling back from stuff continuously, seeing through things you can't unsee. You're not lost. You're not too much, and you're not weird. You are aware. And this awareness is the beginning of everything. This release is the beginning of everything. If you found this video, this message is definitely for you. Not everyone is going to understand your path, and they're not supposed to because you're never really supposed to be going with the crowd. That's what I feel. All right, leave me a comment. Let me know how you guys feel about this conversation. And I'll see you in your next one. I love you. Take care of yourselves. Bye.